Chapter 11

"We come into this world unknown

But know that we are not alone

They try and knock us down

But change is coming, it's our time now

Hey… everybody loses it,

Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes

And hey… yeah I know what you're going through

Don't let it get the best of you, you'll make it out alive

Oh

People like us, we've gotta stick together

Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten

It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

We are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

Sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Hey, this is not a funeral

It's a revolution, after all your tears have turned to rage

Just wait, everything will be okay

Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames

Oh

People like us, we've gotta stick together

Keep your head up nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten

It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

We are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

Sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

You've just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

Sing it for the people like us, the people like us

They can't do nothing to you, they can't do nothing to me

This is the life that we choose, this is the life that we bleed

So throw your fists in the air, come out, come out if you dare

Tonight we're gonna change forever

Everybody loses it, everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes

Oh

People like us, we've gotta stick together

Keep your head up nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten

It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom

Oh whoa oh oh whoa oh

We are all misfits living in a world on fire-"

The song ended abruptly, Inuyasha opening his eyes in confusion. He looked to his laptop, only it wasn't on his desk. Sesshomaru held it, Inuyasha sitting up. He had been falling asleep to it, rubbing his eyes with a yawn.

"Why did you stop it?" He asked, his voice hoarse from near sleep. Sesshomaru was frowning, showing him the screen of his laptop.

Kagome was calling him.

Inuyasha frowned, getting up from his bed. He was too tired to fear what she had to say, grabbing the laptop from him.

"Sit down and don't say anything," he told him, answering her call as he sat down on his bed. He saw Miroku, confused for a second.

"He picked up!" Miroku yelled to somebody, Sango and Kagome coming next to him.

"It's amazing how whenever I called you never answered," Kagome said with a shake of her head, Inuyasha smirking.

"You alright over there?" Sango asked, Inuyasha nodding. She smiled, the three able to see his growing stomach.

"Kagome told us who your mate was," Miroku told him, Inuyasha looking to Sesshomaru. He seemed bored, but Inuyasha could tell he was listening closely. He looked back to the screen when Miroku started talking.

"I have to say, even though Kagome don't agree, me and Sango think he would be the best for you. It's better than having a kid from a complete stranger," Miroku told him, Sango nodding. Kagome was indifferent, frowning at his stomach like a disease was growing inside him. Unlike her, Miroku and Sango accepted and understood the demon tradition. They knew they could do little for him, but as friends they still helped him escape.

"So, Shippo told us you're pregnant. You happy with that?" Miroku asked, Inuyasha shrugging. He wasn't happy or mad about it, rubbing his stomach with a frown.

"How many are in there?" Sango asked, Kagome's eyes looking to his. He shrugged, yawning tiredly.

"We're gonna go to the doctors today to figure that out. There won't be any guarantee though," he told them, Kagome still glaring at his stomach. He was getting irritated by that, his hormones kicking in.

"Stop glaring at my stomach Kagome," he snapped at her, her eyes going wide for a second as Miroku and Sango looked to her. She seemed surprised he said anything, her eyes downcast with anger and guilt. He looked at the time, his appointment in an hour.

"I have to go now for the appointment, I'll try to call you after I get back," he told them, his fatigue making him say things he probably wouldn't really do. They said good bye, Inuyasha waving before hanging up and turning off his laptop. He closed it and stood, looking to Sesshomaru when he also stood. He looked a tad smug, Inuyasha rolling his eyes. He was happy cause he snapped at her, but they both knew it was just hormones and fatigue.

Inuyasha walked to his bathroom, leaving the door open. Sesshomaru walked up to the entrance, leaning against the door frame as Inuyasha stripped. He watched him, his eyes drawn to his growing stomach. His heart swelled with pride.

Inuyasha was his mate, and though he had his hard times during the pregnancy, he has shown to be almost perfect. He knew he wouldn't just submit to him in the beginning, but he was glad he wasn't as determined to see Kagome anymore. He was his and he didn't want to spend the rest of his living life trying to convince him of that.

His thoughts stopped once the shower curtain hid his body, steam rising up from the water when he turned it on. Sesshomaru decided he should take one of his own, going to his room to bathe. Inuyasha had stressed all morning about how much he didn't want to be touched.

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Inuyasha sat down in the shower, pressing his back against the wall. His ankles hurt from standing, his eyes closing as he just let the water rush over him. He had thought of taking a bath but wanted to feel water all over his body. His hair had got wet and heavy within seconds, Inuyasha pushing his bangs back. He bowed his head, opening his eyes.

He ran a hand over his stomach, thinking back to the dream he had of being pregnant. He had been so happy, been so eager to see his pups. During the ceremony that tied him and Sesshomaru together as mates till death, everyone had been happy. He felt nothing.

He stood and washed up, getting out of the shower. He wrapped a towel around his waist, wiping the steam off the mirror. The first thing that caught his attention was his nipples. They were darker and more swollen, Inuyasha touching a finger to one. They weren't as sensitive, a tad ticklish more than anything else.

He went to his closet and threw on a pair of black sweats and a black shirt.

He met Sesshomaru and his father downstairs, his father giving him a sweater to wear.

"It's fall Inuyasha. You'll freeze if you don't cover up," he told him, Inuyasha giving him a tired stare. He didn't care if he froze. At least then he could sleep. The limo was waiting for them, Inuyasha crawling in. He laid down on one side, his dad and Sesshomaru sitting on the other side. He stretched out, yawning before curling into a ball.

"Why don't you sit with him?" His father asked once Inuyasha fell asleep, Sesshomaru crossing his arms over his chest. The heater was on, protecting them from the chilly wind outside. Sesshomaru seemed irritated, Inutaisho waiting for his response.

"He doesn't want to be touched," he told him, Inutaisho understanding that one. Inuyasha's mother had acted the same way for two months while pregnant. He shrugged, Sesshomaru sighing. Inutaisho could see the tension in his body like broad day light, patting his shoulder as they stopped in front of the doctors office.

As his mate, his urges to mate with him constantly were being put to the test. He learned the hard way that when your mate says no, its a no period.

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"Please take off your shirt." Inuyasha did as told, sitting on the examination table as the doctor prepared his equipment.

"Did you drink anything before coming here?" The doctor asked, Inuyasha nodding.

"Two bottles of water," he told him, the doctor nodding. "Have to pee?" He asked, Inuyasha nodding. He felt like he was gonna burst any second, pure will stopping him from peeing himself.

"Well, I'll try to do this fast then," he told him, Inuyasha laying down. He squirted some clear gel stuff onto his stomach, Inuyasha taking in a sharp breath because it was so cold. Sesshomaru and his dad sat in chairs close to the door, the doctor turning the monitor a little so they could see.

He pressed a microphone looking thing to his stomach, pressing down a little as he moved it around. He stopped when heart beats echoed in the room. It wasn't just one heartbeat either, Inuyasha looking to the screen. It wasn't very clear, but he could already see two of his pups.

He felt tears burn his eyes, the doctor moving the device around.

"I can see two, near your spine, and another one near your pelvis. I can't give you a correct number, but it looks like there are at least three so far," he told him, Inuyasha swelling with pride and emotions. He sniffled, his doctor smiling.

"Just became real huh?" He asked, wiping the gel off his stomach. Inuyasha nodded, sitting up and putting on his shirt. He wiped away his tears, feeling happy and prideful.

Those had been his pups.

He looked to Sesshomaru, the tension that had been his shoulders gone. He was given pictures of his ultra sound, the three leaving.

Inuyasha laid in Sesshomaru's bed that night, looking at the pictures with adoration. He had never thought of them as anything special until he saw that ultrasound. They were real, and they were his pups. Sesshomaru laid down behind him, his hand cautious when it touched his hip, Inuyasha smirking. He turned onto his other side, pressing close to him.

He would pull away if he tried anything.

He closed his eyes, sighing when he pulled him closer. He felt sick suddenly, his chest and stomach hurting with a sharp pain. His head felt funny as the tingling sensation of his ears moving down also attacked him. Sesshomaru looked down to him when the pain stopped, Inuyasha looking up to him with wide eyes.

He had turned into a human female, his time having come. Inuyasha pulled away from him, covering his new body with the blankets as Sesshomaru sat up.

"I think you should leave," Inuyasha told him, his voice softer. Sesshomaru frowned, Inuyasha moving back when he crawled forward.

"Tell me why you want me to leave," Sesshomaru told him, Inuyasha stuttering as he moved closer. He stopped talking when he slipped a hand beneath the sheets, taking in a sharp breath when he pressed a finger into his body. Inuyasha put a hand to his shoulder, shaking his head.

"Be-Because I said so," he whimpered, his eyes closing in bliss when his thumb pressed against his clit. He laid down, feeling light headed as Sesshomaru loomed over him. His finger pulled out, playing with his clit instead as he kissed a trail from his neck to his shoulder. Inuyasha moaned when his finger moved faster against his clit, arching his chest with a gasping moan.

"Feel good?" Sesshomaru whispered into his ear, Inuyasha moaning when he sped up his finger. His hips left the bed when pushed in a finger, his lips and entrance wet. He grabbed Sesshomaru's shoulders, his jaw feeling loose when he parted his lips, his hips lifting off the bed again as a long, drawn out moan left his lips.

He felt pleasure zap all over his body, his orgasm both mentally and physically pleasurable. He relaxed under him, his thighs shaking. Sesshomaru got between them, Inuyasha panting as he lined himself up.

"Sesshomaru!" His protest was too late though, Inuyasha jolting when he pushed in, a sharp pain unlike any other aching inside him. He whimpered, recoiling away from him when he slid in deeper. It only added to the pain, Inuyasha pushing against his shoulders.

"Stop moving!" He gasped, Sesshomaru stopping his hips.

"It'll only hurt the first time. The pain will be over soon," Sesshomaru panted, Inuyasha tightening his thighs against him when he pushed in all the way. He whimpered, his claws digging into his shoulders. He breathed quickly, the pain slowly dwindling away. He relaxed under him, Sesshomaru kissing his lips.

Inuyasha's tongue was aggressive, fighting with his. Sesshomaru enjoyed it, also enjoying the wet heat that gripped him. It was definitely different from his ass, but he loved it, pulling out before thrusting back in gently.

Inuyasha moaned into his mouth, pulling away from the kiss. Sesshomaru was sure he was gonna kill him later, kissing his neck sloppily as he thrust into his body in a slow tempo. His insides gripped him, his hands moving up to his hair.

"Does it feel good?" Sesshomaru asked him, Inuyasha moaning softly when he sped up his thrusts.

"Y-Yeah," he gasped brokenly, his lips parted as he moaned in pleasure. Sesshomaru grit his teeth when Inuyasha began to press his hips against him with his each thrust, he hands placed on either side of head as he sped up his thrusts, Inuyasha moaning loudly when he thrusted in hard then stopped. He did it again, Inuyasha shivering with a moan.

Sesshomaru felt the gush of his orgasm, growling as he came into his body. Inuyasha moaned softly, Sesshomaru pulling out and falling down next to him. Inuyasha pressed close to him, his thighs still shaking. Sesshomaru smirked, his member hardening.

He was gonna enjoy this form to the fullest.