Thank you spnfanforlife. You are a huge inspiration to keep writing. Also, after I write the next story I am planning and finish up a current one, I have a poll for other stories! Send in your vote, the ideas will be at the bottom.
Dean couldn't believe what he'd become. He'd killed an innocent man. Well, ok not innocent, but still. He'd violently mauled the guy past the point of death. It just wasn't okay in anyway shape or form.
Speaking of which, he could hear and smell both John and Sam coming up after him. They still smelled of fear, rightly so of course, heck HE was scared of himself now. More to the point, he was scared for Sam and dad.
Right after "oops" left Sam's mouth, both boys jumped up to follow Dean up the stairs. They were terrified that he'd do something stupid as they already knew what extremes he'd go to if it kept Sammy safe and he already had problems with self-loathing and monster hating on top of that.
They reached the door and banged on it franticly, trying to get in and make sure Dean was okay and still there.
"Go away!" the werewolf shouted from the other side.
They sighed in relief but it wasn't over yet.
"Dean, come out this second!" John demanded hoping that making it an order would make him listen easier.
"NO! GO AWAY!" John sighed and backed away. Dean always listened to him, so if he didn't this time then it was obvious there was no way he'd change his mind.
"Come on Sam, he's not gonna come out no matter what we do."
"No, I'm not leaving Dean. He saved me, so I gotta do it now."
John just shook his head and left. Kids.
Sam knocked on the door again once his dad left.
"Dean? It's me, Sammy lemme in." Sam said in his most pleading voice.
"I already know who it is. Just leave me alone."
"Not until you come out."
"Well tough luck then Sammy, cause I'm not leaving."
"Then I won't either!"
Gosh why'd his brother have to be so stubborn?
"Sam, go AWAY! Now!"
"No Dean, not unless you at least tell me why you won't come out."
Dean let out a long exhale. "I don't want to hurt you okay?"
"…..You'd never hurt me Dean! Everyone knows that."
"Yeah tell that to the guy I killed."
"You were PROTECTING me Dean! That was different! You got mad and lost control, it's okay!"
"Yeah, well what happens if I get mad at you?" he shouted at Sam.
"You still won't hurt me. I know that."
"Then why are you so scared huh? "
"….I'm not."
"Don't lie Sam, I can smell it."
"Fine, I'm scared you're gonna do something stupid and hurt yourself you big dummy!"
There was a long moment of silence. Then, "you're really not scared of me?"
"Of course not! I'm not stupid Dean! Now will you let me in?"
The door creaked up just a little and Sam smiled as he entered the room.
Okay, so here is the poll! A) robot Dean B) Demon Dean C)Sam is lucifer D) Dean leaves Sam E) famine actually affecting Dean F) obedient Sam or G) honest Dean. Please vote and review! Thank you for reading!
