Chapter 11- Edward I'm Sorry
Bella's POV
Alice had driven me back to the Cullen's house, Edward was sitting on the front porch. He looked awful. "Alice?" I was whispering because I knew that if Alice blocked her thoughts and I whispered he wouldn't hear us. "Ya Bella?" "Can you block your thoughts please?" "Sure." "Alice what do I say, what do I do?" "Whatever you feel is right Bella." "Okay." I got out of the truck and made my way over to where Edward sat.
"Edward." He looke dup at me, he looked…scared. "Edward? What's wrong?" "Everything Bella." "Ummm… can I talk to you alone.?" "Sure." I knew what he was doing next. He was talking vampire speed and sound level telling his family to leave for a little while so we could talk in private. Next thing I knew the entire Cullen family was standing in front of me on the porch. "Don't break his heart…yet again Bella, because you know even I'm not that low." Rosalie was very pissed off. She made my name sound like a profanity. "Whatever Rosalie, just mind you own business…and yes you are that low…and lower, and I'm sick of it. Everbody elses in you family welcomed me with open arms but you, you had to be so stubborn from the beginning and have to act like of the worst thing on the planet. Now if you don't mind Rosalie I have to speak to your brother in private." The look on Rosalie's face was pricless. I touched Edward on the shoulder and turned on my heel towards the door. Everybody had left.
Edward's POV
I just sat there dumbfounded as MY Bella vebaly assultaed my sister. I found it quite amusing. When she was finished she touched my shoulder and sturned towards the house.
Bella's POV
Once we had entered the house I took a few deep breaths, trying to steady my nearves and lower my heart rate. "Bella, what's the matter?" "Um nothing Edward just trying to figure out what to make of this situation. Could we go up to your bedroom?"
Alice's POV
I had the familiar feeling I always got when I vision was coming. Oh, god what was Bella going to do this timer.
"Edward, could we go up to your bedroom?" "Sure, Bella." Edward picked Bella up and ran vampire speed up to his bedroom. Once they were in his room and seated on his couch Bella spoke. "Edward, I'm so sorry, I still love you and I always will. I love you with my entire life. You have my heart and you have my soul. I will never stop loving you. What had happened back there earlier today was…was…inexcusable. I will never do that again. Jacob manuipulated my depressed state. Making me believe that I loved him when really I didn't I still love you. 'How can I believe it Bella?" "Let me show you." Bella placed bother her hands on Edward's chest and leaned forward.
Edward's POV
Once we had enter the house and after I had asked the rest of my family to leave Bella asked me if we could go upstairs to my room.
"Bella what's the matter?
" "Um, nothing Edward, just trying to figure out what to make of this situation. Could we go up to your bedroom?"
"Of course." I picked her up and ran at vampire speed up to my room, once we were there I sat us both down on my couch and looked at Bella.
Bella's POV
Edward picked me up and ran at vampire speed up to his room. Once we were there he sat us both down on his couch and looked at me.
"Bella, what happed while we were gone?" "I honestly don't know, I sorta went into this deep dark depression that Jacob dragged me out of by making me fall for him and fall hard for him." "Oh…"
"Edward, I'm so sorry, I still love you and I always will. I love you with my entire life. You have my heart and you have my soul. I will never stop loving you. What had happened back there earlier today was…was…inexcusable. I will never do that again. Jacob manipulated my depressed state. Making me believe that I loved him when really I didn't. I still love you." "How can I believe it Bella?" "Let me show you." I placed both my hands on Edward's shoulders and leaned forward. I don't think he understood what I was doing. Then suddenly Edward closed the distance between the two of us. Ice collided with fire to create and inferno. For the first time Edward kissed me back passionetly. He tongue traced my lip seeking entrance. I opened my mouth and gasped as his tongue entered my mouth. Suddenly he pulled back. "Okay, I belive you, so does this mean that your still my love?" "Yes" I answerd breathlessly.
A/N: Kay so for the next chapter im thinking of making Edward prpbppose to bella!! Whatdya think? Any objections? Ideas would be grat!!!!
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p.s sorry this took sooooooo long. Speeches suck and so does school, but school ski trips to quebec are awesome!!!