Disclaimer: Nothing of the Twilight-universe belongs to me. This is an alternate universe, meaning nothing and I mean nothing that happened in the original twilight might happen here.

This story will have mature themes so if you are under 18 do not read this!

Chapter 11

BPOV

"I fancy something sweet so I think we will forget about the sandwich but luckily I have brought something else to have." As he spoke he sat down and started to play with my clit, letting his fingers dip into my entrance making me moan and thrust my hips up, trying to make him go deeper.
"It's nice to see you so eager my love but please be still or I will have to tie you down and I don't think you are ready for that" As he spoke he removed his hands making me ache for him. I took a couple of deep breaths to get myself under control and then lowered myself back onto the table.
"Good girl" I waited impatiently as he stroked my outer thighs and kissed so near my pussy that I thought I might scream. Then his fingers of one hand was separating my lower lips and smearing something in between with his other.
"I have dreamt for weeks to eat cream off of you exactly like this." Then his tongue replaced his fingers, licking up the cream and always lingering more around my clit. I yelled out through the gag when he lightly grazed my clit with his teeth making him laugh darkly.
"Yes, the gag was a good idea" he murmured as he started to slide a finger and then two into my entrance as he kept on nibbling and sucking my clit. I wanted to come so badly but being gagged I couldn't ask and I knew that if I came without asking I wouldn't be allowed to orgasm for a week. Last time it nearly drove me bad as master repeatedly brought me so close to the edge only to be left unsatisfied. Master's fingers started to pump in and out of me faster but I was just able to stop my hips from thrusting up to meet him.
"Come for me slave, show me what I do to you" At his words I let myself go and screamed out Jasper's name as I came, my walls closing around his fingers, trying to keep them. He bent down and drank my juices as they leaked out. When he was finished I caught him licking his lips as he pulled me up by my arms and leaned me into his chest, as I couldn't completely stay upright as I was still in the afterglow, so he could get the gag off. He placed it back into his pocket and the held me so he could kiss me on the mouth. Both our breathing was heavy when he finally released me.
"That was the reward for doing so well this morning with Jacob watching us. Can you stay sat up?" I nodded so he turned and grabbed my dress and helped me into it.

"Are you okay to walk yet?" He took my face in his hands looking at me intently.

"Please could I have a second more master?" He nodded as he started to stroke my hair making me close my eyes and sigh with bliss. When I was ready master moved the chair completely out of the way so I could get to my feet and tucked me into his side as he guided me through the house to his office. I knelt on a cushioned stool as he settled into his chair to work. After a minute master opened a draw and handed me a book to read while we were in the office. I looked down at Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and smiled. This would keep me busy for hours. As I started to read I didn't noticed how much time had gone by until master turned on a lamp. The phone went making me jump and as master picked it up he reached over to absently stroke my hair. It felt so good that I leaned into his leg and sighed.

"Are you sure? You know how much I am opposed to that." Master didn't sound happy.

"Fine, how long? … … and your sure you can't? … … fine, fine I'll do it." He huffed and hung up. He sat back into his chair and stared into space while absently stroking my head.

"Right" Master seemed to snap out of his thoughts as he straightened and reached for the intercom

"James"

"Sir?" James answer after a short pause

"Order Chinese for tonight, we can all eat together in the living room and get my car ready for tomorrow morning."

"Yes sir." I looked up at him questioning and as he glanced down he smiled and then looked at the clock.

"Christ I didn't know what the time was. Stand slave." I gave master back the book and struggled to my feet. I had been knelt in the same position for so long that my legs ached. Master got up and made me sit in his chair as he got some lotion out of a draw and started to massage my legs making me moan. When my legs were feeling a lot better master reached to my neck and started to take my collar off. I leaned back away from his grip

"Master?" He could see the fear in my eyes. Had I done something wrong? I put my hands around the collar as if hiding it would stop him.

"Shhh, it's okay" He took my hands and kissed them before he undid the collar and placed it in a draw.

"I want tonight to be just me and you, no submissive or dominant, no slave and master, just Jasper and Bella okay?" He looked imploringly at me.

"Okay" I whispered, causing him to kiss me passionately.

"Thank you, I just need us to be together with no rules for one night. You will not wait on me and you can do whatever you like without any repercussions except the most obvious." I gave him a questioning look.

"No leaving the house and letting me know exactly where you are at all times."

"Okay Jasper"

"Good girl" The intercom buzzed.

"Sir the food is here" Jasper leaned over me to reach the button.

"Start eating we will be there in a minute." As there was no rules at the moment I acted on impulse. As he started talking on the intercom, his neck right next to my face I turned and started to kiss and nibble my way up to his jaw. He moved slightly so I could reach his lips. I kissed him gently, loving the intimacy as his hands started to wander over my body. My stomach decided to rumble at that moment making us both laugh.

"Let's get food and then we can start where we left off back in the bedroom" I nodded as he took my hand and led me out the door.

As we walked into the living room everyone was already eating. Jasper motioned for me to sit down as he grabbed us some food. Everyone looked surprised when they saw Jasper piling food on a plate and not me. Over the past couple of weeks they had gotten used to me serving master in every way so this was a bit strange. Jacob, Sam and Laurent looked worriedly at me as if there was something wrong with me to stop me serving Jasper. I had become close with all of them and enjoyed their company when Jasper wasn't around, even James although I was still cautious around him.

"Guys, chill Bella is fine I just wanted a normal night." Jasper snapped when he noticed the concerned looks.

"Actually, Bella could you go outside the room for a second?" I nodded and walked out. I knew that I didn't have to obey tonight but I wanted to and it looked as if he wanted some privacy. Jasper opened the door to let me back in a couple of minutes later and motioned for me to sit where I had been before. I looked around at the guys and noticed Sam, Laurent and even James looked unhappy but Jacob was nearly beaming. Jasper sat next to me with a plate piled high and two forks so we could eat off the same plate. I was dying to know what was happening but decided to wait until we were alone. We all sat in comfortable silence as we watched tv. I had eaten so much food that I leaned against Jasper and couldn't muster the energy to bat his hand away when he put his arm over my shoulder and started to stroke the side of my breast.

"I have eaten way too much" I moaned as I stretched.

"To be honest I'm surprised that you didn't try and take Laurent's food as well the way you were going, don't I feed you enough?" Laurent was sat on the floor with his back leaning against the sofa we were on. He looked up at us and smiled.

"I would have but I knew he would beat me" I sighed.

"If you're offering we could wrestle for the last prawn cracker?" Laurent picked up the prawn cracker as if trying to entice me making everyone laugh and me nudge him with my foot.

"You're sweet but no thanks, I couldn't move even if you paid me." After some more light banter we all settled down to watch a movie. The room was so dark and warm that I wouldn't be able to keep my eyes open for long. When I started to feel sleepy I moved so my head was cushioned on Jasper's lap and then closed my eyes.

I awoke when Jasper lifted me into his arms and started walking upstairs.

"Morning" Jasper murmured in my ear. "I thought I was out of luck tonight"

"I wouldn't miss a night with you for anything in the world" I was trying to put on a lusty voice but ruined it when I yawned.

"If you're too tired ... ..." He kicked the bedroom door open and placed me on the bed. I pulled him between my legs and started to undo his trousers.

"Never" He moaned as I brushed his cock with my hand as I pulled his trousers and boxers down. He lifted my dress over my head and took off his shirt. Jasper bent between my open legs and started to kiss and suck my clit. I threw my head back and closed my eyes as he pushed a finger and then two into my pussy, getting me ready for his cock. Jasper stopped when I was soaking wet and ached for more than his fingers making me whimper.

"I know baby. I will satisfy you soon" He licked his fingers of my juices before he gathered me into his arms and sat with his back to the wall on the bed so I was straddled in his lap. He placed himself outside my entrance and pushed into me before stilling.

"What's wrong?" I questioned as he was looking at me as if he were a dying man and this was his last meal.

"I wanted to be close to you, inside you when I tell you something" I went cold with all the horrible thoughts that went through my head. Jasper's fingers tried to smooth the frown lines before he continued.

"It is nothing to panic about. It's just the firm is expanding and has created an office in New York"

"That's good isn't it?" Confusion coloured my tone.

"They require me to go out there tomorrow to sort some stuff out and so will be gone for a month at least and two months at the most." He took a deep breath and continued.

"I can't take you with me. I can't risk losing you." I tried to interrupt but Jasper placed his hand over my mouth, stopping me. "I know you wouldn't run away, you love me too much to do that but there are some nasty people who would like to pay me back for sending their boss to jail and they would consider you a chance that they couldn't resist. They don't know about you yet and I want it to stay that way."
"I can't live without you for two months." I started to cry, realising why he needed to be close to me when he told me. I felt as if he were the only thing holding me down and now I realised why he wanted us to be Bella and Jasper tonight, not slave and master.

"I know, I know, I feel the same way" He stroked the side of my face, brushing the tears away with his thumbs. "Let's make tonight a night to remember and we will set up a web cam that will work with a pass code in the library and give you a mobile that will only connect to my phone so we can reach each other whenever we want. Jacob will be staying to look after you." I leaned into him and sighed, resting my head on his chest.

"If you're not happy with Jacob then Laurent could stay? You need someone to look after you my love. I might be going over the top but I need someone here to protect you if something happened. Besides I still have fears of you running." As he was talking I started to lick, suck and nibble one of his nipples. I didn't want to think of anything that was going to happen tomorrow and I needed to pleasure him as much as possible so he would remember this night. Jasper moaned but cupped my face again, forcing me to look into his eyes.

"Jacob is fine... ..." I was going to say that I felt he always got a bit too close to me when talking and was always touching me but thought better of it. I couldn't make him leaving me any harder for him.

"But?"
"I just don't want to think about it tonight, it's too painful" Jasper nodded as he kissed me gently and started to slowly thrust into me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, keeping eye contact and meeting his thrusts. We sat on the bed for hours just enjoying the feel of each other's bodies, orgasming more times than I ever had before. As we laid in each other's arms afterwards I could honestly say that I had never been happier but the bubble was broken sooner than I would have liked as someone knocked on the door.

"Sir, we will have to be leaving in an hour"

"Thank you Sam" Jasper sighed as he started to get out of bed. I clung onto him as if he were a life preserver.
"I have a present for you. I brought it a while ago and seems a perfect going present." He leaned over and kissed me passionately as if he needed me to breath. I was so stunned by the overpowering emotion after our slow, loving, sex session that it didn't occur to me to try and drag him back again. Jasper went into the other room and came back with what I thought was a book. He sat on the side of the bed closest to me and handed it over.

"While I'm away I want you to start writing a diary. It will occupy you but also it will give you an outlet for things that you only usually talk to me about. Besides I might want to read it to see what you get up too." It was a beautiful light blue colour with my initials in the centre.

"I love it thank you" Jasper nodded and went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. Everything happened so quickly, one minute I was in his arms as he said goodbye and the next he was gone and I was crying into Jacob chest as he tried to comfort me.