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Chapter 11

I twirled my fork around the strange food in my plate, too scared to taste it. I looked up to see Kai already digging in.

'Erm, what is this?' I asked, faking nonchalance.

He smirked at me, obviously enjoying my discomfort. 'Huitlacoche'.

My face twisted into a confused expression, 'huh?'

He sighed, 'corn fungus'.

'…'

'What?' he said.

'…' I opened my mouth to say something but closed it again promptly.

He rolled his eyes and went back to his food while I sat there staring it. 'It looks like it's going to eat me', I said cautiously, not taking my eyes off the… stuff.

He didn't reply or make a sarcastic comment; which made me even more worried. 'What's wrong' I asked seriously.

He glared at me for a while before going back to eating. I looked at him in disbelief; the idiot wasn't going to tell me.

'Fine'. I stood up and tucked my chair under the table for grabbing my things and leaving. He didn't try to stop me.

…

He was fine on Monday; back to his normal self so I didn't pry. Ash went back home to England and Kat was brooding for some reason; personally, I think it's because Ash left. I chuckled to myself, poor girl falling for the idiotic playboy, ah well, she'll get over him. It's not like you can fall in love after a day.

A couple of months passed normally; sitting at the 'loner' table everyday with Kat and Kai making fun of everyone else. Tala and his crew never really left us alone. I'm guessing their mission is to make our lives living hell but we fight back. There was an incident with glue and Katrina's hair which ended surprisingly well. She had it cut so it was fairly short but her fringe was long and dramatic, sweeping down the side of her face; it looked edgy and really suited her. Nearly everyone stopped in the hallways to looks at her new style which screamed badass chick.

As well as the war with the drones, my workload and increased a lot. Teachers suddenly started giving more than an hour's worth of work each night and it was getting stressful. I guess they thought we needed a lot of practice to pass the exams, or maybe they just wanted to see us suffer – I'm thinking it's the latter.

My sleep pattern was disrupted badly; I spent a lot of nights staying awake to complete essays and other work and during the day I was a walking zombie. Kai and Kat didn't think it was that bad, they seemed to finish the work and have free time afterwards as well. My life was in a slump and was just about to get a whole lot worse.

…

'That's all for today. Don't forget, I want 2000 words on the different types of bonding for tomorrow.' Mr Whitlock reminded us.

I sighed. He only gave us two days to do it and I hadn't even started because of the maths papers we had been given to complete for today. On top of that I could see Tala and his gang waiting outside the classroom.

'Hey Fifi, how's it going?' Tala smiled charmingly at me, 'you seem a little stressed', his smirk got wider.

I shot daggers at him and walked off towards to toilets. I stared at myself in the mirror; my hair was looking dull and messy while my eyes had huge bags under them.

While I was inspecting my monstrous appearance, the door of a cubicle swung open and out came Emily. She glanced absentmindedly at me before doing a double take.

'You look terrible', she commented in her monotonous tone. 'There are many vitamins you can take or just improve you sleep habits. You could go to-'

'Thanks but no thanks. I can deal', I retorted before walking out. She kinda freaked me out, her robotic voice and the fact that she was helping me even though I'm sure she has strict orders to make my life hell.

Speaking of hell, my next lesson was physics and I am sure we would be getting a ton of homework from Miss King; not looking forward to that.

…

'Okay, so if the distance is 2m, then the speed should be 6m/s', I muttered to myself.

It was 2am and I was sitting at my desk at home trying to finish the physics work. I only got 2 hours sleep yesterday so I was ready to collapse but I knew this was important; I just had to complete it. I forced myself to get up and scour the kitchen for some kind of energy drink to keep me awake but alas, I found nothing. I decided to go out to the shops, buy a drink and have a little bit of a break as well.

The air outside was cold and crisp; it felt fresh on my face. It was completely dark outside and there was no sign of anyone outside. The diner was closed and the car park empty which was strange to see as it was always full.

My walk to the shop took 15 minutes and when I got back I felt slightly more refreshed. My mind was a little more awake and I could focus on the problem in front of me. I felt confident I could finish it in time for tomorrow and get a good grade which made me smile like a kid. My feet were tapping repeatedly against the floor and my fingers couldn't stop moving. I laughed at my limbs; it looked like they were doing some weird dance.

I suddenly had a brainwave about the last question and I rushed to scribble everything down. My handwriting was messy and half of the words couldn't be read but I was sure the teacher would be able to.

I sat back in my chair and looked up at the ceiling. There was a pattern on it that looked like an elephant. I grabbed my paint and stood on the chair, wanting to make the elephant colourful. I brushed the ceiling frantically, not pausing for a second. The chair I was standing on was shifting from side to side due to my rapid movements but I didn't notice.

My mind felt more awake than it had done in a long time. I felt good, like I could do anything. I had the sudden need to talk to Kai so I instantly dropped my paint and brush on the floor leaving a huge stain on the carpet. I grabbed my phone and rang him whilst walking around the apartment continuously. I remembered that it was late and he might be sleeping and when I was about to put the phone down, a voice answered on the other end.

'Hello', it was groggy and irritated.

'Hey dude! How's it hanging? There was an elephant on my ceiling so I painted it and it looks so awesome but then I walked around the apartment and I rang you but you were sleeping but now you're awake so it's okay and there was show on like two years ago in England about a cowboy who stole loads of things from some bar in Mexico or something and I thought it would be so cool if I was a cowboy or cowgirl. Man… men are so sexist, why is everything cowboy, why not girl, why-'

'Felicity, Felicity, OI, shut up' he yelled down the phone. 'Just stop talking for a minute okay? You are making no sense and we have school tomorrow so you can tell me about your feminist issues then. Goodnight.'

He hung up and I stood there staring at it. I can't believe he hung up, was an idiot! Why is he so mean to me? One minute he's all like, 'I'm going to be nice to you' and then he's like 'let's just hang up the phone'. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

…

'Maybe I should just skip school today. I could go shopping instead! That sounds so much better. But I need to yell at Kai for hanging up on me.' I sang loudly in my apartment.

I was 8am and the time for school was looming but I honestly did not want to go. I groaned and ran into the bathroom to get ready.

While I was brushing my teeth I saw my pills sitting on the sink and without thinking, I picked up the bottle and emptied it into the toilet. I didn't really need them anyway. Everything just wants me to have them because they don't want me to be happy like I am now. They want me to stay depressed but I'm free now and I can be as happy as I want.

I beamed at my reflection and danced my way into my bedroom. I rummaged through my closet and emerged with a black corset-top with no straps and some tight, black leather shorts. I ran my fingers through my hair and backcombed to add volume after which I applied some thick eyeliner and bright red lipstick. All in all, I looked like slut, and I felt good.

…

As soon as I walked through the main doors all eyes were on me and I was loving it. The girls were green while the guys developed problems in their pants; some of them rushed into the bathroom to take care of it before anyone saw while others didn't care and just stared with their mouths open. Poor saps.

I walked to my locker and saw Kai standing in front of it with his mouth agape like everyone else. He looked confused and slightly scared which made me chuckle. I gave him a flirty smile before winking and opening my locker.

'What-' his voice came out all squeaky before he cleared his throat and started again. 'What are you wearing?'

I turned towards him and moved in closer to whisper in his ear. 'Wouldn't you like to see what I'm not wearing?'

He tensed suddenly and looked at me with his beautiful eyes, open wide.

I planted a kiss on his cheek before strutting to my chemistry lesson.

…

I fidgeted that whole lesson and also put my hand up for all of the questions even though that was out of the norm for me. Mr Whitlock was visibly sweating and he kept looking over at me and I replied by raising my eyebrow and smiling.

When the lesson ended he told me to stay back because he wanted to discuss my 'essay', I scoffed to myself.

'Well, you did a great job with it and you were very erm, very active in today's lesson.'

I put my hand on his arm and we locked eyes. I had to admit he was very good looking and I wanted him as much as he wanted me. Looking back at it, I know I wasn't at my sanest so I can't be blamed for what happened between us.

His hand moved to my cheek while his other one pushed me back on the desk harshly so I was staring at the ceiling. He climbed on top of me and planted his lips on mine.

The whole thing was rough, we didn't stop for air, we didn't think about how the other person felt. There was no love or compassion, it was just sex; and I wanted more.

In case it wasn't obvious, she is having a manic episode, she didn't just turn slutty all of a sudden :P

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