Only You

Chapter 11

Bella POV

I woke up back at Sam's with my head pounding. I looked around and discovered Paul wasn't there. Did I screw up? Does he think I'm horrible? Paul must not want a stupid girl like me. My thoughts kept getting darker and the pain in my head rised.

Sam POV

I had Paul do a quick patrol with Jacob and Embry before I gave him the rest of day off to start Bella's therapy. Suddenly I heard a creek in guest room I guess Bella finally woke up. So I get up to go make sure she is ok or needs anything. I started to hear Bella cry and wail in pain. I opened the door to find Bella rocking back and forth on the bed crying.

"He's gone...he's gone...He doesn't want me...Not good enough..."Bella was muttering over and over again.

I ran down stair and outside phased to get Paul back here immediately. Once I phased back and put my shorts back I called Jasper.

"Hello" Someone answered.

"Yea, uh its Sam Uley. I need Jasper down on the rez. Its Bella." That's all I got out before I got whiff of fresh blood and ear piercing scream.

Jasper POV

Carlisle called me and told me something was up with Bella. I knew right then she finally crashed and hit rock bottom. I only hope we can get her out of darkness and before she tries something. I pulled up as Paul came out of the wood. Suddenly Sam came running outside carrying Bella with blood oozing down her wrists. Shit.

"Hop in I get us to Carlisle. Sam, Paul apply pressure to her wrists it will slow it down some." I told them as I sped toward the mansion.

Paul POV

I can't believe she tried to end her life. That fucker is gonna die in two weeks for making her think so lowly of herself. Sam quickly called Carlisle and told him what occured. Once we arrived I carried Bella to Carlisle's office and laid her down on make shift hospital bed. My sweetheart why can't understand people care about you.

**Bella's Dream**

Daughter of Darkness awaken...your father awaits you. Suddenly big arch doors began to open as a grey cloud of mist bilowed out. There stood a man in a cloak staring at with piercing green eyes.

"Welcome my child!" The man called out.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"Your father, I have come to take you home." The man spoke again.

Then everything went black again.

**End of Dream**

Bella POV

I suddenly awoke gasping for air. I didn't die...WHY? My wrists are bandaged and I think I'm at the Cullen's home. I don't understand.

"Your awake" Jasper said.

"Why am I here? Alive?" I snapped at him.

"You need help Bella. We are going to help you." Jasper spoke to me softly in a caring tone.

"No" I whispered.

Jasper POV

My brother...wait no...that fucktard has royally screwed Bella up. How much farther can she break till she can't return? I'm gonna help her and help Paul learn how to help with her. I think she most likely suffer from PTSD for the rest of her life.

"Bella I'm going to give you hour long therapy sessions to help you. We are going to start now.' I paused allowing her to absorb the information I just told her 'How are you feeling today?" I asked her finally.

I was suddenly clutching the arms of the chair I was in as waves of emotion flew toward me.

"That's how I fucken feel." Bella blew up at me.

Ok not exactly what I was looking for. Wait a minute how the hell did send waves of emotions at me?

A/N: I have several personally issues that I must tend to so updates will slow down some. Thank you all for your wonderful reviews. I will try and update as soon as I can.