So...Still confused? Some of you are and it is not going to get any better...

theonlykyla and JA Mash will start posting again this morning sometime...but I am up early with squirt number four so I decided to post for ya now...

I look at her like she has three heads.

Of course I want to save my brother.

I would do anything to save him.

To take away his pain.

To stop his body from slowly failing.

"Then you need to listen carefully and do everything that I say." She whispers as she leans down towards me.

"This will hurt a little."

Her fingers grab onto my arm and I see stars…

Literally.

The clouds part above me and I can see the flickering light of the stars in the sky.

It is beautiful.

"Are you ready?"

Yes…

Yes I am.