A/N hey guys new chapter for you! Ness is gonna get in a bit of trouble with a wolf today. And this chapter is based on a song by an irish band called the script... yeah I love them

Its called "For the First Time"

The lyrics really describe Nessie in the next few chapters. Falling for someone who might not love her back and still acting normal

We see Nessie's feelings start to develop in this chapter. Keep in mind though about the promise she made Edward, her actual age and everything else that a girl might go through, while falling for a guy


"She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart. While I'm drinkin Jack in my local bar" -The Script

"We're smilin but we're close to tears even after all these years its just now that we've got the feelin that we're meetin for the First time" The Script- For the First time

Chapter 10: For the First time

Nessie's POV

Jacob took my hand as we walked down first beach together. I knew something had changed...He looked into my eyes and I was sure that something had changed. The atmosphere was almost foggy it didn't feel real, but it looked so real.

"Ness" He breathed so quietly I barely caught it

He leant in and his lips were about to press against mine when the image faded away leaving a ringing noise in its place.

My eyes fluttered open and I focused in on a screen flashing. I picked up my phone and read the caller ID

Lexi

I checked the time and jolted up out of bed while answering the phone

"Hey Lex" I greeted her

"Ness what the hell took you so long girl?" She asked

"um.. I was sleeping... I was actually having this weird dream" I said scratching my head

"What was it about?" She asked

I couldn't say it was about Jake... could I?

" I dunno no more cold pizza before bed anyway that's for sure" I joked weakly and she laughed

"Hey, what do you say to a day at the beach in La Push. I haven't seen you in a while" She said

"Yeah what time I should be able to get a ride down, Jake is probably here anyway" I laughed and she chuckled

"That boy practically lives at your house " She noted

"Tell me bout it" I joked and I knew he heard it cuz I heard him chuckle.. he was close by too by the smells of things

"Kay, how bout twelvish or one oooh and tell Seth to come" She squeaked. She had a little crush on Seth, which I thought was cute but Seth found hugely annoying

"Sure, Sure" I said and she laughed

"Jacob" She sighed

"Kay I'll see you then" She hung up

I rolled my eyes. Lexi was anything but shy. She was outgoing and slightly crazy but we loved her like that

I went into my walk in wardrobe and found a pair of dark skinny jeans, A blue hoodie and converse. I pulled the hood down as I walked out of my room and straight into Jacobs bare chest

"Wah" I jumped back and fell banging my head off the door

"Shit! Nessie are you okay?" He asked leaning over me.

"I'm fine. Just shocked.." I laughed and he looked at me confused

"How hard did you hit your head?" He asked

I shook my head "I dunno" I mumbled and he helped me up and put an arm around my wait

"Heard you needed a ride to La Push" He informed me

"Eavesdropping again are we?" I asked

"Eavesdropping? Me? Never" He said and I laughed

"Uh huh" I mumbled as I steadied myself and started to walk down ahead of him into the kitchen

"Did you eat?" I called

"Yup" He said as he came into the room.

"That's good. At Least now I wont be all day cooking breakfast for you" I smiled and he laughed

"Funny" He teased

I poured the pancake mix into the pan and started flipping them around

I sat down to the table when a tan hand swiped one from my plate

"Jacob would you like to ask for a pancake instead of I dunno stealing them?" I asked and he laughed

"Nah, I'm good with the stealing then you don't know when I'm gonna strike" He made a kung fu move with his hands

"Yeah, your normal" I concluded

"Who said that I wasn't?" He asked

We continued to banter like this while I washed up and I went upstairs to get my phone

"Headed out" I called to my parents who were somewhere in the house

"Where to?" My fathers voice came from behind me and I whirled around

"La Push to meet Lexi" I informed him

"Jake bringing you?" He asked

"Uh huh. What's with the Spanish Inquisition?" I asked

"Just making sure your safe. What time will you be ho-?" I cut him off

"I don't know probably around 4" I said looking at the clock

"Okay then. Have fun" He smiled and left the room with a newspaper.

"Kay.. all set" I said coming into the kitchen as Jacob rooted through the fridge

"You just ate" I accused

"Yes and?" He asked

I shook my head and he laughed

"Lets go" He declared and I followed him out to his Rabbit

I was sitting down on the sand with Lexi as it was a surprisingly pleasant day in Forks Washington. Jacob had vanished for a few hours so we could have some "girl" Talk

"This is nice"She murmured

"Yeah... we don't get too many days like this" I agreed.

"So... What is the deal with you and Jake?" She asked. I groaned. Lexi was one of those people who was obsessed with gossip. But not in a bad way. She'd never tell anyone anything that you didn't want people to know and she was great at keeping secrets

"There is no deal with me and Jake. We're best friends" I said

"I think it might be something more" She said giving me a knowing look

"What do you mean?" I asked

"Well Ness your obviously crushing on him" She pointed out

"I'm not Lex... well not yet. Lexi if I told you something would you keep it a secret?" I asked

"I'll try my hardest" She promised

Would that be good enough? I didn't even think because before I knew it words were flowing

"I had a dream last night and he was about to kiss me and now I'm starting to notice things lately" I mumbled to her

"Like what?" She asked grinning

"The way his smile lights up the room. His eyes are so brown and thoughtful, how he is so kind all the time, how he is so sweet all the time-" She cut me off

"Your getting worse by telling me. Nessie, I feel really bad for you" She said sympathetically

"Yeah your not the only one. Should I just forget it? Cuz it wont happen. I'm almost fifteen and he's eighteen" I was lying about his age, but the difference wasn't a thought you would want to dwell on too much

"It could happen. And he knows you so well, he'd never take advantage of you like that and you know it. Right?" She asked

"Of course" I defended him

"Then.. tell him" She said

"I can't he thinks of me like a little sister, a best friend" I said

"And?" She asked

"Lex it will ruin everything if I tell him.. I can't jeopardise our Relationship like that... things are... confusing enough" I mumbled thinking about all that we had been through

"I guess... but he'll understand though" He pointed out

"Lexi he probably has a girl he's interested in besides me. I'm nothing special" I said to her

She rolled her eyes "Your the prettiest girl I know. That's why all those girls were bullying you. They were afraid of losing their pedestal. Its a pity they didn't" She mumbled the last part sourly

"Ha yeah right" I said to her.

"Well it doesn't matter. We don't have to think about it right? Anyway today is for ogling guys and having fun. So how bout a swim?" She asked and I laughed and followed her out to the water


I sat back down on my towel and wrapped the smaller towel I bought around my head. The sun was out and it was actually a decent day. Until a shadow blocked my light

"Get out of the way" I moaned. I could tell it was one of the wolves. Normal people weren't over six foot.

"Why should I?" He asked teasingly

"Because you love me?" I asked and he moved and sat beside me

"So what's up?" I asked

"Not much. Same old Same old" Embry muttered

"Right. How's the baby shower planning going?" I asked and he shot me a face

"Your asking the right one Nessie" He grinned

"Right" I mumbled. Sam and Emily were pregnant again. Romeo was born almost two years ago now. And Emily was pretty sure that the next baby was going to be a girl. If it was she was going to call it Eliza.

"Emmy baby" Some blond girl called and Embry waved

"New girlfriend?" I asked. Embry was such a player

"Yeah" He laughed

"You ass" I said shoving him in the arm

"Hey girls love it" He said

"No they love your abs" I joked

"And you don't swoon over Jacobs abs?" He asked

I shook my head. I can't believe he's actually asking this!

"No way" I mumbled

"Come on.. of course you do. Their like steel!" He praised him

"And you know this how?" I asked kind of weirded out

"Well when you punch a guy in the stomach and they don't flinch its a bit odd don't you think?" He asked

"Jacobs strong" I added

"Ha!" He exclaimed "Your totally drooling over him" He grinned

I could feel my self blush and I knew I was only giving myself away now

"Listen" I hissed menacingly "If you say anything. Or think anything at all. I am personally going to rip you to shreds or ask one of my family members to do so. Embry I swear to god!" I hissed in his face he backed away

"You got it" He stuttered

Jacob waltzed up and took in Embry's startled expression. It was very rare that I did something like that and it usually scared everyone or freaked everyone out. Lexi was still in the water and we heard her giggling when Seth splashed water at her

"What's going on here?" He asked with an amused expression. I sent Embry a glare warning him.

"Nothing " I mumbled

"Okay then. Do you need a ride? Cuz I'm actually gonna be at a meeting for a while" He said guiltily

"Its alright. Embry can take me" I suggested and I heard Embry gulp

"Y-yeah. Sure" He mumbled quickly

"Okay. Ask Esme will she keep some grub" He said to me

"I'm sure she will Jake you eat all of her food" I muttered

"Yeah good point. I'll catch you later" He said waving

"Later" I said waving

"So are you ready to go?" I asked innocently as I put my towel back in my bag after another hour of messing with Lexi

"Yeah" He said confidently

"What about your squeeze?" I asked

"I'll let her off easy" He grinned and walked down the beach to his blond girlfriend...

I shook my head as she walked away and he walked up to me casually

"This is gonna be a long ride isn't it?" He asked

"Yup" I said and he grimaced


The next chapter will probably be the conversation in the car and maybe a confrontation with Edward... I dunno yet cuz Well I haven't started writing!

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