Author note: well I am back on updating after yes 2 years , now for the 2 people that read this I give my apologies I couldn't get any inspiration and sincerely I mind was in the story but I really love it and the ending keeps hunting me. SO I will update again

Disclaimer: I don't own yugioh I have some yugioh cards??

Blalalal: Letter like this means is a flash backkk

Blalala: Aww dear present.

"Life -- the way it really is -- is a battle not between bad and good but between bad and worse." -Joseph Brodsky

-malik view-

I sat still looking up at the tricolor hair freak that hanged in front of me, his arms where tie up and his little legs were dangling trying to escape. A cruel laughter surrounded me but it did not come from my lips. I just sat there annoyed with the freaks screams, I always thought yugi had an annoying voice but I never did think it went this high pitch it disgusted me. I almost felt bad for him almost being the keyword in this, keywords could change the meaning of a lot of things I learn that even when I was a naïve small lad.

The darkness of the room did not eat me up this time I just sat there watching him get strike again and again, the laughter of Marik that demented sycophant covered the small little room and I well was in shocked couldn't believed what was happening. That he was capable of this I guess I was wrong, then again I had notice that many of the things I said before about him where wrong.

"Ryou pleas stop!" yugi screamed filled my ears while his tear mix with his blood and marik just laughed putting his arms tighter around me making my chest hurt, I wasn't completely healed from the broken ribs.

"FUCKING TELL ME WHAT HE DID TO HIM!" Ryou screamed back his eyed were the one of a mad man that has lost all hope, and even with his fragile body he was able to pick up mace and smashed it against the midget's body the blood fell on my face I was really close to him.

"Dolly see am not the only one, he hurt kura he pays! That's why that man had to die he hurt you he touch you ! now die die die!" Marik said in his childish voice, I hated it still how he was capable of that.

But he was right hated to admit it but he was ryou wanted something and he wouldn't stop until the brat told him. I think the sanity we had left escape us. Looked at ryou becoming a monster or maybe that was just the way fate was. All his ancestor became monster now he must become one. Like his father a monster for abandoning his child for hating him so much because of the death of his family. I was glad it happened to ryou first, my egotistical self wanted him to lose it, I wanted to have the upper hand be better then him for once. But now in this state poor ryou , he went threw so much and now his other self was could die along with his sanity.

Ryou might be my friend and I might have stayed in the hospital with him but we are not lads any more. Even if I wanted us to be. Because we weren't children any more not all of us could win, and I couldn't hold ryou hand and tell him everything was okay because I didn't believe that. I believed he lost it and I won I was better then him and for some reason that killed me.

"malik pretty see what bunny does, he does it because he wants him back, and we are going to get him back" Marik said once again.

"Pleas stop Ryou I will tell you just stop it hurts so much" yugi yelped.

I couldn't helped but smiled the bird had crack and now this insanity would stop, marik laughter will not pierce my ears, and ryou even if he had lost his sanity would be himself again. Maybe this was the real him I thought maybe he was supposed to be this maniacal and fearful. The movement I thought this words my mind became bitter, and I saw ryou full of blood and tears and this time it wasn't his blood, and I just knew something in him had broken whiled the tramp midget ramble about the where about of the king of thief bakura. Something in me just didn't want to believe it, I might be egocentric but there are some things that I am not able to take in.

"Bunny and dolly we are heading to find kura, let the pharaoh's pet die, the rat will eat his rotted skin!" Marik said to us a smirk on his face, licking his lips seeing the blood cover yugi.

In that moment I saw it ryou turn around to see me eye to eye. His eyes weren't his for a moment they were shallow, but then his came back with his fear….

Maybe time travels backwards maybe we were lads after all.

ryou view-

I couldn't helped but to smile when I saw the letter, he really did cared. For a moment my face became red and my fingers went to my lips we kiss. He kissed me!.. he really did cared. But something was wrong within me something was burning in flames.

" Now we need to find a way to get out of here…its been really dark lately" Malik said slowly the last part almost to himself.

I gave him a weak smiled and try to get up my chest is in pain, and the flames still in me. Even thought I still get up with a slight yelped, I need to be strong… I just feel that I have to be strong, I try to look out the window and there is just darkness maybe is raining…

" I know you will find a way Malik, plus I know it wont be hard , My yami will sense me up and I am sure they will come get us" I said this slowly holding the paper tight between my fingers, while I smiled weekly back at malik.

"yea I am sure.." malik was cut of by the sound of the ambulance going off

In the distance I could hear the doctors talk with the nurses.

" This is the 4 car crash today!"

"take him to the emergency room"

"Am sorry visitors hours are over sir"

After the last voice spoke I heard a screamed and a familiar voice coming down the corridor, I knew it was fate that will come get us and couldn't helped but smile.. knowing that Bakura will come that my wishes became true and I wasn't lonely or miss treated/

"DOLLY!" Marik said happily whiled he jumped on top of malik, I couldn't help but laugh a little if only bakura was that affectionate but at least I have something now.

I was confused while Marik started to professedly kiss malik and malik try to push him away with no success, complaining about his pain I couldn't find Bakura. My heart ache and the flames became greater. I didn't understand maybe he was waiting to surprise me but that is not my Yami, he doesn't do useless things like that. Or that what he said once. I cleared my voice one time to get the attention of the Malik and Marik. When I did this marik turned around finally noticing my presence. His voice was ice cold when he said the next words to me and his Childs plays had stop, it was scary to know he could be serious.

"Ryou, bakura has been taking by the Pharaoh… I couldn't stop it, he had the sphere I think he is going to try to kill Bakura to get the power from him.. bakura is the only one other then me that can controlled the darkness, with Bakura blood he is going to try to controlled it , became the king again… and with bakura death …well part of you will die…Am sorry" His voice was so serious that I didn't even think it was him.

The only thing I could do was laugh, the insanity I felt BAkura's insanity and the flames ate me…

Marik took us to an abandoned house and in their was a boy, a boy with the name of yugi and when he saw me his eyes became full of life and he smiled.

" RYOU! You are here thanks god! Help me he has me tie, pleas help me!" Yugi said to me his voice was full of happiness and when he eyes directed to marik and malik they were full of fear.

" Yugi…I am must deeply sorry but I can't… I will helped you if you tell me where My yami is" I said slowly my voice was braking.

"Don't talk to him Ryou he is going to passion your head!" malik said, his eyes were on yugi like daggers and I was so helpless I felt pathetic.

" But ryou is for the best of you! That bastared yami of yours is going to get everyone killed, just untie me and I will make sure My yami knows you helped me" Yugi said still with that fake smiled on his face and something in me just snap.

" Something stranged happened to little pretty bunny, he smells different" I heard marik said but his voice became a whisper.

My hand graved it, the mace that Marik had next to Yugi, it was located on the floor, I guess marik was planning on harming yugi to tell him where my yami was. But I couldn't think clearly I just took the mace and I felt it, I felt it in my hands and felt it swing to yugi body. Then yugi screamed the blood went down my hands and just couldn't stop. The flames ate me and I wanted him to feel my pain.

"Now tell me where is my yami , yugi" I said once more, I couldn't recognized my voice nether could he.

Yugi stayed silent and the madness escape my body threw the mace and the flame ate me up and it just hurt it so much each time I hit him I felt the flame consume me. I just wanted to know what happened to my yami.

Why couldn't he tell me where was he, I felt something strange within me like my skin was being ripped from my body.