The next morning I was greeted by a happy looking Scott. He didn't say anything about the kiss and the atmosphere wasn't awkward.

I guess we're cool then.

"How'd you sleep?" He asked with a crooked smile.

I nod.

"Mmm, a'ight." I mumbled tiredly.

"You still look pooped, you should get more sleep." Scott said, removing his arm from under my head.

"Derek said get your ass- oh. I'll just tell him you guys are busy." Lydia said barging through the door, without even KNOCKING!

I blush at her words, Scott and I may not have been doing anything, but it sure was hell embarrassing having someone see us so... Close...

Eventually we dragged our asses out of bed and made our way down stairs.

"Scott! You were meant to be outside half an hour ago for training." Derek growled when we reached the kitchen.

Scott looked at the clock on the wall.

"Oh shhhhh- yeah!" And he ran out the door.

I turned to Derek, who glared at me.

"What?" I snapped, glaring back.

"If you're just going to stand there, make ourself useful and make me some breakfast." I smirked.

I didn't actually expect him to make me food, but when he did... Man, was it glorious.

"This taste amazing!" I drooled.

Derek smirked and shook his head.

"So the wolves of the pack, except me, are going away for a few days to train with peter. It'll just be you, me, Allison and Lydia-" Derek was cut off when the girls entered the kitchen.

"Actually, we have plans, looks like it's just you two." Lydia smirked evilly.

Greaaaaat, four days alone with Derek. Just perfect. Derek shrugged like he didn't care.

"Well we're leaving now, yes, we'll text you to say we're okay, and all that, Yadda. Yadda. Yadda." Lydia waves her hand to Derek, not caring.

Derek glared at her and sighed.

"Fine, just be careful."

My heart fluttered slightly. 'Be careful'? Derek just said 'be careful'? I made me smile. He was acting kind of protective of them.

When the girls left he turned back towards me.

"Something on your mind? You've barely eaten anything?" Derek asked, leaning on the bench top.

Should I tell him about Scott? What if he kills me? Or Scott?

I sigh.

"Derek, what does it mean when someone kisses you? But you know they don't like you... Like that?"

"Why? Who kissed you?" He growled almost fetal-like.

He's actually incredibly scary right now. I shook my head.

"No one, I was just curious." I lied.

I lied. I know I lied and the way Derek glared harder... He knew too.

I slightly panicked. Derek couldn't be a homophobe, right? I'm sure he likes Danny...as a friend.

I sighed, still panicking.

"Scott." I mumbled.

Derek sat on the stool next to me and smiled.

"It's Scott, Stiles, when he get excited about something he intends to kiss, you see him kiss Isaac all the time, or he even kisses the girls. I wouldn't worry about it." Derek said putting his hand on my knee.

I feel quite rejected. What's wrong with me? Lately I've been taking everything the wrong way! Like with Danny and Jackson, and they both seemed hurt when I asked! I felt rejected then too! And Scott's my best friend, of course he wouldn't like me like that! Stiles, you, sir, are an idiot!

"You alright?" Derek frowned.

I look up at him. I suddenly felt like crap.

"I'm just gonna go to my room." I mumbled.

"Stiles?" Derek stopped me.

"What's the matter?" He continued.

"I've been taking everything the wrong way lately! Danny and Jackson were trying to be nice and I took it like they were hitting on me! And now with Scott! I just-" I felt tears make their way to my eyes but I blinked them away.

"You've had a rough couple of months, Stiles. I think it might be you're looking for comfort, you need something to... Grasp on to." He shrugged.

That makes sense. What if I'm subconsciously trying to get a relationship out of people?!

"You need to calm down, your heartbeat is really fast." Derek said, putting his hand on mine and sighed.

How can I calm down?! My body wants a relationship! Without my consent!

"Come on, go get dressed. I need to do food shopping, and you're coming with me." Derek smiled.

I sighed and stood up.

"Thanks Derek." I said before racing up to my room.