Ch. 11
Hey Everybody (Emoji wave) and….
HAPPY New Year's everybody! (Emoji Balloons, and fireworks,)
I know I'm a little late but my goal was to finish this chapter before New Year's so luckily I succeeded Yay me Lol I'm hoping to finish my next chapter in two more days if I don't get distracted, but if I don't then I'll will most likely update this coming Monday, This Chapter mainly consists of Huey P.O.V with a bit of Jazmine's as well..
Also is if you read or currently reading Fifty Shades of Attraction then that will be updated soon with me and Freegirl999 the timing of that should be next week we're almost finished with it.
Plus if you haven't please take the time to Read and Review these stories) Credit and S/O to Juey because she started this First! (Emoji smiley face)
: Power Exchange :/( By Anonrain)
: The Last of Us: / (By Juey)
: Dating 101: / (By Truesaver)
: The Love You Have and Had Reboot :/( LoveHeart205)
: Angel In Disguise :/( JazminePink)
: Blueprint :/( CartoonerElle)
Well that's pretty much it Guys except Thank you all for the Reviews truly appreciate it Every last one of them (Emoji Heart and blushing smiley face)
S/O's are on the Bottom of the Page (: …..
Huey. P.O.V.
Thankfully they didn't see him as he watched them walked down the hill.
He should have punched Donald dead in the mouth for kissing Jazmine especially knowing that right now she probably vulnerable from the pain he caused her it hurt even more too see him hugging the girl the girl that he loved.
But he deserved it he had no right to feel any type of jealously or anger toward Donald even though it was hard to do so he had Jaynee now which was the biggest mistake of his life he should have never dated her he was only using her to help pushed in the knife to keep Jazmine away from him he figure as long as she saw him moving on it would be easy for to move on as well.
But he didn't know that his relationship with Jaynee would in up in a pregnancy.
It was one of the biggest regrets of his life knowing that he was careless he only slept with Jaynee one time and only because he thought it would help him rid himself of the guilt and forget Jazmine but of course that didn't work.
It only made him thought about her more.
He couldn't forgive himself for what he did to her.
Seeing the pain on her face as he brutally broke her heart was one of the hardest things he ever had to do in his life.
But he had too he didn't want Jazmine to end up like his mother.
He didn't want to be the man that he hated to her that his father was to his mother.
But something told him deep down that he already became the thing he feared most.
The day that Jazmine tried to commit suicide the same way his mother did.
He knew that he was him.
He could hear his father's words echo in his head.
He shouldn't have never gone to see him or read those damn letters
He could still hear his voice in his head…
Flashback
Huey never met the man that was his father simply because he was only a small child when he went to prison and he ended up with his grandfather after the death of his mother they spent a few years in Chicago until he moved with his grandfather and brother to Woodcrest at the age of 10 he hated doing this behind Grandad's and Riley back but they wouldn't understand why he needed to do this especially since he hadn't reacted well to Grandad telling him and Riley that he wanted to reconnected with them.
He knew he was going to pay for that Giant hole in the wall.
His father sat before him ruggard and slightly handsome he also wore and afro but his way more shorter than Huey's and was tinted with grey hairs showing that he had aged spending majority of his life in confinement he was a big man muscle bound and tall.
Showing that Huey and Riley received most of their height from him.
He also noticed that they shared similar features such as nose chin and cheekbones his eyes was the only thing that told him that he and riley receive that from their mother As they were brown.
Huey stared at this man coldly with his fist clenched holding a letter tightly.
"Huey you don't know how much it's means to me that you came i see your brother and my dad didn't come but the fact that you're here is better ...
"I'm just here for this is this true" Huey cut him off throwing the letter that he read several times across the table.
His father face darken seeing the letter as he picked up the worn paper carefully and look at it.
"Maybe this isn't the place to talk about this" His father said slowly trying give him a smile.
"It's the perfect place to talk about this after all everything that's in that letter says why you're here" huey said curtly trying to keep his voice down he wanted to shattered this man's face into pieces he was the reason why he was more messed up then he already was now reading these letters had bought out another side to him he didn't know that laid deep beneath the surface he was here for answers that's the only reason why he came.
"Your mother wasn't herself when she wrote that letter Huey it's deeper than that I've loved her I really did" his father defended himself trying to keep his emotions in check as well.
"You broke her heart" Huey accused seething with anger. His maroon irises lighting up with fire.
"I didn't mean to our relationship wasn't easy I was young foolish you'll see that when you get in a relationship of your own" his father argued.
"I will never hurt Jazmine the way you did our mother you know nothing about relationships since you destroy the one you had with our mother and killed her…
"I DIDN'T KILL YOUR MOTHER" his father voice boomed slamming his fist on the table between them making several occupants look at him startled.
"Is there a problem here inmate" a guard came up narrowing his eyes at them.
"No officer none at all I just lost my temper but I'm ok now my son is here..
"I'm not your son" Huey shot out coldly.
"Right well keep it down or I will cut this visit short and send you back to your cell" the guard said walking away.
"Yes sir" his father answered.
"Huey look you got to understand I know your angry you got that temper from your old man you look so much like me " his father tried again even as far trying to touch Huey's hand which made the afro boy snatched it away giving him a look of disgust.
"Listen to me and listen to me good I am nothing like you I will never be nothing like you I rather die I hate you and I'll never forgive you for what you did to my mother" Huey said heated.
Then his father did something that surprised him he chuckled his own eyes cold.
"Boy you are everything like me you and I share the same blood you came here for answers but I know you read the letters you see your grandfather informed me that you wanted nothing to do with me but yet you're here you're afraid that you're going to become me I can see it in your eyes especially when I bring up anything about us being the same and you probably will be I can gaurteen it how that's relationship with that girl your dating you've mention her name Jazmine yes that's it pretty name"
"Don't you speak about Jazmine don't you ever say her name" Huey threaten this man had crossed the line now he refused to have her name spoken by scum in his presence.
"You're going to be just like me Boy just wait and see and Jazmine is going to end up like your mother" His father egging him.
"It will never happen unlike you I loved Jazmine I will never hurt her I would never do what you did to my mother to her I'm not you I'll do whatever to keep her safe and protected because I care about she the one good thing that I have and I won't mess that up….." Huey said fiercely but he was starting to weaken a little.
"How can you protect her when you can't even keep her safe from yourself you say you that you won't be me and that she won't end up like your mother but your forgetting I'm the cause of what happen to your mother the same way you will be to Jazmine no matter how much you want to denied it Huey you are your father's son and the sins will follow" his father cut in
"SHUT UP!" Huey roared he couldn't listen to it anymore. He breathed hard as he tried not to cry he wouldn't dare shed a tear in front of this man not now not ever.
"You can't run from who you are why do you think you are the way you are" his father said shattering what strength he had left as he hurled toward the man throwing his fist at him.
Causing the security guards to pulled him off.
Once they got him out they told him he couldn't return.
Huey didn't care as he walked back to the bus port.
He never wanted to see him ever again.
By the time he got home.
He felt broken and scared.
His father had shatter him in a way
For the first time ever in his life Huey Freeman cried
He hated himself for letting his father get to him because everything he spoke was the truth.
He didn't just come there for answers about his mother and what happen he also came to see if his fears was correct and his father helped confirmed them as the words haunted him deep in soul.
"Why do you think you are the way you are?"
He was right
He wasn't normal he didn't know how to be happy about anything he was always angry quite unfeeling confused and scared because he didn't know how to handle it.
He didn't want to be his father
But he could feel that part of him looming through the surface now.
Jazmine was the only person that understood him but with this change he felt coming within himself
He wasn't so sure she would be able to handle it.
He loved her too much to hurt her
That night he decided he was going to cut Jazmine loose
He knew she wouldn't understand especially if he was too easy with it.
He didn't want to hurt her but he figured if he could hurt her just enough to let him go
He could stop the storm from coming on the horizon.
He felt so Cold ….
Huey groaned tiredly as his aching head threw whispers in his mind he had to push his situation with Jazmine out of his head.
He had a child on the way now he went from trying not ruin one life to possibly ruining another it was never supposed to go this far with Jaynee he didn't love her or care for her at all he only dated her because she reminded him of the thing he couldn't have.
And now he involved an innocent life in the mix he was in no shaped or form ready to be a father he was already messed up and he didn't want to bring the demons he was dealing with into a child's life.
But what choice did he have he already had father issues so being a deadbeat was out of the question.
It was easy not to fear he would be like his father to Jaynee because he didn't really have any true feelings for her.
Plus Jaynee wasn't anything like Jazmine she was loud obxious rude and had a bad attitude and she was also dealing with demons of her own that she refused to tell him that he didn't try to force out of her because he damn sure wasn't going to tell his.
He didn't have to protect her emotionally he just had to say what she wanted to hear and she was good with that.
She was tough so that made the fake persona and façade he painted for everyone around him easy.
He knew that his friends and family wouldn't understand it but they would accept it.
He couldn't stand Jaynee but he knew he would never damage her the way he would if he stayed with Jazmine.
Jazmine was too beautiful and to precious to be with someone like him her innocence and light didn't need to be tarnished with the darkness he now carried with him.
He wasn't however happy to see that she was with Donald.
And he knew that Donald didn't like him much either from what Jaynee told him Donald was jealous that him and Jaynee was together and couldn't accept the fact that she moved on and was now pregnant with Huey's child she swore he was an ex that just popped up and got in his feelings when he saw her.
Huey knew it had to be more than that Donald was hostile to him and in return huey was just as hostile back.
But he wasn't going to question it.
Once the baby came he was going to break up with her and just co-parent with her his life was turning into a big mess and it was starting to weight on him.
He was even doing things that he swore he would never do.
He was taking pills
Because he couldn't stop his father's voice from screaming in his head.
He didn't know why he was taking pills
It was hard to sleep at night now
He knew he was doing it out of pain and guilt
He was depressed about everything
And he was hating himself.
The first thing he thought about at night was Jazmine's attempted suicide.
Flashback
Huey was currently lying in bed thinking about what he just did with Jaynee as he stared up at the ceiling.
They had sex he wish he hadn't it was more to numb what he was feeling but it didn't help at all.
He needed to clear his head for a little bit as he got up out of the bed putting on his pants.
He was glad the house was empty a little quiet helped or a little bit.
"I'm going to the bathroom I'll be back in a minute close the door behind me" huey said to her not looking at her.
However he wished he never opened his door and walked out because he ran smack dead into Riley his brother started to say something until he looked past him and then his face went through a series of expression shock, anger, and disgust.
The next thing he knew Riley snatched his basketball off the ground and threw it at Huey who dodged as it hit a picture frame that fell to the ground making a loud crash as it fell roughly to the floor.
"Really Nigga Jazmine is laying on a wet floor with blood leaking out her head and you up here with some ho" Riley hollered at him.
Huey felt his heart drop at those words
She tried to kill herself
Like his mother…
Huey swallowed hard as he tried to compose himself.
"Nah she ain't dead just stay away from her before I beat your ass" Riley spat out breathing hard.
He slowly breathed a breath of relief
Just as Caesar came up the stairs wondering what was going on until his eyes landed on him and Jaynee.
The dreadhead stared at him outraged with revulsion painted on his features he looked like he wanted to hit Huey and Huey didn't blame if he did.
But he couldn't let them know he care
"So jazmine practically just almost committed suicide and you're up here getting ass" Caesar spat at him outraged.
Huey swallowed painfully as he forced out the words he didn't mean out next they felt like hot coals on his tongue
"Pretty much, besides she'll be ok lots of people make it through suicide tell her I'll send her a get well card" Huey said sarcastically and indifferent.
God he didn't mean that.
Riley nostrils flared up at him and his fist clenched tightly around the car keys. Two single tears dropping from his maroon eyes.
He wanted to look Away.
The two boys just stared at him with anger
It took a minute before Riley finally spoke.
"You ain't even worth it nigga" Riley Managed to get out before running down stairs.
Caesar stood back long enough to give Huey another look of anger and revulsion as he followed Riley downstairs.
Once they were gone Huey turned to Jaynee who was just staring at him.
"I think it's' best you leave" He said as she nodded he waited impatiently for her to put back on her clothes he was hoping to get her out once they left.
By the time they got downstairs the others were started up Dorothy to take Jazmine to the hospital.
"Is that her" Jaynee questioned him. As they stepped outside
As she watched Huey jaw clenched painfully at the sight.
What had he done
This wasn't supposed to happen
This was what he wanted to prevented
"Huh" he said turning to her blinking hard to keep his wet eyes from exposing him.
"Forget about her you have me now" Jaynee replied firmly
Before he could speak the girl grabbed his face kissing him hungrily.
He tried to pull her off but she was strong.
So he grabbed her hip roughly causing enough pressure for her to move back.
Just as he saw Dorothy turning down the road…..
What had he done….
"Where have you been I'm ready" Jaynee demanded looking dry and fresh now her hair was pulled up in a bun with some curly strands hanging down.
"I don't think you should hang with Ming" Huey retorted as he walked past her into the house to grab his keys off the table.
"Well too bad she's my friend and I'm tired of hanging around your stupid ass brother and his dumb ass friends I hope you're getting a job soon so we can move into an apartment I'm tired of living with my crappy ass mother and her stupid ass boyfriend" Jaynee fumed folding her arms.
"She your friend that smokes weed which isn't good for the baby and if you haven't forgot Jaynee I'm still in High school as you there not a high paying job that can allow me to pay for a apartment and take care of a baby" Huey snapped at her as they got in his car.
"Ming hardly smokes anymore and I'm guess you're going to have to get two jobs then because my mom said that's she not putting up any money for this kid so you better figure something out" Jaynee sneered at him pulling her hand compact mirror.
As she pulled out her eyeliner and fixed her eyes.
Huey bit his tongue resisting a snide comment from leaving his mouth.
As he started his engine.
He was just about to pull out before he noticed Jazmine and Donald he quickly turn his head as his hand gripped the steering wheel.
Jaynee must have noticed them too because she grasped as she saw them.
Without warning she jumped out the car running toward making Huey shout out at her.
"Fuck" he muttered stopping his car and turning off the engine making his way toward them as well by the time he got up there Donald and Jaynee were sharing words.
"Donald what is this you're hanging with …her of all people' Jaynee said coldly.
"Yes now if you'll excuse me I would like to get Jazmine inside" Donald shot back coldly giving her a look of distaste.
Jaynee laughed coldly and blocked him and approached Jazmine "You think you're going to make Huey care about you because your with my ex how pathetic is that are you so desperate to see that you're not wanted anymore get over yourself little girl wasn't trying to kill yourself enough" she said icily.
"Jaynee" Huey said sharply trying to pull her away while fighting disgust for the girl he now was tugging away.
"The only one who is pathetic is you Jaynee leave Jazmine alone…." Donald spat at her angrily. But Jazmine held her hand up and stopped him.
And came towards Jaynee
The next thing that happen Huey or Donald wasn't prepared for.
As Jazmine slapped Jaynee so hard across the cheek that it made the girl stumble back with shock holding her cheek leaving a bright and vivid red handprint painted across her cheek.
"I'm am so sick and tired of you the only one that's desperate is you yes I tried to kill myself I was in pain but luckily I had enough common sense to see that I wanted to live how dare you throw that in my face and make it a mockery it's nothing to make fun of or shame anybody with you're a disgusting person Jaynee go roll in your filth and stay there because I will never lower myself to be on the same levels as the likes of you" Jazmine said stonily
Jaynee just looked at her speechless Humiliation and rage in her eyes.
She then turned to Huey her green eyes cold with and unfeeling.
"I don't know whether to hate you anymore or feel sorry for you but clearly it's the second choice you two deserve each other I refuse to sit back and take abuse from you either again anymore you both disgust me I will never understand why you did what you did but I don't think I need to anymore I hope your happy Huey and this is what you wanted now if you'll excuse me I'll go inside now Donald would you like to come in" Jazmine turning away from him and turning to Donald who gave them both a satisfied smirk.
"I would love to Jazmine" Donald he said following her into the house.
"Fuck you!" Jaynee shriek at them angrily trying to follow them.
"Jaynee come on" Huey snapped at her grabbing her arm pulling her away.
"Why did you see what that bitch did to me are you just going to stand there and let it happen" Jaynee shouted as Huey dragged her to the car.
He ignored her as they got in he was trying to fight the pain he felt from Jazmine words.
He knew he had that coming but it didn't make it hurt any less
But he refused to feel any sympathy for himself he deserved that.
"There fools if they think they can make us jealous they're the ones that's jealous I'm going to make that bitch pay for what she did to my face!" Jaynee screeched to herself staring at her reflection in the mirror.
Huey kept silent as he drove her to Ming's house he was now looking forward to dropping Jaynee off.
He wanted her gone for a little while
He couldn't stand her presence right now.
He blocked out the sound of her voice.
As she went on and on about Jazmine and Donald
If he would had listened he would have snapped on her.
He breathed a sigh of relief as he finally pulled up in front of Ming's House the girl was sitting on her porch listening to music with her headphones plugged in looking at them curiously.
"Well see you later babe" Jaynee said sweetly before getting out the car.
Huey said nothing before pulling off…..
Jazmine: P.O.V.
"I wasn't expecting that" Donald said sitting down fixing them a drink and a sandwich.
"I wasn't either I don't know where that came from" Jazmine said tiredly walking to table to with their food and drink in hand.
"I still can't believe you slapped Jaynee honestly I wanted to cheer out loud when you did it she deserved it how dare she say that about your suicide as long as I know her I never would have thought her to be that type of person" Donald said his tone turning furiously thinking about the recent events that just occurred.
"You never really know a person until after you break up with them I guess" jazmine said softly she seriously felt drained right now she felt a little good about slapping and telling Jaynee off ever since she met that girl she had been nothing but rude and cruel to her.
But she didn't feel good about telling Huey off it was hard to say what she said to him in fact even though she was angry it still hurt to speak them but at the same time she felt relieved to get some added pressure off.
She wanted to make Huey hurt for what he did she wanted to constantly remind him of what he lost.
Keeping the secret of the baby just wasn't enough anymore…
"It's nice to know I got under Jaynee skin a little bit" Donald said ruefully. Taking a sip of his juice.
"Yeah seeing us really set her off" Jazmine replied dryly.
"She really has some nerve for getting upset about seeing us plus we're not even together "Donald said giving a little laugh.
Jazmine couldn't help but joined in. as the two laugh at the thought.
Her and Donald together how silly
They were just friends
"About earlier Jazmine I'm really sorry I shouldn't have kiss you it really came from a place of hurt I thought by kissing you I could forget Jaynee but I completely that your just as much pain as I in and you may think the same way of trying to ease your pain the same way" Donald said taking her hand.
He so sweet Jazmine thought
"It's ok Donald I completely understand this isn't easy for either of us I just got a little flustered and caught off guard I want to thank you for comforting me I needed that and just being on my side" Jazmine said taking his hand and giving him a gentle smile.
"It's no problem I will be there on your side as long as you need me jazmine" Donald said cupping her hand. She could feel how warm it was.
"Even though life sucks ass right now" Donald added making jazmine laughed again.
"It really is crappy right now" jazmine agreed.
"Maybe things will be better once the summer comes we only have a few days left in school" Donald said thoughtfully.
"I hope so" jazmine replied
She really did
Hope things would get better….
S/O's
(Ayee)
Thanks you Always for the Reviews ,and I'm glad you do they are always the most fun to write I can always picture in my head how most of there conversations would go with each other I know you feel that Huey needs to be left in the dust but I didn't have the heart to cut Caesar away from him I figure he's needs one friend but at least this friend won't hesitate to tell him off Lmao, and I see you refused to give Huey no mercy lmao he can't catch a break but just know he's paying for this and he's going to catch pure hell for this , and Thank you so much for that , I'm at a better place with the negatively if it's there it's there just kill them with Kindness and keep it moving Lol and I hope so because I don't want you to give them a piece of your mind Lmao so they need to be careful (Emoji heart eyes and kissy faces with a laughing face)
(LoveHeart205)
Thank you for the Reviews always and thanks for liking my Riley and Cindy Lol and I'm hoping that Huey will take Caesar's words into consideration but I think it is getting to him now and jazmine is Hurting still but she is getting tougher and speaking on how she's feels so hopefully she won't let this make her or break her and yes Huey stills loves Jazmine this chapter tells a little bit why he did what he did (Double Emoji Heart eyes, Smiley face and kissy faces )
(I Luv Boondocks)
Thanks for the reviews always Yes he still has feelings for her even though he's being an ass for his own personal reasons hopefully he will see in due time the error of his ways and thanks a lot for that I appreciate that so much and I will make sure to tell her she's working on some of her stories now so I think Dark Diamond will be eventually updated soon (Double Emoji Heart eyes smiley face and kissy faces)
(Anonrain)
Thanks for the Reviews always and thanks for Loving Riley I think he went easy on her personally but I don't think he wanted to push it because of Huey lol I know for a fact that Huey already regrets being with Jaynee so it's beginning to get to him I do think Jazmine should be more cautious with Donald but I thinks she feels she needs to stick like glue to him because they have so much in common right now especially dealing with the pain so it's easy for them to cling to each other right now and it probably will I love the fact that you guess much of everything Lol I do see Jazmine going on a date I'm just not sure who the guy is going to be sorry I can't expose that yet Lol but she really needs to get out I just feels like she just sitting in her misery and Caesar is definitely aware of what's going on he just doesn't know what yet and thanks again ! I'm sad that your ending Power Exchange): I'm going to read it once I get done uploading this but I'm looking very forward to your next story so I can't wait plus 2016 is near so Yayy ! Lol (: ( Double Emoji heart eyes, kissy faces and smiley face)
(Juey)
Thanks for the review and your always on it Lol and on point too I hope so but I can feel that he's breaking down some and I think Donald is just clinging to Jazmine because he's hurt but he's still shows that he's has respect for her even though there bonding on pain and Jazzy will be going on a date soon and she's making a drastic change in the next chapter and Caesar never holds his tongue for anybody in this story Lol and Jaynee just can't win with anybody Lmao and thank you I must say the last of us had me on my toes really hope you update that soon and DP because I'm ready Lol and your always welcome and thank you so much and extra kisses for you Lol ( Double emoji heart eyes , kissy faces and smiley face)
(Freegirl999)
Thanks for the Reviews I'm glad you got a chance to read because I know you' been busy and Riley and Cindy had to give Jaynee what's coming to her Lol she should be grateful that it was a little water thrown on her and Caesar I think has had enough and probably will be letting it known because he has yet to back down I think Donald kiss Jazmine more out of hurt than need he's not taking his breakup with Jaynee well either and please don't hurt childish Gambino lmao and hopefully Huey will and thanks again always ( Double emoji heart eyes , kissy faces and smiley faces)
Until next time guys…
Thank you for the reviews always ..
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