I know the chapters are shorter then they used to be but please bear with me Its easier doing a bunch of shorter ones then a fewer ammount of long ones hopefully you will still enjoy...
Embry's POV
I dont know if my heart could break anymore then it did just now. I loved her and I had to break her. I had to tell her that we couldnt see her anymore dispite how much I wanted too. But she was meant for Jake not me. She didnt belong to me and it didnt matter how much I loved her. But I cant keep but remembering her last words to me " I saw a future for us " because thats what I saw. I saw us going to that alter I saw us moving in together for the first time. I saw all that and I was so close, I was so close to having all that with her just to figure out that I couldnt have her. The day she told me that Jake imprinted on her I knew that something was going to have to change. She didnt belong to me. I was right to let her go wasnt I? Damn I didnt know, part of me wanted to go run into her arms and take her back and another part of me wanted to shove her at Jake and never want to be reminded that she was never mine.
I was in my room for a whole ignoring all the calls made on my cell phone and the various knocks on my door. There was piles beneath piles of dirty clothes and dishes. There was rotten food at least three feet tall. Today was like no different day there was hard knocking on my door but this time the knocking seemed angry. I didnt awnser the door and then someone had broken through it and came marching through it. Jakes face was clearly angry and red he grabbed me off the couch forcefully and took me by my throat and pinned me on the wall.
" What did you do to her?!" He screamed. I couldnt say anything he was practically cholking me.
" WHY THE HELL DID SHE MOVE BACK TO PHEONIX" He screamed again I said nothing my face starting to turn purple. Sam came running in and attacked Jake sending him to the floor and releasing Jakes grasp on my throat.
" YOU KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF YOUR BROTHER!" Sam screamed trying to calm down before he nearly phased in my house. I sat back on my couch and stared at the wall. I didnt want to talk to either one of them. Sam held Jake back because it was clear that Jake wanted to beat the shit out of me.
" Embry whats going on?" Sam asked seriously.
" Bella moved cause I broke up with her." I said simply.
" Why would you break up with her you inconsiderate fool?! If I had her I would never let her go you stupid , idotic moron!" He yelled enraged. I started to walk up to him pissed off now that he was blaming this on me when it was clearly his fault.
" Im the stupid one? How about forgeting to say goodbye to someone at the airport! Or get this actually thinking that you would stand a chance in her forgiveness!" I yelled back to hold my ground. He stayed silent to shocked to come back with a rebuddle.
" Or what about the fact that your yelling at me because I broke up with Bella because I knew in my heart that she rightfully belonged to you and not me!" I screamed so mad I was about to punch him in his freakin face.
" Thats why you broke up with her?" He asked in an incredulous whisper. I nodded.
" Embry she's not going to date me I have figured that out," He swallowed painfully but continued, " I messed up too much and I ruined my life for that. She's my imprint and I want her to be happy even if its not with me. Embry you can be with her because I know you make her happy." He said closing his eyes. I couldnt believe the words that just came out of this mouth. All I could do was wrap my arms around him in a hug and sigh at everything that I had just lost. I had given up Bella for nothing. Now all I could do is pray that she would take me back.
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