Disclaimer: Not even how much I want to, I STILL don't own twilight…. But enough of my constant whining and on with the chapter~!

BPOV:

As while we were on our way towards Alice, I thought about that kiss… and Edward. There was something about him, that made me feel so good. And that kiss… it was my first but it was amazing. I wondered though, if I moved too fast. Did I completely creep Edward out? I wasn't sure. I should probably have given him some space… but what if I didn't move too fast? I should probably wait to see how Edward reacted so I wouldn't screw anything up. And another thing I was sure about: I needed to get Edward off my mind. I thought about him too much. I mean, I mean, I knew I liked him, but I didn't get why he was the only thing I could think about him. In Phoenix, when I had crushes, they weren't the only thing that I could think about.

Soon after we started running, we found Alice. She started talking immediately.

"Where have you guys been? Bella, I need you pronto! We have to go shopping, as you have absolutely no clothing and we're leaving tomorrow morning. Let's go now!"

That's the first time that I realized that I was still wearing the same dress that Alice and I had picked out for the talent show.

I agreed to go with her and before I could say anything to Edward, Alice had already pulled me away and started running me to her Porsche. As soon as we were there she started speeding out of the driveway and out of town limits.

When we got into Port Angeles, the first store that we went into was the same one in which we bought my dress. I slightly remember them having some cute things. I browsed around carefully, while Alice went around the store looking like a maniac, picking up clothes here and there. She handed me a humongous pile of clothing. She sent me to a dressing room. After what seemed like hours of trying things on, Alice took most of the pile (except for two or three items) and brought it to the register. With a shiny gold credit card, she paid for it all. She grabbed the bags, and my hand and rushed me to the next store where we followed the same routine. The same happened for the next, oh I don't know (I lost count), maybe 7 or 8 stores. All the while the thoughts of Edward came back into my head, and I came to wonder what Edward was doing.

EPOV:

How did she just leave like that? I thought to myself as I was sitting on the couch in my room. I mean, no goodbye no nothing? Alice did pull her away pretty quickly, but she still time to say something. Did she not like the kiss? Not like the time we had spent together in the meadow? Maybe I should've backed off? Maybe I moved too quickly? I didn't know… I was no good at relationships. I should probably just not talk to her and let her come around. Yes. I'll see what happens. I'll let what happens happen. If we're meant to be, then great. With my mind made up, I went back to packing up my stuff, humming Claire de Lune to myself

BPOV:

Well, we were finally done! I don't think I had ever shopped so much in my life. It wasn't like I could've been tired, but if I was human I would have been exhausted, and to emphasize my point, I exhaled really loudly when we got back into the car. Alice laughed as she started speeding the car back to Forks.

During the car ride back, Alice talked to me about the talent show for the first time since I had been changed.

"You know Bella, it's really my fault that you were changed."

"No it wasn't Alice! Don't be silly!"

"But I BROUGHT Edward to the talent show. So he wouldn't change you."

"So? You had the right idea.."

"Yes, but I failed!"

"It's seriously ok Alice. I don't mind this. Plus, I like you're family. Can we talk about something else instead though? I don't really want to make you feel bad."

"Sure. So, let's talk about your singing! You're freaking amazing! Who's your favorite singer?"

"Well, I really like Taylor Swift. And I sang her songs at the show."

"Hm.. I remember. I think there's a radio station that only plays her stuff."

She actually found one. I was surprised. We spent the rest of the car ride taking turns singing. I found some new favorites actually. I'd have to remember to try them out sometime.

We arrived to the house sooner than I thought we would. We got out of the car and spent the rest of the night packing. I didn't see Edward all night. I wonder why?

Early in the morning, we were all packed and everyone took their own car. Except for me I rode with Alice. We continued to listen to the Taylor Swift station.

After about two days we were in New Hampshire. This house looked almost the same as the other one, so all our rooms were pretty much in the same place. I went straight to my room with all my stuff and started unpacking. After about an hour, I was done and went to take out my guitar and start practicing.

I practiced throughout the whole night. The next day we were starting school and I was kind of nervous. What if I attacked someone?

Today I dressed myself using one of the things that Alice had bought me and went down to the garage. There were a lot of us so we decided to take two cars. They guys immediately piled into Edward's Volvo and so us girls took Rosalie's convertible. Even this morning, Edward said nothing to me. I didn't get it.

We got to school soon, and we got our schedules. I, sadly, had no classes with Edward. But I guess maybe it was a good thing. Maybe he'd come around. Maybe. I had all my classes with Rosalie though.

So days went and passed, and countless times I got hit on by guys. Edward didn't talk to me, in fact, he ignored me. Whenever I'd walk near, he'd walk away. So instead of spending my days in the house, I found a nice spot where I could practice my songs. Also, over the weeks, my friendship with Rosalie grew. She wasn't as most people said she was. And of course my friendship with Alice grew too. The three of us were great friends, we talked about pretty much everything. Everything except my Edward dilemma.

When I wasn't spending time with my sisters/bffs, I had gotten most of the songs down, and after about three weeks of being ignored, I couldn't take it anymore. We got home that day, and Edward went to his room. I gave him about five minutes before I marched up there and dragged him out towards my spot in the forest. I brought my guitar with me. I sat him down on a tree stump and started, hoping for the best to happen. Each song pretty much had a bit of a message that I wanted to send to him. And I hoped that he would get it. I saved the song that had the most messages for last. I smiled as I started the first song, knowing that I changed the name.

First song:

Hey Edward, I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didn't say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Edward, boy you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself

Hey Edward, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I've seen it all, so I thought
But I've never seen no body shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Edward, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself

They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me
Why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine

Hey Edward, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they're beautiful
But would they write a song for you?
Haha

I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself

If you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself, myself
Can't help myself
I can't help myself

Second Song:

Once Upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday, when I caught your eye
We caught on to something
I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please, tell me cause one second it was perfect and now your half way out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said Forever and Always
Oooh
and it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
it rains when your here and it rains when your gone
And I was there when you said Forever and Always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest,
made you run and hide, like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
So here's to everything
Coming down to nothing
Here's to silence, that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a moment but I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said Forever and Always
Oooh
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when your here and it rains when your gone
And I was there when you said Forever and Always

You didn't mean it baby
I don't think so
Oh Oh
Oh, Back up
Baby Back up
Did you forget, everything?
Back up
Baby back up
did you forget, everything...

Cuz it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when your here and it rains when your gone
Cuz I was there when we said Forever and Always
Ooh I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
and you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when we said Forever and Always
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when your here and it rains when your gone
Cuz I was there when we said Forever and Always
you didn't mean it baby
You said Forever and Always, yeah

Last song:

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

You could write a book on how
To ruin someone's perfect day
Well, I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

Why do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside?
Why do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind?

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why? Why? Tell me, why?

I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know

As I finished the last song, I smiled waiting there for a second. He looked at me, awestruck. From the look I could just tell that he wasn't interested. I waited for a few more minutes, for him to say SOMETHING. But it never happened. So, I let my body do what it wanted. I didn't use my head at all.

I threw my guitar down on the floor, and ran out of the forest all the way back to the house dry-sobbing without ever looking back. I collapsed on the bed in my room and waited there for morning. Then I heard a knock on the door. Whoever it was let them self in and shut the door. They spoke after about a minute.

"It's Rosalie, Tell me what happened. Maybe I can help."

A/N: And that brings that chappy to an end. It's my longest chappy yet! I hope you enjoyed it :]

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE review! I worked so hard on this chapter!

The songs used( and I don't own these lyrics either)

Hey Stephen- Taylor Swift (I'm so smart! I changed it to hey edward… hehe..)

Forever and Always- Taylor Swift

Tell Me Why- Taylor Swift

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