MARCH 2009
Song: "L-O-V-E" Nat King Cole
Bridgette was pacing back and forth wringing her hands like a maniac. Her thoughts were flying a mile a minute. Just say it. You do. You know you do. What if he doesn't? Oh god. Just say it. Who cares? I do! I care.
"Darling what's wrong?" I asked from the bed. She had left my arms five minutes ago to start her pacing. She was lying peaceably as I read to her. Then suddenly she was sitting up, off the bed, and then pacing. And she hadn't stopped. I was beginning to get worried. "Please, tell me what has you so bothered?"
She continued to ignore me, completely consumed in her own thoughts. Say it. Who cares what he thinks? Just say it. It will feel better. You will say it a lot. What if he doesn't though?
Her heart was racing. I thought it was about ready to explode. I finally walked to her, grabbed her hands and stared into her eyes. I was lost. I forgot why I came over here.
Say it. Just say it. I shook my head.
"I am going crazy over here. What is wrong?" I practically begged.
Her thoughts were suddenly blank. I searched her eyes looking for something. I hated when she did this. She would always surprise me with the next thing that came from her mouth.
"IloveyouEdwardCullen." She said it like one word. I was smiling. It must have been a huge smile, my face felt so tight. He's smiling. She let out a breath. "I do. I love you so, so much."
I think she was going to say something else, but my lips crashed into hers before she could. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I felt her smile against my lips.
I pulled my mouth just far enough away from hers.
"I love you too Bridgette Selleck." She smiled and pressed her lips back to mine. I ran my hand through her silky, warm hair. Everything about her was warm. Her body just expelled heat to mine. I absorbed every bit of it, it was an addiction.
I know. It is really short. I posted another chapter earlier though. And the next chapter will be a normal length. It is already written. I'm waiting until tomorrow to put it up. Unless...if I can get 3 reviews after posting this I will post the next chapter.
Same deal as always. You review you get a sneak peek at the next chapter. :)
