"Randy! Wait up!" I yelled, running toward the Legend killer Randy Orton.

"Mickie" he acknowledged

"I-I want to talk to you. About what happened. I mean… I-I liked it" I said, each word cutting at my heart.

Randy looked down at me and smiled "Really now?"

"Well.. Yeah! I mean… it.. It was an amazing night" I sighed, I then looked up at him and he had a smirk plastered on his face. He looked down at me with intensity and lust in his eyes, oh how I wish he was looking at me with love.

He leaned down closer towards me, and I just smiled up at him as I realised what was coming next. He placed his hand under my chin and started kissing me. I responded, and wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him in closer. Truth is, I felt so much passion in this simple kiss, and I knew I shouldn't.

I pulled away and smiled "So.. I will see you tonight"

"And CUT!" a crew member said while moving his camera.

I looked up at Randy and felt like crying. I nodded once and left, before I could feel my heart breaking all over again.

"Mickie Please.." I heard him calling out. I just kept walking, my pace gradually increasing as I did not want him to see the tears that were forming in my eyes.

Maybe getting over it would be the better option. But I just cant, I mean… I never used to be like this. Such a wreck. After break ups, I would always hide my hurt, and be a stong woman. But now, with Randy. I cant. Its like he has changed me in so many different ways in such a short amount of time. It honestly seems like yesterday when I came back to RAW and started developing feelings for him. Sometimes I just wish everything will be different.

I quickly wiped away my tears, and put on the most realistic smile I could while going to see Melina. JoMo had just got transferred back to Smackdown and broke up with Melina, not knowing if their relashionship could work out seeing as they are now on different brands.

"Hey Mick" She said, although I noticed something different about her, she seemed so hesitant and upset.

"Hey Mel" I smiled softly before sitting next to her "Whats wrong?"

"I.. I feel bad" she admitted.

"What do you mean?" I asked noticing the sudden change of tone in her voice.

"I-I don't miss him as much as I should" she sighed "I-I should miss John more shouldn't I?"

"I don't know hun. But maybe that just proves everything is for the best" I smiled.

"I just feel bad, because I know I should miss John so much, and yet, all I can think about is…"

"Is?" I used my hands to tell her to carry on.

"Cody" she said while looking down at her feet.

I had to smile to myself at that. Don't get me wrong, I mean, I loved JoMo, he is like a brother to me.. But.. Melina and Cody are made for each other, and you can just see it by looking at the two. They have become close over the past weeks. This whole incident with me and Randy has made my friends closer with Ted and Cody and I couldn't be more happier.

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I had decided to talk to Randy tomorrow . Truth is, my life sucks without him… My life doesn't make sense when he isn't there. I just cant be me when he isn't there. I just feel so stupid for falling for him, I feel so stupid for being, well, inlove with the Viper!

I opened the door to the room I am sharing with Evan and I found a note on the table explaining that Evan was with Tiffany tonight, going to a club and everything. I really find it so adorable how Evan and Tiffany have become so close. Its like watching two of my closest friends falling inlove. In a way, I cant help but feel jealous, not too jealous, but just a little jealous at the fact that they have found who they honestly belong to and I want that. I thought I could get that with Randy, but no. I didn't.

Randy's P.O.V

"YOURE REALLY BRINGING THAT UP?" I yelled at Sam, she was now accusing me of being an asshole because when she cheated on me, I suddenly became a lady thriller.

"YOU SLEPT WITH THE BELLA TWINS, KELLY AND GOD KNOWS WHO ELSE!" she yelled.

"WE WERE OVER! I CAN THINK OF A LOT WORSE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TO ME SAM! LIKE THE FACT YOU CHEATED ON ME! WITH MY OWN BROTHER!" I couldn't take it anymore, I glared at her and then left the room, making sure I slammed the door loud enough to let the whole fucking hotel hear.

In 10 minutes, I found myself knocking on a door. I shouldn't be here, I know I shouldn't. But I have to be. I have to talk to her just one more time, I have to tell her how much of a mistake I made.

"Randy?" Mickie asked, sadness and hurt in her eyes. I have noticed that every time she sees me her eyes turn that that way, and it kills me to know that im the cause of that!

I forgot everything I was going to say to her, and just grabbed her and kissed her. At first, she tried to push away, hitting me and everything, but the she stopped and kissed me back.

"Im so sorry" I said in between kisses "I made the wrong decision!"

I felt her tears falling down her face as she was kissing me. I had never seen her like this for this amount of time. I mean, I have known of Mickie James for so long.

She pulled away from me though, and I was shocked to feel a slap across my face in the process. "Please.. Leave!"

"Mickie. Please" I pleaded "Just listen to me"

"I am not going to be hurt by you anymore Randy. Please leave. You are with Sam, you chose her, and now you have to stay committed to her. Just leave" she cried, as much as she tried to wipe away the tears, it wanst working. , I knew that me leaving was the wrong decision, so why cant she see that.

"Im not leaving Mickie" I said, standing my ground.

"Yes you are!" She said calmly, but as soon as she saw that I wasn't going anywhere, she became angry "LEAVE!"

"Mickie.. Please.." as much as I tried to plead for me to stay, she just shook her head yelled at me more.

After, she had calmed down a bit, she looked at me. "Randy.. If you stay, I will only get hurt, because I will be unaware of what your true feelings are towards me. I love you Randy, and im going to admit that. But you left me for Sam, and that hurt so much. I-I cant deal with all this Randy.. I cant and I wont! And if you stay, you will only take Sam back by tomorrow!"

What hurts the most is, I knew she was right. I always forgive Sam, even if she puts me through hell! I will always still take her back!

I looked at Mickie and for the first time, I felt tears in my eyes. We may have only properly met about a month and a half ago, but is this goodbye?

"Goodbye Randy" she said, walking over to the door and opening it.

Sighing, I walked out the door, but as she went to close the door, I stopped her from doing so.

"I do love you Mickie" I said truthfully, my voice cracking from all the emotions im hiding from this girl. "I-I love you" and I walked away.

Mickie P.O.V

I shut the door and felt more tears form in my eyes. What kind of nerve does he have coming over kissing me. I lent against the wall and slid down, brining my knees to my chest. He said he loved me. As much as I knew it was true, I couldn't let him hurt me again. That makes sense right? Did I do the right thing? Or did I just do something that I may regret?

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Another short chapter, I know. But they will get longer as I go on with the story. It is far from over. =D

OMG! How many of you think Randy got robbed when he didn't win the Holy $&! Award? He deserved that! As much as I Love John, Randy deserved it better because that RKO to Evan Bourne in Mid Air was way better than John's AA to Batista!

Ok, so I may be gone for a bit, maybe 4 weeks at the most, because I am going to my nans and am working and I wont have a computer. =( But as soon as I get back, I will update this story!

Please review and sorry for the long A/N

Xoxox

Missy