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Bella Pov:
My eyes fluttered open for what seemed like the first time in weeks, I felt so groggy and weak. Well that was an understatement, I just felt like death! My self pity was suddenly intruded by a cold hand clutching mine a little tighter than usual.
I knew it was Edward due to the fact that there were live sparks flying between our connected hands. So when I finally willed enough strength to turn my head; I was able to gaze at the vampire which I loved so much.
He was sitting beside my bed with his head tugged in to the baby blue blankets that were currently shielding my body. I could feel his body shaking as there were little vibrations shaking the frame of the hard uncomfortable bed.
Wait why was Edward shaking? Where am I? Why do I feel so cold damn tired? I questioned silently as I drew a shaky breath. This of course made Edward's head to snap up and meet my gaze.
"Be...Bella..." Edward shuttered before leaning forward in a slow motion as if he was scared this was all just a dream. Wait what are you talking about Bella vampires don't dream? And why are Edward's eyes black and filled with venom? He looked liked he had been trying to cry! if he was human, I Would be sure that Edward would be crying but why?
"Ed..." I croaked through the mask that was covering my month. Sadly I was unable to finish my sentence as a wave of intense pain flooded my body.
"What's wrong Bella? Where's the pain? I'll get Carlisle! Edward rushed out and before I could blink Edward was gone but only for what seemed like a couple of seconds before he was by my side clutching my hand tightly in his.
His cold touch felt heavenly on my skin but it didn't help take away the pain that was following through my whole body. It ached, my whole right side of my body felt sore and all I wanted to do was itch my hot aching skin But I couldn't seem to move much as my whole body felt really heavy and my head felt really blurred.
Beeping was the only thing that could be heard other than the breathing in the room.
There were monitors linked to different parts of my torso and they were getting on my nerves as the beeping of the heart monitor was giving me a headache.
I was so cold but looking down I noticed I was wearing like three blankets, Edward most of noticed were this was leading as before I could even mention I was cold; Edward had two more blankets spread over me.
"Th...Thanks" I shuttered weakly through the oxygen mask as Carlisle appeared in the room holding what seemed to be my chart. 'God please don't let this mean I'm in hospital' I pleaded silently but to no avail as everything in my line of sight told me I was in fact in hospital.
"Hello Bella, It's good to see that you're finally awake" he said smiling as he walked over to me.
He stopped beside my bed and before I could rank my brain for an answer Carlisle spoke again.
"Edward said that you were in pain Bella could you please tell me or indicate where this pain is" Carlisle asked in a professional tone but I could still see his worry for me shining through his eyes.
I spared a look at Edward before taking off my mask and answering truthfully, "I...It ac... aches ever...every... where."
Edward gently kissed my hand as he placed the mask back over my month before turning to Carlisle "There must be something to help the pain."
"Of course there are Edward and you know as well as I do that Bella is not responding to the pain meds" Carlisle answered in quiet tone as I knew he wanted to protect me from the truth.
"I...it's ok" I answered once again through my mask but Edward frustrated glare told me that he totally disagreed with my opinion.
Before I could try and reassure Edward some more, a shiver ran through my body which made the bed tremble a little. This coursed Edward to let go of my hand as he thought that his cold touch was making it worse. But as soon as his hand left mine, my heart speeded up in panic and distress.
I wanted his hand back in mine more than anything in the world. He was my soul mate and I didn't feel like fighting without him by my side.
That's where I felt a panicked looking Edward pulling slightly into his arms and closer to his body which made my heart rate slow as this was more than I was praying for.
"Bella talk to me love" Edward pleading in a panicked tone as he pulled my body a little closer while being careful not to disserve the my wires.
"Do...Don't leave" I begged through the oxygen mask as another shiver worked its way across my body.
"Never my love, I'm sorry" Edward mumbled before Carlisle stepped into forward addressing me in a soft tone.
"Feeling cold Bella? Carlisle questioned me as he bought yet another blanket from the other side of this quiet large room.
I couldn't find the energy to speak so I just nodded as conformation.
"Now I need you to be truthful Bella, Is the pain worse than you remember? Or is the pain decreasing?" Carlisle questioned.
This time Edward leaned forward and gently removed the oxygen mask so that I would be able to answer.
"T-the pains w-worse" I answered slightly out of breath which made Edward replace my oxygen mask at vampire speed.
"Ok I don't mean to worry you Bella but you need to organs are slowly failing! If they continue to fail we might have to operate" Carlisle replied in a concerned tone.
'What? I can't have surgery!' My thought cried as Edward began to rock me very slowly.
"I promise that I will do everything I can Bella" Carlisle stated before looking down at my chart and writing something down.
"I... tr...us...trust you" I mumbled as I suddenly was feeling a weaker and more tired.
"Shhh my love you're tired, why don't you get some rest and I promise I will not leave your side for a second" Edward promised as my vision began to blur.
"Ok" I croaked through my oxygen mask as I found it really difficult to keep my eyes open.
"Bella just promise me you're wake up again" Edward mumbled in a scared tone which made me answer with a blurry 'promise'.
A/N: Well that's it for another chapter! What do you think? Oh and I need help I want to know where you guys want this story to go. Bella could go into surgery or Edward had to change her into a vampire against his better judgement lol.
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