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Chapter 11

Salena POV

I didn't meet up with Jake to tell him what had happened. Sam didn't tell me to keep it a secret but I felt no one else needed to know. I dragged my feet into the house and was greeted by Leah, who sat on the couch flipping through channels. My heart pounded against my chest when I laid my eyes on her.

"Did you morph out of your clothes again?" She asked as she noted me wearing nothing but a males shirt again. "Is that Sam's shirt?"

"Yeah we got into another fight, so as payment I took his shirt." I replied heading to my room to change.

"That's Sam for you can't expect anything good from him." I heard her comment before I closed the door behind me.

Once the door was shut behind me I slumped to the floor against it. Everything was messed up. Leah claims she's over him but I know she's not. She still hates him because she believes he abandoned her that night. She's already forgiven Emily because Emily couldn't help but love him. She would have forgiven Sam if she knew the true story of why he left a second time.

But none of them will ever know is the sacrifice Leah made so Sam and Emily could be happy. I began to cry again as I remembered the day Leah told me.

Leah POV/Memories

I stared in disbelief at the pee test: Positive. This was the 3rd one I've taken today and they all read the same answer. Joy was the first emotion that came rushing through my body. "I'm having Sam's child!" I shouted in the empty house. "Now I can get him back. Now we can live together like we promised. We can be a family."

I danced around in the small bathroom before looking at myself in the mirror again. "You're pathetic!" I spat at my reflection. Sam was with Emily, he was happy with her and he loves her more then he had ever loved me. My heart began to ache as I realized how hopeless my situation was. Being pregnant with his kid wouldn't change a thing. It'd only hurt Emily.

I dropped to the floor as the painful feeling of heartbreak washed over me. "What am I going to do? I can't be a mom on my own. I'd only look more pathetic having his kid while he loves Emily."

What would Sam say if I told him? He'd think I was lying and trying to force him to come back to me. He'd deny it was his. "I don't know what to do." I cried cradling myself. I love Sam enough to want him to be happy even if it's not with me. This would only make his life miserable. I make his life miserable.

I got off the floor and took another look at myself in the mirror. "You don't have the right to carry his kid. He wouldn't want you to have his kid." I told myself. But even if I wasn't worth enough, this child deserved everything.

I wrapped my arms around me and hugged my stomach. They didn't have to know. I wouldn't tell them. They deserve to be happy together without me interfering making things complicated. I'll just say it was a one night stand with a stranger. Everyone will think badly of me but that's ok as long as Sam doesn't find out the truth. I love Sam and Emily and when you love someone you want them to be happy. I don't want to hurt Emily and make her feel even worse then she does now. I will raise this child on my own. My mother and father won't approve but Seth will be glad to be an uncle.

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It's been 3 months almost 4. I've been able to hide my growing belly and weird behavior from everyone this long. But today something has gone terribly wrong. I clutch my stomach and doubled over. The pain shot through me in an instant but disappeared just as quickly as it came. I dismissed the pain as nothing and went to grab a glass of water from the kitchen. I supported my weight on the counter as I sipped the refreshing water.

My mother walked in as I took a seat at the table. "Leah, Seth will be back late from school and your father is out fishing again with Charlie." She informed me as she began making lunch. As she continued to talk, it became harder for me to focus. Her voice was far in the distance and as I watched her lips move the word came late. I blinked rapidly trying to focus my vision as it blurred in and out. "Leah are you ok? Leah?"

"I'm fine, don't worry. What were you talking about?" I answered once my senses came back: Hearing and sight.

"Leah! You're bleeding!" My mother cried. I looked down to where she was staring and crimson red blood stained Seth's baby blue basketball shorts I was wearing. I froze unable to think or move. My baby! "Oh my God we got to get you to the hospital now."

My mother helped me into the passenger's seat and drove quickly but safely to the emergency room. Everything went by so fast. I was put on the stretched and rushed into a room. I believe I was sedated because I don't remember anything after that.

When it was over the doctor informed me that I had lost the child. My heart collapsed but no tears came. Everything just went cold. The last thing I had of Sam was ripped from me and now I truly was left with nothing.

My mother came in shortly with tears in her eyes. "Why didn't you tell me?" I didn't answer all I did was turn my head away from her. "Leah talk to me! Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? Who's child was it? Answer me!"

"What the hell does it matter now mother! The baby's gone! I lost it!" I shouted angrily at her. Couldn't she tell that nothing mattered any more?

"It was Sams wasn't it?" She said stating it as a fact more then questioning. I turned to look away to hide the tears that blurred my vision. "Does he know?"

"Why would I tell him? How could I tell any one with out having people feel sorry for me and me looking pathetic! He's with Emily now and me saying I have his child wouldn't have made things better but worse!"

My mother felt ashamed for even asking. Out of all the people in La Push she was the only one that understood my pain and didn't blame me for being bitter. "I won't tell anyone, not even your father." She reassured me giving me a hug and letting me cry the pain away. In my dreams I held my child in my arms and Sam beside me. First Sam disappeared from my dreams and soon the baby I cradle in my arms vanished too. All that was left was me alone in the darkness.

Salena POV

Even if Leah and Sam knew the truth about everything, it wouldn't make a difference now. Sam came to love Emily himself and not just as an imprintee. Leah will still believe that she wasn't imprinted on because she couldn't give birth to stronger children. It'd only make things worse if they found out the truth now. More heartbreak would be the result

Leah believed that imprinting was based off of breeding and who is the best mated to make a stronger generation. I believed it was a mistake. It ruined lives and broke hearts.

Leah please don't cry anymore.

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