Disclaimer:All characters and the Twilight Saga itself belong to Stephenie Meyer. I do not own any songs in this story.

Previously

We kept repeating this, completely absorbed in it. We were unconcerned about other people in the lunch room watching us. We didn't care at all.

Every once in a while, Edward would just forget about the food and trace my bottom lip with his thumb.

I was in the most otherworldly but realistic state I've ever been in. I wish it could have lasted forever.

But soon, the bell rang.

Chapter 11

With Me – Sum 41

I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what i did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,

With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

The rest of my first school day went well. Minus a few injures in Gym. Before Gym I had biology with Edward. All we did was watch a movie about genetics. During the movie, the lights had to be turned off. Since I was Edward's biology partner, we were pretty close to each other. I could feel something in the air, I didn't quite know what it was, but I loved it. And I was positive that he noticed the blood that was rushing up to my face because of the thoughts I had of him. How good-looking he is, how unequaled he is to everybody else because he is just better than everyone else.

He is and always will be an Adonis, and even that isn't good enough to describe him.

Right now, Edward and I were getting into his Volvo. Jasper and Alice decided to give us time to bond-or in her opinion, make out in the back of the car-and they took the BMW with Rosalie and Emmet.

Edward opened the passenger door for me.

"Thank you," I stated, my mouth turning into a grin. I put one foot inside the car and, somehow, I managed to slip. I started to fall backwards and I prepared myself for the worse but instead, what I got was Edward with his arms around my waist.

We looked into each others eyes. It seemed like the kitchen incident all over again. I could fell the lust rolling off both of us. The only thing that was different was that, this time there was people around to watch.

"Bella!" I looked away from Edward and gripped his hands, removing them from my waist. I stood up straight and turned around. There stood Michael Newton, in all of his unattractive, blue eyes and blond hair glory. Definitely not an Edward Cullen and never will be.

"Yes, Michael?" I responded, my voice sounding annoyed and mad. Annoyed because he was annoying and mad because he interrupted the eye-gazing and almost kissing connection Edward and I just had.

I looked behind me and spotted Edward. He looked uncomfortable and was glaring at Michael. I glared at him in a don't-do-anything-stupid kind of way. His facial expression gradually softened when he knew I meant it.

I turned back to Michael and smiled out of politeness.

"Err, well, I-I was wondering if you wanted to go out on a date with me? Say, in about a hour or so?" He looked so hopeful and eager. I didn't want to crush that, but....I had to. I didn't want to lead him on and let him think he actually had a chance. The only person I would ever be interested in is right behind me.

I opened my mouth to reply, but before I could, I was broken off by a growling sound behind me. I snapped my mouth shut, eyes bulging out. Quickly, I held up one finger to Michael and turned around. I walked up to him and smacked him on the chest.

"Stop it, right now! Do not growl at him," I whispered furiously.

"You should hear the foul thoughts he's thinking about you right now. They are unacceptable! I'm going to tear him to shreds." He was starting to walk forward, forgetting I was in front of him and pushing me with him.

I ran over to Michael, "Um, You might want to get out of here. Edward....he isn't...feeling good. And as for the date thing, I don't think so Michael. Sorry."

Michael looked at Edward, and didn't even think about it for a second before he started to run away. I looked around. Edward and I were the only ones left in the school parking lot.

I went back over to Edward, who was still glaring at the fading figure of Michael. I punched him on the chest. He stopped glaring and looked at me with those beautiful eyes of his.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Me? What is wrong with you? He was thinking very disturbing thoughts about you, and you actually want to talk to him."

"I didn't want to talk to him. I just don't want to be rude to him! Next time, don't growl that sexy growl at him!"

"Maybe there wo-", he stopped talking, then he smirked as I realized what I said, "Sexy? Really? I'd say attractive, but sexy?"

"Oh, shut up!" My face caught on fire as I began to walk away. A hand reached out and gripped my arm, pulling me back.

Once I saw Edward's crooked smiled face, I just couldn't help myself anymore.

I launched myself at him. I latched my lips onto his as his hands landed themselves on my hips. I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist. My hands were digging into his already messy hair and I kissed him harder.

He turned us around as we continued to kiss. I gasped as he slammed my body against his Volvo. That was sure to leave a dent in the car and a bruise on myself.

My heart was racing, I was feeling light headed, and the butterflies in my stomach, but I just couldn't get myself to stop all of this. I wanted this, all of it. I wanted him. For once in my entire life, I actually wanted somebody to be with. I felt an attraction toward Edward, and I knew I liked him. And if I liked him, I sure could be in love with him very soon. I was terrified but excited by this thought.

I wasn't thirsty at the moment, but I always had a desire for venom. I knew I could control my urge to just...explode....around Edward. So I took the chance. A chance to advance our relationship and maybe taste his venom. I knew it was selfish of me to want to taste his venom, but I can't stop myself from wanting to.

I licked his bottom lip, asking for entrance.

He stiffened for a second causing me to stiffen in return. I opened my eyes to find Edward staring at me. Positive that he wasn't going to grant me permission, I started to detach myself from him.

He stopped me by gripping onto my thighs and re-wrapping them around his waist. From all the pressure he applied, I could-once again-feel how hard he was. My skirt was moved up higher on my thighs and, therefore, the only thing between his pants and myself was this thong Alice had picked out for me. It was still good to know that I wasn't the only one that was completely aroused.

Softly, he kissed me softly on the lips before pulling back. He rested his forehead against mine and closed his eyes while I was catching my breath. I watched him, memorizing every structure of his face until, finally, he spoke.

"Bella...I like you. A lot. And I don't want to rush this. You're the only girl I've ever been interested in and I don't want to ruin it by going too fast."

My face turned even a darker shade of red, but I smiled anyway, "W-well, I like you, too. A lot. I don't want to rush this either. So, how about we go on our first date some time? Dinner and a movie."

"Are you asking me out on a date?" he questioned. He laughed beautifully and smiled his crooked smile. He opened his eyes and set me down on the ground gently. Once on the ground, I straightened out my clothing. Especially my skirt.

I looked back up to Edward and nodded. He was watching me with the visible lust in his eyes. He pulled me back to him with one arm around me waist while the other was caressing my cheek. My arms were wrapped around his neck, locking together in his bronze hair.

We continued to look into each other eyes and lean closer and closer.

Edward murmured one last before we leaned in the whole way and continued to kiss until it became midnight.

"Then it's a date...."

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