"Yes Bella he is gone" he soothed me. I looked at him as he pulled back he had a look of worry on his face. "Whats wrong?" I asked worried now. I was fine that horrible guy was gone. "Um we have another problem" he stated. Jesus I should have known that this couldn't get any better. "What?" I sighed waiting for the worst. "Someone knows our secret" he said. Oh no!
Chapter#11: how can we help?
~2 weeks later~
Emmett pov:
Its been two weeks and Bella has kept herself in my room. Not talking to nobody. Carlisle said she needed time she was finally processing what that sick fuck did to her and most of the time she just cried it broke my heart. I had no clue how to help her she was hardly eating and she refused to talk to carlisle or anybody claiming "They don't understand" which was completely true we dint understand what she has gone through. She just broke your heart looking at her.
I thought about this as I walked to our room with lunch knocking on the door. No answer. I opened the door to find Bella with a blade in her hand cutting her wrist. I dropped the plate yelling "Carlisle!" and ran to her snatching the blade from her. She just screamed rocking back and forth saying "Let me go I cant live in this cruel sick world" I just stared at her wanting to cry as she closed her eyes and began singing...
"this is my temporary home not where I belong
windows and rooms and im passing through
this is just a stop on the way to where im going im
not afraid because I know this was my temporary home"
Carlisle stood beside me looking at Bella shocked. She really wanted to die. The rest of the family minus jasper came in staring at my beautiful Bella with tears in there eyes that would never shed. "We have to get her help" carlisle whispered. I shook my head angerly. "No we are not putting her away!" I snapped. Carlisle had suggested that a few times these past couple weeks. I had an idea but I wasn't going to use it I dint want to but it seems I have no choice. I looked at Alice as she pulled out of a vision. She smiled at me "that will help" she said sadly. She was so broken watching her best friend fade away and letting it happen. Everyone looked at us confused before I spoke. "I'm calling Rosalie" I stated. Everyone except Alice gasped. "Son are you sure I don't know how well that would go" carlisle said. I nodded. "Rose knows what its like she can help her I know and its our only option I will not put Bella away!" I snapped at the end. Alice stepped forward "He's right dad ive seen it" she whispered. We all looked at Bella and nodded. If this would help we would do it.
I ran downstairs as Carlisle gave Bella a sedative and began wrapping her arm. I ran outside and into the woods and just kept running. I don't know how long I ran I just did I dint want to think I dint want to remember what just happened and the words of Bella rang through me. She was singing 'Temporary home" by Carrie Underwood.
I stopped running after what felt like hours it was dark out. I looked around and realized I had ran right to Alaska well I dint need to make a phone call now. I sat on a rock and started sobbing as I thought about my Bella."Why her lord?" I asked angrily my eyes shut tight. I felt something wet on my face and went to wipe it away. It was venom, I was crying venom. "Emmett" someone called behind me I knew that voice I turned around to see Rosalie standing there. "Em whats wrong?" she asked. She looked like she had changed so much her voice wasn't filled with hatred anymore. "I heard you sobbing a mile away" she stated. I looked at her noticing a new ring on her ring finger. " your re-married?" I asked. She smiled but shook her head. "Engaged" she stated. "You have changed I can see it you look happy" I said sadly. She smiled a sad smile "but you don't" she stated. "I thought you were with Bella now?" she asked. I looked at her and broke down again. Rose ran over to me wrapping her arms around me whispering soothing nothings in my ear.
After a few minutes I hushed a little Rosalie pulled away to look at me "Is she..." she couldn't finish. I shook my head. "She's alive" I stated. "Rosalie I need your help...Bella needs your help somethings happened to her" Rose looked at me confused for a second but it came to her and her mouth dropped. "No!" Rose sobbed. Rosalie may have been hateful but even then she wouldn't want that to happen to her worst enemy. "When?" she asked, unshared tears in her eyes. "When I first left but she has just stopped living and rose she tried to kill herself today" I sobbed. Rosalie looked at me shocked. "Lets go!" she said and grabbed my hand running towards the Denali covens home.
~4 hours later~
We were now sitting on a plane to forks. The wait was hell. But if Rosalie could help my Bella then its worth the wait. "we are now arriving in forks Washington we hope you enjoyed your flight thank you" the voice came over the speaker. I let out a breath I hadn't realized I had been holding and rose smiled at me in understanding I smiled back. She dint want to leave her new fiancee but dint have a choice he worked as a teacher and couldn't take the time off.
"You sure about this?" I asked, Rosalie nodded her head with a sad smile. "I don't want her to suffer like I did" she said sympathetically. I nodded in understanding remembering how rose used to flinch when I would even try to come near her. I dint want my Bella to be like that.
The plane stopped and we began getting off. My face was down looking at the ground. Rose placed her hand on my back "It'll be OK" she whispered. I nodded. "I hope your right" I muttered but I knew she could still hear me. When we stepped into the airport we saw carlisle and Jasper there waiting. "Dad!" Rosalie yelled and rushed at human speed to him. Carlisle smiled as he wrapped his arms around her. "Its good to have you home Rosie" Carlisle said with a smile. Rose smiled up at him at the word home. "Lets go help my sister" she said pulling away and walking towards the exit. They both looked at her in shock. They had never seen her be so nice expeciolly to Bella. She turned to look at them. "You coming? Your as slow as a human" she joked. They smiled at her and followed. I think after we fix Bella her and Rose could be great friends.
When we reached the house we heard Bella sobbing. We all ran to the living room to see Jasper looking sad and guilty. "What happened?" I growled, carlisle placed a hand on my shoulder. Jasper shook his head. "She was so sad I just tried to touch her shoulder to help her calm down and she started screaming. Alice is up there rocking her right now." He said looking up at me. "She's bad Em I don't know if anything can fix her" he said sadly. I growled at him. So did Rose. She ran up at vampire speed and got in his face. Poking him in the chest with her finger with every word. "Don't. Ever. Let. Me. Hear. You. Doubt. Bella. Again!" Jasper looked at her shocked.
"Ill be right back" I heard Alice's voice. Then I heard Bella cry "please don't go!" she cried. Then I heard Alice sit back on the bed and whispering soothing words to Bella. I looked at Rosalie "Ready sis?" I asked. She smiled at my new name for her. (jasper was still staring at Rose in shock) She took my hand and we walked upstairs together to help the love of my life.
Rosalie knocked on the door. "Can we come in?" Rose asked. I heard Bella's sharp intake of breath. "Whys she here?" "Is she back with Emmett?" she sobbed her quistians. Rose opened the door before Alice could answer. Rose looked at my broken Bella and gasped in shock at how broken she looked. "She's worse then I thought" Rose whispered so only me and Alice could hear. Me and Alice both nodded slightly. Alice looked like she wanted to cry and her shirt was covered in tears. "Bella im engaged to someone else im not with Emmett anymore as im sure he has told you. I'm here to help you." Rose said soothingly. Bella looked at Rose confused. I knew she would be I had told her what happened between me and rose that caused me to leave.
"But you hate me!" she cried. Rose rushed to her side soothing her. "I don't hate you bells" she whispered to her "I just dint understand you before" Bella nodded tears still coming down her eyes. "You want to talk?" Rose asked. Bella looked at me then at the bed and shook her head. Rose looked up at me "Go hunt ya big gorilla" she said with fake malice in her voice. Bella looked up and saw her smirk and a small smile broke slightly through not visible to the human eye but a big change to us vampires. "OK don't kill me" I said my hands up in mock serener as I backed out the door. Bella chuckled. I smiled at her before walking downstairs. "You care if I go Bella I really need to hunt" Alice said to her. I dint hear bells answer but Alice was by my side in seconds. "Lets go hunt gorilla boy" she laughed and ran down the stairs grabbing jasper and running out the door. Carlisle and esme looked at me strangely "I guess were hunting" I shrugged and ran out the door with Carlisle and Esme following behind me.
Bella's pov:
Here I sat with Rosalie. The one person I thought I would never talk to but here she was and I wanted to talk to her. Emmett had told me what happened to her. I somehow felt connected to her. I wiped the tears away as Rose just sat and watched me. "I must look like shit"i muttered earning a chuckle from her. "I have seen more appetizing looking humans but you have a right to be like this." wow Rosalie was being sympathetic. "So Emmett t...t...told you?" I stuttered looking down at my hands.
Rosalie put her fingers under my chin lifting it up. I flinched slightly but looked at her. "Bella there is nothing to feel ashamed about" she soothed. I broke down at her words. Throwing my arms around her. "Why? Why me what did I do wrong?" I sobbed. Rosalie brushed my hair with her hand. "Shh Bella its OK he was a sick man it wasn't your fault you did nothing wrong sis" I looked up at her when she called me sis. She looked so sad. She looked like she was remembering something painful. Then I realized she must be thinking of what happened to her. "I...I'm sorry" I said. She instantly snapped out of it. "For what?" she asked in shock. "Isabella you have nothing to apologize for!" she snapped slightly.
"But rose I do I should have done something maybe if I wasn't so weak!"i cried. "Bella are you saying because I dint fight that makes it my fault for what happened to me?" she asked raising an eyebrow. "No" I answered. Why would she think that. "Then why would you say its your fault?" she asked and I began to understand what she was getting at it was nobody fault besides the rapists. I just fell back in her arms and sobbed. She rubbed soothing circles on my back. "Shh Bella its OK get it all out" she soothed. I like this new Rosalie and I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
Hope you liked it and what do you think about the change in Rosalie? She was hurting just as bad as Bella that's why she was so mean. How could you not sympathize with someone who has been through what you have?