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Chapter 11

Lilly was starting school in a couple of days but I had to go to work to get things set up.

Alice was going to watch Lilly today. I told her to make sure she rested and no shopping or excitement. Alice pouted when I told her but she understood.

When I got to school and found my classroom I just looked around to see what I could do to make things more cheery. I got my laptop out and look up some pictures of the authors we were going to read. I asked Mr. Banner if there was a print shop that could scan pictures and print them out. He told me to contact Mr. Stevens at woodshop.

My books got delivered in the afternoon and I was glancing through them when I heard a knock on the door. I turned around and saw it was Kate Denali smiling.

"Hey Kate how are you?"

"I am great Bella! I am looking forward to another year. How are you?"

"I am ok but a little nervous since this is my first year teaching."

"You will be fine Bella."

"Hey Bella do you remember my sister Tanya? I wasn't really close to her because she really was a slut in high school but she has changed a lot and she is visiting now."

I froze when she said "Tanya". I know Edward told me about their relationship but my insecurities are coming back.

"That's great Kate that she is visiting. How long is she here for?"

"I am not sure because she was looking to catch up with some friends she hasn't seen in a while and looking for a job. She went to school for pre med but couldn't handle it so she is a surgical nurse now.

I don't think she will stay in the area though but it's nice to have her home for a little while."

Kate left to go back to her classroom and I felt so nervous. What if Tanya wanted to get together with Edward? Would he go and see her? Would he realize what he is missing and want to go back to her?

Emmett and Jasper came into my classroom to check on me and saw I was upset.

"Hey Bella everything ok?"

"Hey Emmett and Jasper what are you guys up to."

"Nothing we just figured we would come to see how you are making out. We saw Kate leave your room, are you friendly with her now?"

"I don't know guys it's just weird. Does she know about Edward and I because she just had to mention about Tanya being back in town."

"Are you kidding me? Why is that slut back in town? She ruined Edward's life."

"Well obviously she had changed her ways and is looking for a job. She couldn't handle pre med so she went for a surgical nurse. She came back home to see some old friends before she starts looking for a job. Is this something I need to worry about guys?"

"Hell no Bella! Edward doesn't want anything to do with her. He cares about you, you know that."

"I know Emmett I am just scared. Maybe he will think about not being with me once he sees beautiful Tanya!"

"Bella don't start that insecurity stuff."

"ok sorry guys I will try harder to not freak out."

After Bella's day she was so excited to bring literature to her students. She was able to get pictures printed on the authors and she pasted book covers on top of construction paper and displayed them throughout the room. She planned on starting with Pride and Prejudice.

She was thinking of what Kate told her about Tanya and how it would affect Edward. Maybe Emmett was right and I should stop worrying.

When I got home Lilly and Alice were playing with her barbies. Lilly ran to me and gave me hug and missed me.

Alice could tell something was off and followed me into the kitchen.

"What's going on Bella?"

"Tanya is back! I know I believe Edward when we confessed our feelings this past weekend but what happens if once he sees her again he wouldn't want me anymore. Am I being silly worrying like this?"

"I can't believe that slut is back! Oh Bella you have nothing to worry about. Talk to Edward and communicate on how you feel because you know he loves you."

"Thanks Alice!" I said as we hugged.

Edward then text me and said he would be over shortly.

Alice left and Lilly and I was watching TV when I heard a knock on the door.

Edward was here and he hugged and kissed me.

"I missed you!"

"Missed you too."

Charlie was working late so I wanted to get some pizza. We decided to go to the pizza place instead of it being delivered.

We were sitting waiting for our pizza and Edward started a conversation.

"Bella I want to tell you something and please don't feel upset. Tanya is back in town and came to see me at hospital today. It looks like she never went for pre med and became a surgical nurse. She tried to get together with me and I told her I have no interest in her especially since I am very busy with my girlfriend. I just wanted to be upfront with you."

"I know about Tanya because Kate made a point of telling me. She didn't say she wanted to hook up with you. I am not sure she knows about us but this has me very insecure. I know you love me and I love you so much but maybe you will change your mind."

I said the last remark looking at the table.

Edward put his finger under my chin and said

"I will never change my mind about you and me."

Then he kissed me and I felt better.

All of a sudden I heard someone said, "Wow Edward I didn't know your girlfriend was plain Jane Bella Swan!"

"Tanya, Bella is nothing but plain and yes she is my beautiful, sexy girlfriend!"

"Just thought you could do so much better that's all."

"Tanya you are scaring Lilly so please leave us alone. Oh by the way, Bella is way better than anyone else I ever have had."

Tanya growled and walked away and headed towards her table.

Edward turned to me and said

"I am sorry about her baby, I love you!"

"Love ya too!"

Pizza was delivered and we had a nice meal.

The next day Lilly and I was having a lazy day. It was Friday and we both started school on Monday. I was going to go in to school for an hour or two to make sure everything was perfect and then take Lilly to lunch at the diner.

Alice and Rose joined us at the diner and Lilly was telling them all about the big girl classroom (aka my classroom).

We talked a little bit about Tanya situation when we ate last night.

"Yeah that lady was mean to mommy and it made me sad. Edvard didn't like her either."

We giggled and enjoyed the rest of our lunch.

School started and weeks past as we got into a normal way of life. Edward would come over as much as he could and Lilly was really enjoying school and making new friends.

Tanya was still hanging around town and I was worried she would get a job at the hospital with Edward.

It was Friday and I had a half day but Lilly had a full day. I was going to surprise Edward with lunch at the hospital.

I went to the cafe and got us some sandwiches and iced coffee. I got to the hospital and Lauren told me that Edward was in his office. I walked down the hallway towards his office and noticed a female talking to him. It sounded like Tanya so I listened for awhile.

"Come on Eddie I got a job at Port Angeles hospital and you should apply there and we could be together again."

I opened the door at that moment and she was sitting on his desk with her feet on his chair on the side of his legs. Her face was very close to his and he wasn't trying to move away.

I couldn't understand why he wouldn't move away.

I dropped the stuff on chair near the door and ran out.

I heard Edward yell "Bella wait!"

But I kept on walking tears running down my face. I got to my car and I just sat there crying.

I heard tapping on my window and Edward was there . I rolled down my window with tears running down my face.

"Bella I am so sorry you had to see that. She cornered me and I couldn't get away. She was trying to get back together with me and I keep telling her No but she isn't listening. Please believe me!"

"Edward I want to believe you but you made no attempt to back away from her. I know she is beautiful and more experienced than me. I guess I am not enough for you. I need to get home for Lilly."

I drove away towards the school to pick up my only existence for living.

Edward tried calling me multiple times but I couldn't answer the phone. After I picked up Lilly I asked Esme if she could watch her for a while.

I got to Esme house and she could tell something was wrong. All I said was Tanya and she knew what happened.

"Bella I am not sure what happened but Edward loves you and would never jeopardized your relationship."

"I know that in my heart but what I saw is that he didn't back away from her so it made me believe I am not enough for him. I just need time and when he calls later I will talk. "

Ok honey but if you need me just call. Even though he is my son I could go Mama Bear on him too!"

"Thanks esme. I love you!"

I stopped at the grocery store on the way home. I wanted Ben and Jerry's chunky monkey ice cream.

All of a sudden I heard Kate calling me. I turned around and saw Kate and of course Tanya was with her.

"Hey Bella how are you?"

"Oh just fine Kate. I am sure Tanya has filled you in on all the fun she has been creating for Edward and I."

"Tanya what have you done now. I told you to leave Edward alone, he is with Bella now. "

"Thanks Kate but I don't think Tanya ever got over her sluty attitude from high school. She sees someone happy and she can't resist flirting and causing trouble. Well I am going to tell you now Tanya Denali you will not win this one because Edward and I are in love. From what Edward told me he could never commit to you so you found someone else to follow around. What happened Tanya did he get bored! Well I will tell you that Edward is never or will be bored with me so keep your hands to yourself. If you cause any more trouble for Edward and I you will be very sorry. I have friends and family in places to make you suffer.

Sorry Kate I will see you Monday!"

I got my ice cream and went home. Charlie was working late so I had house to myself. I had a lot to think about. I trust Edward but he made me feel insecure. I wish he was trying to get away from her but he just sat there.

I called Esme and asked if she could keep Lilly overnight and I will pick her up tomorrow sometime. She said no problem but encouraged me to settle things with Edward. He called her going crazy. I told her I would and not to worry.

I wrote Charlie a note saying Lilly was over Esme and I had something to straighten out with Edward .

I got in my car and drove to Edwards. I saw the lights on so I knew he was up. I knocked on the door and he growled 'just a minute'.

He opened the door to find me and the look on his face was surprised and then he smiled.

"OMG Bella I am so glad you are here. I have been trying all afternoon to talk to you"

I walked into his home and said,

"You might change your mind after I holler at you Edward Anthony Cullen."

He smirked as I walked further in and asked if I want anything.

"No thanks but after I get this off my chest I maybe very hungry since all I have had is chunky monkey."

"Edward I will start by telling you that I do indeed trust you but when I saw Tanya sitting on your desk like that and you never tried to move away that is what hurt me. It made me feel like she was more enticing to you and more beautiful, adventurous and fun. I felt like I wasn't enough for you and I never want to feel like that ever again. Do you understand that mister." I was saying as I poked his chest.

"Bella come here and sit with me on the couch."

"First of all I am so sorry for earlier today and I have no interest in Tanya whatsoever.

Second you are it for me and I never want to be with another person but you. This is kind of embarrassing but when Tanya was sitting at my desk like that, I was having a daydream it was you there and all I wanted to do was take you right there on my desk. I know I should have moved away from her sooner but I absolutely loved my daydream.

Third can I just say you are very hot when you are mad!"

I moved over to him and grabbed him by his shirt and kissed him so hard we couldn't breathe. When we stopped I said,

"Edward Anthony you made me second guess myself and our relationship because you were having a sex daydream about us. Even though that is very hot and sexy you brought my insecurities back to surface. I don't like that at all. Even Emmett hollered at me! "

"Bella I am so sorry how can I make it up to you."

"Well you can start by feeding me. I am starved."

He laughed and shook his head and before he went to the kitchen he looked at me really serious.

"Bella, we are good right!"

"Yes Edward we are good and hopefully later we will be better!"

Edward eyes widen and smiled.

He found some food to eat and we sat down to enjoy our meal .

"umh Edward I think I should tell you I kind of threatened Tanya to stay away from you."

Bella then told Edward everything that happened at the grocery store and he cracked up.

"OMG Bella I would of loved to see her face. You have changed so much for the better. You could of shied away from her and let her walk all over you but you didn't, you held your ground and told her off. I am so proud of you baby!"

I smiled at him and we walked over to the couch and cuddled watching some movie.

"Bella where is Lilly?"

"She is with your mom because I didn't want her to see me all upset. I am picking her up tomorrow."

"So you have no reason to go home tonight?"

"Nope!"

"Bella I want to show you something I did to one of my bedrooms upstairs."

"ok!"

We walked upstairs to the bedrooms and he took me to the one a little ways down from his. He opened the door and I was shocked. He turned the room to a little girls room.

"What did you do Edward?"

"I wanted a room for Lilly to have for when she visits. I wanted to have both of you over more often and to feel comfortable here." Edward was saying as his head was lowered.

I was shocked he was doing this for us and I lifted his head up to stare at me.

"That was such a wonderful thing you did for Lilly and I think both of us would love to come here more often. Sometimes I think we are in the way at Charlie's but he would never admit it."

Edward smiled and said, "Bella I would like nothing more than to have you and Lilly actually live with me but I never brought it up because I wasn't sure how you would feel."

"Wow Edward I don't know what to say but maybe one day that will happen. How about we start off with visits over here and see how Lilly does with your home. I am sure she will love it here. Thank you so much for doing a room for her."

"It was my pleasure with a little help from Mom and the pixie!"

I kissed him and then we went to his room. He gave me some clothes to change into for bed. I went to the bathroom and changed and washed my face. I can't believe how stupid I was thinking I was not enough for him. He is my life and no one will get in the way of that. Insecurities Be Damn!

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