Chapter Eleven: Warmth in a Loved One
"Sammy…Sammy answer me! Don't hurt him you son of b…" the line went dead.
Ellen looked over to Bobby, and Ash. "Ash did you get it?" Ellen looked back over to Dean. Ellen didn't like how Dean was looking right now., grabbing on to that phone like it was his only connection to Sam now. And, was he…..no he couldn't be! Dean looked like he was crying. Oh, God those were tears coming down his face. "Dean honey are you ok." Ellen walked over and put a hand on Dean's back.
Dean sugared off and wiped away his tears, he didn't have time to show weakness, not for himself, but for Sam. Sam was in big trouble, and it must have been hard for the kid to think I was dead. Dean walked over to Bobby and Ash. Dean looked down at the computer, and back at Ash. "Hey," Ash looked up at Dean hoping that he wouldn't kill him, "did you find anything. Did you get the location of where Sam is?"
"Well, Dean we kind of…..well we kind of….well I shouldn't run around the bush with this one..haha…ok not funny. The phone died right before we could pin point where Sam is." Ash hurried and put his arms around his face waiting for a punch to come to him, but nothing came. Ash looked to see Dean just staring off, and turn around and ask Ellen for a beer.
Dean grabbed the beer and started to drink it, and then stopped and held it up, "To you Sammy, soon to be the demon son." Everyone was looking at Dean as Dean started to take another drink. When Dean started to drink he felt the rage in him coming out, and turned around and threw the beer at the door, and started to scream. The beer bottle hit the door with a crash along with a chair, a table, anything that Dean could find.
Dean looked like a mad man just screaming over and over again. His fear and anger coming out now. Dean was scary when he was like this. Bobby just grabbed Ellen when she going to try and stop him. Ash just hid around Bobby. "Ellen let him go. Dean needs to deal with this right now. Give him a couple of minutes."
"Well, I don't want him ruining my bar, now do I." Ellen looked up at Bobby with the looked that said you better be paying for this then.
After 30 minutes Dean stopped and looked at his hands and fell to his knees and just started to cry for everything that was happening. Dean cried for his mom, dad, for Jessica, Sammy, and mostly important for Sam's innocence. Then Dean felt something he never felt before he felt his mother's arms around him. Dean couldn't see her, but he heard her voice so clam, and sweet.
"Dean, you can't stop now! Don't give up! Your little brother needs you right now. His scared Dean, and confused. Trust yourself now. Now if you're all done with throwing things get up and go, and say you're sorry for the mess that you did. I love you Dean."
With that the feeling of warmth and comfort left. Dean looked up to see Bobby, Ellen, and Ash looking at him. Dean started to get to his feet and looked around the place. Man, what a mess I made here. Walking towards Ellen, Bobby, and Ash Dean started to get his wallet out.
"Ellen I'm sorry for the mess….here some money for the damages." Dean grabbed some money, and gave it to Ellen.
"Dean, Ash didn't find exactly where Sam is, but he did find out which state Sam is in." Dean turned towards Bobby, and Ash took his seat at the computer and wrote down the place, and name of the town. Handing it to Dean, Dean looked at it, and just stared at it.
"You got to be kidding me! Here?" Dean looked at Ash.
"Yeah there. I'm not kidding Dean. It's weird, it shouldn't be, but it's there." Dean looked over at Ellen, Ash, and Bobby and started towards the door with the paper in his hands.
"Dean, I'm going with you. And, I'm not taking no for answer. I swore to myself I would look after you two after your daddy passed. But, one thing Dean we are going to fly. We have to. We have to make up time." Bobby knew the way Dean felt about flying, and was ready to knock him out if he decided to take the car, and bring him to the airport.
Dean was just looking at Bobby, and looked back down to the paper. "Ok, then go to the airport and get a flight." Bobby's jaw dropped at the sound of this.
"Dean, are you sure," Ellen started to ask to make sure about this, but Dean turned around and looked at Ellen with the most confident look on his face.
"It's for Sammy and this ends when we get there. We're finishing it tomorrow tonight!" With that Dean walked out the door to the impala with Bobby right behind him making a list of things that they could get on the plane, and what things they needed to get when they got there.