Alright, I'm really sorry for the long update. :/
There was a really long period of time where my brain just wouldn't think up anything.
Then, when I finally got some stuff, I got grounded from the computer, and I don't like writing, so I didn't feel like writing my idea's down.
So then, I lost the ideas. -.-
So, yeah! That's my story!
Now, here's chapter 11!
But, if I may warn you, this chapter is pretty dang emo. Especially the beginning.
Enjoy!~
Chapter 11
The last thing I remembered was seeing Selena and Luke kissing.
After that, everything just went blank.
And somehow, I ended up curled up in a corner of my house repeatedly telling myself that I should have never gotten my hopes up, or something along the lines of that.
I've been in my house for about 12 hours in this position.
At least, that's what it feels like. It could've been more, or less than that.
I think I heard a knock on my door at one point, but I could really care less right now.
The only thing I was concerned about was that the only man I've ever truly loved, didn't love me back.
--
It's been a few days since the Luke and Selena thing.
I think I've been a little better.
I still haven't left my house for anything, except my farm work. But once I'm done with that, I just go back into my house, and either;
A- Curl into a ball in the corner of my house
B- Start crying into my pillow
Or C- Think of some way to kill Selena
There have been a lot of knocks on my door, many times them being from Maya, or Chase.
I didn't care.
I couldn't of cared less actually.
The only knock that would have actually had a possible chance of being answered would be Luke. But he hasn't come around yet…
He's probably won't ever come. All he cares about is Selena.
Gah, if I didn't have the risk of being arrested, I would have killed that whore a long time ago.
Maybe if I hide the body and the evidence…But my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.
"Dammit, who the hell is it now?" I mumbled bitterly. But then the person spoke.
"Angela! Open up! Please, I need to know if you're okay! Oh, and it's Luke."
…Luke?
…Luke.
He actually came. So he does care if I'm alive or not.
He knocked again, louder this time, and said, "Angela! Goddess please open the door!"
I decided it would be best to just open up the door and get it over with. So I went over, and opened it very slowly and saw…well, I'm not really sure who I saw.
This boy's blue hair was all messed up, and he looked like he hadn't slept in days.
But besides that, he looked a mess.
Then I remembered what I must have looked like. So I was in no position to start judging him.
"Oh goddess! Angie! What the hell have you been doing!? Everyone in town has been worried sick about you! Why were you in your house for two weeks!?" Two weeks, damn. It's been that long? "Goddess, if you ever scare me like that again--"
"Luke, I saw you kissing Selena…" I mumbled, looking at the floor.
"…What?"
I shot my head back up, looking directly at him.
"Don't play dumb, Luke! I saw you kissing Selena two weeks ago!" I screamed at him, tears starting to build up in the corner of my eyes.
"…Oh…that…" Luke whispered.
"…How could you? Right after you kissed me!"
"But I--"
"Save it, Luke. Just get out. You found me, you know I'm alright, so just get out." I whispered.
"But Angie you don't--"
"I said get the hell out!" I screamed, the tears I was struggling to fight back, now starting to pour out of my eyes.
"…I'll be back soon. Don't you forget that." And with that, he left, and I slammed the door shut, collapsing to the ground with tears slipping down my face.
--
"Alright, today's the day. I'm going to actually go talk to people." I thought aloud.
After about an hour of doing my routine, I thought I should go to Chase's house, since him and Maya were there knocking on my door pretty much 24/7.
The walk there was excruciating. I dreaded having to talk to people, but they had to know I was still alive.
So I knocked on Chase's door, and it flung open almost immediately after I knocked on it.
"Angie!" Chase screamed, giving me a huge hug.
I couldn't help but smile a little after seeing Chase's enthusiasm.
"Chase why did you just screa--Angela!" Maya's face was a mix of happiness, surprise, and anger. All at once.
"Hey you guys." Man, did I ever sound enthusiastic.
Not.
"Angela! Where the hell have you been!?" Chase screamed.
"Hiding." I simply responded.
"From who?" Maya chimed in.
"Everybody, I needed to be alone for a while."
"Why?" Damn Maya and her curiosity…
Couldn't she stop it there?
I sighed and began my short, but painful story.
"Well…I was walking to the Carpenter's shop so I could talk to Luke about something--"
"About what?" Maya asked innocently.
I was about to smack her if she asked another question.
"Do you want to hear the story or not?" I asked coldly.
"Oh yes, yes!" Sometimes, it seemed like she hadn't grown up at all.
"Anyways, as I was saying. When I got to the Carpenter's shop, I looked in the window to see if Luke was there. But when I looked in I saw," I winced before I said the next part, "Luke and Selena…kissing…"
"No! That little skank! If she thinks that she can do that to you and get away with it, then she obviously doesn't know that you're my best friend! Don't worry, I can take care of that slut for you if you want!" Chase looked so angry, it made me kind of happy to know that I had such a great best friend.
"Hah, okay Chase. Let's not get carried away. Even though I most definitely have had thought about killing her, neither you nor me should get arrested." I had to smile at that. I mean, who wouldn't smile knowing that they had such an amazing best friend?
"Angela, you need to talk to Luke. She's probably the one that kissed him. You shouldn't immediately go to the conclusion that they're a couple now. You know that Selena's a whore, and you know that she has been trying to take Luke away from you ever since you started becoming good friends with him. So go talk to Luke. Now."
I don't think that I've ever heard Maya be so serious about something the whole time I've lived here.
"…I know you're right Maya…I just…I can't talk to him."
"Yes you can! Go talk to him. Right. Now." Maya said very sternly.
I could tell that this visit was over.
--
"Alright…here I go." I mumbled to myself. I was outside of the Carpentry, about to talk to Luke about him and Selena.
I decided first to look in the window, even though that hasn't been a very lucky spot for me.
Instead I heard some voices talking. I immediately picked out Luke's voice. The other one I assumed was Dale.
"Pop's, you don't understand--"
"Yes I do, son. You need to go talk to Angela. If she saw the kiss that you and Selena had, she probably assumes that you two are a couple. And both you and me know that you two are most definitely not a couple."
"You're probably right Pop's…"
That's all I needed to hear to get my confidence back. I busted through the doors and went directly to Luke.
"Why didn't you tell me that you and Selena weren't a couple?"
"Well you wouldn't listen to me! I tried to explain back at your house but--"
I put my finger to his lips to silence him.
"Luke. You're rambling." I smiled and then slowly put my hand behind his neck, and pushed his lips to mine.
He smiled under the kiss.
I didn't care if Dale was watching. I didn't care that Selena had kissed him. I didn't really care about anything in that moment. All I cared about was that Luke had the same feelings for me that I did for him.
And that's all that mattered.
So whatcha thinkk?
I actually liked it.
Just a little though.
REVIEW PLEASE. It would make me a very happy person.
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