CHAPTER 10:

Alec POV:

"Jace, It isn't like I would just stop being a shadowhunter! We would still fight together! We just wouldn't just...wouldn't be bonded."

"But Alec...it's us. We have always had our bond. Why would you want to get rid of it? I just don't understand...I always thought Magnus would get sick of you and dump you! What happens when he breaks up with you for the next warlock or vampire? What will you do then huh? break that bond like it is no big deal JUST LIKE YOU ARE DOING WITH OUR BOND?!"

Jace was getting really mad and i was starting to cry. I never cry in front of Jace. My voice had started to break in between every few words. "Jace. I...I just don't know what to say. I...I...I am so sorry but I just thought you would want t...to k...k...know. O...o...or e...e...even help me...e...e decide. I a...a...am so...o...o sorry."

"No! Just shut up! Sorry isn't good enough! You betrayed me for a warlock! Just get the fuck out of my face!"

Jace stormed past me and into what i assumed was the room Hailey had assigned to him.

"Well, h...he...hell." I sunk to my knees and sat on the floor. What the hell was I going to do? Jace reacted in the worst way possible. I felt Magnus come over to rub my back.

"I am so sorry, my little love. I know this is terrible for you." Magnus leaned his head in close to mine. "I love you Alexander."

"I love you too, Magnus. And, yes this is rather terrible. You tell your brother you want to spend eternity with the man you love and he practically disowns you. Yes, that would make for a bad day."

"I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do?" I know that Magnus felt bad but I couldn't deal with anyone at that moment. "No, Magnus, you can't I am going to my room."

I sulked into what was Magnus and my room but now it was my room back at the Institute. I closed the door behind me and flopped down onto my bed. I heard a knock at the door. "Whoever it is go away."

My visitor opened the door and walked in any ways. "Hey, Alec."

"What do you want, Jace?"

"Alec, I love you. Not as a brother. As...um...more than a friend...or brother."

"Jace...what are you saying?"

"Alec, I am saying that I love you and that I want to be with you!" All at once Jace rushed me and started kissing me...alot.

"Um, Jace, I don't think that this is a good idea. You should probably stop now." But Jace was working magic and my breath caught. Jace pushed me down on the bed. This was going way too far. "Jace, I said stop." I tried to push him away but he kept kissing me. Jace was a good kisser, like a really good kisser, but something was off. It was like he wasn't into it. Now I used all of my strength and pushed him off of me. I knew from practicing together that he was slightly stronger than me but he was not expecting me to push. He was on his back on my bed and I was across the room in about 10 seconds.

"What the hell, Alec? I thought you loved me?" He looked a little hurt but mostly pissed.

"Jace, that was before I came out. If I had really loved you I would have come out of the closet for you, not Magnus."

"Whatever. You can't just stop loving someone Alec! I should never have even come here."

"Oh yeah? Well what about Clary? I thought you loved her too? Or is she just your "cover" so no one knew that you loved me? Either you are REALLY convincing when you are with Clary or you are lying to me and I vote for the later. So what are you really up too Jace?"

"I'm not up to anything Alec. I love you! And Clary. I don't know!" And with that Jace got off of the bed and stormed out of the room.

I sat down on the corner of my bed. "What the hell?"