10 months later
It has been 10 month since I had talked to Nick the last time. I missed him a lot but everytime I tried to talk to him he ignored me like I wasnt important to him anymore though his brothers told me something else. Liam and they were the once who told me not to give up. Yes, my current boyfriend told me not to give up trying to talk to Nick. He knew what Nick ment to me and he knew how bad I felt without him.
I missed Nick so much I couldn't stand it. I didn't know what to do and though I didn't see or talk to Nick my love for him grew and grew. So I made a decision I kind of knew I would regret but I didn't mind. I called Liam and asked him to come over. I already cried when he arrived.
"What's wrong, Mi?" He asked curious about what I was going to say.
"Look, I.. I can't do this anymore. Nick doesn't forgive me but my love for him doesn't go away. It's growing and I can't help it. I love you Liam. I really do, but I don't want to live a lie. Please try to understand why I.. I'm breaking up now.."
"It's alright. I love you too much to see you unhappy. Go and get your Nick. I'll be fine."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, I am. Don't waste your time."
"Thanks Liam. Thanks for everything. You're just amazing, never forget that. We'll stay friends, right?"
"Of course. I couldn't live without my Miley anymore. Whenever you need someone, just call and I'll be there for you." He stood up and hugged me tight.
"Thanks. I really owe you." I hugged him back and pecked his lips for one last time.
"I guess it's time to go now. It's almost 9 and I wanted to meet my brother."
"Alright. See you. Bye, Liam."
"Bye, Miles." He turned around and left. I didn't cry anymore and I had an amazing idea.
I sat at my desk a few minutes later, writing a song. A song for Nick. I didn't know how I was going to show him this song since he still ignored me but I felt better when I wrote it. Somehow I was able to show most of my feelings for him in this song, especial the ones I just discovered. I loved him more than I did before and that was one thing I was sure about. I sat there writing and eating some cookies the whole night but I was proud when I had finished the song. It was perfect. Now that I was done I decided to go to bed and get a nap.
I woke up at like 1pm, still feeling tired but that was 'cause I went to bed at 6am. I decided to take a shower and check my AIM after it.
At 2pm I turned on my computer and signed in on aim. Fortunately Nick was online so I grabbed my guitar and clicked on his name. When the window opened I pressen the video-talk button and waited for him to accept but he disapproved it, so I sent him a message.
SmileyMiley: Nick, please accept the invitation. I REALLY need to tell you something and I can't write it. Not that I think you would read it anyway. But it's been 10 months now. So I'm begging you, please accept it.
I sent him another invitation and he accepted it. Tears were in my eyes just as I saw his face but I held them back. I had to at least until I finished playing the song. Not hesitating any longer I started playing and singing.
Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
My heart would stop without you
I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, I'll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And please tell me you will stay
I started crying after singing the last few words but I somehow managed to say something and tell him how sorry I was.
"Nick, listen, I'm sorry for everything that happened. I was blind and didn't see how much I really hurt you by dating Liam. But I also thought you wouldn't mind at all. I couldn't see how much I really loved you but now I know it. And if you listened to the song you know how much. I did everything possible to make you talk to me but nothing worked so this was the last thing I tried. I can't do anything more. I just hope you can forgive me. And just to let you know.. I broke up with Liam. I love you, Nick. I always will."
I didn't wait for him to respond, I just went offline and lay down on my bed, listening to music and crying. I lay there for more than an hour and almost fell asleep when I felt someone sitting down on my bed. I opened my eyes just to look in the eyes i loved so much. Nick way sitting there looking at me and my face which was still covered with wet streams of tears. I turned off my iPod and sat up.
"N-n-nick? Is that really you?" I looked at him like I saw a ghost and he chuckled.
"Yeah, it's me."
"What are you doing here? I... We.. You.. not talking for ten months..." I stuttered and I started crying again.
"I know. And I guess it's my turn to explain some things. And to apologize. I know I was overreacting when I didn't talk to you for such a long time. It was one of the biggest mistakes I did and I don't know how I could've been so stupid. But I was and you just opened my eyes when you sang that song. And let me tell you something.
I love you more than I did before
And every day I didn't see your face
nothing's changed, no one can take your place
it got harder every day
You told me you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it was this way
But I'm coming back, I came back
You asked me to stay and now I'm telling you I'll stay."
He sang a part of my song, just changed it to his version of it. Another tear streamed down my face but I was smiling through it.
"Nick.." He interrupted me by kissing me on the lips ever so soft as if he was afraid I could reject him but when he felt I was kissing back the kiss got stronger and both of us felt more comfortable each second. We lay down on my bed next to each other, still kissing, when there was a knock on the door. We ignored it and kept kissing and Nick continued rubbing my back.
"Miles?" I heard Brandi's voice but didn't answer. I was too busy enjoying our united lips. Suddenly the door swung open and I heard a gasp. That was when I pulled away and looked up and Brandi. She blushed but I just smirked, still lying in Nick's arms.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to disturb. I just wanted to check if you two were alright since it's been an hour now. We thought there could be something wrong. I'm sorry."
"It's alright Brandi. Thanks for caring, but we're alright, as you can see. Do you mind leaving us alone again? We still have to talk about a few things.."
"Of course. So Nick, are you staying for dinner?" He looked up at me and I nodded.
"Yes, I am." He said, smiling his wide smile.
"Alright, Ima tell mom. See you later then." She said and left the room. Just when the door closed I turned around to face Nick again. "So where did we stop?"
"I thought we needed to talk?"
"It can wait." I smirked and he caught it. He leaned in again and we kissed like before but it turned into making out. I grabbed the hem of Nick's shirt and pulled away long enough to take it off. I kissed his lips and went down to his jaw, his neck, his chest and up to the lips again, leaving trails of kisses. After a while his hand wandered under my shirt and i giggled against his lips. He pulled away and looked at me as if he was asking for permission but I just took off my shirt, leaving me in my black lace bra. Then he started kissing me again, leaving trailsof kisses on my bare skin, just like I did before. He reached my chest and kissed the top of my bra, touching my chest a bit.
I giggled again when he reached my lips another time. A little moan escaped my lips and he seemed to enjoy it 'cause just when the moan left my lips a little moan of his echoed in my mouth. It felt good to have Nick around me again. But I knew we needed to stop soon. We still needed to talk.
I felt Nick's tongue softly touching my lower lip and I opened my mouth to let his tongue inside. They met and I felt sparks everywhere. We kissed like that until air was needed. Somehow we managed to pull away and I lay my head on his bare chest.
"Nick?"
"Mhh-hm?"
"What are we?"
He opened his eyes and looked at me.
"What do you mean?"
"Never mind." I smiled and pecked his lips.
"Mi?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course. What is it?"
"Will you be my girlfriend again?"
"Let me think about it. I'm lying in my bed, together with you, not wearing shirts, just finished making out and I told you how much I loved you earlier today. OF COURSE I WILL. 1000 Times!"
"I love you, Mi."
"I love you, too." I smiled at him and kissed him for what felt like the 100th time that day but it still felt amazing. "I guess we should get dressed now and go downstairs, don't you think?"
"I agree. Though I really like seeing you like that." He smirked and I giggled again.
"I know you do. You already showed me that day in my closet."
"You remember it?"
"Of course I do. You were my ex back then. People don't forget things like that. But now come on."
We got dressed again and I re-did my hair. Nick took my hand and we intertwined them while we were walking downstairs. Like I know Brandi she already told my family about Nick and me, but the others still looked at us surprised. Especial mom. I just looked at her and nodded. Just then her smile grew even wider.
"Welcome back, Nick." She said and I was more than happy they accepted my decision to get back with Nick. The love of my life.
A/N So it's Niley now. But the story will go on. I'm sorry I didn't upload such a long time but I was busy studying. So I uploaded two chapters today. (: Keep reading and review. review. review (;