Chapter 11

Tris POV

As I look over to where Sky normally monitors me, I see him. He is standing there with his eye staring at me. I not sure what I can see buried in them. Anger Hurt betrayal, I'm scared to look at him. We promised no more secrets, I promised that I would never leave him and that is exactly what I did. I Put Caleb of all people ahead of the promise that I had made to Tobias. All I have wanted is to see him to tell him I was alive but now, now I just feel fear that he will reject me he threatened me with that last time he said we would be over, what if we are. I look away from his eyes scared that I would see the truth in them.

I climb down from the table and stand look and round me and realise that Sky and 2 others are stood in the room.

"Right so what the plan? Who do we get out?"

I see Sky look at one of the men and Say

"Before we leave I need to get the meds for Tris they are in her room. She will need them after what she has been through."

Before I let her continue I say

"It's because of The paralytic that Matthew gave me. It not out of my system and completing the Sims is really Draining,"

I have always been rubbish at lying I am just hoping with everything going on no one will notice.

Sky doesn't say anything and I hope she has received the silent message that I'm not ready to talk about the baby. I don't know why. The biggest thing I don't understand is why I haven't run into Tobias's arms why am I still standing by this table. I look up at him once more and I'm not sure what I see. I slowly walk towards him. Unsure about what he will say and do. I've not been unsure of him since the first time he kissed me. I guess that I'm scared that he will push me away because I left him. The fear is short lived as I reach him I barely have time to breath before he sweeps me up in his arms, he holds me against his chest and kisses my forehead and whispers in my ear.

"That's the only time I will never let you leave my side again. Where you go I go. I love you Tris."

I can feel tears on my cheeks and hadn't even realised I was crying.

I hear someone cough and I turn around.

"That's great" says the Guy that came in with Tobias

"but we have to go now."

If you really need these meds we have to be fast. I don't know how much looped footage they have so we are going to have to pray that it is enough and that no one Works it out.

He takes Sky's hand in hers and he guard that was with us earlier leads the way out and we follow. We have running for a short time and I quickly start to feel dizzy. I start to stumble and fall but Tobias lifts me in to his arms and Carries me.

The guy with Sky turns and says to Tobias.

"Get her to the control room. We will meet you there. Ife we not there in 10 you need to make your way out. Sky can get me out. We will meet back at Benjamin's. "

At the next corridor Sky goes right and we head left. I've never been this way before and so now I really am in Tobias hands.

We get to a locked Door and Tobias uses a code to open it. As we enter he sets me down on a chair. My heads stops spinning and I can look around. That's when I see Christina for the first time and notice how many people they are in the room. They all look familiar in some way. I see Zeke straight away then realise the others that are there are Peter Drew Edward and Molly. I cant for the life of me think why they are here now. Before I have a chance to think I hear the door open Behind me and I see Sky and the 2 men enter.

I hear voices in the back ground but I am feeling so tired once again I can't concentrate on what people are saying around me. They are all standing up and I figure it's time to leave. As I stand my Legs Crumble beneath me and everything goes black.

Tobias POV

Tris has been asleep for 2 hours since she passed out. Sky said it is because of the physical stress of the Sim but I'm starting to feel as if there is something that she isn't telling me.

I look down at her I brush the hair from her face she hasn't had time to talk to me so I can't think that's she is keeping secrets but when she does it usually ends up with her nearly being killed or being killed. I kiss her forehead and she stirs. She starts to open her eyes and looks at me.

She looks scared she reaches a hand to and touch my face as if I'm going to disappear. When I don't she launches herself at me sobbing wrapped in my arms I hold her until she is able to breath properly again. After about 20 minutes she looks up in to my eyes.

"Sorry" she whispers

"I thought I was in another sim, I thought you would just disappear again."

I smile at her holding her close

"I promised I was never going to let you leave my side again and I meant it. I've just spent 2 hours watching you sleep because I was so scared that if I left the room you wouldn't be here when I got back"

She smiles at that. I know I have to ask her, to prove to her I'm not going to let her go ever again.

"Tris I know that this isn't exactly romantic or the best place or how I even ever pictured doing this but since I thought were dead I have been dead. I died with you when you got shot. I need to know that we are going to be together that you will always be by my side. I love you so much and I'm nothing without you. Will you marry me?"

She stares up at me I'm expecting an answer I'm expecting her to say no. She is only 17 but I still hope that she can love me as much as I love her.

"I need to tell you something first" She whispers

I knew she was keeping something from me. Every bad thought that I can think of goes through my head, every reason that I have told myself why she wouldn't marry me. That's she realised that she doesn't love me. What she says is the biggest shock of all.

"I'm pregnant" her voice is a whisper full of fear.

Why is she scared to tell me that? Before I can respond she speaks again her voice is stronger this time.

"Tobias I know this isn't actually what either of us thought would happen and I can understand that you might not want a child and if that is the case I will understand it but. Since I found out I have fighting in those sims, I wasn't only fighting for me I was fighting for our baby. If you want to marry me, it would be both of us. Like I said I understand but…"

I don't let her finish. I sweep her up in my arms.

"That's what you were scared of telling me the fact we are going to be parents? Yes, it is a bit earlier then I would have planned but that's all I have ever wanted. Form the moment that you landed in the net at Dauntless I couldn't keep my eyes off of you, I never dreamt that you could feel anything for me. But the fact you wanted me that you said you loved me. Since then all I have wanted is to be with you. So will you marry me and have a family with me?"

Tris has tears in her eyes she nods her head unable to speak but the look on her face is enough to tell me everything. I lift her in to my arms and swing her round kissing her. We fall back on the bed together she is holding my face in her hands kissing me her hands trail down my back and begin to lift the hem of my t-shirt. All I can think of is the sparks of electricity that is traveling through my body.

"Cough cough"

I look up and See Caleb standing in the door way

I stand up and Tris is on the bed burying her face in her pillow Bushing furiously and giggling. Her Abnegation is showing again and she is so Beautiful.

"Kyia said that we need to look at getting on the move. Matthew knows that Sky is Kyia's family and this will be the first place they come looking. I was going to ask you to wake Tris but I guess that is moot point right know. How quickly can you be ready to Leave?"

Caleb has tension in his voice I don't know if it because of finding me on the bed with Tris or because of the fact that we need to go. I decide that I will cross that issue when I have to. I look down and Tris and she smiles at me and nods. I reach out for her and she laces her fingers with mine. We walk out the house there are 3 trucks outside. I absently start to stroke my thumb over the back of Tris's hand one of the smallest things I have missed the most. Everyone Is piling into the trucks. I walk to the one I had driven before Caleb tells me that Kyia id driving and we can jump in the back. I go to argue but then realise if I'm not driving then I can sit in the back with Tris in my arms and concentrate on her. It's starting to get dark and I know that we will be driving all night. We climb in the back and as soon as Tris is curled up in my lap I whisper in her ear

"I love you"

"I love you too"

"I love you three"

"And I love you four" She whispers pressing her lips to mine.

Kyia Starts the truck and starts to drive. I see Tris look down at her stomach and she places her hand protectively over it. I place my hand over hers

"And I love this one as well" I whisper it in her ear so that no one else can hear. I don't think either of us are ready to tell Caleb about this yet.

She smiles up at me closing her eyes. I watch her until I hear her breathing relax.

"What's the plan Caleb where do we go from here?"

He turns around in his seat and says.

"We should stop when we are about an hour away from the airport and get everyone's opinions but from what Sky was saying earlier our only option may be to get everyone who is still living on the fringe near Chicago into the city it may be the only safe place. When I spoke to Amar before we left he said that he had discovered that the video feeds where still working, they were being sent to Boston. They must have known we were coming I just don't understand how we got her out if that was the case."

I didn't want to think about the chance that they had known and that there was already a plan in place for them to take Tris again. I looked down at her sleeping quietly on me. I would do anything to protect her, no to protect them. They were my family now. I kissed Tris on the head and then closed my eyes knowing that at least for now she was safe with me.