Bound Together: Dean and Arandi

by HBKDEANRKO

A series of standalones setting the stage for the time that Dean Winchester and Arandi Remington fell in love. Much cussing and sexual content. Coming from the Chronicles. I decided to just add standalone stories to one area instead of individual one-shots. "When I Talk To You" and "A Lesson Learned" are part of this.

11. NEEDED

This one I decided to do in the POV of both Dean and Arandi

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I'm sitting in my Impala fuming and cold when I should be happy and warm in Arandi's arms but I couldn't leave well enough alone, I had to push it because I love her so much and the thought of losing her makes my heart ache. If she walks away from me that's losing her too, I know that but at least she would be alive.

She says I'm a hypocrite because I do exactly what I tell her not to do and that being to put her life in danger to save others. I was saving her but I almost died doing it and she came unglued on me and I returned the fire breathing. I was bruised up, sore and could probably sleep for a week but I was alive and so was she.

Instead of happy, happy, joy, joy, we had erupted into a toe to toe argument that had reached to the heights of calling off our relationship and Arandi telling me that she didn't need me, like claws to my heart. I stormed out the door of the motel room intending to sleep in the car somewhere but it's cold and I'm already regretting everything I said and I hope that she is too. I can be such a dick sometimes.

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Dean walked out on me and I'm kind of having a mini meltdown. He saved my life and the risk of his own and as much as I wanted to tear him a new one I was just too happy that he was fine but Dean couldn't leave well enough alone he had to push it yelling at me for doing my job recklessly and risking my life.

I stare at him like he just mutated in front me and I remind him none to quietly that he does that every flipping day. Of course I have to hear how it's not the same and that round about same shit different day way.

I come unglued on him and we yell at each other toe to toe and I say the words that I wish I can take back the second they slip past my lips. "I don't need you!"

He flinches like I just back handed him and it is way too quiet all of a sudden. His eyes are dark and he looks lost for just a second before he says, "Ok I get it." and he storms out the door.

I stand there like a fool hearing the Impala roar out of the parking lot. I can be such a bitch sometimes.

I lay down, I know better than to call him, he won't answer and I wait. Hours later I manage to drift off to sleep.

Sometime later I wake up sensing I'm not alone and Dean is there sitting on the floor leaning back against the wall with his knees drawn up and his hands are dangling from his knees where his wrists rest, his head back against the wall watching me.

I blink a couple of times to make sure that I'm not seeing things, he's really there and I'm so relieved that I will willingly make the first move. I don't beg, not outside of hot sex anyway, and I'm not going to apologize verbally but I get up and walk to him and he looks up at me, he's still pissed and so am I but shit I want to be in his arms.

He has his legs stretched now so I sit on his lap and bury my face in his neck, this is my apology. He doesn't push me away but he doesn't lift his arms either and if he wants to punish me he is hitting the nail on the head. I am a little addicted to his touch, being in his strong arms and he is just sitting there.

I don't move at first until he growls, "Go back to sleep Arandi."

I know how he felt now when I told him I didn't need him, he doesn't want me anymore and now I get it. I stand up and I don't look at him I just walk into the bathroom and close the door.

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Partly because it's cold, partly because I need to see her I go back to the room hours later and she's asleep curled up like she's lost and my heart aches I just want to go to her and hold her but you know that thing about me being a dick well I didn't get that title for nothing. My stubborn pride wants her to make the first move so I sit on the floor and lean against the wall watching her sleep.

I'm not too thrilled with the fact that she hasn't noticed that I'm there and what if I was a demon or another monster?

She finally opens her eyes and stares at me as if unsure that I'm really there and then she does exactly what I want her too, she comes to me and sits on my lap, she's making the first move and this is where I take her in my arms and all is forgiven. Nope not me I have to raise the dick wattage up a notch because what she said to me really hurt. I don't touch her and I tell her to go back to sleep.

She instantly gets up and doesn't look at me but I see her beautiful blue eyes for just a second as she walks away and dear God why did I do that to her?

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I'm in the bathroom feeling like I'm suffocating, I need air. Thankfully I had left my clothes in the bathroom so I dress fast and slip out the window. I need air I need to be alone and I need to prepare myself for losing Dean.

It's cold outside but I don't care and I walk to the front of the motel and look to make sure no one is outside then I cross the road and head towards a small hill just in the distance and I walk to the top of it and sit against a tree looking up at the gorgeous stars and bright moon. And I do something I haven't done for a long time, I sob.

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I wait for her to come out of the bathroom then I'm just going to grab her take her in my arms and tell her that I was possessed. Time slips by and no Arandi. I wait for twenty minutes and nothing now I panic and I'm at the door.

"Arandi, look I shouldn't have been such a dick."

Nothing and I turn the knob. My heart races when I see the empty bathroom and I run out the door searching the parking lot and race to the back of the motel but she is gone. I hate myself so much right now, it's cold and she's outside because of my fucking pride. I run to my car and drive away like a maniac I have to find her. Losing Arandi is like dying painfully slow.

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I hear the Impala leaving again, he now knows that I am not in the bathroom so he's either looking for me or leaving for good.

Tears stream down my face, what the hell was I thinking of course I need Dean from the day I realized that I loved him I needed him like oxygen and water; he has become my life's blood.

I'm shivering uncontrollably now being out in the cold with only my light leather jacket. I should go back to the room but I couldn't stand his rejection again, I'd rather freeze to death.

I huff some warm air onto my cold hands trying to stop crying but it hurts to think that I could lose Dean, no other man would ever be a part of me like him I wouldn't allow it, loving Dean is loving no other, ever, ever, again.

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I have lived behind my built up walls for most of my life and somehow Arandi got past them so of course I fell in love with her. She's the strongest smartest woman I have ever met and not to mention a beautiful, deadly hunter but most of all she puts up with my shit and loves me back.

I tend to be a bit possessive, yeah alright I go a bit overboard but she has to understand with everyone that I have lost it's all I know. Let me put it this way if I was in a relationship with Wonder Woman I would still try to protect her because that is what Dean Winchester does.

I punch the steering wheel.

"Yeah great job protecting Dean, your girlfriend is out in freezing weather because you got your fucking feelings hurt!" I yell at myself.

I don't see her anywhere so I head back to the room coasting in the last bit to see if I surprise her in the room but she's not there.

I head to Sam and Jade's room but she's not there either and I'm going to tear Sam a new one because I got in and out of their room without them even noticing.

She's been out in the cold for a couple of hours now and that isn't good.

"Arandi." I whisper into the air. "I'm sorry."

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I feel so tired and sleepy now going to sleep would be so easy but I know that I won't make it through if I do.

'Would that be so bad?' a voice in the back of mind says.

I see Dean's face and how much he has lost and I could never do that to him, I would rather walk away and suffer the rest of my life than to hurt him like that. But you did hurt him Arandi.

"Dean, I'm so sorry." I murmur to the wind.

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Alright I'm a fucking hunter, the best in the entire world and I'll be damned if I'm not the best tracker too so I clear my mind and I track. I see the hill and I know where to go.

I'm half way up when I swear I hear my name.

I breathe in relief when I see her sitting against a tree I'm already frozen through and I've only been outside for a little while.

She's leaning back her eyes closed and I'm scared that she's not even shivering.

I drop to my knees in front of her reaching for her. "Arandi?"

She opens her eyes and smiles a slight little smile at me and then closes her eyes again.

"Hey baby we need to get inside." I say softly she is so cold. She nods slowly as I pull her closer to me and I finally feel her tremble. "Hey baby you with me?"

"Forever if you'll have me." She says barely above a whisper.

I don't know why but those words tear me up and I hold her tight and let the tears flow. "Forever just isn't long enough with you Arandi."

I let go of her long enough to stand and then I sweep her up into my arms and she settles her head into my neck.

She told me once that she loves the fact that I'm strong enough to carry her without much of an effort because I'm not exactly build like a body builder but I carry enough heavy shit to make me strong, way stronger than I look.

It's a breeze to get her back to the room and I sit her on the bed and start to take her clothes off and getting her under piles of covers. She is shivering hard now and just looking at me like she finally believes that I'm real.

I pull off all of my clothes and slip under the covers with her holding her close trying hard to get us both warmed up. She finally begins to settle.

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I see Dean standing in front of me and I think I'm seeing things because I never heard the Impala so I go with it as he talks to me and touches me. Hey a thought up Dean is better than no Dean in my book.

I feel him touching me and then I hear him say. "Hey baby you with me?"

"Forever if you'll have me." I say under by breath and his reaction puzzles me making me think I really am imagining him because Dean wouldn't cry for me. Would he?

He lifts me into his arms and this is when I start to really believe it's my Dean. I love the fact that he can lift me so easily since even though I take care of myself I am pretty solid for a woman but he lifts me with such ease with that secret strength that he possesses that surprises people he comes against. It's one of the hottest things about him. He's not a small man but his strength is amazing or maybe I just like to brag about my man.

My God my man and why do I have to have these freaking melt downs? Dean accepts me for who I am and that should be enough. Beauty, smarts, talent, don't mean much when you have more issues than Rolling Stone.

I see the worry in his eyes and I see the love there too, he cares so much, too much and I should be happy for that but he needs to let me do the same for him. I love Dean Winchester and I will never love another.

He undresses us both getting us under piles of covers and I can finally breathe in his arms. I really start to shiver but he holds me tight until finally the warmth starts to take over especially when he starts to kiss me his warm breath and lips gliding over my skin and I feel the heat rushing through me.

The best type of heat.

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I know the best way to warm us up fast and I start to kiss her from her mouth down her neck blowing warm breath over her body and she moans that delicious needy sound that always goes straight to my cock.

"God baby I love you so much." I breathe into her ear and she shudders against me.

"I love you my love." She says back taking my mouth roughly against hers biting my lip until I groan in utter need to feel more, so much more.

She's magic, love, heat, passion, and mine, fucking completely mine.

She wraps her body around me and I wrap around her pushing into her we are no longer cold at all but over heated. It's so fucking hot, the best kind of heat in the world.

Our hearts are pounding loud as we move in perfect rhythm, our lips meeting again in a slow hungry kiss, tasting each other, our tongues a heated tangle, her hands exploring all over me the way I adore.

I moan into her mouth and she sighs deeply, she loves my sounds as much I love hers. I do whatever it takes to hear them again.

This, what Arandi and I share is an addiction and obsession that no amount of rehab could ever cure. She is my oxygen, my heartbeat, and anyone that would try to change that wouldn't live very long.

I wouldn't even blink to kill for her and I'm not talking about only evil things, anything and anyone that would try to harm her or take her from me.

What I've had before her is laughable, I had no idea what truly loving someone could do for my sex life. Passion so deep it burns inside and out, pleasure so complete it never ends, love so honest it hurts but in the best of good ways.

Everything so pure, so real, so Dean and Arandi.

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Dean is a fucking sex god, the way he kisses the way he runs his calloused hands over my body, the way he moves inside me, the perfect fit. No denying we were made for one another.

I will never figure out how he does it but he rarely allows himself to be satisfied before me, it's as if he has to know that I am totally sated before he will let himself go.

It works for him because when he gets to that point it's fucking a thing of complete sinful beauty engraved in my brain forever. Dean doesn't believe how beautifully gorgeous he is and I love the way he blushes when I tell him.

Dean Winchester blushing is a sight to behold and when he smiles his true smile holy sun burst Batman break out the shades.

Yeah there isn't much about Dean that isn't golden to me. His sexy 'I broke the fuck you thought I was about to give' sarcastic look, his 'who me' innocent look, his 'c'mere I want to fuck you senseless' look. He has hundreds of looks nearly every one of them makes me have to suppress moans.

I will kill for him without a second thought anyone or anything tries to hurt him it's their last breath and the only way anything comes between Dean and me is if that's what he wants, as long as he loves me no one gets to my Dean.

We look in each other's eyes and I see his love shining and I hope he sees the same in me.

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I was Arandi's first and still don't think she gets what that meant to me and she has learned everything and every way to please me.

My woman is thirteen kinds of sin personified and man half the time I'm hard just thinking about her.

Like now the way she looks at me with nothing but love adds a delicious heat to my already over heated body and I pray that look never changes.

"Do you have any idea how crazy you make me?" I breathe into her ear as I twist my hips and push into her.

She gasps and arches up. "I think I have a pretty good idea."

"I know I'm hard to manage baby but just don't ever walk out like that please not until the day you mean it." I pant twisting the other way and thrusting in hard.

"I will always need you, always. She answers. "I just don't know how to be taken care of no one's ever loved me the way you do."

"We'll learn together then." I tell her.

She nods and then she's calling my name so hotly my toes curl and she's hitting her orgasm. The way she looks the way she sounds as I keep thrusting could keep me rock hard for weeks on end.

I'm not done yet I want to hear all that all over again.

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Dean's voice is so sexy to me but when he's in the throes of passion his voice becomes silky decadence. My body stutters helplessly against him as he brings me to my first orgasm and I cry out his name, he gets that look on him the one that says 'I did that to her and I want to do it again and again.'

'Yes please' my body screams before I can even come down from this high I want what he wants.

People might say that we are addicted to sex; I think we are addicted to each other. An addiction that I promise there is no cure for.

"Not done yet baby." He says in a breath while he twists his hips and pushes in gliding just perfectly into me and I thrash mindlessly.

The feeling is unbelievable that even though I just came minutes ago I can feel the heat rising fast and hard again.

I can't stop saying his name not only because I want him to know how fucking fantastic it feels but also because I know how much he loves to hear me calling to him when he's doing these things to me.

He thrusts intensify and his moans grow desperate and just as I hit my second orgasm I tell him that I love him and his eyes roll, he calls my name and tells me that he loves me too and fills me with his release.

Hot, hot ecstasy burns through us, our lips and tongues crashing together while we ride out the intoxicating erotic euphoria, so fucking high, so fucking good, so fucking perfect.

He drops beside me and we try to catch our breath and he's up to get something to clean up with. I know he's still feeling bad because he takes it upon himself to clean me too and before I can even think about what's happening he's lapping at me and I'm arching grabbing at his head.

Yet another mind melting orgasm sweeps through me and I'm gasping thrashing against him, my body dangerously close to shutting down.

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I keep making sweet love to my Arandi, I just need this so much to feel her hot body under me to dive in to the perfection of what we share and the absolute addiction of the sounds she makes, the way she says my name, the honest to goodness way she tells me that she loves me that just pushes me over the brink and I fill her with my hot release.

Trust me when I say that I had no idea what blinding great sex was until I met my angel. I was such a fool, missing out on sex that could make me forget my name and sometimes even how to breathe.

In moments like this my minds only clear thought is that she's mine, mine, and mine.

I clean us up and just seeing her like that so spent so open I want to please her again and my tongue has a mind of its own diving in and licking sensually until she's a beautiful babbling sated sex goddess under me.

Of course I'm rock hard again ready for another round of my own and suddenly I'm on my back and she's straddling me and I'm in her, we kiss hungrily and I take a handful of a nice plump ass and the other is in her hair

She begins to move and grind and I'm lost, her lips on my neck and I'm moving up to meet her moves

I know from this position she has more friction on her sweet spot and I know that she's feeling it the way her eyes are closed and she's concentrating on that feeling. Her beautiful pouty lips parted in soundless erotica.

The sounds follow soon enough, the sweetest moans in the any known universe the sound of my name in her sexed out velvety straight to my cock voice, the 'do that again' tiny gasps.

I can't take my eyes off of her when she looks so fucking sexed out like this, it pure fucking ego fuel to know that I'm the only one to ever do this to her.

She opens her eyes to meet mine and she looks so sexy so needy.

She tightens herself around me and I gasp at the added pressure because let me say that Arandi makes sure that her body is at its best and that includes making her pussy a fucking vice with those tightening exercises.

She watches my reaction carefully looking for what I like more and that's pretty much everything she does to me.

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Having Dean under me is bliss in itself, the control is amazing, the sounds I grind out him decadent ego fuel.

He's so gorgeous like that looking at me with that hunger in his eyes that only I can feed and the need to please him takes over everything.

We move together and repeat anything that makes him moan and gasp or say my name like sex and I tighten around him and he loves it.

I push and grind harder while he arches to meet me his fingers vices on my hips.

"It feels so fucking good, so fucking good." I moan.

"Yes, yes, yes." He cries out in agreement. "So good."

He says my name in a long decadent moan that makes my body stutter and grip him even harder.

He cries out and arches sending me over and he's right behind me. It's an avalanche of bliss coursing through our bodies over taking every nerve ending and the ability to breathe.

He pulls me into a hot kiss as our bodies come down and I collapse beside him and he instantly pulls me into his arms.

We catch our breath before he gets up to get clean up equipment and then we lay together warm and content.

Dean breaks the silence. "I'm so afraid to lose you yet I'm the first one to push you away."

"We are just too used to taking care of ourselves and even that we didn't do too well." I reply.

"I think we just took fantastic care of each other just now." He grins.

"That goes without saying my love that is what we are really good at."

"Sex?"

"No loving each other."

We grow silent again and just hold each other.

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