Hello my supportive reviewers. Umm… Yeah!!! I am so sorry for not writing in forever so I am trying to update way more lets see how well I do on that also, guess what Friday is? You don't know (well geez your dumb) The TWILIGHT MOVIE!!! Come on that deserves a high five (virtual high five). Awkward Turtle. Anyway, once again really sorry about the whole not updating thing, but other writing opportunities have held my attention. I'm back for the time being, and I hope you all review, because I love to know what you think, and ideas are always welcome (in fact they are asked for) weather it be for this story or another let me know.

If you haven't figured it out, I'm not Stephenie Meyer, nor will I ever be. Which also means I don't own Twilight or any of the characters. That's not to say that they don't haunt me every waking moment. Sigh… On with the story.

Bella's POV

What could you do if you hurt the one you love? I knew Edward had left me, and yet what I did to him seemed far worse. I knew though he hid his emotions well, that I was tearing him apart inside. I wanted to stop these horrible dreams, because every single one made me feel worse. It was as if every scream every tear, was another stab in Edward's heart. Each stab was seemingly unavoidable, and yet there had to be a way to end his misery. I would rather be hurt a thousand times over than hurt Edward once more. Logic told me that I should love watching his misery for the misery he put me through, and yet I couldn't. Logic didn't seem to apply to me anymore (I mean when you hear the word Vampire you run away from then where as I run towards it) logic that had turned into an un necessary thing.

Alice interrupted my thought's by snapping her fingers in front of my face. "Come back to me Bella" she called out. "Should I slap her" Emmet questioned.

"Sure… If you want Edward to kill you." She said in a perky tone. At this comment I spoke.

"Edward's here?" I knew he had left, but maybe…

"No and you won't see him till tonight, now there is much to do, first go take a shower, and then breakfast will be ready." Alice instructed.

"Come on Alice, can't you tell me what is happening and why Edward isn't hear?" I plead feeling even more pathetic.

"Yeah Alice can't we tell her?" Emmet asked.

"No," she growled, and something about her voice made me not question her any more.

I walked, or stumbled into the bathroom, and started the shower. I went back to my previous thoughts. How do you save a life of someone more capable of saving yours? How do I stop my horrid dreams that haunted me, and Edward? There was no answer to these questions of course I didn't expect one to come from my wonderings. Have you ever felt that you weren't good enough, and somehow you got luckier beyond your wildest dream? I felt that way I had Edward, how or why was beyond me, but I had him, and he me. Why couldn't my brain see what I was doing to him, and just be able to love, and not hurt him any further, why? A few tears slid down my cheeks, at these thoughts. I turned the shower off, and put these thoughts into the back of my brain. Instead of overwhelming grief, my thoughts focused on the coming torture. I had a feeling Alice had Barbie Bella plans. I thought on how I could escape, and came up with five ideas, and then a chime like voice called into the bathroom. "That won't work Bella."

"Stupid Alice" I mumbled.

"Hey I heard that" Alice said a little miffed, and I could hear Emmet's booming laughter.

"You were supposed to." I grumbled, and in reply I got another round of laughter.

Yep that is that chapter, and the next will be of Bella's torture, I hope you are all curious about what Edward is doing, because you will soon find out, Also Review review review. Please. That's all for !!!