A/N: It's short…but that's only because I wanted a good cliffhanger ending. Haha yes a cliffhanger! I'm sure you want to kill me now…but that's okay, cause I'm already working on the next chapter! So it wont be long. Haha! No more blabber. Just some cute bunny! Read. Read. Read!

Dude…I don't own South Park! Crazy fools!

I woke up again at 4:52. I yawned and closed his eyes to fall back asleep. I rolled over to his other side where Kenny was supposed to be. When I felt emptiness in the space next to me, my eyes shot open. I sat up in the bed and looked around the bedroom. Kenny was no where to be found. I stood up, stretched my arms and rubbed my blurred eyes. I opened the bedroom door and walked into the living room. Kenny was sitting on the sofa watching shit cable television.

"good morning sleepy head." Kenny stood off the couch and walked over to me, "how's your ass?"

I laughed a little, "it hurts."

"aww, my poor baby." he kissed the top of my head, "go get ready for school."

"can't we call in sick and," I pushed him onto the couch, "have some more fun."

Kenny moved his hair to the side, "so you really had fun last night. And no, I already called in sick once this week, I'm not missing anymore school this week."

"yes I had fun! That was the best couple minutes of my life! And Ken, you always skip school! Why would today be any different. Don't you wanna spend a day with me?" I gave him puppy dog eyes.

"Butters, it's Friday." we can have tomorrow all to ourselves. But today, we have to go to school." he kissed me again

I got off of him and walked toward the bathroom, "you just want to spend the day with Stan," I mumbled

"what was that?" Kenny asked

"nothing. Nothing at all," I closed the bathroom door and got a shower.

Once I was dressed, Kenny gave me a bag of pop tarts and watched me eat them "c'mon, we're running late." he yelled as he ran towards the truck.

It was raining. It's always raining. Or snowing. Today it was raining. I heard him start the engine and I grabbed my navy blue jean jacket and shut the door behind me. He put the car in reverse and pulled out

of the driveway. Once we were driving forward on the rocky dirt road that led to our house, I heard Kenny sigh. I looked over at him.

"Kenny, what's wrong?" I asked placing my hand on his black leather jacket.

"I heard what you said, about my attachment to Stan." he looked over at me for a half second before turning his attention back to the road.

"oh," I whispered

"I can't please you, can I?" he asked

"you have pleased me, when you told me you love me, when we moved in together, when he had sex, you please me every second of every day. Just being with you is pleasing to me." I begged.

"Than why do you always have to bring up Stan," he asked

"because...I think. I think, I think you're..." I started rubbing my knuckles together and stopped mid-phrase.

"what do you think?" he asked

"I think, there is something more, than a friendship between you two."

Kenny hit the brakes and the two of a flew forward, "you think I'm cheating on you?" he looked at me and took his hands off the wheel.

"Kenny, I don't want to fight with you. Let's just go to school and we can talk about it when we get home." I sighed

"ANSWER THE DAMN QUESTION, BUTTERS!" he yelled

It frightened me, Kenny has never lifted his voice at me in our entire friendship. I felt tears build up in my eyes as I searched for the answer to his question.

"no, I don't think you are." I cried out.

"than why did you say you did." he yelled again

"cause that was my nightmare. Okay, I dreamt you were fucking Stan in my bed! Well not really, it was that you were fucking me, but you kept saying it was Stan and you thought I was Stan. Okay! That's why I think it!" tears were now running down my face like a waterfall

"Butters, I'm- I didn't- I'm so-" Kenny started apologetically as he reached for my hand

"shut it Kenny." I swung open the car door and ran into the surrounding woods.

I had no idea where I was going, I just ran. I heard Kenny calling my name. His yells died out once I was far enough away. I never looked back to see if he was behind me. Only forward. I knew it was a bad idea, running around in the rain, but I'll take a cold over listening to Kenny yell at me any day.

I had no idea where I was going, just away was enough to keep my legs moving. I didn't stop for anything. I needed to see if he would follow me.

While I was lost in thought, I ended up tripping over a tree root that shot out of the ground. The sharp rocks underneath me pained every inch of my skin. It hurt to move. I'm sure there was blood coming from somewhere. I couldn't get up. It hurt to much. I couldn't even reach for my phone, my arm hurt to much to even move that far. I just had to pray that Kenny would find me.

And pray I did, I called his name as loud as I could, which wasn't very loud. And in my head I prayed to God that Kenny would be looking for me and that he would find me.

My cell phone went off in my pocket. I tried to reach for it, but my arm was immobile. I guess that's what I get for trying to break my fall with my arm.

As the phone stopped vibrating, I started crying. Hoping he would here me. Hoping he was around here looking for me. I could only hope.

This is all my fault. If I wouldn't have been jealous of Stan, this would've never happened! I had to get off the ground. I moved my arms to push myself up, and cried out in pain in the process. It hurt too

much. I just fell back down. It was no use! I was stuck here until Kenny, until someone, finds me.

I continued calling out his name in hopes that he would here me, no such luck. I looked into the sky above me. Not sky, clouds. Gray, dark, rain clouds only making this situation more miserable. I coughed and cried out his name one last time.

I'm sure he's worried about me, I'm sure he's looking for he, I'm sure of it. He told me he loves me. He told me he means it. He wouldn't lie to me. God Dammit. Why am I so fucking gullible! Why did I let some

stupid dream fuck up my life! It's not how this was supposed to work! We were supposed to go to school. And everything was supposed to be fine!

I'm not supposed to be crying in pain for the one that I love to one find me in the mud in the middle of no where. This isn't happily ever after! This isn't no fucking fairy tale! So why do I try so hard to make one?

I stopped thinking and coughed again. I needed help. I tried one more time to get up. This time slipping because of the mud. I grabbed onto a nearby rock and used it for support. I stood onto my feet and

took a step forward. It hurt more than last night did. But I managed the pain only to find relief. I reached for my phone and saw the missed call: Kenny McCormick

I called him back and he answered, "Butters, where the hell are you! I'm going crazy trying to find you!" he sounded worried

I cried some more and fell again, the phone still pressed to my ear, "help," I cried before blacking out on the muddy, rocky ground.

A/N: Dun Dun Dun! Haha. Now I'm sure you want to kill me! But please don't! cause then you'll never find out what happens to Butters! So killings bad…mkay! So hope you like it and I apologize for the epic shortness. Next one will be a little longer. Maybe 2,000+ words. So hope you likes it! And sorry for the epic tenseness after a cute little lemon! please review! reviews are love and love is good!

til next time...much love from AVBB!