Hey guys, so I know I updated yesterday, but I was too excited not to post the next chapter for you guys. Everyone is wondering why Brooke won't answer Lucas's calls and in this chapter you will find out and everyone will be happy with this chapter I know it.
So ENJOY!
I look down at the second test I had taken and my world seemed to spin around me.
I have never felt so much pain before in my life. I clutched into my still very flat stomach as Lucas rushed me to the hospital.
We were at the house we all decided to share our second year of college, everyone was out while Lucas and I were having date night at the house watching a film and suddenly I felt a sticky liquid between my legs. I looked down and my eyes widened in horror at the time a sharp piercing pain shot through my body.
"Aaarrrrgg!" I cry in Lucas's arms as he ran towards the hospital and through the white double sliding doors.
"Okay can someone please help me" he calls out. I see the nurses run our way, one with a wheelchair. Lucas slowly puts me down in it "she's my fiancée and she's bleeding really badly and she's pregnant" one of the nurses wheels me down the hall and into an examination room.
"Please wait out here" an oldish nurse says going into the room.
"Oh my god Luke we got your message, what happened?" Rachel says as the whole gang appeared in the waiting room with him.
"I don't know. One minute we are watching a film the next Brooke is crying out in pain and then the blood. There was so much blood" Lucas replied running a shaky hand through his hair "she was in so much pain guys. I've never seen her scream like that"
Half hour later the double doors to the room opened and an oldish looking lady doctor came out "Are you Lucas?" she asks. Lucas nods "okay well we managed to give Brooke some painkiller for the pain, but I'm sorry Lucas, Brooke has lost the baby" Lucas looked at the doctor in horror.
"Wait what?" Peyton says taking the words right out of his mouth "is Brooke okay? Does she know?"
The doctor shook her head "Brooke passed out from the pain, but the bleeding has slowed down, but I will give her a prescription for the pain for the next few days. Again Lucas I'm very sorry for your loss, when she wakes you can go see her" Lucas thanks the doctor and she nods leaving again.
"I'm sorry Man" Jake and Nathan say patting Lucas on the back.
The next hour and the nurse let's Lucas in to see Brooke as she wakes up. He slowly walks into the room to see a crying Brooke on the bed with her hand over her face and a hand on her belly.
"It's gone" he hears her whisper "my baby, our baby is gone" a sob creeps out of her mouth and Lucas rushed over wrapping his arms around her bringing her crying body into his.
"Ssshhh Butterfly its okay. It's going to be okay" he rubs her back rocking them back and forth "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry"
That memory came back as I still continued to look down at the two pregnancy tests that lay before me. I glance over at my phone to see it light up again as Lucas calls me, but I ignore it not sure what I was going to say, sure I made out it wasn't a big deal if this happened, but I was bluffing. It is a big deal and after last time; the way Lucas reacted when I told him I'm not sure I can do that again.
I paced our bedroom glancing over at the clock. Lucas would be home any minute now and I was freaking out. I had some huge news to share with him and I was scared. More scared than I've ever been most of the time.
The bedroom door opened and Lucas walked in with a smile on his face "Hey butterfly" he says throwing his stuff to the side and walking over to me. He takes me in his arms and places a soft kiss to my lips.
"Hey Broody" I reply pulling away from him and turning around running a hand over my face and through my hair.
"Brooke, baby are you okay?" I could feel him walking closer to me so I move away towards the bed "okay Brooke what's wrong?"
I finally turn around and face him. I dig into my pants pocket and pull out the test. I look down at the first one I took and then look up at Lucas "what is eh... What's that?"
"Lucas I... It's a test and it's positive"
"What kind of test because I thought you took your tests last week?"
"Lucas I'm... We are... We're going to erm... Lucas I'm pregnant" I close my eyes waiting for the temper, waiting for his voice to rise... Waiting for his voice to be heard, but I hear nothing. I slowly open my eyes and see him just staring at me in horror "Lucas? Luke..."
"You're... Your pregnant, that can't be. How? Wait I know how... I mean when? I mean... Your pregnant" I nod "but we are only 19, I mean we can't possibly do this. We can't be parents. I mean with how screwed up we are" he looked up at me "wait I didn't mean it like that" he quickly says taking a step towards me.
"No stop right there. I get this is scary and it's worrying, but to bring my past into the reason why we shouldn't do this is just low. Even for you" I grab my jacket off the bed and walk pass him and out our bedroom door.
For the rest of the night I seem to just stare down at the five tests I have taken as they were spread out on my bed. The next morning I hear a knock at my bedroom door and then see it slowly open.
I look up and see Ellison come in with a smile on her face "Good morning cookie" I nod and then Ellison looks down at my bed and her eyes widen "Brooke what are these, wait no fricking way" she picks up a test and squeals in excitement "you're pregnant?" I slowly nod "Oh my god Tegan come here" Ellison calls out.
Tegan comes running into the room "what's going on?" Ellison holds up the test and Tegan takes it "Oh my god" she grasps "you're pregnant. Congrats Ellie"
Ellison rolls her eyes "not me you idiot, Brooke"
And then the room was full of squeals "You're pregnant. Brooke that's awesome" I say nothing "what did Lucas say, was he excited, happy?"
"I haven't told him yet" I confess "last time he got scared and freaked out"
"You were 19 then Brooke and plus you guys have been together longer now and your 24 with a good job. You're ready for this now Brooke" Ellison assures me "I'm sure Lucas won't freak out this time"
"But what if I lose it again? What if something goes wrong again?"
"I know how bad you hurt the last time Brooke and I know how close things got, but your stronger now and your ready this time"
"So you think I should call Lucas?" both girls nodded "we'l go grab breakfast and bring you something back" Ellison leans down placing a kiss to my cheek "I love you Brooke and you'll be a great Mom" I flash her a thank you smile and then they both leave.
I grab my phone and press speed dial and bring the phone to my ear. Two rings and he answered "thank god. Hi butterfly. I've been trying to call you all yesterday afternoon"
"I know" I reply "I'm sorry I've just had something come up and I was trying to find a way of telling you"
"Okay what's wrong?"
I didn't wanna pussy foot around this time like El said we are grown ups now and we have to act like them "Luke I'm pregnant" to the point.
"Oh my god. You are?" I wasn't sure if that was excitement or if he was freaking out again.
"Yeah Luke I am. I went out and brought 10 tests, I did five and they're all positive"
"Oh my god baby that is amazing" I stopped shocked at his response for a moment I say nothing "was it a few days ago when I came to New York"
"Actually one of the tests says 8 weeks" I tell him "I think maybe that's why my moods have been swinging and my hormones have been all over the place"
"This is great Brooke, wait... Were you scared to tell me?"
"Well yes I was, but that's only because of how you reacted the last time I told you"
"I was an ass back then Brooke, but right now you've made me the happiest and then were gonna get married soon too" he says and a smile appears on my lips "I love you Pretty Girl"
"As I do you Broody" I knock the tear that fell down my cheek away.
"Baby I have to go, but I'll see you in 2 days. I can't wait" I say my goodbyes and we both hang up.
Well that went better than I thought it would, but I'm super excited and glad that Lucas didn't freak out this time. This baby will be so loved. Now I had to call the doctors for an appointment. I dial the number and put the phone to my ear.
Good news is I got a doctors appointment where Lucas can attend with me. I know he is on tour still and him being in New York is him doing business stuff, bur surely he would want to come to the appointment with me so I texted him about it and haven't gotten a reply yet.
The excitement of having a baby flushed over me now that I know Lucas is okay about it. I place my hand on my still flat stomach "Hi there little one, this is your Mommy and I'm very excited to see you on the screen in two days" glee filled my voice and I was happy. So happy and so in love "you will be so loved and have so many people surrounding you. I promise I'll look after you"
The rest of the day I lay on the sofa watching Netflix when a text message from Lucas came through.
Of course I'll come Pretty Girl. I don't care what I am doing; you and our baby are my main focus. Every appointment I will be at I promise. L xxx
That just made my day. I smile down at the text and lay a hand to my stomach for the 100th time today "see there baby you'll have the best daddy and I know if your a little girl your daddy will adore you and if your a boy your daddy will be super excited too either way you'll have the best daddy ever"
"Talking to your stomach again?" Ellison says coming in to the living area
"Yeah Luke just messaged. He'll come to the appointment with me"
"Of course he will Brooke. You have to stop doubting your relationship with Lucas. You guys were made for each other"
I know she is right I just can't help it. We've been through so much together it's like the universe is testing us and each and every time we prove that we belong together, but I just... I don't know.
"Yeah I know"
"So have you called Mom and told her?" I shake my head.
"Not yet. I mean the last time she thought we were too young and then after what happened she thought I was going to relapse. Everyone did"
"But your stronger this time Brooke" she assures me "you've grown up so much since then. You and Luke can do this. You'll be good parents and Mom will be excited just like Lucas was. I promise"
"I just wanna make sure everything is okay before I do that" she nods understanding my concern "gonna be great going to work and telling them I'm pregnant aye"
"I thought you wanted to open your own company?"
"I do, but you have to have money for that El"
"Yeah, but I thought Nana gave you the keys to Papas old building down on avenue" I kinked my eye brow at my sister and slowly climbed off the bed and over to the closet taking out a box I open it and grab the keys.
"These are to Papa's building?" Ellison nodded "Nana heard about you wanting your own business Cookie"
"I didn't even realise that's what she was giving me for my 21st" I clutch the keys and grab my jacket.
"Where you going?" Ellison asks turning to face me as I slip my feet into a pair of heels.
"To go take a look at my building" Ellison jumped off my bed and followed me "you girls coming?"
"Coming where?" Tegan asks
"To Avenue, Brooke has a building there" Ellison answers "let's go"
We got to Avenue and I stared back at the big tall building Papa had left me when he sadly passed away. I didn't even know he knew about my owning a business dream.
It was a huge building that I could see myself owning. This could be my chance to have something of my own. To leave a legacy to my baby when it was time. If he or she wanted to continue with it.
I walk up to the building and unlock the double doors letting us in. It was so perfect. It was a cosy building that I could see myself and a work family making home at. I loved it and I loved the fact I could own a business in my family business place.
"I could do this" I tell both the girls "I could see myself owning a clothing line here. Making this a million dollar place to work and be at home in. I can see it all"
"What are you saying Brooke?"
"I'm saying I'm going to start my own business. Start of small of course and then expand and watch it grow" I tell them "Papa did wonders in this building and maybe I can too"
"Oh my I'm going to have a very wealthy sister soon" Ellison says hugging me "you take after Mom Brooke, you see what you want and you don't stop until you have it"
"I think I can do this, but after I get married" Ellison laughs "because we only have less than four months before I can call myself Mrs Brooke Davis Scott"
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