Chapter 11

Mary-Lynette's POV

Everything was chaos, but it was that organized type of chaos where everybody knows what they're doing but it isn't really in sync with anybody else .Across the room I see Hana sitting on her bed , she was under doctors' orders, well the best doctor we had which was Thea, to rest for the baby and I'm also under doctors' orders to do nothing because of my head . I walk over to her and sit down beside her. ''Hello ''

''Heya Mare, you have to sit around do nothing too ''

''Well I wouldn't say nothing, I'm the eye candy for the hard workers''

''Ah, I see. I've been meaning to talk to you, did you get to talk with Ash?''

''No, he was gone by the time I got out and then the dragons attacked ''

''I thought so , you were lucky you were on the other side of the room last night, Ash and James spent the whole night arguing, first what side of the bed, then James rolled over on Ash by mistake and Ash threw him off and he ended up on David . This morning Ash put his arm around James and James shoved Ash off the bed and he landed on Theirry''

''I'm sorry I didn't see that, I can just imagine their faces''

''Theirry yelped and Ash got off him so quick he fell over onto Delos''

''Ahh and all of this was for me, tonight I don't mind sleeping with Ash , plus for something so little she snores really loudly''

''Yes but make sure you talk first , I like my'' Before she could finish I interject her and tell her Poppy's already warned me .''You wanna bring some sandwiches out to the boys?'' Hana asks me .

''Yeah sure '' and we set out towards the little kitchen that's down here , some of the guys managed to salvage some items. As were making the sandwiches Hana asks ''Mare do you think Ash has gotten better''

''What do you mean?''

''Well you knew him before me and what I heard from Theirry was that Ash was not exactly a saint before he met you''

''He wasn't but he's gotten better , a lot better''

''Mare I know we say stuff we don't mean when we're angry but did you mean what you said to Ash?''

''You heard that?''

''Mare I'm not sure anybody within a mile radius didn't hear''

''Oh''

''Yes well Mare before you talk to Ash a little word of advice, I left my soulmate when I found out what he was ''

''Yes but Maya was the one putting all those bad ideas in your head''

''Yes but I still left him so I understand why you left Ash and told him to take a look at his life and make up for all he's done but that year was harder for him that just being away from you , he had to be the only one here without a soulmate, knowing he wasn't good enough for his soulmate , he also got mocked for it, not in a mean way just a mess the way guys do, but I could see it still hit home and they did stop after a while because they saw it too, although Ash would never let on. That's why he was so defensive about him not changing and not caring'' Hana gives me a little smile and then continues making the sandwiches, I think about what she has said, Ash was on his own while I was off at college , people there just thought he was in a different college or something, but he was the one who had to live with everyone knowing he wasn't good enough . I suddenly feel very guilty about what I've said.

''I feel like such a bitch''

''Yes well we can all be like that sometimes and I don't think what you said is stopping him from apologizing, I think you both just too stubborn'' I lean over and give Hana a hug .

''You know Hana the world would probably end if it wasn't for you''

''Haven't you noticed Mare? The world is already ending'' and with that we both continue our work but I feel a lot more optimistic now. Ten minutes later we have a tray each of sandwiches and Maggie has water and some blood. When we get outside it's scorching and all of the guys are topless. They've been up here since early morning trying to salvage what's left of the house and getting rid of all the debris. Hana points to one side of the house and says we should start over there. Keller and Rashel are doing security and Thea is doing wards. We give them all a sandwich and continue on to the guys , we get small smile from everyone and last in line is Ash , wow, he has a lovely back . I tap him on the shoulder and he seems surprised to see me , I then raise the tray of sandwiches in my hand as a sign of why I'm here. A flash disappoint flashes across his face but it's gone to quickly for me to be sure. He takes his sandwich and then turns around . I look at Hana for a sign but she's already gone, okay now's my chance, I've been waiting for this moment for days and now it's here . I tap Ash's shoulder and he turns around instantly.'' Eh, Ash can I talk with you for a sec?''

''Yeah sure''