I killed the engine and looked at the school lot. Such a dull place, we went to. I wanted to open the car but sooner Jasper opened the door and helped me out my seat. I kissed his cheek and opened my telepathy. Of course, everybody was staring at us. I heard a girl's thoughts that her name was Jessica in her mind:

"I've never seen a girl fit in the Cullens so fast. Seriously, what's in her that makes Jasper Hale so into her?"

I sighed with a tiny half-smile on my face. Jasper said:

"What's so funny?"

"Jessica is thinking what I have that makes you so into me."

"Well, other than you're beautiful, sexy, nice and extremely caring… what else should I want from a girl… well a vampire?"

I closed the door of my red Lamborghini and wrapped my hand around Jasper's waist as we walked towards the class lot. Before we entered the building I gazed into his eyes for this one last time and he kissed me with a quick peck. Though it was fast, the taste of his lip was still on my lip and I liked it a lot. There was an unusual enthusiasm that I held for a guy. I heard him think:

"Maybe I should've kissed her longer?"

I said immediately not wanting him to have all his thoughts on me:

"No, I'm ok with that. No matter how long you do it, I can enjoy it."

We entered the lot and went straight ahead to where our sit was saved. He sat there and I sat right next to him… But close so I could touch his hand whenever I wanted. But all I fixed my mind on the entire class was Jasper and his mind. I never cared what the teacher would mumble. We didn't need to be mind readers to understand what the other felt. But this space of reading was only with us. He was setting his mind on me, too. All he thought was the mistake he made because of Sarah, which made me upset, too. After all I was the one who he was after being forgotten by. But in this special case he did not understand at all that I've already forgot about what he did. Actually I didn't need to forget anything. It was all Sarah's fault.

I felt his hand touching mine a few minutes later and then I found my hand in his hand. I glanced at him quickly and he said very slowly for human ears to hear:

"Sometimes, I miss your skin."

I nodded but I would've kissed him if I wasn't in class. The class finished by a ring of the bell and I stood up quickly. Jasper stood up too and wrapped his hand around my waist again. The rest of the school passed slowly but it passed. I was excited when I sat in the car. I started the car and drove towards the road being followed by Alice, Emmet and Rosalie. Between the way I asked Jasper:

"Jazz, how are you gonna train us for the fight?"

"You really didn't rip a head off a vampire once?" He chuckled.

"Jasper when you live with the Voultri you've already ripped 3 heads… but it's never with difficulty."

"Well, we fight together with the tips I give you. The one that puts his teeth on the other's neck first wins."

I nodded and held his hand which was on the chair, in mine. He wrapped his hand and said:

"Julie, I love you."

"I love you, too. I've never fell for a boy like this."

I turned to the way which leads to our house. We arrived and found Bella, Edward, Esme and Carlisle in the house. They welcomed us and Carlisle said:

"As soon as Alice and the others arrive, we will go to the forest. The wolves are coming, maybe."

The others arrived to and we almost jogged in the forest. There were the werewolves standing on stones. I automatically put my hand on my nose. Carlisle went ahead:

"Welcome. As you know, you're here to be trained for the mighty army of newborns."

Edward said:

"They wanna know who our newest member is."

"They wanna know how the newborns are different from us?"

"In the first few months we have less control but we're stronger. Jasper?"

Jasper walked from next me towards where Carlisle was standing:

"I will train the family which you'll see, too. But first we've to remember two things. One, never go for the obvious kill Cause' they'll notice and you will lose. And second, never lose focus."

He hesitated and said:

"Emmet is the most possible kind. Cause' he attacks obviously, due to the knowledge of his power, Emmet?"

They fought… at first Emmet got hold of Jasper but then Jasper immediately turned him down. He fought with Carlisle, Edward, Rosalie and then me. I walked ahead. He put his hand on my shoulder but I backed up and wrapped my arm around him and with my other arm I took his wrist and while I wanted to take him down he immediately walked back. He came for an attack but thanks to my very fast speed I ran up of a tree and then jumped down on the opposite side of Jasper. I went ahead quickly, wrapped my arm around him and put my teeth near his neck. He said:

"Ok you win, love'."

I turned in his sight and kissed his lips quickly. He fought against the rest and after the fight, we all went back home. He said:

"You were brilliant, you knew that?"

"Well I use telepathy. No surprise."

He killed the engine when we arrived at house and helped me out of my seat. He stroked my cheek and took my hand. I arrived at the house where Edward and Bella were there. We sat on the sofa. When the others arrived Emmet asked to play Xbox kinect. We played Xbox sports. We played bowling and… And so we spent that night like that.

Today was a total disaster. Jasper didn't come. He went hunting… again. And I couldn't do anything except of talking to Rosalie who is often involved in her own perfection. Jasper completed me and so I couldn't stay away from him it's like this thing that the werewolves have, imprinting. But no, I cannot possibly compare myself to werewolves. As a matter of self-centering may be you call it. But they suck and meanwhile they stink. I will never like a werewolf. Now I'm talking like a child, right?

I had finished the day's period of school and I was sitting on the sofa and hopelessly looking at the door. Don't count this as if I'm fragile. I've just got back with him and being away from him now seems stupid. He's perfect… every part of him is perfect for me, his personalities, his looks, his feeling catcher, his smile. I stood up and reached my room for some extra makeup because they were gone. First I pulled a brush into my long straight black hair and then, I did a little of lip-gloss, eyeliner and a mascara, Just in case. I picked up my IPod from the IPod dock and went to the music session. I put the headphones to my ears and taped on the play button to be drowned in the music. I listened to:

David Guetta feat Nicki Minaj & Flo Rida _-_ Where Them Girls At

Katy Perry_-_ Last Friday Night (t.g.i.f)

Inna _-_ it's over

Evanescence _-_ Lithium

Britney Spears _-_ I wanna go

Selena Gomez _-_ My Dilemma

When I listened suddenly I saw the door to my room open and Alice was about to enter the room. She didn't let her foot cross the line of the door's framework and started:

"Julia Pollins – Cullen, don't act depressed he's not going to die. I'm going shopping. Are you coming?"

I turned off the music and asked:

"Is Rosalie coming, too?"

"Like she dares not to… We're going to Seattle. Come on, hurry."

I sighed and went into my wardrobe to change into skinny jeans, a plain black strapless shirt, a white jacket with silver junk stones on it and a pair of All-Star shoes. I went out of my room hesitating about shopping with Alice and shutting the door behind me, when I went downstairs Alice and Rosalie were already there. I murmured:

"Here we go!"

Alice shook her head and said:

"You're as dreadful as Bella. Why don't you like shopping?"

"Alice. Dear, I love shopping but when it comes to you…"

We went out of the house going towards Alice's reward for kidnapping Bella while I left, a yellow Porsche. Alice sounded exited as we entered. She started mumbling about her visions which the only thing I bothered listening to were the words boy and Coat. She drove fast towards Seattle. Alice continued:

"… He's one of us. I'm sure of it. He was perfectly good. His clothes included…"

I interrupted:

"Who's one of us?"

"Julie, do you ever listen to what I'm saying? I said I saw this handsome boy in my visions with red eyes in Seattle. We're not actually going shopping. You should've realized that if you saw the poor amount I've put in my purse."

She stopped at once I looked desperately into the forest which was formed next to the road. Alice closed her eyes for a few seconds and then she murmured:

"He's here, almost here." She killed the engine and opened the doors. I said: "Do you even know him?" She answered slowly while Rosalie and I got out:

"No, Should I? His name is Addison, British I guess."

Rosalie said:

"I wouldn't know but you're hitting on him Alice." She made a grimace while Alice narrowed her eyes. I asked:

"So, we have to go in there, Right?" Alice looked at me like I was prized for the most stupid girl in the world:

"No, idiot, He's not one of those dogs. He lives in the cottage." She pointed at the small lot which I would rather call wall and sailing than cottage. Alice touched her temples and said:

"He's in there. Move! Will you?"

Rosalie shivered and went ahead. She slowly knocked on the door. I heard footsteps and I was nearly sure the reason he didn't show any appearance was because of his eyes. Alice thought so I could hear:

"Are you sure he's a vampire? Please read his mind."

I read his mind. Yep, a vampire filled with good but self-centered thoughts. He thinks of himself but he concerns the others too, I guess. Alice said:

"We know you're a vampire. We're one of your kinds."

At once the door opened…