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College

Chapter 10

It's been so quiet since you've been gone.

Everyday feels more like a year.

Sometimes I wish you could be here.

The memories would stay with me.

The Best Years of Our Lives by Evan Taubenfeld

(Some Lyrics Reedited by Me)

Julliard was going to be a big step for me. A whole new state, anew city, a new room, a room I would have to share with three others, it was a new school, and a different learning center. This was a really big step for me. Julliard was going to teach me music; I was going to love this. My parents are spending every cent of this. So I had to make this worth it.

Once I was in the dorm, I saw one girl. She had long straight dark, blackish hair but it was dark brown. She had really pale skin. She was in the living room sitting down, decorating it a little. Once she turned, I saw brown dirt eyes. Her nails were neon green with the white crackle over it. She wore dark jeans with a navy blue long sleeve shirt from Aeropostale.

"Hey," she said to me softly. "I'm Ally Cheney."

"Hi, I'm Renesmee Cullen," I introduce myself right away. "So this is apartment for colleges near Lincoln center. Right?"

"Of course!" she shouted. "I'm going to Julliard for singing, I want to improve my singing skills and then I'm going to the University of Washington for a teaching degree and hopefully become a music teacher or anything."

"What a coincidence!" I say excitingly. "I'm going to Julliard but for playing instruments so I can teach people music, to be specific, I prefer piano."

"Do you want to share a room with me?" she asked as I nodded and took my bags to the rooms she was in. It was a bunk bed with a closet, a dresser, what they provided in each room. But our room was in the back, closest to the bathroom which was at the end of hall-way with a closet at the end. The kitchen was right next to the living room.

Since Ally took the bottom I took the top of the bunk bed. I looked around and saw she stole the dresser so I took the closet. I saw a desk which Ally set up all by herself. Soon I heard a real snotty voice, "Oh my god!" she shouted. "Look at this shit!"

"Hi, I'm Ally Cheney," introduced Ally.

The girl said, "I'm the soon to be famous actress named Madison Newton, my father's last name, so I prefer Madison Stanley. My parents are divorced. They literally hate each other. I have a twin named Marcus Newton. We don't even use the same last name. He's coming to the same school. And, I'm going to my room."

"I didn't ask for a whole life story," said Ally softly but I think Madison was ignoring her since she went to the room which I wasn't in. Ally came back to me rolling her eyes. "God, she's such a bitch."

I nodded in agreement as I continued to unpack from what I brought. My parents said I was welcome anytime. As for the rest of my family said I was.

"Do you have siblings?" I asked out of no where.

"Yea, two step siblings who are twin girls names Karen and Kara because my dad had an affair but my parents are still together. I'll explain that later. Right now they are the youngest. Then a brother named Hugo. Then triplets who are all girls, named Lily, Lila, and Leah. Trust me it gets worst. Then another pair of triplets which are boys, Matthew, Luke, and John."

"Oh my gosh," I say. "I cannot live with nine other siblings."

Ally nodded, "Well there is another one coming and it's just going to be a boy. I'm the oldest of them all; in two years all three triplet boys will be graduating. My mom had kids fast. She still wants more. She's insane."

"I'm an only child," I say simply. "My parents are still together and probably always will be."

Ally nodded as Madison comes in. "Hi, I'm Renesmee Cullen. You can call me Nessie.

"Well I'm Mad-," I interrupted.

"Madison Newton," I say as she frowned.

"No, Madison Stanley," she said. "Can we trade rooms?" she asked me as I put the last of my stuff away.

"No!" I snapped. "I'm staying here and so is Ally! I don't want to hear your story. So what college are going to?"

"Julliard, for acting to become famous unlike my mother who tried but failed, so that's my story," she said and stormed off.

"Bitch," mumbled Ally as she grabbed a magazine of hers to look at. I grab my mother's favorite book, Wuthering Heights. My mom gave it to me to read but I haven't had the chance to read it since I was with Jake most of my time instead of doing things I enjoyed. My mom actually bought me pretty much all the classics, so that's what I was reading for like ever.

Soon I heard the door open, and I went out to see who it was. It was a girl with red hair, bright blue eyes, and really tans skin. She was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. "Hey, I'm Renesmee Cullen, you're roommate." She nodded and shook my hand.

"I'm Kyla Mallory, my middle name is Marie, so I prefer that name," she introduced. "So is anyone else here?" she asked.

"Um, I took the back room with another girl named Ally. The girl in the closer room is Madison. You'll have to share with her," I say as she nods and leaves to that room.

For some reason, I think this was going to be full of drama, crazy, and exciting year of college and I wasn't going to lie about that.

It's December 15th, and it is cold out. It's freezing. I hated the cold weather even though I lived in it my whole life. I looked at my calendar and smiled. Six days till Jacob comes to New York, he decided to come here. He asked his dad if that was okay? His dad didn't care. He just had to visit him next time there, which would most likely be the Spring as Jacob says.

Madison was a slut, no other words. She had a different guy ever week or should I say every two days. Maybe she would become famous because of sex life. I'm surprise she isn't pregnant yet, she annoyed me. But she usually wasn't here.

Marie followed Madison like a little puppy and she never hung out with us. It was like she wasn't allowed. She dyed her hair all black. She didn't seem like herself for these past months. I felt sorry for her but I tried talking to her but she didn't listen.

Ally was the only trustworthy person here and I loved that she was. As both of us sat there watching TV, since it was a Saturday and we had no school on weekends and this class was so fun, I learned so much about the piano and many other instruments.

"So what are you doing over break?" I asked Ally as she finally picked a TV show she knew that both of us would like.

"Um, I'm going to my parent's house and celebrating," she said. "Do you want to come?" she asked me softly.

"Sorry, I'm staying her in New York for Christmas and New Years. My boyfriend, Jacob is going to be here till January 2nd, so I want to spend time with him. I haven't seen him since June, it's almost been seven months."

"I'll be back the twenty-seventh," she said. "I want to meet this mysterious Jacob guy you talk about. You better hope he's not to hot, Madison will try to steal him. She stole my date and had sex with him."

"I trust Jake, he won't do anything. He loves me. Plus he's in the army and to let you know, he is sexy," I say as we both laugh and smile. "I love him. No, I will not do it with him; I don't think I'm even ready for that anymore."

Ally new the whole story about Jake and I. She knew all about how Macy hated him and Lily supported me a little. How I and Jake were maybe having sex and then told me he was going to army. She knew about everything.

Madison comes in, with two boys and Marie. "You guys are leaving, right?" she questioned.

"No," I say. "I'm staying here for the holidays. My boyfriend is coming to visit me here." Madison gives me that evil look. "I don't think I'll ever leave till you leave because I don't want people having sex in my bed!" I snapped at her.

"You have a goddamn boyfriend! Who would date you? You're nothing but a ugly fat duckling!" she snapped back. "You're a bitch!"

"At least I'm a female dog and not a slut!" I shouted. "At least I have the sexy guys after me even though I am fat and ugly duckling!"

"Shut the hell up Madison!" Marie shouted. "I think Renesmee the bitch here won the fight! God, how can you be so mean?" She rolled her eyes.

"How can you be so slutty?" I questioned as all four of them went to their room to do whatever they do.

Ally asked, "How can you not cuss at them?"

"I don't know. I just don't cuss anymore. I got out of the habit and I don't want to get in that habit again. I used to smoke; now I don't. I use to drink a little, now I don't. I use to cuss; now I don't. It's because of my cousin. She helped me and I'm glad she did," I tell Ally.

We both just sit down and watch the TV show which was on.

I breathe in and out. I dress in some dark blue skinny jeans and a blue tank top on as I applied my make-up, which I only wear for occasions. I put my hair down and let it go in its golden curls. I smile, and brush my teeth. Then I look in the mirror and thinking perfect.

I run downstairs real quick and make a phone call on there pay phones. I hear Macy say, "Hello is this Renesmee Carlie Cullen who is ready to see the sexy Jacob Black, whom she loves?" I laugh and smile at her remark.

"Yes, yes it is Macy," I reply. "I'm so excited to see him!" I knew Macy was laughing and rolling her eyes. "I mean, it's been like six or seven months. We're almost together for three years!"

"I know," she said. "You told me this like four million times!" she shouted as I laugh.

"But I don't care. I'm going to accept the guy you love, if you love Jacob, I'll be friends with him."

"Thanks Macy," I said. "I appreciate that. But he is staying at a hotel he gets tomorrow so he has to spend the night at my place."

"What?" she questioned. "Are you planning something special? You know, like fun in a bed!" she shouted as I laugh. "I'm joking. You told me you weren't ready for that, anymore, which I'm glad about. I don't want to be getting a call, as you say, Macy, I need your help, I'm pregnant."

"That won't be happening anytime soon!" I shouted. "I think it would be more like, Macy, I'm scared. You'd be like what? I'd be like I need your help. You say, with what? Then I would say I'm pregnant!"

"Okay we don't need to go over the whole story," said Macy quickly. "I was just doing the short version. Hell yea, I know you would be scared. You would think of the craziest ideas that would happen one in a million or infinity and beyond," she said.

"Yea, I know," I say. "I'm just that kind of person. Are you going to come and visit? We actually have a concert for Christmas? Please come for that! I'll pay a round trip for you if I have to!"

"Fine, I'll try, just find the tickets for me," Macy said. "But the flight has to be tomorrow. I have to be home by the twenty-ninth. So December 24th to December 30th. Who the hell cares if I'm late for the family coming to my house?" I smile.

"Well Jake is going to be here soon, so um, bye. I miss you and love you Macy!"

"Bye Ness, I miss and love you too!" she shouted as I laugh and hung up.

Then I let the doors open up for Jake. He comes up the stairs and the door goes knock, knock, and knock. I hesitate but open the door. "Hey Ness," he says with his husky voice I missed hearing. All I do is smile and hug him.

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