AN: Ok ok, I had posted that I wanted an answer to my question and you guys blew up my inbox within ten minutes and kept going for two days. LMAO! Thank you very much for your replies. Now, here is the answer…read and find out that's the answer.
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha… uh, yeah ok.
It's hard to be without you
2 years later
Kagome was sitting in the garden with Rin. "Mama, are you ok?" Kagome sighed and looked down at the flowers she held. She didn't hear Rin. "Mama?"
"Huh?" Kagome was pulled from her daydream. "What is it, Rin?"
"Rin asked if mama was ok, you don't act like yourself anymore."
"Oh, I'm fine Rin." Kagome wrapped her arms around Rin and pulled her to sit on her lap. "I've just had a lot on my mind lately."
"Will you be ok, mama?"
"Of course, Rin, I'll be just fine, don't worry." Kagome put Rin down and got up. "I'm going to go inside, be careful around the roses, ok?"
"Hai, mama."
Kagome smiled as she watched Rin run farther into the garden. She walked into the palace and sighed again. 'Rin started calling me just 'mama' on that day two years ago.' Her hand went to her neck and she felt tears come to her eyes. 'Me and my big mouth, I said that 5 years would pass before we know it, but this is torture. Since that day he hasn't even touched me once. Hasn't kissed me, held my hand, held me, nothing, and to make everything worse he calls me by my name. He always calls me Koi.' She felt a tear fall down her cheek and quickly wiped it away. 'We even sleep in separate bedrooms, if this keeps up, I don't know what will happen.' She sighed again and walked to her room
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Sesshomaru spotted Kagome when she walked in from the garden. He watched her as her hand went to her neck and a tear fell from her eyes as she quickly wiped it away and head off to her room. He knew she missed him, he missed her too, but after what happened and he told her what Hojo did, he felt different, so he made a decision. He was not going to touch her at all until he was able to mark her again. He only wanted her as his mate, but he didn't know how hard it was going to be for him or her. He masturbated almost every night; he couldn't stop thinking about her. He missed her so much, he could never satisfy himself the way she could satisfy him, it was killing him. When he saw her tears he wanted to run over to comfort her, his beast demanded that they go over to their mate. 'I can't do it."
'We must…our mate is crying.'
'No, she…she is not our mate. Not now.'
'It matters not, we will mark her as ours when that time finally comes, but now she needs us, she misses us and our body at night. We have not been with her for two years.'
'I know, I want to be with her just as much as you, but I decided that I will not rut with her until she is my mate again. As much as it pains us all (him, beast, and Kagome), I have to refuse her.'
'This is not fair to her and you know it. You have cut all physical contact with her. Our mate deserves to know what you decided, you have not discussed it with this Sesshomaru, this Sesshomaru is very surprised that you could suppress him for so long.'
'Believe me, it has not been easy, many times I have wanted to go to her room and ravish her body, but I forced myself to remain in my room.'
'That reminds this Sesshomaru, why is it that our mate resides in a separate room?'
'There was too much tension between us. She couldn't stand it so she went to another room to sleep.'
(AN: Man for two of the same body, they are sure out of touch with one another. Why? Because Sesshomaru made sure to seal his beast almost all the way, to the point that he was unaware what exactly was going on.)
'Hn. I do not like that our mate does not sleep in the same bed as us.'
'I don't either.'
'Then why, why are you doing all of this?'
'I have my reasons; let's just leave it at that. Now, go to sleep, I wish not to talk to you any longer.'
His beast growled at the command. 'Hn, as you wish.' The beast went to sleep.
"I'm sorry Kagome; it has to be this way for a while." He whispered and walked the other way towards his study. As he reached is destination, he opened the doors, walked in, closed and locked the doors. He sat in his chair, groaning uncomfortably. He looked down at his pants and saw his arousal trying to free itself from its silk and cotton confines, a small wet spot at the top of his pants. He was already close to his release, the precum slowly soaking his pants proving that. He quickly undid his pants to reveal his throbbing manhood. He took hold and started stroking. "K…Kagome." He imagined his hand as her sweet hole pulling him deeper in deeper into her. He starts to pump harder as her moans intensify. "Kagome…" Her legs wrap around his waist keeping him buried deep in her as she slowly draws her claws down his back leaving angry red welts in their wake. He stroked faster still, his breathing quickening and coming in short pants and his teeth clenched together. "Kagome…ugh…Kagome." He pulls out of her and flips her around on her stomach and enters her again doggy style, her tight hole squeezing his cock tighter. His left hand grabbed onto her breast as his right hand flew down to massage her clit. She starts moaning uncontrollably as he pounded into her. His strokes getting even faster. "Oh, Kagome!" Her hand goes down to cover his and pushes his hand down harder on her clit. Knowing what she wanted he gave her clit and quick pinch as he growled in her ear seductively. She moaned and purred loving the rough treatment. He kept up with his ministrations until he felt her tighten around him, she screamed out his name as she came. Hearing her yell out his name in pure pleasure was all he needed to release. "Ugh… KAGOME!!" He yelled at the top of his lungs, spilling his seed all over his desk. Slowly his breathing returned to normal. Sesshomaru had a dazed look on his face. "Kagome."
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"KAGOME!!"
Kagome was sitting in her room looking out her room. "Sesshomaru?" She blushed madly. She new that yell, she had always caused him to yell like that. That yell was music to her ears. He wanted her as much as she wanted him, but what she couldn't figure out was why he didn't come and take her. She had stop trying to get his attention because he always seemed like he wasn't interested. Now that she heard him she was filled with new hope. She blushed again when she smelt his intense arousal in the air. She instantly felt her wetness pool in between her legs, she opened her white and light blue kimono and inserted three fingers trying her best to imagine it was Sesshomaru's throbbing cock but it was a poor substitute, for now it would have to do. Her breathing quickly became short gasps. "S…Sesshomaru."
AN: Hope you enjoyed this chapter, I know I enjoyed writing it. Next chapter is the chapter many many people have been waiting for, so to make sure you enjoy it and have to stop to take a ice cold shower (J/K), I won't be updating for a bit. Like I said I want to make it really long and really good. I have some time off from school soon so I'll defiantly work on it then, but for now please read this. Oh yeah, next chapter you'll find out for real if she get's prego or not. One more thing, VERY IMPORTANT: I'm taking suggestions for the rape, so… LET ME HAVE THEM!! Read and Review also very important.