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Authors note: Okay, so I feel like the biggest jerk in the world right now. I know this might seem flimsy but I've been going through a really hard time with family and personal issues and my story kind of took a back seat. But I'm back and better than ever and promised to update WAY more frequently. I hope you guys like this chapter because its for you Xxxxxxxx

Edwards Pov:

Crunch! i winced at the sound that made my dead heart clench, I couldn't believe I had done such a thing!

This wasn't like me at all, i would never hurt Bella. She was my one and only, my true love, my heart, my soul and my world. I took her hand gently and that's when i noticed her other hand was in a brace, if that mutt had so much as laid a finger on Bella then heads would be rolling but first things first.

"Bella, I'm sorry .I didn't mean to...hurt you in such a way. I thought, I thought that maybe if I-"

"Edward, its fine" She interrupted me uncomfortably.

"No its not, C'mon, we better get you to Carlisle" I sighed taking her hand and leading her inside.

As we walked inside Alice met us with a troubled expression.

'Edward, every time I look into your future its blank 'she though anxiously.

"Don't worry, it because I will be paying visits' to a ...wolf tonight" I rasped out in Vampire speed so Bella couldn't hear it.

She nodded as I cradled her hand as we walked upstairs to Carlisle's office. Glancing at Bella I knocked the door softly.

What was she thinking? Was she angry? Did she enjoy it? Damn! It was frustrating not to be able to hear he mind. It was like a curse, as well as our 'romance' which was doomed from the very start.

"Come in" Came my fathers calm voice.

'Edward, I hope you have learnt your lesson from being so impulsive. Remember she is still human' Came his disapproved thought as we walked into the office.

"Good evening Bella, its wonderful to see you again. I hope it won't be the last" .

"Yeah" Mumbled Bella, her face flushing a adorable pink colour as she avoided looking at his face.

"Sit down while I take a look at your hand" He chuckled gesturing to the leather armchair.

Hr poked and prodded as Bella occasionally hissed in pain and flinched whilst mumbling to him self.

"You have Swelling Tenderness and warmth around the injury which is a result of a sprained wrist. However in this case it isn't that serious. I will wrap it up for you and give you some pain killers which you will need to take twice a day. It should ne fine within 5 to 10 days. Edward, stay here while I grab some pain killers and water" Explained Carlisle gravely.

Belles eyebrows scrunched up and she looked in intense though.

"What are you thinking?"

Looking up she jumped neither back, not expecting me to as close as I was to her.

"That I shouldn't have punched you, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me" She admitted sheepishly.

Clenching my fist I thought of those god saken Mutts they had been corrupting my Bella. She was never like this before, god how I wanted to slaughter every single one of them.

"It's fine, how did you hurt your other hand?" I asked intently.

"Oh! I...Uh, got into a fight. With a wolf, stupid right?"

My normally calm and pleasant demeanour slowly changed and my face contorted in an all - consuming anger; my nostrils flaring, my eyes flashing and closing into slits.

Who dared hurt my mate In such a way?

"E-Edward, are you okay?" Whimpered Bella.

I was out for Blood, I would kill them!

"Distract me, please Bella. I don't want to hurt anybody, I know your...fond of them" I practically begged her willing the blood lust to calm down.

I didn't want her to witness the beast within, she would leave me. I had no doubt about it.

"Uh, let's go to our meadow. We can talk properly there just don't hurt him"

Her eyes widened once she realised what she said but she tried to correct it by saying "Them! I meant don't hurt them!".

But it was to late, the damage had been done. The dog had already weaselled his way inside of her heart. But I knew she still had feelings for me and all I had to do was bring them out. Make her see how much I was for her.

"Sorry, I was-" Carlisle voice came to a halt once he realised the tension which was thick.

"Go" I said to quietly for human ears.

'Tread carefully" he thought before dropping the meds and leaving.

"Get on my back, we're going" I said In a tight tone.

"Okay" She whispered.

Putting her on my back I wondered what i would say to her, should I express my love and tell her how much I love her? But what if I came on to strong and she ran to the hills? Or should I say the wolf...

That's when I decided I would keep it light and in the friendship zone, I would court her and one day make her .

Ah, it had a beautiful ring to it.

Finally we got to our meadow. Soft green grass under my feet, and blue, yellow, red, purple flowers around me, stretching to the horizon. The sun tints everything golden. A brook flows by, laughing with the teeming insect life in the rich brown soil. The atmosphere of calmness and peace pervades, and the beauty is quietly stunning.

This was the perfect atmosphere to be in with the live of my life.

Gently, I laid her on the grass and sat down next to her. She looked nervous which was off putting, she was normally so relaxed at ease with me.

We were like peas in a pod, we fit perfectly but it wasn't everyone's idea of nice.

"Edward, I know you still love me and I don't want to make You any false promises-" She tried to explain but I held my hand up to stop her.

"It's fine Bella, I was silly to think you would come running back to me with open arms especially the way I treated you. I'm sorry and if I could go back In time and change it then believe me I would but I think we should start over again. Become friends, go on a few dates. What I am trying to say is... May I court you?"

SNEAK PEAK OF THE NEXT CHAPTER:

"I can't believe you ran straight to the leech Bella, yesterday you practically fought for our friendship and it seemed that may we were getting past the friendship stage!" Jake Bellowed, his face balked up in rage.

How was I going to tell him...

Authors Note: I really hope you like this and I gave you a sneak peak of the next chapter because you deserved it! I'm writing up the next 2 chapters so you won't wait to long. Please review or Pm me ! Xxxxxxxx