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a week later -Carolines POV
i stayed in my room the entire time, avoiding every one. thats how long it has been since i fed. every night since i been here i woke up with a dream of damon, always one of my repressed memories.
after all this time i had it locked away and i havent been that bothered by him. i mean i havent forgiven or forgotten but i feel numb when it comes to him, maybe a bit moody.
hes dead,i killed him. whats wrong with me?" i said sitting on the truck, carters body behind me.
"hey, hey its okay. i can help you" damon said.
"you can?" i asked.
"yeah i have to" he said
"what are you going to do?" i asked as he moved hair from my face
"the only thing i can do... im going to kill you" i inhaled a few breaths before hopping down and standing in front of him.
"please dont, i dont want to die" i said crying again.
"yeah but youre already dead." damon said sweetly.
"no im not, dont say that okay? just help me. okay?" i begged.
"okay" he said
"okay, just please" i kept begging as he came closer.
"okay"
"please please" i begged again my voice going hoarse
"okay youre going to be okay...shh, its the only way." he said as he brought me into a hug and tried to stake me from behind. stefan whooshed over and knocked damon away just in time.
"ugh stefan" damon said looking up to stefan from the ground
"get away from me, you killed me!" i yelled and cried as katherine moved torward me.
"no no no no that wasnt me, you know that, that was katherine." elena said.
"no! then why did she look like you?! and why, why did she do this to me?!" i asked freaking out.
"stefan we got to get her inside" elena said turning to stefan
"its alright caroline come with me" stefan said as he came to me.
"she will die, its just a matter of time" damon said starring at us.
"yeah? maybe so, but its not going to happen today!" stefan said sternly looking at damon.
"oh yeah it is" damon flashed over but not before elena could run infront of me before damon could stake me.
"damon she is my friend" elena said as she looked at damon and the stake thats aimed for her heart that was meant for mine.
"what ever happens its on you!" damon said pointing at elena.
i gasped awake from my sleep. i fought to catch the breath that i didnt need. i had that heart clenching moment and now i felt giddy and fluttery as i relaxed and tried not to cry some more. i moved my hand to my heart as my eyes watered.
i jumped when i felt arms around me. i smelt klaus scent and calmed down. i felt my chest heaving against his as i cried some more.
"its okay caroline" klaus said and looked at me noticing my greying skin and the dark circles under my eyes.
i cleared my throat "what are you doing in here?" i asked quietly.
klaus looked at the door where henrik and bonnie was standing. "you were screaming and talking in your sleep sweet heart." klaus said moving my hair away from my face.
"im fine" i said and laid back down. " sorry i woke you all, you can go now" i said and turned away from klaus.
i heard the door shut and two set of feet walk away but klaus was still on the bed.
"i heard what you were saying. im glad stefan saved you from who ever" klaus said.
"i guess" i said for a reply.
" who was trying to kill you?" he asked.
"damon" i said "matts sister was turned before me and it didnt end well for her, under that assumption he thought that i wouldnt beable to handle it." i said for stefans sake.
"will you show me?" klaus asked.
"im bloody and gross when this happened, incase you didnt hear the beginning of how this started"
" i heard" he said "please" he asked. i bit my lip considering.
i took a deep breath and sighed. "fine" i said and he grabbed my hand and i sat up in the bed.
i closed my eyes so i wouldnt have to see his reactions, i felt his mind open for me and i showed him that night from the moment i seen carter to when stefan was in the bathroom helping me. i showed him how bonnie was repulsed by me.
i stopped the memory at that but didnt open my eyes.
"thank you for sharing that, so that was your first kill?" he asked and i finally opened my eyes.
"yup" i said.
"i felt your emotions through that, which is odd because normally that doesnt happen" he said.
"i wanted you to get the full experience" i said shrugging "too much?"
"no, not at all."
"yeah now you got your glimpse of my past and how crazy my emotions can get" i said and looked away before standing up off the bed and away from him.
"you have alot more control than i thought" he said and i laughed.
"you should have seen the rest of my personality when i was first turned." i stopped and laughed again. " my whole personality was killing me." i said repeating what i said to stefan at the swimming hole on the lockwood property.
i walked over to the wardrobe, pulling it open for the second time and pulling out a dress and the thing that goes under it.
"i havent fed in like a week so im going to go out." i said to klaus.
"do you want company?" he asked as i moved the foldable wall thing in the room to change.
"sure, i guess i should stop my mopeing now" i said as i put the white corset dress on. it was tight on my breasts and on my upper waist before it turned into a glad these corsets dont have strings. i looked at the dress i picked out and decided i didnt like it.
i walked back to the wardrobe and hung the dress back up before going for a blue dress that had black lace on it. when you moved the blue part it would change from dark blue to light blue.
the dress had a small train to it. the sleeves were just black lace and it was open shoulder. it scooped down into a sweetheart neckline. the black lace going above the blue down the whole upper half before the lace went into a V down to the bottom of the skirt.
i turned and looked at klaus. "whose room was this? and whose clothes am i wearing" i asked as i walked closer with the dress in my hand. i saw him swallowing as he glanced at the corset dress i was wearing and then meeting my eyes.
"they were for a queen" he said and my eyes widened.
" a queen?" i asked surprised remembering my letter to nik.
"sometimes the royals come to visit when i come to town" klaus shrugged and then smirked at me. i heard him chuckle and i rolled my eyes, my mood already cheering up. i let slip a small smile.
i unbuttoned the dress in the back and shimmied it on.
"well, i offically miss wearing pants...whats it been? 4 months? and that 13th century fashion does not suit me" i said carrying on the conversation just for noise.
"you could pull off a rag, love" klaus said smiling.
i smiled back "yeah...No" i said shaking my head. "um could you button this" i said as i pulled the dress on all the way and holding the front.
"of course, sweet heart" klaus stood from the bed and walked behind me
"just becareful my shoulders still sore from when we got here" i said and he sighed and buttoned each little button up my back.
he stood back when he finished. " i like the new hairstyle" klaus comments and i reach my hand up to my hair, i had completely forgotten i cut my hair.
"thanks" i said and then looked at the jewelry on the vanity that goes in the hair, beads and stuff."im not keeping it long though, as soon as we move on im cutting it again. this is too much work."
"do you mind?" i asked pointing to the stuff on the vanity.
"not at all, have at it." he said and i sat down at the vanity and klaus sat on the bed as henrik walked in.
i did a few braids and wrapped it from one side of my head to the other with most my hair still down and there were black beads intwined into the braid with a few ribbons hanging down with my curls. klaus walked out to get ready.
i did my make up and then stood ready. i havent wore make up in about two months, i didnt feel right wearing anything nice when we were in france, it seemed innapropriate but i drew the line at the bathing. i was getting my bath every day. i wasnt about to be as filthy as the humans were.
"where are you going?" henrik asked grabbing a curl and bouncing it up and down until i pushed his hand away.
"your going to mess my hair up" i complained and he laughed " going for some air and hunting"
"can i come" he asked.
"i dont mind" i said as my phone beeped.
i walked over to my phone and opened it up.
your mom wants to know how your trip is going and if the coffee creamer was good, she said it tastes off -elena
our trip is going great. i have learned and experience a lot. remember how i said we went to france in 1349? yeah well we stayed in one of klaus' castles but thats not the point. france is like a black whole at that time along with the rest of europe.
the black death aka the plague was in and its horrible elena. ive watched so many people die.
anyways now we're in 1514 london. we are staying at one of klaus' other and better castles lol im wearing a queens dress. ill take a picture and send it to
as for the creamer can you tell her its good? i spiked it with my blood as a precaution incase anything happened to her while i was gone, she can have a second chance.
love you -care
i wrote that paragraph and didnt notice klaus and henrik talking beside me.
"i got the carriage ready" klaus said and i nodded looking over both his and henriks attire. nice, i thought.
i heard my phone beeped and i smiled at them as we walked out. i heard bonnie snoring away and her heart beat and a slight noise. i pushed it away and read elenas text as i walked outside with them.
omg really, how was bonnie? oh i deff want to see the pictures. and wow care, paronoid much?-elena
i scoffed reading the last part. i looked up at the carriage and klaus gave me his hand and i raised my eyebrow but got in anyway.
"whats wrong with you?" henrik asked as i put my phone on silent.
"my friend thinks im being paronoid" i said.
"well are you?" klaus asked looking me over as the carriage started moving.
"no...yes...maybe" i said thinking.
"what are you paronoid about?" henrik asked as he looked out the window of the carriage.
"when i left i slipt my blood into my moms coffee creamer. i mean its mystic falls! i wasnt just going to leave and chance my human mom maybe dying when i am not there." i said shrugging.
"i say well justified" klaus agreed.
"thank you" i threw my hands up in the air dropping my phone in my lap. i picked the phone back up and replied.
do you blame me?-care
i locked the phone up and shoved it in my corset top. i had to squeeze it in there, since it was already tightly packed. i readjusted the dress and flattened out the stomach of it.
i watched henrik look out the window. hes been coping with the new times and picking everything up pretty fast. i brought my hand up to my shoulder and rubbed it before i moved my hand to my knee and rubbed there trying to ignore the sand paper pain feeling that was my veins.
i put my hands in my lap and looked out the window also. i started seeing the town, when the carriage pulled over. the door opened and klaus and henrik stepped out before the driver grabbed my hand and bowed to me, i looked at klaus and he nodded.
i bowed back to the driver trying hard not to roll my eyes. i looked back at klaus and he was smiling.
klaus held his arm out for me to snake my hand in. i raised my eyebrows along with henrik. he just stood there watching and i shrugged.
"all that stuff you seen in movies, like the chivlary and bowing, along with it basically being a mans world comes to play here on out" klaus said and i scoffed.
"how do i know what is accurate, youre the only one who has lived it already. should i make a fool of myself" i asked.
"id find it entertaining however im sure you will determine what to do or say in the situation love" he said and looked at henrik. "as for you, observe me and the other men. then copy what ever we do at the appropriate times." henrik nodded.
we walked around seeing vendors selling stuff on the street. i noticed a man walk off down an alley alone. i smiled and looked at klaus. "ill be back" i said and walked after the man i had seen.
once i was in the alley i flashed ahead of the guy a little bit. i stopped and watched him get closer and i acted like i was walking the other way. when he got closer i smiled at him and looked him up. the man noticed and smiled also as he looked me over.
"good day, maddam" he said
i licked my lips and walked closer to him until i was right in front of him.
i compelled him with out saying anything. i saw damon do it once and ive been practicing. i inched closer to the man and moved his hair away. i bite into his neck and moaned as the blood spilled into my mouth.
i was thirsty. the man grabbed my waist holding himself up as i took from him. i took as much blood that i could without hurting him so when i heard his heart slowing i pulled away and handed him a hankercheif.
"thank you and im sorry for that. you should go eat something. if any one asks you were attacked by an animal, i didnt bite you. infact you have never seen me in your life" i said as i compelled. "now continue on your way and dont look back"
i turned around and seen both mikaelsons leaning against the wall watching. i felt the blood on the corner of my lip and i licked it. i cleared my throat.
"well i feel much better" i said smiling awkwardly.
"did i tell you how ravishing you look today?" klaus asked and i smiled shaking my head at him.
"i kinda just used that as my advantage a second ago, but thank you" i said smirking.
"we know" henrik said.
"we watched" klaus added on.
"Well then" i said. "thats not creepy, just watching me feed from someone"
"more like a turn on, ill be back" klaus said as we walked out the alley.
"okay" henrik said and took my arm. he looked down to my necklace and smiled. "i am pleased you still wear that necklace i gave to you."
"i would not dream of taking it off Henrik" i said putting my other hand around it.
"can i ask you something?"
"sure" i said glancing at him.
"um when we spoke of the times you said you just needed to go to 2011? arent you from 2013?" he asked smiling at a woman we were passing.
"2014, theres something i need to take care of in that time" i said simply.
"will you tell me?" he asked. i stopped walking and looked around considering, he gave me that puppy dog face again.
"didnt i tell you not to give me that face" i said as he jutted his lip out further and i laughed.
"please" he made whining noises.
"if i tell you then you mustnt tell anyone, its kind of personal." i said completely serious.
"i give you my word" henrik said and i smiled at that.
"i hope your word is as good as the rest of your families than" i said.
"of course it is, dont you remember. i have only been a vampire a few months"
"fine, im still human at the time i want to go to." i said and started walking as i looked around for klaus making sure he cant hear this conversation. i just dont want to deal with the looks.
"um i dont know if you know this or not but vampires are sterile. we cant have children since technically we're dead." i said and looked around again "i plan on compelling myself to a clinic and getting some of my eggs frozen. that way later down my eternal road if i decide i want children i can have some that share my blood."
"how can you do that if you said you cant bear children?" henrik asked truly intrigued.
"in my time they can take a females egg and freeze it, then i can find someone who will have my baby. they put the egg in another woman who can bear children after they take the mans sperm and fertilizting the egg"
"wow" he said and shivered slightly.
"yup, i just want an option, i mean mine was taken from me. my original plan was to have the small town life... that included children. when i was turned that choice was taken from me, i mean i dont really care for children right now. but who knows i might want children down the road. but if im not successful and i want children i guess i could just adopt." i said rambling now.
"why dont you want anyone to know, it sounds reasonable for you to want children one day. and in my time as you already know you wouldve been married and having children as we speak"
"i know its just in my time, at my age its frowned upon to have children at a young age. i mean i dont care about that its just that incase this doesnt work out... i dont really want children now anyways." i shrugged.
"oh" henrik said.
"you know i had a conversation with Nik about children when he was courting me" i said smiling at the memory.
"really?" henrik asked. "how did that go?"
"um he asked if i had children, i told him no and that i couldnt bear children. he said he didnt care basically and then he kissed me" i said remembering being pressed to that tree thanks to those children on the trail pushing us.
"well that must have been awkward" henrik said smirking.
"more like taken by surprise and intense" i said smiling almost feeling his lips back on my lips from that moment. i cleared my throat "anyways so yeah thats why i want to go then"
"could i go with you?"
"im not sure if that is the place you want to go" i said awkwardly.
"i can suport you, i dont have to be with you i could wait outside or something. i mean im a vampire now. no need for being squimish. i might as well mature up a little bit, and you will need a friend."
"its too bad you did not steal some of niks sperm when you had the chance" he winked at me and i gasped and turned to him.
"henrik!" i said exasperatedly as klaus walked up to us at that last phrase. my face turned red and i looked away.
"what was that sprem stealing comment about?" klaus asked amused by my blush.
"he was just wondering why i didnt try to get pregnant with your kid when we were in your human time, i was just about to tell him that vampires cant procreate and we werent nor are we that close." i said glaring at henrik and he shrank back.
he nodded to klaus and he eyed the two of us.
"you ready to head back?" klaus asked us both.
henrik nodded,
"yes" i said and we walked back to the cairrage. i got in after henrik did and i whispered to him before klaus entered and could hear.
"dont make me regret trusting you" i whispered to him and he nodded.
"have i let you down so far? i was almost in a fight for you...remember" henrik said not bothering to lower his voice since it wasnt revealing anything and klaus was in the cart next to henrik across from me anyways.
"i remember vividly" i said and looked away.
"so some trust would be good care"
"i have given it to you" i said and looked at him.
"what are you two talking about?" klaus asked.
"nothing" i said and glanced at henrik who nodded backing me up.
i sat back in the seat and looked over at klaus and henrik since they were sitting close. i smiled at the resemblance. even if theyre half brothers you can see the esther in both of them.
we walked into the castle and i heard bonnie in the kitchen singing as she was moving something. i walked to where i heard her and something else sounded. i focused as i got closer. i walked into the room and seen her cutting some bread.
"hey you feeling better?" i asked.
bonnie smiled up to me "yeah ive just been tired lately" she shoved a piece of bread into her mouth. i focused on the noise and heard it coming from somewhere near bonnie.
"do you hear that?" i asked and i saw her look around.
"i dont hear anything whats wrong care?" she asked as she walked over to me.
with each step she took i heard it faintly move closer and slightly get louder. i raised an eyebrow and focused harder.
i gasped and raised my hands to my mouth.
bonnie dropped her bread and ran to me.
"whats wrong, are you alright?" she asked and i pulled away from her hug and looked down at her stomach wide eyed.
klaus and henrik flashed into the room.
"bonnie, i think you should sit down" i said and she followed my instruction.
i ran my hand through my hair and looked at her again. i could see the slight change her belly was slightly bigger, not too noticeable but noticable if you know what to look for. that would explain the getting sick and the tired feeling she was getting.
"youre scaring me" bonnie said.
i took a deep breath "bonnie" i started and glanced up at klaus "bon" i said putting my hand on her shoulder.
"care just say it!" she said flustered
"you are pregnant bonnie" i said and watched her intake of breath along with henrik and klaus. i saw klaus focusing his hearing on bonnies stomach and his eyes went wide.
bonnies face was swimming with a million emotions.
"no im not caroline, i havent had sex in months" she said shaking her head and then she realised she hadnt had her period in a while. she just figured it was because the time traveling.
"i can hear the babys heart beating bon."
"but the only person i had sex with since i came back to life was..." bonnie looked down.
"kol" klaus said and henrik coughed wide eyed as bonnie starred at him and then looked away.
"yes" bonnie whispered and i leaned in giving her a suportive hug. i saw henrik give me a look along the lines of 'whoa, we just had a conversation like this' and 'whoa my dead vampire brother who hasnt seen me in a thousand years knocked up someone while he was human but the person was from the future.'
"you and kol had sex?" henrik asked wiggling his eyebrows and klaus hit him in the back of his head.
"ouch nik" he brought his hand up and rubbed his head.
"i.. need some air, and to think. ill.. be back, i need to process" bonnie said and ran out the kitchen.
i sat down in the chair she was in and took a bite of the bread she cut.
"well thats so weird" henrik said looking at me.
"henrik" i said warningly and he nodded understanding.
a few hours later bonnie walked into the room we were all in. she sat down and looked at her hands.
'how do you feel?" i asked and she laughed.
"like i got knocked up by someone who is dead." she said and i sighed. "i am not keep this baby"
"wait your not thinking of aborting the baby are you?" i asked gently.
"yeah care, actually i am, im 19 and kol is dead." bonnie said determindly. i sat stunned for a second.
"care could raise the baby" henrik said and i snapped my head to was starring at him also "i mean shes your best friend who cant have children. you would be able to see the baby when ever you wanted and you know that it would be taken care of and protected. just please dont end my niece or nephew before they have a chance."
"or rebekah, we both know she wanted a family. im sure she wouldnt mind raising her brothers baby" i said adding on to henriks idea. " these are just some options bonnie, nobody would even have to know you were pregnant or you had any relations with kol"
klaus was silent and listening to all the ideas and statments being said.
"im actually not comfortable with the abortion plan, im just scared care!" she said starting to cry. " wait would you actually do that?"
"i would do anything for you bonnie" i said sincerly.
"look if i... if kol wasnt dead i would want the baby i just cant do this alone. im not there." bonnie said.
"youre not alone bonnie" i said.
"okay um i could use some herbs to slow down the pregnancy to where i wont have the baby until we're done traveling or right before we have to get back." she said thinking.
"thats a good idea" i said. "but take a few days to think things over on your options bon, i mean your magic is being magnified, you might be able to bring kol back like klaus wanted." i glanced at klaus and he had an odd expression on his face "and even if you couldnt, i dont think id be the right choice for the baby when it has a family. i mean if they dont want the baby i promise you bonnie i will step up for you with out a second thought."
"yeah what she said" henrik said and i had to remind myself that i should keep calm.
"youre both right, thank you. im going upstairs to think on it good night" bonnie said and i gave her a hug kissing her cheek.
"night bon" i said as she walked out. i looked over at henrik and he put his hands up as i walked to him. i grabbed him by his ear and dragged him with me.
"ow ow care" henrik said as i dragged him further away from klaus' curious gaze. i made sure we were out of ear shot.
"what the hell was that henrik" i yelled and my vampire features showed.
"whoa calm down care, im sorry." henrik said rubbing his ear.
"seriously?!" i said and calmed down.
"look i knew that it would be an option for her and an oppertunity for you." henrik defended himself.
"its fine henrik, but you have to realise this is apart of your family im just the best friend. even if she did give the baby up it should go to family, which im not"
"yet" he tried joking but i cut him off.
"and rebekahs wanted a family for a thousand years, it should go to her first. we already talked about this"
"i know but when you were talking about what nik said to you i just thought... i dont know this could be an extra option. i have come to love you caroline, you feel like a sister. i was just trying to help" henrik said and i was completely surprised.
"really?" i asked "do you really think of me like that?"
"would i have trusted you when you asked me to drink the blood after i died if i didnt think highly of you caroline. yes thats the way i feel" he said honestly and my eyes watered. "im here for you to even if you dont get with nik, even if i perfer you to be" he smirked. "and you were almost my sister once, i love you care."
i started crying and he wrapped me into a hug "i love you too henrik" i said and klaus walked down the hall we were in. i pulled back and wiped my face.
"confessing your love for my baby brother, now thats a twist i never saw coming" klaus said sarcastically and i slapped his shoulder.
klaus captured a tear under my eye "are you alright, love. i see you havent killed my brother yet"
"shes scary when shes mad" henrik said and glanced at me when klaus started chuckling.
"im fine. henriks just testing alot of my control and emotions today" i said glancing at him. "and keep that in mind before you open your trap again" i said to henrik.
"i dont even know what that means" henrik said.
"think before speaking or scary caroline will be back" klaus informed him.
"hey im the original here, you fear me" he said crossing his arms.
"im terrified henrik, i promise. you can be the scariest. you are forever stuck in a 15 year old body. as the years go by and you get wiser and whatever else time brings youre still going to look just as sweet and innocent as you do now...scary" i said.
"she has a point" klaus said going along with it.
"and you cant be killed" i added along. "and you can compel other vampires also, but ill snap your neck if you ever compel me" i smiled" if you get werewolf posion in your system you will just heal with time. that or klaus will just give you blood."
"yeah ive done saved caroline twice" klaus said looking at me.
"dont look at me like that klaus... both times were your fault" i said.
"youre right, however the second time, come on can you blame me. your friend killed my brother and locked me in the same house with his burnt corpes. im just glad you had the decency to cover his body"
"im sure by know you can understand that i can muster up some compassion when its needed klaus." i said looking him in the eye. "and im sorry about that"
"it wasnt you." klaus said and looked at henrik who had his eyebrows raised.
"well todays been eventful. im going to bed" i said just as i was about to walk away i stopped and curtsied. "was that good and right?" i asked smiling.
"perfect love, sweet dreams" klaus said and kissed my cheek.
henrik gave me a hug."good night"
"night" i said and flashed to my room. i closed my door and leaned against it as i touched where klaus' lips kissed my cheek. i took a deep breath and took a picture of me in this get up before i took it off.
i took the dress off and hung it up.i took my phone out my corset top and threw it on the bed.
i went into my duffle and grabbed a journal out that rebekah had hand made for me when she was human. i tried to not think about how the paper was actually dried animal skin.
i had it in a freezer bag that was once filled with a large abundance of oreos. it was conveinent that i put it in the bag or it wouldve been ruined when we fell in the lake and my bag got drenched in water.
i took it out the bag and looked through the pages. the first hundred were things that happened to me in the 10th century. i had written it all in viking script as practice, since klaus was teaching me anyways, then the rest was stuff that happened back in france, in french.
i started on a fresh page and started writting things down from this era i was in. bonnie being pregnant, my feelings, henrik knowing what i want, my dreams about damon, and the time traveling experience so far...in extreme details. i made it a habbit to write in this journal at least every two days.
stefan has been right all along to chronicalize everything. we're vampires and memories are too precious, especially after he had lost his. plus its my history, my mark in this world. i know i wont be here forever so at least i can pass my knowledge down for when my passing enevitably comes.
he had been pushing me for a while to right down my thoughts and events that happen, he even got me my own journal my 18th birthday with the year and my name engraved on it. i was touched when i seen it and complied with his wishes.
plus you never know when your past self knows something your future self will need to remember.
i finished up with the journal and set it on the desk next to the ink and feather pen.
i sat at the vanity and was taking the braid out of my hair when i heard bonnie quietly crying. i finished letting my hair loose before i went over to bonnies room.
i closed my chamber door and seen klaus walking to his room he glanced at me and froze, i nodded at him giving him a small smile before i went into bonnies room.
she was curled up on the bed. i didnt say anything as i silently climbed on the bed behind her and wrapped my arm around her. i kissed her head and remained silent as she cried. ever since we went on this time traveling trip bonnie hasnt had any anchor moments. shes crossed over zero people but that just means that she hasnt seen any ghosts...particularly kol.
i heard her breathing even and noticed she was asleep.i listened to the babys heart beat and smiled i lifted my head up to see her around 4 month baby belly. i wonder if vampire blood could be like like those prenatal pills, me and klaus have been slipping her blood for about 2 and a half months. that has to make sure that the baby is healthy and developing same as bonnie. i put my head down and closed my eyes falling asleep.
i woke up hearing the bridge go down outside the house in the morning. i stood up and walked over to klaus' room and knocked.
"come in" i heard him say. i peaked my head through the door and he was laying on the bed shirtless. he looked up at me with an eyebrow raised.
"sorry i woke you but are you expecting visitors?" i asked then bit my lip as i tried to keep my eyes from roaming all over his chest.
" no why?"
"i just heard the bridge go down outside" i said and klaus jumped up and grabbed my hand walking downstairs, watching out the window.
there was a horse and carriage that crossed over. i saw klaus stiffen as we watched. the carriage door opened and kol walked out the carriage closeing the door after him.
"well i found kol" i whispered to klaus who relaxed slightly.
"its fine we can just spell him to forget anything, i saw the spell in one of her books" klaus whispered.
i heard the door open and kol walk in, me and klaus both walk out to greet kol. as soon as we stepped in the hallway kol spotted us and froze. i smiled at him.
"Caroline, klaus?"kol flashed infront of us.
"hi kol" i said smiling as i hugged squirmed under my grip.
"i thought you all moved and died, whats it been 500 years?"
"yeah" klaus said.
"is bonnie here too?" kol smirked and me and klaus shared a look. "wait how did you become vampires? and why are you at niks place, i know he thought you died" kol said looking at me. i raised my eyebrows " he was a mess for a while, he thought you all died. he really had a spot for you" kol said.
i realised i was still holding klaus' hand and it just got really awkward.
"um maybe we should sit and explain" i suggested. kol nodded and plopped down in a chair.
"listen mate..." klaus started but bonnie walked in the room holding her stomach.
her eyes landed on kol, he stood up and she ran to him.
"kol" she said as he hugged her, he stiffened.
"how are you human. it has been 500 years" kol said listening to her heart beat.
"we are just going to tell him and spell him later to forget" i said to bonnie who nodded.
"your a witch?" kol asked looking at bonnie.
she took a deep breath and i sat next to klaus as bonnie started explaining from the very beginning.
she explained how we time traveled and how that worked. then she told him that klaus' appearance was a disgiuse for nik so they wouldnt reconize him.
bonnie waved her hand and muttered something and the disguise for both henrik and klaus was lifted for kol to see their true faces.
however bonnie hasnt said anything about henrik being alive yet,kol dead in the future or her being pregnant.
"so wait you and Caroline have been together this whole time and you set her up with your human self?"kol asked
"we arent together but he did set us up" i said.
"well you seem awfully cozy" he noticed and i looked down at my attire.
"ive worn less" i shrugged.
"Touchée" kol smirked remembering me sleeping with nik alot the last month of his human days and i rolled my eyes. "so you finally broke that curse of yours. you screwed yourself in the love department, youve been pineing over her the past 500 years"
"i know my memory kol" klaus said and i looked at him.
"no hes been pineing for two years thats only how long ive known him." i said fast.
"i told you this was a cicle caroline, everything thats happening already happened. i have the thousand year knowlege remember"
"why didnt you mention it earlier" i said.
"because i wasnt sure its just memories and some as fazed out until we experience them" klaus said standing up. henrik walked in the room then and kol stood up in a flash.
"henrik?" kol asked as he flashed to him.
"KOL!" henrik said excitedly and he grabbed him into a hug.
"what, how are you even alive? i saw you dead" kol had tears in his eyes and it was the first time i seen an emotion beside his normal swag he wore as a vampire. i felt like we were intruding.
"thats why we traveled to the 10th century kol" klaus said "we have already lived a thousand years without him, when i heard the oppurtunity i took it. i thought of a plan that wouldnt change anything. i left it to where we still thought hes been dead for the past thousand years. but bonnie made an ammulet and transfered mothers magic over after we burried him. the ammulet kept him alive but appeared to be dead so she would change him." klaus took a deep breath and continued.
"i shoved henrik with tatias blood the whole day before the full moon and again when bonnie did the spell. she turned him into an original and then caroline made him drink blood finishing the transformation and i already put the daylight ring on his finger. as soon as he turned we time traveled away as to not screw the future up. we were given 16 months of traveling before we return to our time. he will live brother and be reunited with us" kol stood there gaping the entire time.
he looked between us all "devious" kol said and hugged henrik again. "so how many months left before you get to your time?" he asked.
" we're on our third cycle" i said looking at kol " we get two months in each cycle, its only been a week being here though, we have around 12 months before we get back more or less"
"promise me if you see me in one of your cycles you will take the memory spell off and let me enjoy your stay and just make me forget everything again before you leave."
"i give you my word brother" klaus said glancing at bonnie. "theres actually more news"
"what else have you got up your sleeve niklaus?" kol asked.
"its more of what bonnies been cooking in her tum" henrik laughed.
"this is weird seeing you alive and a vampire" kol said releasing henrik "but what are you talking about?" henrik stayed quiet as did the rest of us.
kol finally looked at her "bunnie?" she ignored the nick name and looked at him.
" kol, do you remember how we.. umm.." bonnie said looking at us.
"had sex, repeatedly" i finished for her ignoring her stare.
"i never forgot, you were my first and best, how could i forget?" he said smirking and i laughed at bonnies reddened cheeks. everyone looked at me shocked. i couldnt hold it in any longer and i laughed again.
"sorry, sorry" i said shutting up and looking at them.
"well, we were both human at the time" bonnie said.
"i know, i was there bunnie" kol said and bonnie rolled her eyes at the nickname he has always called her even in our time.
kol was amused at how that name still got to her." what did i say about calling me that?" bonnie said sighing.
"you love it" kol said and i watched the two. i was already feeling the million dollars i dont have flying into klaus' pocket. i looked over at him and he was starring at me smiling. i made a pouty face and rubbed my fingers together indicating our bet. klaus smiled brighter his dimples on full display.
"anyways, kol. what im trying to say is that you were human, i am human." bonnie said and kol gave her a duh face "think kol what normally happens when people have unprotected sex" bonnie said then sighed. "kol im pregnant, the baby is yours, im about four months along" she said and sat down her eyes watering again.
kol was speechless and he sat down also. i grabbed henrik and klaus and pulled them out the room with me so they could talk. there was just no way i was going to walk away before seeing that expression.
we walked into the kitchen where there was some said that rebekah and klaus was in france somewhere sulking and elijah went off to avoid klaus wrath over katerina.
i grabbed a woman and compelled her without talking. the woman stood still as i moved her head exposing her neck. i stood behind her as i wrapped my one arm around her waist and the other keeping her head in place.
i felt my fangs come out and i bit down on her neck flashing us to a storage room without being noticed. i spilt some of the blood when i moved. it dripped from the corner of my mouth down my chin and dripped on my breasts, soaking my corset dress as it ran down.
i swallowed what was pooling in my mouth and then sucked pulling her vein for more blood faster as i swallowed it down. i let her go and put my head back as i savored the blood. i put my fangs back in until she started going limp. i stopped and let her go. i compelled her to forget what happened as i shoved my wrist in her mouth and watched as her wound healed.
i walked into the kitchen where klaus and henrik was. my vampire features still on display as i looked for number two. i seen the next person, i was about to go after him when klaus flashed infront to me.
i saw his amber eyes through my blood lust. he leaned in and kissed me, his tongue ran up my chin and licked up the blood on my mouth before kissing my lips again. he moved his lips down my neck and i wrapped my arms around him, not aware of my surroundings.
his lips went further down for the first time since i was with nik. i felt his tongue trail down to my breasts and felt him licking up the blood. my breathing hitched as he lifted me up and flashed us to the wall in the kitchen.
he kissed where he licked and brought his face back up to my lips as his hands roamed over my corset top. he flashed us into a hallway upstairs away from people and henriks gaze, he had both hands at the top of the corset when i felt him rip it.
my breasts spilled out and klaus' lips where back in place as he licked the rest of the blood. his hand came up and massaged my other breast as his lips tortured the rolled his finger over my nipple giving a slight tug, i moaned feeling his lips sending pleasure through me. it was even better feeling than when he was human.
i felt my veins under my eyes still pulsing."like i said...awfully cozy" kol said leaning against the hall way wall. i jumped and then brought klaus closer to my body to cover me. my chest was against his and klaus turned to glare at kol.
i reached down for the torn part of the corset and i held it up covering myself. i moved away held my corset up so all you could see was the tear. "no we're not" i said.
"i can feel the sexual tension" kol said.
"it was just blood lust"i defended.
"you mean lust, because he wasnt sucking on blood" kol said smirking
"i forgot how annoying youre as a vampire" i said and i flashed to my chambers away from both of them.
i changed into a new dark green dress and did a braid that wraps all the way around my head with a few stray curls.
i walked back out to my room and went about exploring the castle. i came across a ball room that was large.
it was divided in two by two large red sheer curtains on both sides of the middle of the was a large window at one end where there was a stage and two wooden chairs sat on top.
both chairs were cherry wood and had red cushions. the wood had intraciate carvings on them that i reconized as viking script.
i flashed over to them and read the inscriptions more carefully until i heard a pair of boots enter the ball room. i turned around and klaus flashed infront of me and looked at the chair with a smile.
"i secretly kept hope for you, my memories came back to me during transition about what you are, then the letter you left me. i waited and prepared a room for you at every home i had, only bekah knew." klaus said as he sat down in the bigger chair.
"and the chairs" i rasied an eyebrow.
"i told the king and queen that it was an ancient language but it said their names"
"in reality it says ours" i said sitting next to him in the chair that had my name on it in viking script.
"humans can be gulible to the unknown" klaus said as he smiled up at me.
i sighed and looked at the chair "if this is all just a repeat why didnt you just move on then. i mean you only knew me two months,i couldnt have put my hooks in you that deep for you to spend a thousand years loving me"
"i hated you for a while afterwards. i daggered bekah once for mentioning you in the 1700s. it wasnt until i seen you on your bed in mystic falls that everything started to fall in place and i understood even when you didnt"
"but now you understand you just set yourself up in a false love" i said looking at him.
he squinted at me " can you honestly tell me that you dont love me, that you dont feel anything for me" he asked and i looked away.
"caroline?" he asked
"no, i cant say that i dont feel for you" i said honestly " but im not ready for all this klaus. you waited a thousand years based off a letter i wrote when i was feeling vulnerable. i had spent almost every second with human you to just have to abandon you at the worst possible time and i didnt want you to think i just did that because i could care less about you"
"and i know that, that is why i havent given up on you. however i thought it was adorable how you used my words and our references in the letter"
"yeah i was feeling epic, i blame nicolas sparks." i said then laughed " but heres the real twister, who said any of that first? we can go in a circle all day"
"i said it first and you copied me" he smiled
"true but i wrote it to you a thousand years before you said it to me"
"youre right its a circle sweetheart" he chuckled and i shook my head looking out the window.
"so i feel my pocket burning" i smiled as klaus looked over at me.
"i told you"
"yeah, yeah. when i get it. it is yours" i said rolling my eyes.
"i bet youre glad you are a vampire then" klaus said and i laughed and stood up.
"of course i am" i said and klaus stood up beside me.
"care for a dance lady Caroline?" he asked and i giggled giving him a curtsie than my hand as he bowed.
he brought me in and started twirling us together. " this will always be our thing" he whispered in my ear and i nodded and rested my head on his shoulder as we danced to a tune that only played in klaus' head.
A/N: okay this is longer update. i am almost caught up to where i am in my story...presure on.
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