Ally and I spent the entire day watching movies, we ordered pizza and just ate it in my room. After we ate our pizza I went down and brought a gallon of Fruity Mint Swirl ice cream up and two spoons.

Ally: Fruity Mint Swirl? Ahhh! That's my favourite!

Austin: Ally calm down, it's just ice cream

Ally looked so cute when she saw the ice cream, like a kid on Christmas morning. I guess she was serious about the ice cream though because she ate the whole tub herself practically.

I don't think I had ever been in my bed with a girl for so long and not done anything. To be honest, I never wanted to. I knew that my feelings for Ally were getting stronger, but because I had laughed at her comments about falling in love at the beginning and acted so cocky I was never going to be able to admit these feelings.

Austin: Ally, you don't have anything to wear tonight do you?

Ally: Nooo, I don't. Wait, you actually want me to stay over?

Austin: Yes, I thought when you said you wanted to watch all the movies that it was kinda implied I mean weve only watched 3 Ally, we have two more to go.

Ally: Alright, just as friends though right?

Austin: Yes Ally, just as friends. I'll grab you some basketball shorts and a t-shirt.

Ally: Thanks Austin, you're the best.

I gave Ally the clothes and she put them on, when I looked at her I couldn't help but giggle at how cute she looked, she was so small and they were swimming on her. She had the waste rolled like 4 times and they were still at her knees. The t-shirt was just as big, but even though they were huge on her I couldn't help but think that they looked ten times better on her then they ever did on me.

I took off my shirt and my jeans, I was in my boxers and I jumped into the bed and got under the covers. Ally was just staring at me.

Ally: Austin, where are your pajamas?

Austin: Your looking at them Ally. I'm a guy, I swear boxers to bed. Just get in!

Ally: O-Okay, just keep your hands to yourself.

Austin: I should be saying that to you Dawson, you want me – you know it.

She just rolled her eyes at me and jumped into bed, pulling the covers up.

Ally: Austin? Will you tickle my back. I love having my back tickled.

Austin: Turn around Alls.

I wrapped one arm around Ally and tickled her back with the other, she kept shivering and squirming like a little kid. My feelings for Ally were growing so much so quickly and it was worrying me. I knew if they kept getting stronger, I'd let the L word slip and who knows what she'd think. Probably run.

Ally's POV

Austin was tickling my back and it felt so good. I have always loved having my back tickled. My dad would always tickle my back to get me to sleep when I was a little girl. Hanging out with Austin was starting to worry me, I wasn't sure if we should get closer because my feelings for him were starting to grow. I didn't want to love anybody and I didn't want anybody to love me.

I knew that I couldn't stop seeing Austin because we had to rehearse for the play so I decided that instead of getting to know Austin more and letting him know me, I would just make it seem sexual. And if I knew Austin, he would want the same. And besides, he made it clear that he could never love me.

I snapped out of the thoughts I was having and Austin was still tickling my back, his face was up against my neck and he was breathing on it. His arms were around me so tight, it felt really good like I was safe and no one could ever hurt me. Then my stupid brain started over thinking again, I knew that friends didn't lay like this in bed, and they sure didn't feel like this when they were laying together. I had to get out of this romantic situation and make it seem like something else.

Ally: Hey Austin, so when are we going to have sex? I mean, we both clearly know were in bed together because of the sexual tension were feeling between us.

Austin's POV

Ally just asked me if were going to have sex. She's never talked to me like that before, I mean just the other day we kissed and it was her first kiss. Now she was talking to me about having sex. Ally always came across as a girl who would consider it making love to, not just having sex like it was meaningless. If I didn't know better I'd think Ally was masking her real feelings for me with this shit like she's scared of loving someone or having someone love her.

Austin: Ally, I told you I didn't bring you here to have sex with you or do anything like that for that matter. I wanted to hang out with you.

Ally: Please, your Austin Moon of course all you want is sex.

Okay, that hurt. Maybe that's all I wanted from other girls but not Ally, she was so sweet and kind. I mean, yes I wanted Ally in that way, but I also didn't want it to be a one-time thing. Ally flipped around and was looking at me. She started to lean forward and I knew she was going to kiss me, I wanted to keep talking about this but her lips looked so soft and sweet.

Austin: Ally I know you think I'm a huge player and everything but I actually do care about you. I actually really li-…

Ally's POV

Austin was talking about how he's not what I think he is and everything and then he started to say something, and I'm pretty sure he was about to tell me he really likes me, I couldn't let him say it. I loved spending time with him and if he said it to me, everything would change and then we'd have to end this. I grabbed his face and kissed him before he could finish what he was saying. He tried to break apart immediately and speak but I wouldn't let him.

I licked his lips, waiting for him to open his mouth. When he did I kissed him roughly. I sat on top of him with each of my legs on either side of his body. I kept kissing him gently tugging on his hair. I started biting on his lip making him moan a little.

I wanted to make sure that Austin knew this was just sexual, we were not dating, we did not like each other and this was nothing other than a random hook-up. Sure, it took me a while to actually convince myself that's all it was but that's all it should've been and all it could've been.

I took off my shirt and continued kissing Austin, I wiggled free of his basketball shorts also. Our flesh was against each others since he had just been in his boxers. He put his hands on my hip and thrust my body against him, it felt so good and I could feel how much he wanted me. He let out another moan, this time it was my name he was saying, I couldn't help but moan at the sweet sound he made when he said my name. Things were getting really heated between us and I didn't see any turning back at this point.

I slid my underwear off and that's when Austin stopped me.

Austin: What the hell are you doing Ally? Why are you doing that?

Ally: You're a guy and your seriously asking me why I'm taking my underwear off while I'm on top of you, making out with you?

Austin: Ally, you're still a virgin and don't even say you're not because I kissed you a few days ago and that was your first kiss.

Ally: So? Look if you don't think I'm good enough to sleep with than fine, don't sleep with me. I've never heard of you turning sex down so I'm confused.

Austin: Ally, you mean to much to me to just have sex with randomly. I don't want to take your innocence like this.

All I could mutter was whatever as I climbed off him and got dressed. I moved over the far side of the bed, turned the lamp off and put my back to Austin, I felt so rejected.

Austin's POV

I have no idea what just happened. One minute I was tickling Ally about to tell her I really liked her and the next she's on top of me and getting completely naked. Why was she doing this, and I felt like a huge dick because I just said no, and I could tell by the look on her face she was embarrassed and felt rejected. I know I'm Austin Moon and that's what I do, I hook up with girls and I wanted more then anything to hook up with Ally. But not like this, it was her first time and I wanted it to be special. After tonight though, I doubt she'll ever want to do anything with me again. She got dressed and move the far side of the bed. I moved over next to her, I want her to know I didn't reject her because I don't want her but I did it because I do want her, all of her not just her body.

Austin: Ally, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. You just mean to much, your first time should be special and with someone you lo-

Ally: Don't even say the word Moon, you didn't want to sleep with me, big deal I don't care. I'm kind of use to the fact that no one wants me. Up until a week ago, you and your friends just made fun of me. You kissed me out of pity because no one had ever kissed me before.

She actually thinks I don't want her. Is this girl crazy? I want her so bad, I don't want her to feel like I don't, ugh I'm an idiot, I should've just slept with her.

Austin: Ally, shut up. I didn't sleep with you because I fucking love you okay. I love you and I've never loved anyone before. I want to be your first and if you can honestly tell me you love me then I will but you mean way too much to do that with if you don't feel the same way.

Ally: I can't hang out with you anymore Austin. I told you the only rule was to not fall in love with me and you broke it.

Austin: Ally I didn't mean to fall in love with you, it just happened and trust me, it never happens to me. I actually have feelings for you and you say you can't see me anymore? That's bullshit Ally, stop being afraid of getting hurt and live. I know you have feelings for me to Ally.

Ally: Your pretty cocky eh? Assuming I have feelings for you.

Austin: Ally, stop with the games. Just stop. I just told you that I love you and I know you feel the same way. I am not going to hurt you and break your heart, there is such thing as being in love and not getting your heart broken.

Ally's POV

The only thing I asked of Austin was to not fall in love with me and he broke it. I can feel tears forming in my eyes. Why did he have to say those words, they were like poison to me. I never wanted to find love, every time I ever seen "love" it always ended badly. It ended in divorce, affairs or heartbreak. Why would anyone want to go through that. But when Austin told me he loved me, something in me was screaming to tell him I feel the same way. I just couldn't, I was way too scared.

Ally: Austin, no my feelings aren't mutual. I-I'm Sorry.

Austin: You are such a coward Ally Dawson. Keep telling yourself there's nothing, if this is really how you feel then yeah maybe your right, we shouldn't hangout anymore.

I am going to lose Austin all because of my stupid rule, I can't do that. I have grown to need him around me. Austin's right, I am a coward. Who am I kidding? I freaking love Austin Moon.

Ally: I-I love you to Austin, just please don't break my heart.

Austin: I love you so much Ally! I wouldn't think of breaking your heart.

Austin's POV

Ally just said that she loves me, I know calling her a coward was pretty harsh but I needed her to know I wasn't kidding. I guess this officially means were together and I couldn't be happier, I flipped Ally around and kissed her. I couldn't stop kissing this girl, the first girl I ever told I loved to.

I knew I was Ally's first kiss and I'd be the first person she slept with, but I never thought she'd be the first for me, the first person I ever loved.

Austin: Ally, do you still want to do that?

Ally: U-Uh yes, do you?

Austin: I always wanted to Alls, I just wanted to make sure it meant something and we both love each other so what more can you ask for.

And with that I lay Ally on the bed, removed her clothing and I planted kisses all over her neck, I kissed her stomach, her chest, I kissed all of Ally. She looked so beautiful lying there, I couldn't stop smiling at her. This beautiful girl was mine, and she was giving me something that she cherished. This time it wasn't rough, Ally and I made love. Ally may not have been the person I slept with, but she was the first person I ever made love to and that meant a lot.

I was panting when we finished, I roll over on the bed to catch my breath. Ally didn't say anything so I turned on my side and asked her if she was alright.

Ally: Yes, I'm fine, perfect actually. I just don't know what to say, that was perfect.

Austin: I know Alls, it really was perfect and I'm happy your first time was with someone you love and that loves you. Now let's go to bed, you made me tired.

Ally: Okay Austin, Good Night. I love you.

Austin: I love you to Ally. Good Night

And with that, I put Ally into my arms and we fell asleep. It was the best night of my life, never had I experienced something that meaningful.