A/N: TWILIGHT…DON'T OWN IT…. JUST LIKE PLAYING WITH IT!!

Lemon Alert! ** Proceed with caution ** Not intended for anyone under 18

…. Bella ….

Having dreams is something I'm familiar with of course. Having dreams that reoccurred was never something that I could recall experiencing. Now lately whenever I fall asleep that is exactly what keeps happening. It's not like I mind the dream. It's beautiful and comforting, but it leaves me wanting more.

As I dreamed of sitting in the garden and playing my piano I felt that hum deep down in my body sending chills down my spine.

Edward.

Before I opened my eyes I could feel him. Sense him. Then I felt his lips brushing across my ear. His hands rubbing my back gently, "Bella, Bella, wake-up you fell asleep sweetheart. Let's get you up to bed."

"Hmm. I don't wanna go to bed. I'm so comfy here." I whined like a child.

Blinking my eyes open I slowly turned to face my dream man. I smiled, "I keep falling asleep around you. I'm not sure if that's a good sign." I reached up to kiss him on his nose.

"It's my sparkling personality that makes you doze off." He grinned.

I rolled my eyes, "Yeah, I think that might be it." Being quite the smart ass.

He made a face with mock astonishment.

"Trust me, I don't think your personality has anything to do with it. I think it's because you make me feel a little too comfortable."

"I suppose that is a bad thing?" Goodness he pouted. Pouted! Like I didn't want to kiss his mouth more than I already did, he has to go and pout. He's killing me here.

I moved off of his lap but my back felt stiff. I needed to stretch out. I rolled off the couch and onto the floor. Laying onto my back then lifting my knees to my chest I breathed. I felt my muscles relieve somewhat. Then keeping my legs bent I put my feet on the floor and my hands to the sides of my head. I lifted into a bridge. I held the position for a moment then relaxed and got up.

Finding myself being stared at by a wide eyed Edward, "Fuck, Bella!"

I looked down at myself, "Huh, What?"

"How do you manage to look so amazing just by stretching out?" His big green eyes caressed by body with one glance.

I bit my lip and started that infernal blushing, "It's a natural talent, I guess."

I outstretch my hand for him to walk with me back upstairs. At his touch I felt that hum again. The magnetic pull that flowed between us. I welcomed the feeling.

All too quickly I was in front of my room door. The butterflies in my stomach were working hard, "I had a really nice time with you today." Loosening my hand from his, I attempted to turn towards the door.

He held my hand in place and squeezed tighter, "I'm not ready to say good night to you yet. Would you like to come to my room for little while?"

I couldn't keep the ridiculous grin off of my face, "Okay."

Breath Bella. Just breath!

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Edward's room was the only occupied bedroom on that side of the house. When he opened the door I was stunned. It was huge.

With his hand on my back he eased me into the room ahead of him.

I gasped, "Wow!"

The décor of the room was masculine. There was a very large king sized bed centered in the middle of the wall with rich brown and beige colored bedding. There was a nightstand to one side of the bed. At the foot of the bed was a very large, brown leather tufted ottoman.

There was a built in wall unit that housed a flat screen television. And flanked on one side of the unit were shelves filled floor to ceiling. One side with CD's and albums. The other was filled with Books. A desk with a computer sat off to one corner.

The most stunning part of the room beside the man that was currently in it was the view. One of the walls was made entirely of windows and two French doors that lead to the balcony with a view that overlooked the city of Los Angeles. Amazing.

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Edward was busying himself putting on some music, as I moved over to admire the books and CD's.

I realized that his selection of books was as eclectic as his taste in music, "Your taste in books and music is very…interesting."

"Really, how so?"

"Well, your music for instance… you have Mozart here." I pointed and then skimmed my fingers along the CDs stopping as I found another one, "and then you have… Barry Manilow?" Pulling it from the shelf, "Barry Manilow. Really?" I bit my lip trying stifle the laugh.

He snatched it out of my hand, "It's my mom's! I must have put it there accidentally. Besides Mandy and Weekends In New England are classics."

Okay that did it, I laughed so hard my sides hurt, "Edward, admit it. You're a 'Fanilow'!"

"A what!?"

"A die hard Manilow fan… a Fanilow. I have to admit I find you even sexier now." Wiping the tears from my eyes.

"Whatever." He smiled and rolled his eyes at me. He excused himself and went to the bathroom to freshen up.

In the meantime, I walked out to the balcony. The beautiful song started to play Yo-Yo Ma (Bach - The Prelude).

Right at that moment the little voices inside my head were driving me insane…

What are you doing? He told you he doesn't do the 'girlfriend' thing. He's leaving. You can't hold a man like Edward…

Oh shut up! Don't you think I know that I may not be… enough. I know what my reflection looks like. Don't big girls need love too? Don't I deserve the fairytale because I'm smart and funny and…good enough!

In the middle of my little internal monologue I felt the hum. I got goose bumps and I knew that Edward was standing behind me.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his chest. I leaned my head back into his chest, then he rocked us back and forth. My hand was rubbing his arms and he grabbed my hand and kissed it.

I sighed contentedly, "Your very lucky to have such a beautiful view."

"I feel very lucky right now. But the beauty outside my window doesn't compare to the one in my arms."

I turned to face him. I gave him one of my brightest smiles, "You make me a puddle of mush you know that."

I leaned my head on the crook of his neck and took a deep breath. Our bodies seemed to mold into on another. I so loved the feel of his body against mine, so warm and inviting. My heart was so full. I didn't want this moment to end.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and leaned his hands on the small of my back. I felt his hand come up my spine causing me to shiver. I closed my eyes at the sensation and let out a little sigh.

"Edward," I whispered breathlessly.

He cleared his throat, "Yes. Bella."

"I really should go. I need a shower. I feel sticky from the pool. And I have to get up early tomorrow. I have a long day ahead of me." Pulling away to look at his face.

It looked like he was pouting, "Okay. Are you leaving early tomorrow?"

"No. I have a game in the morning with Bear."

"Game. What game?"

"I play softball with Bear on Sunday mornings."

"Doesn't he play on a men's team?" He tilted his head in question.

"Yeah, and so?" I narrowed my eyes at him.

His eyebrows raised, "Is that safe for you to play on a men's team."

Just like a man I thought. I pointed my finger into his chest, "Well, I'm a big girl." Motioning to my body. "And I can play with the big boys any day."

He looked at me apologetically, "I'm sorry. I wasn't implying that you couldn't play. I just don't want to see you get hit with the ball."

I huffed, "First of all I have a glove to catch the ball with. I don't play barehanded you know. Second, There is always a possibility of getting hit regardless and its happened. Lastly, I choose to play so I know the chance I take." He had the nerve to smile. Damn that sexy smile.

He leaned in to kiss me, "Don't get your panties twisted. I'm just being protective, sorry. Do you mind if I come watch?"

What a silly question. I wanted him to always be with me. I kissed him back, "I absolutely want you there. The family sometimes come to the games anyway."

Something in his expression I couldn't read. He seemed to hesitate before he asked, "Do you have a date after the game?"

"What? No, I don't have a date." Finding that very amusing, "This is what my day will be like tomorrow - I have the game, then the team usually goes out for breakfast afterwards. Then add to that travel time. My day is about half shot right there. Then I have to get ready and drive down to the marina. I have a gig down there in the evening."

"Oh." Was all he said.

Trying to get up the nerve for what I was going to ask I swallowed thickly and I bit my lip, "Would you like to come to my gig? I mean, I understand if you don't want to come so please don't feel obligated. After all you have be hanging out with me all day today and I don't want to get sick of me. You can say…"

Interrupting my verbal spillage with a kiss, "Your so fucking adorable when you get nervous. I want to spend as much time with you as you allow me to Bella. I would love to spend all day with you tomorrow and any day for that matter. I'm looking forward to it."

I blushed furiously, "I'm going to leave now before I never do."

His eyes were imploring, "You don't have to leave Bella. I wish you wouldn't."

I reached my hand to his face and leaned into his soft welcoming lips. We kissed not with need but with tenderness, "Edward," I whispered, "slow remember?"

"Fuck this is hard as shit. Okay, slow." Those eyes were burning a hole deep into my soul.

I gave my best smile and went out the door, "Buenas noche, Mi corazon."

To my surprise he responded with perfect fluency, "Buenas noche, querida."

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My body was tingly all over, I couldn't help feeling like I was floating on a cloud. This has all been like a dream from which I never want to wake up.

I got to my room and quickly stripped out of my clothes and throwing them into the hamper.

The quick shower I intended to take went right out the window once the water touched my body. I couldn't resist just standing there and letting the water envelope me.

I didn't realize how really wound up I was. I was in dire need of some tension release. Sometimes I had to take matters into my owns hands - so to speak. Although, I didn't do it frequently it wasn't uncommon for me to masturbate. Realizing what I wanted to do I relaxed and closed my eyes opening my mind to thoughts of Edward.

I poured soap into my bath sponge. Rubbing the slick soap filled sponge onto my body. All the while envisioning Edward running his hands against my body. My nipples became instantly erect. I couldn't help but to emit a soft moan.

I moved my hands between my legs to my center. The moisture that my body created is a clear indication of how worked up I am. My finger run circles around my nub and between my lips. Slowly I slide a finger inside of me. With my other hand I squeeze my nipple hard. I needed release.

I put my leg up on the bench in the shower so that I could have better access. It is Edwards mouth and hands that I see as I touch myself.

His mouth my breast, his finger inside me. Quickening the pace of my finger I add another. Oh, God. It doesn't take long before my orgasm rips through me. When I'm done I hold myself up against the tile because my legs feel a bit shaky.

After I wash and condition my hair, then rinse off my body. I feel clean and very relaxed.

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I put my favorite pink and black hello kitty boxer shorts set. I pulled my hair in a sloppy ponytail and off to bed.

When I laid down I couldn't sleep, my mind kept playing music in my head. I grabbed my book that was filled with my music compositions and made my way downstairs to the family room.

The house was so silent. It was pretty late, everyone was in their rooms and probably sleeping. I often played after everyone went to bed and no one ever complained, but tonight Edward was upstairs and I didn't know if he was sleeping or if he would mind. I pushed the thought out of my mind. I needed to get this down.

Stroking the keys on the piano made me smile.

I started picturing every note of my composition before playing it. Then I started writing furiously. Everything came into place quickly. When I was satisfied with the music I played the piece entirely. Perfect.

I started to write the lyrics, but felt too exhausted to continue. Knowing that I had to get up early I stopped myself. It would be really east for me to just continue into the wee hours of the morning.

I climbed back upstairs - which felt like a mountain at this point.

I was out like a light when I finally hit the pillow.

A/N: Just wanted to say thanks for reading....and to let everyone know that I added a link to my profile (some pics and music for the story). The playlist is in order of appearance for the story. I will be adding as I go along.