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Lacrymosa
chapter 11: Wrong desicon? Right turn?
I'm waiting here alone
praying someone could lead me home
Kagome's face paled as she reached her mother in on step and... SMACK!
Kagome's hand made contact with her mother's shocked, tear-stained face. The impact being worse than the sound itself. Shakingly Mrs. Higurashi brought a hand up to her cheek. "Kagome.." She began, trying to ignore the burning in her cheek. She became unable to finish the sentence, do to the fact she had received another slap from her distraught daughter. Finally regaining her posture she continued any way.
But what would I have given,
To not hide my face,
To not hide my pain
From you? From you
"Kagome I'm just saying just get an abortion for right now, that way Aijin will not have a chance of killing it. That is if it were born beforehand. An Abortion is the best thing for it." Mrs. Higurashi watched as her daughter sat herself on the couch opposite from here. She smiled slightly; her daughter was buying it... good. Her small, barely noticeable smile faltered abit when she saw the look in her daughter's eyes. They were murderous, if they were knives, Mrs. Higurashi would be nothing but a bloody mess. Lifting her head a bit higher, Kagome continued glaring at her mother and began to speak while doing so. "You have no right.." She whispered, her fist clenched in her lap.
Ahhhh
All that I have known
All that I've hidden from
All that I'm scared I've become
Somehow comforts me
Mrs. Higurashi leaned forward a bit. " I'm sorry dear, what did you say?" She said careful not to get to close. Every time she did Inuyasha would growl... She was causing distress to his mate and threatened the life of his child and he didn't like it one bit. She was surprised that Inuyasha remained quite, for the most part, through out the conversation. She guessed it was because he figured Kagome need to handle this on her own. But he would jump in at any given moment if, kagome would fail in handling the situation.
Is I wrong to think aloud?
"I said 'You have no right', and you don't! Who are you to criticize me and my doing? Even better.. Who are you tell me to get rid of my child because of some stupid shit you got yourself into! You put this child in danger! If it dies it dies because of you! SO SHUT THAT HYPACRITICAL MOUTH OF YOURS UP! You sold stuff that you claimed to be drugs. You sold them to a druggie who is probably a killer too. It's your fault Gramps and Souta are...dead.! If anyone is to blame it's you!"
Hoping to pierce you with my sharp words
Let them pierce, to make you bleed
Honey,
Kagome paused taking in huge breathes to even out her breathing. Just as she was about to spew out more angry words, her mother interrupted her. "How dare you talk to me like that! What I did was entirely different and out of love! You, you little whore got yourself knocked up! So you want to talk about hipacritical, look in the mirror." Mrs. Higurashi stood up and headed fort he stairs.
How does it feel?
She looked back at Kagome and her expression softened. "Please, Kagome, pleas consider it. It will be for the best. You still have school you know and what about the feudal era, how will you do anything over there on your own. Inuyasha can't be around all the time. Just think about it." With that she left for bed, leaving Kagome to contemplate her situation.
In a world of my own, I saw you
And I'm confused,
If I don't love you anymore,
Then why am I haunted by your memory,
Baby
Inuyasha let his arm drape around her shoulder, as he pulled her in close. He kissed her head and rubbed her back trying to sooth the sobs that erupted from her shaking form. Being stable enough to somewhat look in his eyes, Kagome pulled away from the loving embrace.
Can't let it go
And I can't let the past rest its self, inside me
She wiped the tears and stood up, Inuyasha stood up along with her. She once again returned to his embrace, this time bringing in for a kiss. She licked his bottom lip hungrily, demanding an acceptance, which he gladly complied to. With each passing moment the Kiss grew more sensual as did their movements. Inuyasha snaked his hand underneath Kagome's pajama shirt. He began strumming her already sensitive bosom. To such a movement Kagome arched, wanting more and moaned.
I can't let fate turn you away from me again
But I know, You never loved me
Just as Inuyasha's hand started to travel, Kagome pulled away. Still staying in his embrace though, she let her head rest in the crook of his neck.
In the future I saw you
And I was confused
Do I even love you anymore?
"Inuyasha... I know it's not right but.. For the sake of everything that is going on... I think I will get an abortion."
At that moment Inuyasha's heart stopped, and he did the only thing he ever did when he was a young child
He ran
Leave me alone, again
Relieve me of you, again
Isn't that what you always do?
Runaway?
There's chapter 11 for ya typed it up tonight... in 30 minutes. 1135 words my longest chapter! oh ya!!! I am going to the doctors tomorrow.
Sorry if this song sucked!
Thank you to Le Chat Girls for the idea of Kagome blowing up at her mother.
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I had to delete this chapter and repost it because I made an error to my own song! Wow!
I just learned from my English teacher that it is possible for people with walking pneumonia to die….. wow I feel so lucky… I'm to stubborn to croke though.