Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or any of it's characters, they all belong to Square Enix or Disney.
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Naminé sighed as she clacked her nails against the counter, rolling her eyes over to the digital clock that read nine fifty five. She huffed, blowing air upwards that flew her blonde bangs away from her pale face. Her stomach growled ferociously, causing the blonde to whine.
"Why won't Roxas come out of his room yet? I'm starving!" Naminé complained. Axel, who was sitting on the sofa Indian style, playing with his keyboard, didn't even look up from his spot.
"Bitch, get your fat ass up, do it yourself and quit complaining." Naminé made a face as she turned her head to Axel's direction, raising an eyebrow.
"That sorta sounded like a stereotypical gay person," She said. Axel lifted his head, furrowed his eyebrows together and blinked twice.
"Oh God, you're right…" He merely shrugged it off as he continued to mess around with the keyboard. Naminé stood up reluctantly, dragging her feet as she walked into the kitchen. Axel then stood rapidly, dashing off to his room, only to return into the living room with a violin in hand. The blonde turned her head, scrunching thin eyebrows as she stared curiously at the redhead who sat back down, now tuning the instrument.
"You play violin?" Axel raised his head, looking back down quickly at the violin, nodding. Naminé raised one eyebrow as she hummed, shrugging as she shoved her head into the refrigerator and took out a Nutella. She spread the substance over a few pieces of toast, then sat down and ate it as she watched Axel tune his instruments. He made a face upon seeing what the blonde was eating, but ignored it. After a few more notes and short tunes, he waggled a finger over at Naminé, standing up. She put the plate, now full of crumbs, on the breakfast bar and walked over to Axel, humming. He looked over at her, holding the keyboard.
"I need you to help me with this."
.Roxas.
I sat on my now made bed, bathed, but only wearing boxers. My legs formed obtuse angles as I rested my chest on them. My right hand traced the scar that no longer hurt me, but was still healing. I pulled back from my legs, and winced as I looked at it once more, where it stopped at my mid thigh. I looked down, which didn't help much either, since I had a view of the scars on my lower stomach. I traced these like I had previously done with my leg, starting from left to right, running against scars that were half an inch up to three inches. I let out a long, shaky breath as a tear ran down my face. I took deeper breaths as I slowly stood up, walking in front of the mirror.
Right now, Axel was the least thing on my mind. I stared, horrified, into the reflection the mirror gave me. My hands hesitantly pulled up the hems of my boxers, revealing my upper thighs. The huge scar that ran across the right side of my chest, the scars underneath it, the scars on my lower back, the scars all over my thighs and the recent humongous one. Not to mention the scars on the bottom of my feet, but those were 'invisible' most of the time.
I bit on my lip as I inhaled and exhaled even shakier breaths. I hated it, so much. Having to wake up every single day to these scars, practically mocking me, showing me how fucked up my past was. How the day that my mother had left us, everything went downhill from then.
And then, Axel just magically appears. And it annoyed me enough already that I liked him, and Axel most likely did like me back, as well, but he's older. Older, legal and already even has a fucking kid. Having a party animal past, so if he were to even think about having a relationship with me, that would involve sex. Lots, and lots of sex. So much passionate, intense mother fucking sex.
And it's not really the idea of sex itself that bothers me, because trust me, I'd love to fuck Axel, but what you have to do in order to have sex;
Get. Naked.
And getting naked means that he'll see me naked. And, yes, my dear mind, I know I am stating what's most logical, but then you'll understand why because it's goddamn logical itself.
I'm fucking hideous. These scars I wear are disgusting. I don't want to jump into bed with Axel, or anyone for that matter, and have them gawk so I can just realize it's worse than what I think.
And this is what no one will ever understand or know. Because I can't stand when my damn insecurities just come falling down on me, because it hurts, badly.
What's worse is that the people around me are totally oblivious to the pain that I feel, and I can't and won't share it. The only way I let it all out is when I sing.
I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding. Anyway, I digress, over thinking this will give me a panic attack. I gave one last look to the mirror, then huffed as I shook my head, walking to my dresser as I pulled on some black skinny jeans and a red shirt that had musical notes on it. I ran my fingers through my blonde hair, messing it up some more. I looked over at my clock and realized it was a little past ten.
An hour and a half locked up in my room sure didn't feel that long.
I hummed softly, my bare feet paddling against the tile as I walked over to my door, turning the knob. As soon as I pulled it open, I saw Axel standing there, his knuckles in line where the door was. I jumped and gave a small shout as he did the same. I blushed a little as did Axel, while he brought his hand to the back of his head, scratching it. He gave a sheepish smile and an awkward chuckle, eyes flickering from side to side. I scratched my head and looked down to my feet as we remained in what seemed like a thick, uncomfortable atmosphere.
And as the bad habit I gave myself, I let out a strange noise. Axel furrowed his eyebrows and he pulled on the corner of his lips, looking at me as he blinked thrice. I let out a small laugh as he smiled, scratching the back of his head once more.
"You got lice or something?" I smiled as Axel frowned, immediately pulling his arm down to his side, shaking his head.
"I think I, uh, owe you an apology?" I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Is this a statement or a question? Do you owe me an apology or not?" Axel looked up at the ceiling as he rose an eyebrow, then meeting my eyes once more.
"Do you believe that I owe you an apology?"
"What would you owe me an apology for?"
"…Dude are you fucking serious?"
"Yes, I am. Now answer, please."
"Well, uh, for, um, attacking you? …In sort of a sexual way?"
"Can't really apologize if I enjoyed it."
"O-oh…" Blush. "B-but… You pulled away."
"Then… You can make it up to me. And that'll be the apology."
"Alrighty then…" He said, making another face. He then lightly gripped my wrist in his palm, pulling me towards him. "But you're still coming with me." I didn't protest as he dragged me towards the living room. I was more curious but I guess I would find out soon enough.
Upon entering the living room I saw Nami standing behind Axel's keyboard, which was now on a stand, and on the sofa was a violin. Nami made a childish smile at me as Axel let go of my wrist, walking towards the violin. I cocked an eyebrow.
"You play the violin, too?" Axel didn't even look back at me, but merely nodded.
"Yes, love, I play piano, violin and the guitar. Now, please, hush up and listen, will you, love?" I blushed slightly as he looked straight into my eyes with a serious expression etched onto his features. Since I didn't respond, his quirked an eyebrow and hummed. "Love?" I blushed some more as I blinked once, and merely nodded. He gave me a faint smile before nodding, turning to the piano.
"You remember what I taught you, right?" Nami nodded while Axel nodded back. "Alright, I'm just gonna start with this anyway, then you just follow along." Nami nodded once more as she stepped aside, holding the violin as Axel began to press keys to a slow melody.
I furrowed my eyebrows as I sat down, this seems oddly familiar…
Axel slowly pulled away, Nami's fingers taking after the keys as she handed him the violin. He stood there patiently, most likely waiting for his turn to come.
Then, he began to play the violin, the harmonious noise filling the empty room. It was a beautiful sound, and left me frozen.
It then came to a stop, the piano still giving it's sound, and once more came the violin, in a lower tone. Memories began to flow in, memories of me as a child, in Cuba, with my mom…
And as soon as the song had seemed to start, it had ended. I felt my lips quiver as I bit down on the bottom one, my eyes scanning the floor. The rhythm echoed in my thoughts, I had heard this before, it had a special meaning… It's on the tip of my tongue…
Axel and Nami noticed my silence, Axel grabbing my shoulder lightly. "Rox-" I cut him off, shushing him lightly.
"Wait one second… Let me remember…" I whispered. Axel slowly pulled his hand away, as I continued to think. Tears began to stream down my face as a smile crept onto my lips, finally regaining the memory of the tune. I didn't look at Axel, just kept my vision glued to the floor, only because mental images of my mother and I filled my brain.
"M-my mom… She had so many of these little… Music boxes, she was obsessed with the unique sounding melody that came from every one," I said, laughing lightly as I remembered. "And every night, she'd go in order from youngest to oldest, starting with me since I was the youngest, with a different music box. She had engraved our names on each one, just to be sure that she wouldn't mix them up. She, uh…" My smile grew smaller as I scratched my head with my index finger, looking up as I made a motion with my left hand. I noticed the curious eyes of Axel and Nami, so I chuckled lightly as I continued. "She would play the song, play with my hair, hum it softly sometimes… And that was my lullaby.
"Though, as soon as I moved here, to Twilight Town, I never found it again. I remember I had put it in a box, and it's probably in the vacant room, but I just never seemed to find it… It's… It was nice hearing it again, it really means a lot…" I said, finally looking up at my two friends as I gently rubbed my eyes with the back of my hand. Axel's mouth had formed an 'o', which seemed to grow bigger by the second as his eyes widened as well.
"O-oh! Since you just said that, it's a funny story, really…" He spoke, jogging out of the room as he continued to speak. "Last night I was on the balcony playing my keyboard… And since the battery was dead, I went inside the room to look for a place to plug it in. I found a spot, and pushed a box, and it made a noise as it hit the wall. S-so… I kinda looked inside, and found the thing making the sound…" He then walked back in, standing still as he held a small, brown box in his hand. He kept rambling but I didn't listen, I had gasped and my eyes went wide, desperately finding my way to Axel's eyes. He kept looking all over the place, his lips in movement as he'd move his head from side to side, looking up, down, left, right, where ever that didn't meet my eyes. I quickly walked over to him, wrapping my right arm around his neck, grabbing his attention as I quickly pulled him down to my level.
I then said, "Hush up, love," before smashing my lips onto his, wrapping my other arm around him as I pulled in closer. The kiss itself was simple, no saliva, no tongues, no molestation, no nothing. It was just… Sweet. And pure, and innocent… The only thing that kinda happened was that Axel seemed to nibble on my bottom lip lightly, that's it. And, even though so simple, it was amazing. Really, it was. To describe this kiss…
Obviously those butterflies, much like the time when I was trying out, were puking, shitting and exploding inside me, but, like, a thousand times more. …And that's highly sweet and romantic.
No, but seriously, kissing Axel was… Different. Good different, I would assume. I mean… In my whole life I had never felt this way, not even combining every single person I dated. Not even the whole world combined could compare to these emotions I experienced just being with Axel. To be honest… It scared me. Because, come on, I think it's pretty obvious that I like him, but… What…- What if I was… Falling in love?
So deeply in love, love that I had never once experienced myself?
And I don't want to think or admit it, mainly because I don't know if it's even true, but also due to the fact that I'd probably just… I don't know, rush things and screw them up, big time.
Our lips moved against one another's, and I swear, his lips burned mine. But… It was a good feeling. Sure, I had just made out with him a while ago, but… This was different. It was more passion than lust, and with that, it brought in so many more emotions… It was overwhelming…
After what seemed like eternity, which was probably at most one minute, we both pulled away. I instantly longed once more for the feel of his lips on mine, but I managed to control myself. Then remembering why I had kissed him, I smiled and stared straight into his emerald orbs, and said, "Thank you, Axel. You have no idea how much this means to me."
Nodding slowly as he smiled back, he opened my hand as he slipped the small box into my palm. I immediately inspected the tiny box, running my finger over my name scratched on the top. I then whipped my head in Nami's direction, who was looking around awkwardly. I chuckled lightly as I walked over to her, holding my arms out.
"And you; you helped. Even if it wasn't your idea, you still did something and I really appreciate it," I said, kissing her forehead as I pulled her into a bear hug. She giggled and hugged me back. I pulled away, looking at both Nami and Axel.
"Now move your smelly asses and go take showers, I'll be making some brunch since I didn't eat breakfast…" I said, while they chuckled and nodded, each one walking into the hallway which their rooms were.
After hearing the click of both doors, I looked at the small box in my hand. I opened it, turning the little windup key until it couldn't go anymore, then released it.
The quiet, unique melody rang through my ears, instantly giving me a warm sensation in my chest, which was followed by the feeling of my heart dropping. I clutched my shirt, right where my heart was. For a split second, I swore I had seen a blurry, faded silhouette…
Blinking repeatedly and shaking my head, I closed the small box, setting it down on the counter.
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Since I had been the last to eat (breakfast), and Nami and Axel weren't all that hungry, I just put the food away in a plastic container to heat it up later. Finishing up washing the dishes, I looked over my shoulder to see Nami and Axel sitting on the couch, watching TV. In a few hours we had to go back to the studio, since the first results came out today. Drying the last dish and putting it away, I walked over to the living room and stood against the wall where the TV was.
"So what do we do in the meantime?" I asked, looking from the TV to my two friends. Axel merely shrugged, while Nami smirked and waved her hand around.
"Oh! I just remember! Axel's got a dare to do!" I made a face as did Axel, only to have Nami wiggle her eyebrows as Axel made an understand nod.
"Yeah, she's right. Gotta fulfill them dares, huh?" And before I could even question anything, I was found sitting on the couch, Nami pinning my arms up against it. "Though this is kind of embarrassing…" Axel muttered, taking off his shirt as he lowered his jeans, showing his toned chest and hip bones. I just kind of gawked, while Nami let out an evil giggle. …Or just cackled, since I guess that fits better.
Axel made a face at Nami, crinkling his nose. He then proceeded to lift his arms and began to gyrate his hips, moving them up, down and all around.
Lyrics from 'Hips Don't Lie' by Shakira escaped his lips, as he began to get more in rhythm with his moving hips.
I instantly tried pulling away, but Nami only gripped my hands tighter, pressing them to the sofa cushion. I felt my face burn and began to take short breaths, trying to look away from Axel with wide eyes. Axel began to laugh and got closer to me. He said, "Aw, c'mon, Roxy! It's just playing around!"
As soon as I turned my head back forward, I regretted it. Right in my face was Axel's crotch. And he still kept moving those damn, God like hips.
I was red, redder than red. My face literally felt like someone had set it on fire, and even better; inside of my nostrils I felt liquid start to ooze out of them.
I widened my eyes, to the point where they could probably just bulge out of their sockets. With unknown force, I yanked my hands out of Nami's death grip, instantly bringing my left hand to cover my nose and pushed Axel with my right one. I then brought that hand to cover my nose and mouth, as well, bolting out of the living room.
I slammed the door to my room, locking it immediately, then ran to the bathroom and looked at myself quickly.
The fucking blood just seemed to pour out of my fucking nostrils, like someone had punched me in the nose. I wiped the blood over my top lip and shoved a tissue up my nostrils. Walking back over to my bed, I heard yelling;
"Dammit, Naminé! There are the consequences of what happens when I listen to you!" I couldn't help but smile and roll my eyes as I heard Nami's strong laughter. Axel grunted a few things, then there was somewhat silence and then a door slamming.
Oh, Nami, you and your pervertedness.
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Well, to not bore you, mind, I'll just make this short. Uh, all three of us made it to the next round, neither of us ended up in the bottom three, luckily.
Bleh, I'm sorta out of it. I just feel… Weird today, you know?
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Well of course you'd know, you're my mind, for Pete's sake.
Now I had been watching the screens, Katoka being the first performer to sing for the whole season. Her voice bellowing the words to 'Rolling In The Deep' by Adele, and next to my side was Zack.
He just sorta kept rambling on and on about Katoka, only thing I really heard was, "Too bad I'm way older than her." I cocked my head to the side, looking over at him.
"Hm, really? You can't be that much older than her! She's nineteen. What are you, twenty-two? Ain't that much of a difference," I said, while Zack made a childish smile as he giggled.
"Aw, I'm flattered! But no, I'm older than that!" I raised an eyebrow and pulled the corner of my lip in curiosity, nodding slightly.
"Twenty-four?" He made a big, toothless smile, looking up at the ceiling as he shook his head. I now frowned slightly, raising both eyebrows. "Twenty-six?" He kept the same face as he made a snort-laugh sort of sound, and my eyes widened as I furrowed my eyebrows. "Twenty-eight?" I asked, a bit more impatiently. He then smiled normally, and nodded.
"Yes! Oh, but I'm turning twenty-nine soon! It's nice to know that I look younger than I am!" Uh, not to mention act. If he didn't say he was older than Katoka, I could've sworn he was my age. I made a face as I looked away, still slightly shocked with the previous news.
"Pedophile," I coughed lightly, having Zack look over at me seriously.
"What was that?" I made a half smile, quickly shaking my head as I looked back over at him.
"Just kidding, love has no age," I said. Zack cocked an eyebrow, quickly pulling the corner of his lip as he merely 'humph'ed, looking back over at the screen as he crossed his arms. Katoka had already finished and thanked the crowd, soon exiting the stage. Zack left immediately, jogging back onto the stage to say who was going home and who was staying.
I looked over my shoulder and saw Katoka, and since I felt comfortable speaking to her, I signaled for her to come in my direction. She smiled and walked over, hair long, straightened hair bouncing behind her.
"Hey, you were great out there!" I said to her. She smiled once more and thanked me, then looked over at me.
"So, what's up? Need anything? These bitches ain't getting you what you want? Oh, 'cause if that's the case then I'll just-" She rambled, instantly scowling as she turned around, probably ready to give some of the workers the finger. I immediately grabbed her wrists, pulling them down, turning her in my direction.
"No, no, none of that! But thanks, anyway," I started, laughing nervously as she went back to her bubbly smile and nodded. I slowly took my hands away from her wrist, and scratched the back of my head. "Sorry, I just wanted to ask you something." She instantly became more serious, signaling for me to go on. "Sorry if it's kind of personal… But I just feel more comfortable with you since you've gone through this. But, um… When you just feel like the biggest piece of shit and don't even want to laugh… How… How do you manage to stay strong and smile? Even when you feel like you can't?" Katoka sighed as she gave a small smile, putting a hand on my shoulder. I had to look up at her, since this bitch was always wearing fifty inch heels.
…But, she was a nice bitch, don't get me wrong.
"Roxas," She started, but then was interrupted by one of the stage crew guys.
"Kat, you need to head back to the judges seating before the commercial break ends," He said. Katoka made a face and held up her index finger.
"Okay, just wait one second-"
"No, I'm sorry, but you need to go, now." And before I knew it, the bulky guy was dragging her away. Katoka growled at him, but then looked over at me.
"Rox, sweetheart, sorry I can't help with this one! But ask Axel, he knows, too!" He shouted just so I could hear her. I nodded and smiled weakly, mouthing a 'thank you'. As soon as she was gone, I sighed.
That's sort of what I was trying to prevent.
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I'm pretty sure Axel and Nami noticed that I was so out of it, but they remained quiet. I pretty much hadn't said a thing the whole way back to the condo.
I just felt… I don't know, like… I was worthless.
Ugh, damn mood swings. One day you're all happy and the next you just wanna go die in a hole.
Things went down like they usually did:
We had dinner, chatting about random things. (Except I wasn't really even talking, much less barely eating.)
I washed the dishes.
Nami went to her lock herself into her room, while Axel laid down on the sofa watching TV and I talked to Sora, Ven, Vani and Dad for a little bit.
After that conversation I went to my room to change and brush my teeth. Coming back into the living room, I exhaled quite loudly, making Axel turn his head over in my direction. His head followed my movements over to the sofa, and he held his arms out.
"C'mere," He said, lightly pulling me towards him. I gave a half smile and laid on top of him, resting the side of my head on his chest, Axel stroking my hair. "You alright there, kiddo?" I rapidly pulled the corner of my lip, trying to shake my head the most I could.
"No," I said bluntly. Axel sighed, while I turned my head, resting my chin on his chest as I looked into his fierce emerald orbs. "Katoka said you could probably help me." Axel made a small smile as he moved slightly, signaling for me to get up. I did, and he sat up, his back against the armrest, and signaled for me to sit back down, then pulled me into his lap.
"Alright, much better, now I can look at you more comfortably," He said, still moving around slightly but it then came to a stop, wrapping his arms around my waist. I blushed the slightest bit at his touch; it seemed like I still wasn't getting used to it. But… I think I actually liked it more that way…
Anyway, I rested my head into the part of where his neck met his shoulder, snuggling into it comfortably as I sighed.
"Or maybe not…"
I let out a half laugh, making a small smile. "Yeah, sorry… But getting to the point…" He hummed, rocking me lightly. "Axel… How did you do it? I mean, your recent depression… You still manage to smile, laugh and joke around… How do you find the strength to smile, even when you don't want to?" From the upper corner of my eye, I saw Axel smile. A wide, toothy smile.
"As hard as it is, you just have to fight it. And what actually gives you more courage is thinking of someone special, of how much you know they loved to see you smile, to see you happy. Just… Smiling for someone who you care deeply about, and know that they wouldn't want to see you upset. After you can do that, no matter how hard it seems, everything just seems easier. Sometimes it just takes a really long time, but eventually you'll be able to do it," Axel said, slowly lifting my head up so I could meet his gaze. "As easy as it sounds, it's really not. It's actually really hard, and especially in my case because I suffered and am currently still suffering from depression, but life's gotten better.
"And if this is for your own personal issues, Roxas, I can most likely assure you that you'll feel better tomorrow. Sometimes you think you're depressed, but it may have been just a certain moment in that day that made you feel like you're worth nothing. Maybe a shattered memory, a lost loved one, an insecurity… To some people it may sound dumb, but even the tiniest things can just bring your whole day down. Just think about it, you've been through so much, and you've somehow managed to conquer it all. You're strong. You're inspiring. I admire you for all that you've gone through, really, I do, Roxas. And I promise you, you'll probably feel better tomorrow. But if you don't, then just… Try smiling, alright? For anyone; for me, for Naminé, for your brothers, for your mom, for your dad… Whoever, it doesn't matter. Because, with all honesty, your smile is gorgeous. Your eyes shine in the most beautiful way and your whole face lights up, and even if it's a tiny smile, it makes me five times happier." My eyes had been cast downwards, but then found their way to Axel's eyes. We just stared into each other's eyes, the corners of my lips tugging upwards.
"Really?" I whispered, Axel nodding slightly, pressing his forehead to mine.
"Really, I swear," He whispered back. I couldn't help it, it seemed like my body was acting on it's own, but a huge smile formed onto my lips. It was wide, toothy, innocent and most important of all, sincere.
Axel smiled back, pressing his lips to my forehead, sending chills down my spine. "See? That's much better." I hugged him, the smile not leaving my face. As soon as I pulled back, looking at him once more, I felt my eyes get wet and liquid began to roll down my face.
"Thanks, Axel…" I barely whispered, cupping his face in my hands as I closed my eyes, closing the gap between us.
And this is the part where fireworks go off in the background, or fireflies fly all around us, or rain pours down against our skin, soaking us. Because it was honestly like one of those sweet, sappy romantic movies. His soft lips against mine, him kissing me back as his warm tongue licked my bottom lip. I opened my mouth and soon enough his tongue was fighting mine, making me smile into the kiss. His hands on my waist slowly rising to my back, running his fingers against my whole spine as I felt more chills and heat rise to my face.
His luscious lips, the taste of his mouth, the feel he gave me… It's all I really needed.
Nothing really mattered anymore when it was just Axel and I. Like, the world stopped spinning and the universe just froze; it was only us.
The warmth of Axel's mouth slowly left mine, and I automatically pulled in closer once more, only having Axel laugh and pull away.
"Better not get carried away…" He said lightly, kissing my forehead once more, then kissing my nose. "I don't want you to get into something that you still don't want…" I nodded lightly, humming. He was right, but…
Nothing, forget it.
Axel was right.
I yawned, having my eyes close and open slowly, blinking twice as I looked over at Axel with drowsy eyes. I rubbed my eyes as I made a small 'nyuu' noise. Axel laughed, rising to his feet and picking me up bridal style.
"You adorable little sleepyhead, you get tired so quickly… C'mon, off to bed." I just merely nodded, my eyelids feeling heavier by the second. Man, I did get tired fast.
He opened the door to my room, slipping me into my covers, then pulling them back over me. He leaned down to kiss my cheek, wishing me a goodnight. As he began to walk over to the door, I made a soft noise. He looked over at me, while I barely moved my head.
"Stay with me…?" I mumbled, while Axel smiled and nodded. He sat on my bed, running his fingers through my hair, turning off the light.
And the last thing I heard before I was completely knocked out was Axel winding the little key, my lullaby echoing throughout the quiet room. Then, a faint voice that seemed to be so far away…
"Te amo, Roxas…"
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AND I'M FINALLY DONE. YAY.
Ugh, sorry for such the long wait. But I really wanted to update now because I start exams in two days, and I haven't even started studying. P:
So I guess I'm just going to put the disclaimer up there then the A/N down here, I don't know, so you guys just don't think it's annoying… I guess… Or whatever… I DON'T KNOW.
So, uh, smut seekers? Smut is just around the corner, I think. :D Still, maybe not next chapter, but in these next chapters, I PROMISE. :D
And, uh, anyone got a Tumblr? If you do, tell me what it is and I'll follow you (hopefully you'll guys follow back ^^), and if you don't… It's all good. :D
So, uh, that's it for now, I think. P: And if anyone doesn't know what 'Te amo' means, it's Spanish (yes, pretty much the only different language I'll use in this story...xD) for I love you.
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