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Chapter 11, Sierra POV:

Jacob Black was now standing in my living room. I smiled and hugged him. "Hey Jake."

"Hey, Sierra. I missed you."

"It's been what? A week?" I joked even though I knew that I missed him too.

"Yeah, too long." Jake said giving me a hug. I hugged him back tightly.

"So what are we doing?" He wondered.

I smiled, "Movies and don't worry. I already got the food." Jake just laughed at me but then again, I knew how much he liked his food.

Jake grinned coming into the house. I closed the door and we walked over into the living room. It was a comfortable silence. I put in a random movie and Jake asked me questions.

"How has school been?"

"Alright."

He gave me a look, "Alright? Come on Si-Si you know that you can tell me anything." And I did know that.

"Alright, it's been amazing and that's just because it's Volleyball season really-," I let myself ramble on and Jake sat there and listened to me.

That was something that I loved about him. Whenever I talked he would listen. And we wanted to things about the aspects of my life. He was interested in things that went on through out my life.

"Sorry, I was rambling." I looked down at my feet.

"It's okay. You can ramble anytime."

I smiled at that. Jake. Was I sure that tonight was going to work? What if things just totally blew up in my face. No, I couldn't think like that. I had to be brave. Be brave.

"Hungry."

"I'm always hungry."

"I know, that was a pretty silly question wasn't it?" I wondered.

Jake nodded, "Yeah it was."

All through the first movie we ate and enjoyed ourselves. Since it was a comedy it seemed that we were always laughing at things. The second movie was also a comedy but I didn't laugh as much.

I was trying to bring up my confidence in things but it just didn't seem to be their yet.

Jake went to go open the DVD player when I grabbed his hand and stopped him.

"What's wrong?" He was alarmed now. I would bet anything that his wolf senses were now on ready to fight if things came to that.

"There's something that's been bothering me for awhile," I started.

"What happened? You know that you can tell me anything right."

I nodded. I did know that, "No. It's not like that it's just something that I've had to build up the courage about."

"What's that?"

I scooted over so that I was closet to Jacob. And leaned in a little bit, "This." I spoke softly before pecking his lips with a soft kiss.

To be honest it was amazing. I left my lips glued there and smiled a little bit, maybe all of my worrying was over nothing. Because it didn't seem like at the moment anything could go wrong for us.

Jake's lips moved with mines for a couple of minutes and it was amazing because they were matched, connected.

But it ended all too soon when Jacob pulled away, "What's wrong?" I wondered.

Jake just stared at my face in disbelief. He looked like he was keeping calm but I didn't care about his face features at the moment. I just seeked out his eyes. They would tell me everything that I needed to know.

I saw love and anger. Love, that made me happy but my happiness ended to soon with anger. Anger, did he hate me? Was he mad at me for what I had done? How could I be so stupid.

I knew that this was a stupid idea but I went and kissed him anyway. He would probably never be able to look at me the same way again. Why did I have to go ruin things? This was just great.

"We can't," was all he said and then he jumped to his feet.

"Jake," I started.

"No," he screamed. I jumped. I had never heard him use that tone with anyone. "We can't do this! This is wrong in so many ways."

"I'm sorry," unshed tears threatened to spill over the brinks of my eyes.

"So am I," and then he was gone. I heard the door slam and a few seconds later I heard a wolf howl. This was all my fault. Why did I have to be so stupid.

I brought my knees up to my chest on the couch and clutched myself together. I let the tears spill now and sat their. I wished this had never happened. I could feel the changes in things already starting to take place.

Why did I have to be so stupid?

It's been awhile since I've updated sorry about that. Anyways hoped you enjoyed the chapter.