Hello everyone, well I thank all of you for reading my one shots so far and I hope you like my next two, as they are something a little special I think. The reason for my thinking this is because this one your about to read is part one and the next chapter is part two. And this first part is set in New Moon, around the time tat Jasper is waiting for Alice to ring him to let him know that she's still alive. Now this is noting like the book, both of these chapters are they way I would have wanted them to be like, so if anyone wonders why the second chapter is completely different to the original story then that's why. So please read and enjoy. Both of these chapters are dedicated to two of my favourite songs, and in this chapter you must read the lyrics as it shows why Jasper doesn't follow Alice to Italy.
Enjoy, love NightLife.
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I'd come for you by Nickelback.
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Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it
Jasper sat in his and Alice's room, his head in his hands. His mind was filled with different things, some good and some bad.
He did his best to remind himself that Alice would be alright, she knew how to take care of herself, and that she also promised him that she'd come back.
The last words she said floated in his mind. I Love You.
With those three simple words, that had so much meaning to them, made him think bad things would happen, it's like she was saying her last goodbye in the sweetest was possible.
Jasper shook his head furiously to make that thought leave his mind, but it had no effect.
I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.
His brain was in overload, what if she didn't come back, what if she needed him, what if it was already to late.
What if she was already gone, or worse, one of them.
That thought scared him more than anything, he knew that Aro wanted her to stand by his side. He didn't want her to become a monster, not his Alice.
By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
When he last spoke to her he was ready to run to the airport and follow her to Italy, but just as Alice had made a promise to him, he'd also made a promise to her.
But only if you told me to
Jasper would do anything for her, anything she asked of him, and this was the one thing she'd asked of him. Either way he was beating himself up about his decisions, he could either keep his promise and live with that regret if anything happened to her, but he'd also have to live with the regret of breaking his promise if he followed her. Jasper knew what he would do if he lost her, he would go to Italy and fight for loosing her, he knew he wouldn't win if he did, but at the end of the day, it wouldn't matter if he did, she would still be gone forever.
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
He felt so helpless, at least if Alice was in his shoes she'd be able to keep tabs on him, but he couldn't do anything.
I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
Why did this have to happen, why did she have to have that vision, why did Edward have to be so stupid. He knew it was wrong, but if Edward came back and Alice didn't, Jasper would blame Edward forever. He didn't want to think that way, but he couldn't help it, he loved her Alice so much that it was ripping him apart to think of everything he would loose. Her bright smile, her loving eyes, her soft hair, her amazing scent, her love. Everything that gave him reason to exist could be lost, and how would he know, he already felt his dead heart tearing away with out her love to protect it.
I finally know what just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow
He could hear everyone on the other side of the door, he wanted to be away from everyone, he didn't want his family to see him in this state. They waited just as much as he did for the phone that sat next to him to ring.
Jasper could feel the dry sobs well up inside his chest. He wanted her back right now to comfort him, he needed her close. He needed her just as much, maybe more than she needed him. Alice was what kept him together, and now that she's not with him, he was falling apart slowly and painfully.
By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you
Then, just as all his hope was lost, the phone that sat so close to him, rang softly.
Everyone who was outside his room, was soon inside as they heard the phone as well. before it had time to ring twice, Jasper already had it to his ear.
"Alice…?" his voice was crackly for his tearless crying. Then he heard the one word he needed to hear the most, the voice from his angels lips.
"Jasper" she whispered down the line.
Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
Carlisle stood close to him, Jasper looked up at him as he listened to Alice's soft soothing voice.
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
"I'll be there for you. I'll see you soon" Jasper whispered softly to Alice, grateful that she was alive.
When the phone went dead he stood up and looked at Carlisle.
"I'll get that car" was all Carlisle said.
No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you
And with that Jasper and everyone was in their cars driving as fast as they could to the airport.