Hey, sorry for the long wait. I'm lacking motivation to write this, don't worry though I wont abandon this fic. Anyway, I'm open for any ideas you may have!
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Disclaimer: I do not own DGM :'[
Warning: Possible traumatic flashbacks, crying.
Kanda POV:
I woke up this morning at ten. I usually wake up much earlier, around seven-ish but I guess for once I'm tired. I get up, stretch and start to dress. Ten minutes later and I'm downstairs eating breakfast my adoptive father Tiedoll made for me. I see a note next to my eggs and open it.
Dear Yuu-kuuuun! Its your father Tiedoll! Anyway, you have the house to yourself for today. I am at my studio till eight, and your brother Daisya is over at a friends. Don't get into too much trouble! Love, your father ;)
Ugh, that man gives me headaches. At least I get the house to myself. A whole day of peace and quiet, at least that's what I thought.
Two Hours Later...
I hear a knock on the door. I exhale, and ignore it, continuing to meditate. I hear another series of knocks, and furrow my brows before sighing angrily and getting up. I walk towards the doorway and open the door. I see the person I least wanted to see right now. The Moyashi was standing there, curling his fingers together, looking everywhere but my eyes. Just as I am about to slam the door in his face, his hands stop me.
"P-please don't close the door." He stammers nervously. "Tch." I try to force it closed, but the beansprout seems to hold out.
"Kanda please stop. You stupid arse!" I slacken my hold, surprised at his language. He takes that moment of hesitation and quickly barges in closing the door behind him. "Idiot! Get out of here, I never invited you in!" I shout angrily. He turns away, eyes shadowed by his hair. I'm about to force him to look at me before I see something that stops me in my tracks. One lone tear makes it's way down his cheek, dripping to the floor.
"Y-You jerk, you assume too much!" He looks up at me, eyes teary and lip trembling. "You never listen, do you! When you said you loved me, I never even answered before you ran out of there!" I froze, eyes widening. I was about to say something, but he continued, "D-Don't become like the others, Kanda. You can't become like them, like him!" He seems to now say more to himself then me.
"I don't w-want to be betrayed again. Not a-anymore. Don't l-let it happen to me!" He says, taking fast, short breaths. I realize he's having a panic attack and quickly move from where I'm standing.
I run over to him and take him into my arms, holding him tightly. He stops muttering but when I look down, I see something much worse. His eyes are dull, and have a slightly haunted look in them.
"Moyashi?" I call to him, but he doesn't answer. It's as if he's somewhere else, and he's still shaking.
"...Beansprout? Allen?" I shake him a bit, yet he doesn't react. I tilt his head up towards mine, but it's like he's not even looking at me. This is starting to worry me, che, this beansprout is breaking all my walls.
He starts to breathe heavily once again, and starts to fall forward, luckily I catch him before he does. His arm is clutching his chest, as if he's in agony.
I'm really starting to worry about him, so I hug him. I hug him close to my chest, letting my hands run through his hair. I whisper a lullaby in his ear, and I see the dullness start to fade a bit. He still has a glazed look in his eye that worries me though.
Oh, that's right, didn't the usagi mention him being sick yesterday? I touch my forehead to his, and yep there's a fever. I start to see his eyes close so I pick him up and carry him to my room.
I lay him down on my bed and start to leave before I hear him "K-kanda, please s-stay" He whispers. I turn around and look at him. He's in such a pitiful state, and I hate it. I hate how he can make me feel all these things. But I sit by him anyway, not looking at him.
"I-I'm sorry, I l-love you too..." I hear him trail off as he falls asleep. I look towards him, wide-eyed. What did he just say?
He...loves me too?
OMGGGGGGG I'M SO SORRY! IM SO LATE IN POSTING THIS! AND IT'S PRETTY SHORT!
I know, I'll go dig my grave... Anyway sorry for the late chapter, I didn't mean to let it out so late. But I gave Kanda's pov and switched thing's up a bit, hehe.
I have news. I can't publish anything for the next week or two because I'm going somewhere that has no service x.x
That's all for now...enjoy your weekends guys and see you next chapter!
Sayonara~
Next Chapter: What does Kanda have to say for Allen's confession? Will he accept it or will he reject it in fear for his own feelings? What does any of this have to do with Alma? Find out, in chapter 12!