Ok this is just a warning for you guys I start school on Friday and after that it might be hard to get these things out as quickly as I have been (except for that three week hiatus).
"No I don't believe you!"
"This isn't happening" Booth thought to himself, but it was and at that moment he saw Bones heart break in her eyes. He wanted nothing more than to run to her and hold her in his arms, but he knew she would never let him after what she had just seen.
He was so mad at his ex right now that he was ready to scream at her to get the hell out. In fact those were his next words had Bones not spoken just then.
"I didn't know you were busy" she said looking at him the tears pooling in her eyes, "oh he'll be very busy" finally he found his voice "No we weren't" he said his voice getting louder as he ground his teeth together.
Out of the corner of his eye he saw Bones retreating towards the door, she finally couldn't take any more of this, her head was spinning and she knew that if she didn't get out of there soon she'd be a crying mess on his floor.
But she was stronger than that and would never let him or Rebecca crying on the floor. No she had held her emotions in before she could do it now, at least until she got to her car.
She took off in a run and faintly heard her name being called after her by Booth. "Do you know what you've just done!" Booth yelled at Rebecca running back to his room to throw on some clothes.
"You never told me you and her were together" she said almost frightened by the look he gave her as he was leaving the apartment "I want you out by the time I come back" and with that he slammed the door shut and ran in the direction of the parking lot.
She had made it too her car and as soon as she did she burst into tears. After a couple minutes she put her car in drive and left the parking lot, catching a glance at Booth who was almost to her car.
He had run down 4 flights of stairs being too impatient with the elevator. When he found her car he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw her crying. That was when he knew he had screwed up, and now he just wanted to hold her tight or kick his own ass for hurting her.
Once he saw her turn on the car he started running towards her and he thought he saw her look back at him but he wasn't sure as she took off out of the parking garage.
She wouldn't go home, he'd just come by and she couldn't face him now. For a quick second she didn't know where to go, before mentally scolding herself for not thinking of Angela before now. She quickly drove over there knowing that Booth would show up there eventually wanting to talk.
As she rang Hodgins doorbell she quickly swiped away a tear that had fallen down her cheek, trying her best to keep herself together. That was until Hodgins opened the door surprised to find his boss
standing on his doorstep, and was even more surprised when she flung herself at him sobbing deeply into his shoulder.
At first he just stood there in shock before hugging her trying his best to figure out what had made her brake down like this. He saw Angela come down the stairs wondering what all the commotion was about when her eyes widened and she ran to the two hugging Brennan from behind.
"Sweetie what's wrong?" Angela answered after Brennan had calmed down a bit and they had sat her down on the couch.
"I went to Booth's apartment today and saw him and Rebecca making out" she managed to choke out. "What!" was the response from both Angela and Jack.
"I guess Sully was right they are back together" Brennan said the coldness going back into her eyes. "What? No Bren he wouldn't do that to you he loves you" "that's what I thought too"
Angela and Jack exchanged glances they knew she was shutting down after her sudden breakdown. "Do you mind if I stay the night?" Brennan asked after the silence was bearing down on her.
"Yes of course, I'll set up the guest bed" Angela said getting up and showing Brennan her way to one of Hodgins guest bedrooms.
Just as booth girls had made their way up the stairs, the doorbell rang and Hodgins hurried to get the door knowing exactly who was on the other side.
"Hodgins, is Bones here I really need to talk to her" Hodgins almost felt sorry for him he looked completely disheveled.
"Sorry but I doubt that she wants to talk to you" Hodgins answered standing in the door frame. "I need to explain why…" he started but was cut off by Hodgins. "Look tonight I saw her break down, something I never thought I would see, and I never want to see it again. She'll talk to you when she's ready."
Booth bowed his head said thanks to Hodgins and left. He felt horrible for making her cry and just wanted to kiss her tears away, but he knew he would have to do a lot to gain her trust again.
He sat on his couch and lent his head back into the cushions and sighed deeply closing his eyes. He had kissed Rebecca back for a second not because he wanted to but because it was instinct. But it wasn't the same mind blowing experience that it was like when Bones kissed him. Her kisses made him feel complete, like everything in the world is right even when he knew that it was far from it.
Bones sat up in bed leaning against the pillows. She felt her world crumbling down and didn't know how to stop it even if that was completely irrational. She was a strong, independent, rational woman and here she was balling her eyes out all because of Booth.
He was everything to her though. Every time he walked into the room he seemed to look for her first flashing her one of his great smiles. Just thinking of him hurt and she turned off the light and tried to find sleep which seemed incredibly hard.
The next day she awoke to the smell of coffee and a bagel which Angela had just placed on the side table before sitting down on the bed. "How are you doing this morning?" Brennan had reached for the coffee and took a big sip before answering. "All right but I should probably head home if I'm going to be on time for work."
"You aren't honestly going to work today are you?" Angela asked her with an awe struck look on her face. "We have a case to finish" was her only answer before grabbing the bagel and walking out of the room with Angela hot on her heels.
Booth had gone to work early hoping to get to the Jeffersonian before Brennan did. He wanted to catch her before she had a chance to make up an excuse as to why she didn't have time to talk. He knew that she'd never skip work, not even for him, and not especially when they had a case.
Sure enough he could hear Angela talking and turned to see Brennan, Angela, and Hodgins all coming down the hall. She stopped in her tracks as she saw him and he walked straight towards her. He expected her to yell at him but was surprised when she slapped him before walking past him.
He stopped her again however "Bones, please we need to talk" "there's nothing to talk about." She had asked Angela advice on what to say to him and so far she thought she was doing well.
She went to walk up to the platform when he grabbed her arm. She was about to tell him to let go when she saw how sorry he looked. As much as she was mad at him, she did still love him in a way that even she didn't understand. It seemed like they were constantly bickering and yet she loved him all the same.
Instead she walked towards her office still very mad no matter what her heart felt. She walked in and shut the door as soon as he had walked in.
"Look Bones I'm sorry about everything, you don't deserve what happened last night, not after all you've been through lately" "thank you" was all she said but her voice was cold.
"Now if you don't mind I have a case to work on" he noticed she had said I instead of we and that seemed to hurt him, like they weren't even partners anymore.
"Bones… please… I love you…you believe that right?" his words were simple but he was trying everything he could to make everything right again. It would make things worse to simply say that Rebecca forced herself on him even though it was completely true. He knew Brennan wouldn't simply give up her anger and jump into his arms, no she was a complicated woman he knew from experience. He just needed her to know that he wasn't giving up that easy no matter how far she pushed him away.
Her next words made him see that he had a lot more work to do than he thought. "No, I don't believe you" and with that she left her shocked partner standing in her office. She knew she'd brake down if she stood there any longer and there was no way she was going to let that happen.
Walking out to the platform she felt her heart breaking and she didn't know why but if she had turned around to look back at him she would have seen Booth's heart break too and the tear that ran down his cheek.
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