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Chapter 11- Test

Bella stopped breathing at once. She froze. I could see how hard she was trying not to panic. What was with Jacob? Bella was Renesmee's mother. She loved her; she wouldn't be able to hurt her.

Well, maybe that wasn't entirely true. I mean, I loved Bella too but I was doing a great effort not to hurt her. Even when I did it, I didn't do it purposely. So, love couldn't stop the thirst but it could calm it down. That was a different kind of love, though, but it was still love.

I felt Bella stiffen and watched as Jacob came out of the trees in a slow pace. Behind him were Leah and Seth in their wolf form. I wanted to growl at Leah's thought. Always so rude!

"Carefully Jacob" I said, concerned. Why was I concerned? It took me a second to understand that Jacob had behaved like a brother at my family before. I was thinking of him as a brother in many ways. That was why I was concerned."Maybe this isn't the best way-"

"You think it would be better to let her near the baby first?" he interrupted me. "It's safer to see how Bella does with me. I heal fast."

I didn't like his unfriendly tone. I was really concerned about him. So stupid I was! My kindness disappeared at once. If he wanted it like that, that's how he would get it. Hostility took concerns place in my mind. I didn't care if Bella would attack him. I suddenly hoped that she would!

If he wanted to be my enemy, then he would be.

I shrugged "It's your neck, I guess" I really didn't care.

Leah did. She growled hard at me and I wanted to growl back but I didn't have being a newborn as an excuse for my behavior so I bit my growl back.

Bella seemed to care about our hostility too. She would see why I behave so soon. I had promised at this stupid Alsatian that I wouldn't say anything at Bella so, I should wait until he would say it himself.

Jacob smiled at Bella and she smiled back. I could at hr yes that she was looking at him with a friendly look and not with a passionate one. Relief. She wanted him as a friend.

I wouldn't try to keep him away if she wanted him there. Bella deserve a good friend and Jacob was a good friend in her opinion. I wanted her to be happy and I would do whatever I could do for that.

"I gotta say it, Bells. You're a freak show." He said, grinning. What?! He was seeing this perfect creature across him and he was thinking her like a freak?!

I growled at him. "Watch yourself, mongrel" I snapped.

"No, he's right. The eyes are really something, aren't they?" Bella asked.

No I think that your eyes are gorgeous. And I don't care what this dog is saying! I wanted to assure her. But he answered before me. Stupid!!!

"Super-creepy. But it's not as bad as I thought it would be."

"Gee-thanks for the amazing compliment" she said sarcastically. Good.

He rolled his eyes. "You know what I mean. You still look like you—sort of. Maybe it's not the look so much as… you are Bella. I didn't think it would feel like you were still here." He smiled at her and then chuckled. "Anyway, I guess I'll get used to the eyes soon enough."

I hope you will not be here to get used to that. I thought bitterly.

"You will?" I heard Bella asked confused.

What?! He didn't tell her?! I mean he promised but… I heard Jacob's thoughts and I grinned. I surprised him-that was good.

"Thanks," he said. "I didn't know if you'd be able to keep it from her, promise or not. Usually, you just give her everything she wants."

He thought that I did it for his shake? Ha! I did it for my sake, stupid werewolf!

"Maybe I'm hoping she'll get irritated and rip your head off" and I really did hope.

I imagined how my life would be without him around. Renesmee would be happy and Bella wouldn't have to worry for him. But it would make Bella sad if she was about to kill Jacob. And Renesmee really needed him. He loved him. It would make her all miserable if he wasn't there. They were sister-souls. That was why I didn't want to kill Jacob. It would make sad both the reasons for my existence.

"What's going on? Are you two keeping secrets from me?" Bella asked and I could hear the surprise in her voice. Right. I would be surprised too if someone had told me that a vampire was keeping secrets with a werewolf- two years ago.

Oh! Dammit! How am I going to explain her? Well, later-maybe.

"I'll explain later," Jacob said self-consciously.

At least I think so.

He was afraid. Coward!

"First, let's get this show on the road." He changed the subject and started moving toward Bella. I watched warily as the two wolves followed him. I couldn't imagine what the wolves would have done if Bella would have tried to kill Jacob.

"Cool it, guys," Jacob said. "Stay out of this."

Yes, stay out of this, please. As much as I wished they didn't listen to Jacob but they continued to follow him. Crap!

Jacob stopped just two feet away from us. Yikes! The smell was so disgusting and sickening!

"C'mon, Bells. Do your worst."

Is he crazy?! Leah thought and hissed.

Bella just looked at him but didn't breathe. I could see that she was afraid at the thought of breathing.

Is she stupid? What is she waiting for? Jacob wondered. I clenched my teeth. That's not how he is supposed to speak at a lady. And especially at Bella.

"I'm getting older here, Bella," Jacob taunted. "Okay, not technically, but you get the idea. Go on, take a whiff."

Bella buried herself at my chest with a "Hold on to me."

I tightened my arms on her shoulders. I was sure she could make it. I held my breath when she took a deep one through her nose. Would it hurt her? What would her reaction be? Will she surprise me as always?

Questions were swimming in my mind this very second but they remained unanswerable.

She took again a deep breath with a wary look. What was she thinking? I watched in relief as she relaxed in my chest.

"Huh. I can see what everyone's been going on about. You stink, Jacob." I laughed in relief and I dropped my arms to wrap them around her waist and Seth laughed with me too. As Emmett did. Oh. I was so lost in thought that I hadn't noticed that my family was watching.

Now all my questions were answered.

Would it hurt her? Yes, it would. Jacob really stings.

What would her reaction be? Humor and relief. Her reaction was so…so...Bella.

Will she surprise me again? Yes. As always.

"Look who's talking," Jacob said, theatrically plugging his nose.

I completely ignored him. I was so amused and surprised by Bella. She was able to make the bad things perfect! I loved her.

I left from her side and turned so I would face her. I embraced her. I buried her face into my chest tightly and I bent so I could whisper into her ear.

"I love you" I said as passionately as I could.

"I love you too" she whispered back.

I moved beside her again and I put my arm around her shoulders.

"So, I passed right?" she asked and looked between both of us. "Now are you going to tell me what this big secret is?" she asked.

Jacob's expression became very nervous. "It's nothing you need to worry about this second. . . ."

He's such a coward! I heard Emmett's thoughts. I guess he's afraid. He's too coward for a werewolf. He chuckled.

Bella's head snapped up to Emmett's direction and I watched her face full- of- desire face when she heard other sounds like…a heart.

"Renesmee" she whispered.

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