AN: well this is the moment of truth mwhahahahaha
Thanks for all the wonderful reviews, this is my FIRST story which means that it won't be great. Ok
Disclaimer: don't own
Warnings: I'm sure you guys know what those are.
Onward
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Impossible wishes and inevitable responses
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Sasuke's curiosity skyrocketed. What the hell was naruto talking about. He was becoming abit put on high alert. He had watched horror films where one moment the person seemed fine, then the next they went insane and started telling you things that you had no idea about. All just to play with your mind, then they slaughter you like livestock. Yes, naruto seemed on his way down that road.
"Hn." He responded while staring at naruto with an edge of suspicion.
"I need you to be completely open-minded for this, try not to speak until I'm finish and may you please stand in the furthest corner of the room away from me...please." Naruto asked kindly, he was pretty damn sure that after he said what he needed to say all hell would break lose and things could get pretty physical and his child's safety came first so he wanted to have sasuke as far away as possible.
Sasuke was even more confused. Did naru lose his mind. They haven't even really talked or had any contact (other than sharing there life stories) for the four months naruto had lived here, so what could be so bad that he he is taking such precautions.
Like with most humans curiosity got the best of him and he complied and stood in the furthest corner from naruto. Although something deep inside him was telling him that some secrets are best left hidden and this was one of those secrets.
Naruto took a deep breath. He knew that it was a lot to expect that after he share this, secret, with sasuke that he would just go along and accept it with open arms. No, naruto was far from dumb and he wasnt about to make himself seem that way by wishing or hoping. Those where two words that could never save naruto no matter how bad things got, so he had to just accept the truth and take the punishments for his disgraceful actions.
"Three to four months ago, I believe it was the day after I met you, I had a moment of weakness. To put it bluntly I wanted you in a sexual way- no scratch that, I wanted you in every way there possibly was but a sexual way was the only way to have you...at the time" Naruto paused to watch sasuke's reaction and he was as emotionless ever so naruto parted his pink lips to continued but before he could start sasuke spoke.
"I have Helen and I love her." Sasuke said, making sure that they both were on the same page. He. Wasn't. GAY.
Those seven words had Naruto feeling multiple stabs of guilt and hurt chop at his fragile heart. Something so amazing that he could never have. To him it was like tasting the fruits of paradise then being throw out to eat thrash again. He desperately longed to once again drown in that sea of ecstasy but unfortunately that was just a one time thing.
Now he was really scared. Helen seemed to play a massive role in sasuke's heart and thought he probably would never fit into that pristine heart that sasuke held within his chest he still had to have faith (yes, never hope but maybe faith will work) that sasuke would accept the new life that grew in the warmth of his womb.
Although it wasn't to late for him to make up a lie and just run away, he wanted to face this because he was tired of running away, it never solved anything it just lingered in the backgrounds slowly catching up to him and the last thing he needed was those kind of problems while raising this child.
Sasuke nodded for him to continue so he did.
"I wanted you, so...so one night I uhhh I w-went into your room while you w-were sleeping and..." Naruto stopped because this is proving to be harder then he first thought it would be, even more so with sasuke's black orbs constantly looking at him, calculating and trying to put the pieces together to what the scared teen was trying to say.
"I went...sasuke your not a v-virgin anymore." Naruto said quickly, squeezing his delicate and now sweaty hands together waiting for Sasuke's reaction.
"No I'm pretty sure I am." Sasuke said slowly as if he was talking to a unstable or insane person then crossing his strong arms over his chest.
Naruto shook his head negatively letting his hair fall over his weeping eyes and sending broplets of tears flying around him and reflecting off the light that the mid-day sun gave making them briefly sparkle around him like stray diamonds.
Sasuke frown.
"I'm not sure if I am following you and your ...accusation." He said becoming increasingly annoyed at naruto trying to call him a liar, it was his body he should know if he a virgin or not...unless-. His eyes widened as he stared at naruto in disbelief.
'He wouldn't do something so selfish and disgusting would he?' Sasu thought to himself. He knew he was a heavy sleeper because he had been told so...but of course naruto..wouldn't take advantage of that would he? The day he woke up soaked in cum wasn't the day...no No NO!
Sasuke was a smart man and even if he wasn't it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out how to put the pieces of this horrid story together.
Sasuke stood there eyes wide and shaking his head in disbelief at what he hoped would be him over thinking the situation but naruto in turn began sobbing and nodding.
'Fuck' sasuke thought.
Sasuke then caught himself and forced his emotions into the deepest part of his being, to where the emotions in his eyes where once again nonexistent.
"Is that all you would like to tell me Mr. Uzumaki?" He asked using a completly formal tone. Naruto lost every right to be called by his first name, he wasn't family, he was disgrace itself.
Naruto sadly shook his head negatively.
"No there's more, I-I'm pre- I'm pre- I'm expecting your child." He said quietly stumbling over the words and sasuke clenched his fist tightly as it yearned to rip the boy to pieces just like naru ripped his life into pieces with just one night but he calmed his self once again.
It was all making sense from the way he woke up after the night naruto slept with him to the way he found the pregnancy test all positive and lined along the bathroom sink. The canniving little bitch he had told him his past he ...trusted him and all to be throw back into his face.
Sasuke's anger flared up once again.
Naruto felt it happen before he saw it coming because before he knew it sasuke had him tightly by the neck to the point that he couldn't breath, his back pressed painfully into the corner of his mahogany computer desk, but pain was not the problem (he had been through worst in his life), the problem was sasuke had his fist inches away from where his child lay in his stomach.
One thought crossed naru's mind that made his eyes a appear red with anger.
His baby.
He swiftly raised his flawless leg and kneed sasuke in the stomach with all his strength, the blow took sasuke's breath away, sent him to his knees, and had him gagging and coughing as he hunched over to cradled his now bruised stomach.
"Don't ever come near my child with such intent or I will Kill. You." Naruto said through seething anger.
Sasuke just groaned in pain, he had every right to ruin that...thing the boy was carrying.
Naruto calmed down and saw just how bad he hurt sasuke. Then it hit him, sasuke had every right to pull a move like that but he wasn't going to let his child get hurt because of his mistakes.
Naruto looked guilty as if he didn't mean to hurt him so bad and as naruto came closer to apologize, sasuke could clearly see the bruises that were beginning to paint naruto's neck blue. He didn't regret it.
Once naruto reached him, he was about to touch his shoulder and help him up but then when sasuke spoke the hatefulness that filled his voice had naruto quickly bringing his hand back to his chest and stepping back.
"If you know what's best for you and that 'thing' you're carrying then you better leave now or I will not be held responsible my actions. Also I would hate to associate myself or see the disgusting face of a dishonest and desperate wanna be girl that would stup so low." He said breaking naruto down peice by peice.
As naru rushed over to exit the room and the house sasuke continued. Saying the words that hurt naruto to the deepest part of his core.
"Now I don't blame that orphanage for treating you the way they did... freak." With that statement sasuke pushed him roughly asides left the room and a frozen naruto to go tell his family about naruto, that disgrace of a child.
As sasuke made his way down the hall to the living room he couldn't help feeling guilt, self hate, and for the most part shock but as everyone seated in the living room came into view he quickly shoved those feelings down along with all the rest, he had everything, a beautiful girlfriend he was going to marry, two parents a nice house, good grades...Everything a human could ever dream of.
So why is it that as soon as he stepped out of that room leave naru alone he felt a deep hole of emptiness spreading throughout his very being? He didn't care about the pregnant CROSSDRESSING boy...right?
Naruto's knees buckled then gave out and he hit the ground hard but of course he didn't feel the pain as pain but the pain was a way to briefly get away from this cold cold reality.
Naruto gave a weak smile of sorrow. 'He was stupid, how could he ever think that someone would love him..how could he possibly think that happiness was going to just welcome him with opened arms, no of course not because happiness hated him.
(AN: I REDID NARUTO'S CHILDHOOD FLASHBACK IN CHAP. 8...IT'S MUCH SADDER SO PLEASE READ AND REVIEW)
It was true, in the end he deserved all of it. Every single thing he got in this world because he was just that a freak nothing more but everything that was less.
Then Naruto felt a kick in his abdomen. His child, his now only everything.
Naruto gave a weak smile and placed his hand gently on his stomach. Yes, alas someone still needed him in this world so he couldn't break just yet...he had to keep pushing for his baby. He just had to hope with all his being that this child wouldn't hate him like everyone else now did.
He wasn't sure why he took a shining to this child so quickly but he did and as they say everything happens for a reason right?
Yes, he was 14 and pregnant but he could do it, he had been on his own all this time whats one more mouth to feed...right?
He sighed. Who was he kidding he was not even old enough to get a job permit. He needed help but he was on his own so he would find a way to live he always did...he ALWAYS did.
He went to the closet to get his things together and ready to leave his first real home. Maybe he could sell some of the things they brought him to get some starter cash he had only five months until this baby came, so he had to move quick and make do with what little time he had.
Then there was a firm knock on the door. Naruto wasn't sure if he should answer or not, he chose the latter and didn't say a word. He just stood there frozen with a pink shirt hanging from his hands.
"I want you to meet me at the door in 40 minutes and I won't take no for an answer. Also make yourself decent because we will be talking this... incident over dinner. O and I sent your little friends away seeing as this was a Uchiha family matter." Came the booming voice of sasuke's father.
Naruto didn't know what to think as he heard the firm footsteps leave. He sighed, might as well do as he was told. He would have to let his friends know that he was okay later.
He knew he couldnt bury his feelings inside for to long but right wasnt the time to have an all out break down. Though he really needed it, he just could. not now.
It seemed almost as soon as the footsteps outside that door could no longer be heard, horrid scenarios began to play out in naruto's mind. He was still only but a child him self and at that moment he longed to be held, cuddled, and told everything will work out fine but of course there was not one soul here to do that for him...now was there.
He entered the bathroom and began stripping until he was naked then he looked in the mirror at his very noticeable baby bump and smiled softly, how could he think something so precious was a tumor, he glazed at his face and did a double take. He looked so...tired.
His eyes didn't have their usual sparkle and they were red and puffy from crying, his long dark blond lashes had tears still clinging to them, his cheeks were flush and had tears staining down, and his skin was pale...a sick pale.
Naruto slowly lifted his hand to lightly touch the bruise that graced his neck, he sighed and looked away and headed to to shower.
As he showered (now paying extra attention to his protruding stomach) he made sure to keep a steamy hot rag over his eyes( to make the puffy redness go away). When he was done he pulled on his bright Orange robe and made his way back into the bed room to do his hair and make-up.
Once he exited the bathroom he instantly spotted what had to be the most beautiful dress that he had ever seen laying on his California king bed. It was a black and strapless with a gold band that was placed right underneath where the breast would go and below the gold band the dress flared out into patterns of black and gold ruffles. The bottom half (everything underneath the breast) of the dress was pretty flowy which led naru to believe that this dress was maternity.
When he lifted the beautiful gown to view it at a more closer range but he then remembered that he was on a time frame and it was quickly running out.
He dropped the dress and hurried to put on his boxers ( thank god that the dress was long so he could finally wear boxers again) and made his way over to do his hair and make-up.
Once everything was said and done naruto looked stunning. His eyes were adorned with black eyeliner and gold eye shadow which in turn brought out his stunning sapphires making them look even more beautiful and rare, his plump lips glossed with a light pink lip gloss color, his slender arms were cover with elegant black gloves that reached his elbows, his blonde locks were put into a messy yet stylish bun with lose curls framing his face, his feet were covered in gold flats, and a gold choker made itself at home on naruto's slender (bruised) swan like neck. He. Was. Stunning.
As naruto came into everyone's view, he didn't dare bring his gaze from being lowered. He could already feel it, the hateful, disgusted, and judging eyes.
It was like the orphanage all over again, the only difference was that this time it was his fault, and only his fault.
1 hour later
Everyone (naru, sasu, Helen, sakura, itachi (sasuke and sakura's dad), and reese) sat at the table quietly as they finished their delicious meal. It was now time to get down to business, Itachi cleared his throat, and naruto looked up as if knowing it was time, he briefly saw Helen (who was seated next to sasuke) glaring at him.
She had a right to.
Sasuke was about to ask if he could be excused from this conversation but then his father held his hand up as if to say 'Don't speak or move until this is done or you are spoken to.'
"Naruto." He started out. "It has come to my attention that you slept with my 'sleeping' son the night after meeting him and for that reason you are with child, am I correct?" He asked firmly.
"Yes sir." Naruto said just as firm as he was ready to take whatever punishment they gave him as long as it didn't interfere with the well-being of his child.
"What are your thoughts on what I should do about this." Itachi asked the child.
Naruto hesitated then sat up straight a serious frown adorned the dark blonde perfect eyebrows. He could feel everyone's eyes on him and he was worried that sakura still haven't spoken a word, she was his first friend and he would hate to lose her, but right now wasn't the time to hope that the girl in the red long sleeved dress and with red lipstick covering her lips would take there friendship into consideration. As the saying goes, blood is thicker than water...and he was definitely not blood.
Naruto took in a deep breath.
"What I did was unacceptable, desperate, and disgusting for I was a virgin myself and had no previous sexual experience though that still didn't deter me. Lately it seems my weaknesses out ride my common sense and I desperately ask of you that any punishment you do give me please let it be after the birth of my child because I will not allow harm to touch this child though I am deserving of a punishment this child is not." Naruto said firmly.
Itachi nodded his head.
"So you are willing to take 'any' punishment?" He asked the pregnant boy.
"Yes, only if my child is kept safe but if my child is not, then with all do respect Mr. Uchiha I will obliterate anything and everything until he or she is." This statement from the blond teen seemed to somehow put a grimace onto the Reese's face, the boy had moxy standing to her husband the way he did after he was the one in the wrong.
"How far along are you." Reese asked curiously.
"I believe I am three to four months along but I am not certain." He said looking down playing with the corner of his soft cotton napkin.
"When did you find out." Came the quiet voice of sakura and naruto blue eyes locked on her. She seemed saddened by everything that was taking place.
"Today." He said just as quietly.
"Well it seems as though everyone has had a long day." Reese said gracing them with her English accent once again and afterwards sighing as she wiped invisible crumbs off of her navy blue knee-length off-the-shoulder (1) dress.
The silence was thick with tension. No one, except itachi, seemed to know the right words to break it but it seemed that they didn't have to as itachi cleared his throat to give his to give his final verdict.
"I have made up my mind, while you are carrying that child in your womb you will stay with us and have access to anything and everything you NEED not want, I will give you a credit card with a certain amount of money for you to buy your own necessities."
He took a much needed breath then continued.
"You are no longer allowed to eat with us, I will have a maid send your food to your room, nor will you be allowed to speak with us unless spoken to and Once the child is born you will suckle (breast feed) him or her for a little over seven months but after that you will leave, without the child, seeing as he or she will have Uchiha blood running thick through their veins you cannot raise them or handle them like we will our own. Even more so if its a boy because he will be an heir to the Uchiha corp. That my brother Madara is currently running. You are no longer family and will be treated as such. That's is all. Are we clear?" He asked.
Naruto nodded his head even though his shaky fist clenched his dress tightly under the table and tears threatened to fall from his eyes.
This was his punishment so he had to take it besides his child will have a better life living with them...right?
"O and also you will be pulled from school and have online classes because I refuse to let the media have a field day with this." Itachi said and afterwards raising his hand to gesture the waitress to bring the check.
"Alright kids, let's go you have school tomorrow and I have to get ready to leave for a tour in London while Itachi has another interview in China. Ms. Uzumaki (still thinks he is a girl) we will have a cab called for you." Reese said without a single glance at the broken child.
As the family headed out sakura turned to look at naruto who was still seated at the empty table stuggling to hold in his tears.
"Be strong naru you can do it." She silently cheered and then left with her family.
And so it begun.
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(1) you know the dresses with the sleeves that hang off the shoulders
I'm sorry I have no idea why my chaps are starting to end in cliffhangers odd...I think I gotta check into that XD
Please REVIEW OR ELSE I WON'T WRITE ANOTHER CHAP.
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