A/N:Hi yall~ Yes, I know, I am a horrible person who has not updated in over a month. But please be glad to hear that I am currently on summer break, and I survived finals week. I was recuperating, but I seem to be feeling better. My friend has me working on a story with her, which is super fun, but made me realize I need to update this before I go any further. So here I am, updating. And you should also be happy to hear that this chapter is OVER 6.5K! Yeah, I'm awesome when I want to be. Anyway, I've been writing it little by little over the month, which is why it came out so long, and I didn't know a good place to stop and I know I promised a lemon. That's right folks, finally it's here! I admit, it may not be the best, it's not even that much, for now, and this is my first time actually writing a lemon. I'm overly used to writing limes, so this was a challenge, and once I got over myself squealing every time something dirty happened, I was actually able to finish it! So uh, go easy on me, enjoy, and thanks for taking the time to read my long, boring, annoying AN if you did!
Disclaimer:SO don't own Kingdom Hearts. Soooooo do Not.
Roxas POV
So I've gone and said it. I've told him I like him. It's been nearly a month since I first met Axel. I don't want to seem all sappy and whatever but…he's really had a great impact on my life. At first he was just that pervert from the woods. Then a reluctant friend; after that, someone who I could really rely on. He was there for me in my ups and downs. Even when I was being a pissy little bitch, he stood by my side. Hell, even when Cloud and I were fighting, he came after me, even though he's been friends with Cloud longer. I would be lying to myself if I said that I hadn't fallen hard for Axel. He's just…
"Ah, Axel! Wait!"
Oh yeah, did I forget to mention said red-head's tongue is down my throat?
"I can't Roxy, I'm too happy," he mutters against my lips.
Yeah, I can feel how "happy" he is through his jeans. We're sitting on his couch. Well, he is, and I'm sorta in his lap. We've been like this for the last five minutes. I feel like society might find that we're moving too fast with this, but it's not like I just met him. I've known him for a while now, it's only that just now we've connected our feelings mutually. And he did ask if I was okay with this, which I answered by pulling him into another kiss.
His tongue is exploring my mouth. I can't help but moan as his hands are sliding up my stomach and sides under my shirt. They're so hot and firm on my body. I want him to touch me more.
Whoa, when did I get so perverted? I blame Axel, for sure. He's too damn sexy for his own good. I slip my hands over his shoulders, pulling down the over-shirt he had on. God his arms are big. You wouldn't really think so, but this man is built! I pull back for a moment, but Axel reattaches himself to my mouth.
"Axel…I can't…I need to breathe," I pant between long kisses. He squeezes my ass, making me squeal.
"How could I possible stop when there's so much hot Roxy in front of me?" he says in a deep, sultry tone. And there goes my composure. The heat rushes to my face (among other places) and I don't know how much more I'll be able to take. While I'm contemplating life, Axel decides this is the time to latch on to my collarbone. I squeal from the sudden heat being transferred from his lips to my skin. He sucks it lightly and I screech a bit.
"Ooh, have I found Roxy's sweet spot?" he says as he continues to mercilessly attack my whole neck-shoulder area. I bite my tongue to hold back my screams. "Don't do that, you'll hurt yourself." Axel moves his hand to pull my lip down. I pant loudly, trying to catch my breath once again. He slips a finger in, and I'm surprised at first. But I catch on quickly and begin to swirl my finger around it. Mm, he tastes good. I take another in my mouth and I can feel Axel grow harder under me as I moan around his fingers. He pulls them out and replaces them with his lips.
"Mm…ah…Axel," I cry.
"Roxy…ugh!" he grunts as I grind myself down on him. "If you keep that up…ah, I won't be able to hold back…" he groans.
I kiss his lips softly then. "Maybe I don't want you to hold back?"
He pushes me down on the couch and kisses me roughly. I moan as he pulls my shirt up, lightly trailing kisses up my stomach. Once he reaches my nipple, my groans get louder and I grab his hair. I pull it slightly as he attacks each hard nub. This only seems to egg him on, as he begins to move down to my pants. I shiver from the feel of his hands on my hips. He smiles and comes back up to my face.
"Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything more than this." He kisses me so sweetly that I swoon. I literally swoon.
"Thank you," I whisper. He smiles again and comes back down to my lips.
I don't even know how long we're making out. But when I hear a thud from off to the side, both Axel and I jump and turn to see what it was.
A woman stands there holding a few grocery bags. She has dark-brown hair that's been pulled up into a messy bun. Oh wait no, it's actually kind of red now that I look at it longer. She's wearing a turquoise blouse with a beige blazer and slacks. She's staring at the scene in front of her.
I'd put money down saying this was Axel's mother. Who just caught her son and some random guy making out on her couch.
Oh god.
"Ah!" I scream, pushing Axel off of me and onto the floor where he groans while holding his head. I pull my shirt down and realize that Axel stretched it out so my shoulders are even more exposed now. Great. "I-I'm sorry, I don't mean to intrude! Um, I-I'm-" What I am, is too shaken up to form a cognitively complete sentence.
She stares for another few seconds before bursting into laughter.
What?
"Oh my gosh, Axel who is this little jewel?" she say through her giggles.
Sitting up and rubbing his head, he answers, "Roxas. My domestically-violent boyfriend."
"Hey!" I protest.
"You are always hitting me in the head for some reason," Axel counters. I think back and realize that I do injure Axel a lot.
"Sorry Ax," I mumble. He just chuckles and rubs my face soothingly. I calm down immediately.
"So Roxas, this is the first I'm hearing of you," his mother interrupts. I smack Axel's hand away and blush crazily. How can he do all this lovey-dovey shit in front of his mom?!
"Really?" I question. From the way he talked to his friends about me all the time, I figured he'd at least mentioned it to his mom. Then again, I could understand why he wouldn't. Hell if I tell my mom I have a boyfriend now. She says she's fine now, with me being gay and all. But I think she's more fine with the idea. If she knew I actually had a boyfriend, it would become more "real", and she might relapse. Can't deal with that again.
"No mom. Remember that person I was talking about a while ago?" Axel said. He plonked down next to me on the sofa. I had to resist the urge to lean into his side.
"Hmm, let me think…is that the one when you were asking me tips on winning over someone?" she asked.
"That's the one," he replied.
"You asked for wooing tips from your mom?" I asked incredulously in his ear.
"I found my own methods to be a little over-the-top, so I just asked how to tone them down," he whispered back. He was just answering my question, but I'm still blushing from his voice right in my ear.
"Roxas dear, are you alright? Your face is very red," Axel's mom commented worriedly. I appreciate the concern but it is not helping.
"Yes, I'm fine. May I use your bathroom please?"
"Why are you being so polite?" him and his mom ask simultaneously. They look at each other and laugh, much to my continued embarrassment.
"Don't worry Roxy, you can do what you want," Axel says while ruffling my hair. I swat his hands away but he catches my arms and holds them tight. His mom laughs as we struggle on the couch.
"Yes Roxas, our home is your home. It's the least I can give for having you put up with my blockhead of a son. Did you know he set the house on fire once?"
I cease my struggling and stare wide-eyed at him.
"She exaggerates. So I may have lit a flame too many as a child. But only part of the laundry room was burned. On the bright side, we both got new clothes," Axel cheers. I shake my head.
"I can't believe I'm dating a pyromaniac…" I mumble.
"A lovable pyromaniac," he corrects.
"Lucky for you."
"I most definitely am." We both smile and he lightly tickles my side, but even that sends me into a fit of giggles.
"Well aren't you two just a picture. Ooh! Speaking of, let me get my camera!"
"Mom!" Axel growls.
"Oh sweetie, relax. It's not like you've ever brought anyone over before," his mom chastises. I look at him questioningly and he just shrugs. I'll have to ask him about that later.
His mom walks out of the room to, hopefully not, get an actual camera. I don't really know how to react, so I just look at Axel.
"I swear, I didn't know she was coming home early today," Axel tells me. I just chuckle.
"It's fine Axel. I needed to be getting home anyway." I stand up and stretch my arms up. Axel takes this opportunity to hug me from behind. "Can I help you, sir?"
"You know you can," he says lowly in my ear. My shiver causes him to grin against the skin on my neck.
"Axel…you know we can't…your mom…" I whisper.
A flash goes off and we turn to see his mother with a camera to her eye. "Shoot, I meant to take the flash off," his mom mutters.
"MOM." Axel lets me go and strides over to his mother who runs away. They chase each other around for a while before, somehow, his mom has him pinned on the floor. I can't hold in my laughter.
"Axel, you got beat by your mom!" I laugh.
"Hey! This woman is strong as hell!" he rebuts.
His mom chuckled in triumph on top of him. "Oh, Roxas dear, are you going?" she ask sadly after noticing I have my sweater on.
"Yeah, I gotta head home or my mom will worry." And we wouldn't want that.
"Alright then dear. It was so nice meeting you." She smiles and it reminds me of Axel's.
"You too," I say back, returning her smile.
"Axel, take him home!" his mother chastises.
"I would, if you got off of me!"
I'm still laughing as we walk out to his car. "Your mom is really cool."
"Yeah," he responds smiling. "Love her a bunch. She's pretty normal though. You know, caring, kind, annoying at times."
I snort at that. "Yeah, well, sometimes normal is good." He agrees as we get in the car. Once I'm strapped in I wait a moment before asking my next question. "What happened to your dad?"
He looks over at me before starting the engine. "Divorced."
"Ah," I say.
"It's not too much to worry about. My father cheated, my mom divorced him, now he's living with his other family. That's all. I still visit him. Custody issues and stuff."
"I see." I don't really know what to say. He drives me back to my house and this time it's my turn to linger in the car.
"Don't want to go?" he ask me quietly.
"Mm." I undo my seat belt. "But I have to."
Axel smiles a little sad. "I'll see you later then." He leans over to me, but I put my hands on his shoulders to stop him. "What's wrong?"
"Not in front of my house. But I'll text you later." I place my hand on his cheek before saying bye and getting out of the car. He drives off once I reach the door. I sigh and enter my house. It's surprisingly quiet, but I don't waste the opportunity to sneak upstairs to my room. God, what is wrong with me that I feel the need to sneak in my own house?
I shut my door and flop onto my bed, mentally exhausted. It has been a long day, and I'm ready to check out. But I've got homework that's not going to do itself, and I need to take a shower. As I'm drifting off into a quick nap, my door burst open. Wonder who that can be?
"Roooooox!" Sora yells.
Big surprise.
"Ever heard of that wonderful little invention called knocking?" I ask, still laying down.
"I did. You didn't answer. But I knew you were here cause I saw your light on. What's up bro? How was hanging out with Axel?" He flops onto my bed, bouncing me up. I growl at him and he just smiles.
"It was fine, I guess," I answer calmly.
"Just fine?" he inquires.
"What do you want me to say?"
"Well, I just thought that you would have had more fun or…wait, what is that?" Sora leans over and pokes me in the shoulder. I raise my eyebrow in question and look down. There's are red spots on my shoulder. Quickly realizing what they are, I grab my sweater from the foot of my bed and toss it on. "Are those…hickeys?"
"No!" I lie.
"You have hickeys! From who?" He gasps then. "Axel? Was it Axel who gave you those hickeys?!"
"Sora, lay off it," I say through gritted teeth.
"Are you and Axel," he starts, but then takes a moment for a dramatic gasp, "a thing?"
I don't answer for a good five seconds before Sora starts squealing. "What? I didn't say anything!"
"Yeah, but is it true?" he says excitedly.
"…yes."
"OH MY GOB!" he squeals again before I tackle him to the bed.
"Would you hush?" I harshly whisper. "What if mom hears?" I wasn't sure if she was home or not.
"Mom's not even here," he says in a muffled voice from under my hand. I sigh in relief and sit back so he can get up. "What's the big deal anyway? Didn't she say she was okay with it?"
"Yeah, but you know her definition of 'okay'," I say lowly.
"Yeah…you're right," he responds considerably less chipper. I pull him into a hug and ruffle his hair. "Hey!" He changes positions so I'm in a headlock and he returns the gesture. We goof around for a while before falling back on the bed breathless.
"Thanks Sora. I don't mean to burden you with this."
He rolls over on his belly and turns his head to face me. "Hey. You're never a burden bro. Whatever you're going through, I'm there with you."
I smile. "Yeah, but what if I'm kicked out again?" I question half-joking.
"I wouldn't let mom and dad do that again. I'm not that little kid anymore." I smile at that. "And if somehow they do? Then I guess Auntie will have both her nephews wreaking havoc under her roof." We laugh for a minute over what her face would look like if that happened.
"Trust me, I'll be damned if I stay at her house again," I say between chuckles.
"We can find our own place!" Sora cheers out of nowhere.
"Hmm…doesn't sound too bad. We can get an apartment."
"Two bedrooms, bathrooms, a living room and a kitchen!"
"Ooh, I want a balcony!"
"With a Jacuzzi!"
"That faces the moon at night!"
"And the sunrise in the morning!"
"With a big old tree right next to it!"
"That you can climb! And we can make that tree fort we always wanted to build! Cloud promised he'd help, remember?"
"I remember. That was a long time ago," I say, remembering our promise from our childhood.
"Promises don't break with time."
I stare at him for a moment. "Wow. I think that's the wisest thing I've ever heard you say." We play fight again for a while before we're interrupted by a knock on my door.
"Hello honey's," mom says from the doorway.
"Hi mom," Sora and I greet simultaneously.
Mom puts her hand to her chest in glee. She loves when we do 'twin' things. "How are my boys?"
"Fine," we say again. She squeaks a little.
"Me and Rox are going to get an apartment," Sora chirps. I gape at him like he's a madman.
"Oh, you wouldn't want to do that. You've got so much time left, you don't have to worry about those adult things. Just stay here, with mommy, forever. Now then, go wash up for dinner. It should be ready in 45 minutes."
Sora and I glance at each other silently. "…okay." She walks out after that, humming to herself.
"She does realize that we're turning 16, not 6, right?" I whisper to my brother.
"Mm. I think she might, not…you know." I don't respond to that, but I understand what he's trying to say. "Well, I'm gonna go 'wash up' and stuff. See you at dinner?"
"T-45."
…
Here we go, first day back with Axel, as a…couple. Oh my god, I can't even believe it. And this is me we're talking about. I said I wasn't going to date. I didn't want to date. Well…I guess that was in the past. I should move on, no, need to move on with my life now.
I cut through the parking lot to get to my hang out, when I see a familiar red civic parked but still running. I skip over and see the one and only Axel head down on the steering wheel. Mornings really aren't his thing. After banging on the glass once, he jerks up, turning to the window to see me chuckling.
"I fell asleep again?" he groans after rolling down the window.
"Seems like it. What do you mean 'again' though?"
"Uh, nothing. Never mind." He rolls the window back up to turn off the car and get out.
"Hey, what is it?"
Axel just glances down at me as we walk through the parking lot seemingly debating if he wants to tell me. He better! "Well…I wanted to meet you after seeing you in X. So I waited for you outside of the school the next morning, but I fell asleep while waiting."
"You know I don't go into the school in the morning right?"
"Well I know that now," he says grabbing my hand. Dammit, and now I'm blushing. I was working so hard to keep it under control. But a sleep-mussed Axel, especially one that's holding my hand, is too cute for me to handle. Despite the embarrassment, I smiled with glee. I felt this weird fuzzy-warm inside. It felt good.
Axel let my hand go for a moment to pull something from his pocket. …oh no. "Please tell me you are not about to smoke?"
He pauses before lighting the cigarette already in his mouth. "Um, if you don't mind. You want me to wait till you go to class?"
"No. I'd really like it if you didn't smoke at all," I state plainly. He starts choking on nothing, but looks at me confused. I mean I'll admit, the smell of clove cigarettes on him is pretty intoxicating, but the taste is not something I enjoy at all.
"But Roxy," he sighs sadly, taking it out of his mouth.
"Please?" I look up at him through my absurdly long lashes, knowing I've already won. I throw in a pout for good measure.
He looks at me, then the cigarette, then back at me. Sighing, he puts it back in the box and tosses the whole thing in the trash can we pass by on the way out of the parking lot. "Happy?"
"Ecstatic, love." I pull him down into a sweet kiss.
"Mm…if I'm going to be getting these all the time, it might be worth it," Axel says.
"Might?" I question, running my hand down his front stopping right before his pants.
"Worth it. Absolutely worth it."
I smirk as we head to my…to our spot.
…
"What's got you on cloud nine?" Yuffie asks me as we're hanging out backstage during our lunch.
"I don't know what you're talking about," I say in a mono-tone voice. But I can't really help my cheeks stretching my face into an everlasting grin.
"He's just over the moon now that he's finally going out with Axel," Sora chirps.
"What?!" Yuffie and Riku, who's been mostly quiet this whole time, shriek.
"Oh, I didn't tell you guys? So sorry," I say, hiding my smirk. I know how Yuffie likes being in the know, so this shock is shocking.
"You little brat," Riku says, but comes over to ruffle my hair anyway. "Good job." I say my thanks. For both the congrats and for messing up my hair.
"Get your sarcastic ass over here, you," Yuffie says with a smile. I trot over and she engulfs me in a hug. Wow, this is really touching for Yuffie. "So you finally did it. You went and got that stick from your butt." And it's ruined.
"Had to have it surgically removed. Hurt like a bitch, but it was worth it," I joke. While we're all chatting and I get relentlessly teased by Yuffie and Riku, I get a text. "Oop. Gotta go guys, I'll see you later."
"Text from the bae?" Yuffie snickers.
"No, not Axel."
"Who then?" Sora ask.
"Future investments." They all look at me confused but I just shrug and leave the TLE chill spot to get to the cafeteria. Eventually I get there and I see Marluxia waiting by the salad bar.
"Debt collector," Marluxia greets.
"'Future investment'," I respond back.
"To think, two losses in the same month? I'm losing my game here." He pulls out his wallet and hands me a twenty.
"Well, it wasn't wise to bet against me concerning Axel," I snicker.
"Who would have guessed he'd give up smoking within 24 hours of your dating?"
"I did obviously, since I'm now 20 bucks richer."
We laugh for a minute over that then say our goodbyes. Marluxia says before he leaves, "Oh, and do remind Cloud that he still needs to give me my money."
"For what?" I ask.
"He came late yesterday and left after the cafeteria-catastrophe." Is that what people are calling it? "He never gave me the money for the bet I won."
"Which was?"
"When Axel would actually let you meet us," he winks. I nod my head in understanding.
"What did you bet?"
"A week."
"A week?!"
"A week after he told us collectively as a group," he explains.
"Oh. Well that's some confidence."
"When you're in the game for as long as I've been, you can read people very easily."
"So what happened this time?" I smirk.
"Alas, I hadn't realized just how submissive he was. I've been trying to get him to stop smoking those things since freshman year, and he never once considered it. How did you get him to do it?" he asks, suddenly interested.
I fiddle with my hands and look down. "I uh…just asked him."
"You just asked?" Marluxia says astounded.
"Yeah."
"Well. He never once listened to me when I asked!" Marluxia puffs.
"That's because you're not a blue-eyed blondie," I snicker making him laugh.
"I'm sure he wouldn't if Cloud asked him either." We had a good laugh out loud at that as well. Marluxia is so fun to hang out with! We part ways and I return back to my friends.
"What are you doing here?" Yuffie immediately asks me upon my return.
"Um, sorry? Last time I checked, this was my spot too."
She scoffs at me. "Yeah whatever. But I figured you'd stay with Lynch and eat each other's faces off."
Sometimes with Yuffie…you know what? Never mind. "Sorry to disappoint, but no. We decided to just wait until after school for that wonderfully described activity. I do have other friends, you know?"
"Aw, you talking about us?" Riku taunts.
"What? Oh no, I'm talking about my other group of friends that I'm in a secret band with and waste my time having pointless conversations. Much like this one right now."
Riku looks ready to strangle me. Sora grabs hold of him around his waist before he reaches my throat. This subdues him into a flush induced coma. "Riku, stop trying to attack my brother. Rox, stop being a butt-face," he says. You know, I would be able to take him seriously if he wasn't pouting.
"Kay," I tell him. He smiles and let's Riku go. When his back is turned I stick my tongue out at Riku.
"And how old are we turning this year?" he spouts.
"Same age as Sora," I respond. That leaves him speechless. Yuffie snickers and gives me a high five. My friends, ladies and gentlemen.
It's finally the weekend, thank god. Axel asked me to go somewhere with him tonight. He wouldn't tell me where, bastard, but he told me to be ready by 5. I tell mom I'm going to school for an activity, which is technically true because I am meeting Axel at the school and we are engaging in the activity. Extracurricular activity. I say bye to Sora who gives me hell over where I'm actually going. Eventually I tell him I'm hanging out with Axel. Which preceded in squeals that I immediately had to put a stop to. Axel is waiting for me on the front steps when I get there. I try not to swoon at the loveliness of it all. I wasn't some teenage love-struck girl who happily sighed every time she saw her boyfriend.
…oh my god, I am exactly like a love-struck teenage girl.
"Roxy," Axel greets me as I compose myself before tapping his shoulder.
"Axel. So? Where are we headed today?"
"Well if I told you, it wouldn't be a surprise." He grabs my hand and we head to his car.
"You know, I never much liked surprises." Living with Sora who was always fun, games and pranks, you actually came to despise surprises. He had once put hair dye in my conditioner. Riku and Yuffie were calling me "Strawberry Shortcake" for a week. "Nope. Really don't like them very much."
"We'll see if I can't change your mind," he says with a smirk. We drive through downtown on the way to wherever were going. I remember when he took me to this really cool café down here the other day. They made the best vente latte I'd ever had.
We keep going, driving past trees and what looks like the countryside. I think I remember coming out here once with Cloud and his family. "Where are we going?"
Axel side glances at me for a moment then looks back at the road. "Wow, you really don't like surprises."
"Yeah. Like, people think molesting you in your sleep is a nice surprise."
"One time, and I swear you'll never let me live it down," Axel jokes, making me laugh. "There's a smile."
"What? It's not like I was feeling down before."
"Yeah, but I like when you smile. So I want you to always smile and be happy."
…this guy is perfect. I hadn't thought that such a little thing can make me so happy. And it's always been the little things with Axel that send me over the moon.
"'Kay, we're here." I look out my window and gasp.
Did I say the little things? I also meant the super awesome big things too.
"This…it can't be…" I say quietly as I stare at the people crowded around the make-shift stage in the middle of a large grass field.
"Come, let's go get a good spot," Axel says smiling. He opens my side of the door and pulls me out of the passenger seat. I was incapable of walking on my own so Axel had to pull me along the whole way. Once we get to the outskirt of the crowd, Axel pushes and shoves until we finally make our way to the front. I stare up at Axel wide-eyed. He chuckles at my dumbfound look. He points to the stage and I look up as all the air in my body escapes.
Imagine Dragons just stepped onto the stage.
AND I AM OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT!
They start playing the first chords of my favorite song by them, "Radioactive" and now I literally flip out. I shout and cheer like everyone else present.
I'm waking up to ash and dust
I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust
I'm breathing in the chemicals
I'm breaking in I'm shaping up
Then checking out on the prison bus
This is it the apocalypse
Chorus:
I'm waking up
I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems glow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age x2
Whoa, whoa I'm radioactive, radioactive x2
This is freaking amazing! This is so cool! Imagine Dragons is right in front of me! I look at Axel who's grinning from ear to ear, and I pull him into my arms. I hug his torso as tight as I can. "Thank you! Thank you so much Axel, I love you!" Oh crap, what did I just say? I love Axel? Said man taps his ear, showing he couldn't hear me. I just shake my head and breathe a quick sigh of relief. The greatest band to ever live runs through a few more of their songs, ending with "Demons" (squeal). They wave at the hundreds of people at the secret private concert. I wave my hands frantically cheering. Dan Reynolds looks down at me and I stop moving. He throws me a wink and goes off the stage where people are bombarding them. I sway on my feet where Axel catches me. When it calms down a little we walk away from the crowd and back to Axel's car, amidst the countless others.
Once inside, I breathe a sigh of absolute contentment. "Axel. That was the best. Thank you."
"Still don't like surprises?" he asks.
I shake my head vehemently. This was the best surprise I could have asked for. "How did you find out about this?"
"Some research. A little bribing and cashing in on a lot of favors," he says. I smile at him. He went through all of that for me.
"Axel, thank you so much. You have no idea how happy I am right now."
"Yeah I could see." He looks a little upset for a moment. "I think that guy on guitar was looking at you."
"Who, Dan? You really think he was looking at me? Oh my god!" I squeal again. I think I hit a record today.
This doesn't seem to make Axel the least bit happy. "Do you like him?"
"Yeah, I totally love Danny!" I say cheerfully. Axel's frown deepens and I wonder what's wrong. Oh, could it be that? "Axel, are you jealous?"
He looks at me in the eyes. I don't look away and he sighs. "It's pathetic, but I am. I mean, the dudes hot, he can sing, play guitar. Seems like he's right up your ally." He resigns to looking out the front window.
I chuckle at him after a moment where he looks at me a little annoyed. "Axel, if Dan was 'right up my ally' as you said, do you think I'd be dating you, stupid?"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
I sigh and unbuckle my seat belt. "It means that tall red-heads with emerald jewel eyes who tells the stupidest jokes that make me crack up anyway with the sweetest personality that I love from the bottom of my heart are more 'up my ally'."
He looks at me wide-eyed. "Roxy…what did you just say?"
"You…really want me to repeat myself?"
"No, no. That last thing you said. You love me?"
I fiddle with a string coming out of the front seat before looking up boldly. "I do."
Fireworks went off outside, lighting up the inside of the car in hues of pink and green. If that wasn't a cliched coincidence, I don't know what is. I went to see what was happening, but Axel grabbed my shoulders, turning me to him and connecting our lips. It's sweet and short. We slowly pull back, and Axel's eyes are filled with so much passion. I blush and almost feel like crying for no reason. I just feel choked up all of a sudden.
Axel jerks me over to the driver's seat. Since he's already occupying it, I ended up straddling him. "A-Axel?!" He doesn't answer me, just kisses me again. Our tongues swirl together, not fighting, but melting into one. I drop my head back gasping for air. Axel pulls me forward by the waist so our bodies are right up against each other, making me squeal. I can feel his hard-on through his jeans and it's making me even hornier. I'm panting slightly by this point. I don't think kisses are going to suffice anymore right now. Axel looks like he wants to go farther, but settles on suckling on my neck. "Ah!" I gasp. He nips my shoulder blade over and over and my pants get harder. "Axel…stop, ah! Stop messing around…"
"My bad. Got a little carried away," he apologizes. He sits up in the seat from where he slid down slightly. We both groan loudly at the rubbing of our groins from the motion. Looking at each other for a moment, I brace myself before Axel continues to move his hips up and down. He's groaning really loudly and I just grab onto the front of his shirt for support.
"Ah, ah, Axel…more," I moan. Oh god, was that my voice just now?! I sounded so…so sexual.
This only seems to egg him on as he unbuckles the front of his jeans. I take a peek down and my face immediately heats back up. They made him huge in every aspect, didn't they?
I'm not sure what to do at this juncture. I've never gone this far with a guy before. Axel seems to be streets ahead because he's already unbuckling my pants too. My cock springs out and I groan from the cool air in the car hitting my bare skin. He grabs both our dicks in his hand making me groan even louder. His skin is so hot, it almost feels like it's burning me. As he begins pumping slowly, I start to pant. This man is making me feel even better than I usually do. Maybe because it's more fun when you do it with someone else. Or maybe it's just because it's Axel. Speaking of the man, his face in contorted in so much pleasure, it's like I just told him he won the lottery.
"Roxy," Axel grumbles sexily, and it's enough to immediately send me over the edge. With a few more pumps, my cum shoots out onto his hand. I lean on his chest for support.
"Sorry," I mumble.
"Nothing to be sorry about, love," he says quietly.
"But you're still hard," I point out. He readjusts himself so it's not as obvious, but I shoo his hands away and slide down in front of him so I'm partly under the steering wheel. His eyes widen in shock as I coil my hand around his length. He sucks in a quick breath of air from the pressure. "Sorry, did that hurt?"
"No love, the exact opposite," he chuckles. Moving my hand up and down silences his laughter which is replaced with groans. After giving it a good coat of precum, I move my head so it's directly over his groan. "You don't have to do this if you don't want to." I blow on his penis, making him shudder.
"I'm doing this because I want to. Now shut up and let me work," I say.
"Aye, aye," Axel grins. Hesitating momentarily (once again, virgin in all senses), I take him in slowly. He moans slowly as I try to get in as much as I can. I guess I go a little too far because I start gagging. Taking him out quickly I cough a few times, trying to hold it back.
"Are you okay, love?" Axel asks, concerned.
Am I okay? Am I okay? I am mortified. I nearly vomited on my boyfriend's dick while giving him head, which I was doing because I came too fast. And he asks if I'm okay…
I'm sure my face is as red as Axel's mane right now, and I just want to hop out of the car and jump into a river. I'm literally on the verge of tears I'm so embarrassed.
"Hey, Roxy, it's okay. Hey, look at me." I stop avoiding eye contact and look into his emerald jewels. "These things happen. And I'm assuming you've never done a blow-job before." I shake my head vigorously. "And that's fine. The gag-reflex is expected if you're not use to it. It's okay. Just don't take it all in." I nod slightly and continue to look at the floor of the car. I want to try again, but I don't want to give Axel a bad experience. He deserves better.
Axel lifts my chin up with his hand. "You can try again if you want. Or you can stop. It's up to you love, no pressure." He smiles at me, and I have to force back my tears. I have the greatest boyfriend in the world.
"I-I want to try again…if that's okay with you…I'm inexperienced so I don't know if I can do it well…" I voice my earlier thoughts.
"Let me show you then." He moves his hand from my chin to my hair. Softly grasping a few locks, he guides my head back to his cock. I open my mouth to take him in again. He stops before I get too far down on his length and gingerly pulls my head back and forth. Axel groaning regularly now, I swallow, causing my mouth to tighten. His hold on my head tightens and he jerks my head roughly forward. "S-sorry," he manages to get out, short of breath.
"If-opay. Be-bough-ib-boo-ban-boo," I mumble around him. (It's okay. Be rough if you want to.)
"Ah! Ah, Roxy! Don't talk with my dick in your mouth!" he grunts.
"Borry," I apologize, thinking I did something wrong. Instead, Axel picks back up once again, faster and rougher. I swirl my tongue around him with pleasurable results.
"Ah, ah, Roxy. Ah, your mouth is so warm. That feels so good," he pants in ecstasy. I smile on the inside and lave my tongue against his tip and down his length on every push. "Ah, I-I'm so close…ah, Roxy!" I can feel him tightening up and before I even think of pulling back, he cums straight into my mouth. I gather it all in my cheeks until I reflexively swallow. Hm. Never tasted cum before. It taste…weird. Like, sour and sweet at the same time. Axel's taking heavy breaths as he recovers from his orgasm. Quickly, he realizes I'm still on him, and he pulls my head back. I wipe my mouth and lick off the excess cum. Mm, Axel.
"Ah Roxy…that is quite the little mouth you have there for an inexperienced virgin," he jokes. I smile as I go back to sit in the passenger's seat.
"Well, I have always been told I'm quite the quick learner."
Yeah, so. Yup. Hope you liked it, let me know what you think, pointers, comments, compliments (haha, let me stop). See you in the next chapter (which will hopefully be soon OvO)