Hey finally it is the weekend and I can get on the internet as much as I want. Well thanks to all of the people who R&Red. Special thanks to Calsarose4ever. (Sorry if I spelled your pen name wrong.) For giving me an idea for my next chappie. You are awesome. Well guess what I had a lot of brain blasts (What me and Lauren call it when we get an idea) but for different chapters , later chapters anyway. I'll give you a preview at the end. Major spoilers for MY story so if you don't want to know than don't read it.(I'm still writing them anyway.) Well alright on with chapter 11.
Chapter 11:teacher understanding
Tohru was down stairs staring and observing the damage that was done.
"Note to self: Don't EVER let Shigure cook," Tohru thought.
She walked over to the stove with the burnt pots and pans. She rubbed the back of her head then picked up a nearby sponge.
"This is a lot of damage, better get to work before.." her words were broken off by Shigure coming out of the hall closet.
"I'm caught," Tohru sighed. "I forgot that he was in there," Tohru thought. (Remember in Ch.9, not so long ago. I forgot to tell where Shigure went so now I will tell you. He was in the closet.)
"What are you doing flower?" Shigure asked.
"Tohru shot straight up and hid the sponge behind her back.
"Oh nothing. Nothing at all." She said laughing nervously. She tried to quickly put the sponge back on the counter but dropped it because it missed the edge.
"Oh I see. Flower you can't push yourself all the time," He sighed as he walked close to Tohru and took her hand.
"I know, but I'm suppose to clean. That is one of the reasons why I live here."
"That use to be a reason, now you're like family." he laughed as he rubbed the top of her heaad.
"Yeah I guess but what about the kitchen?"
"Uhhh...we can talk about that later." He laughed. "Usually I'm the one always saying, 'Don't break my house" but for once I'm the one who blew it up." Shigure thought as he stared at the burnt pots and pans on the stove.
"Now, I want you to go lie down. I'll go make you.." he paused than corrected himself as Tohru gave him a quizzical look, "I'll call up for some food than bring it to you as soon as it arrives."
"Okay," Tohru sighed.
They walked up the steps, down the hall and into Tohru's room.
"Now I want you to stay in bed and I'll bring you the food as soon as it comes." Shigure said. "Plus I don't want Kyo or Yuki killing me," Shigure thought as he began to leave the room.
"Oh and one more thing, if you need anything than just yell."
"Alright thank you so much Shigure," Tohru said.
"Don't thank me, you're family and that is what families do right?"
"Yeah I guess so. I've just forgotten what it is like to have a real family," she spoke in a soft tone that wrapped and rung around the room.
"Well, you have a family now and no one will ever change that. You remember that."
"I will, I promise," she whispered as Shigure left the room.
Tohru turned over in her bed thinking, "I wander what the boys are doing right now"
At School
"Little miss happy happy sunshine isn't here today. I wander what happened to her?" joked Kei as he jabbed a pencil eraser into Haru's side as he passed by.
Kei was haru's closest friend and he wasn't to bad looking. He had a masculine body with thick, dark dengy blue hair: he had the eyes to match. (If you have ever watched Yu-Gi-Oh, I am trying to describe Peco or who ever the guy who was obsessed with the ocean was. You know the one who lost his dad at sea and still searching for him. Yeah that one.) He was second in line to being the cutest after Yuki.
Haru reached back and tried to throw a punch at him as he spoke, "She got hurt and I don't want you talking like that about her."
"Oh, I see. You don't want me talking about her because you like her, huh?" Kei joked as he avoided haru's punch.
Haru snapped around so that Kei couldn't see the instant blush that ran across his face.
Yuki noticed Haru blushing and he wanted to know what he was blushing about. He kind of leaned in a little on their conversation.
"So it is true, you do like that girl," Kei whispered still teasing.
The blush on Haru's face grew redder as he whispered, "That girl has a name and it's Tohru."
Yuki's eyes widened at the remark and he started to grow tense. "What?! Why does..how does... Why does Haru have to love her too!" Yuki thought.
"So you're touchy on the subject huh."
"No, She doesn't even know that I like her, yet."
"What are you planning to do?" Kei asked.
"See, I'm going to move in, in a couple of weeks. I'm bringing Momiji and Kagura along too, just so that it doesn't seem that awkward."
"Awe so you plan on stealing her heart by getting close to her."
"Exactly."
"Don't go having children now."
"Shut up idiot."
Hearing this, the rest of the day seemed to pass by really slow. He couldn't keep his mind on anything and kept thinking about different things. He kept thinking about Haru. He thought that maybe if his plan worked he could steal Tohru away from him. He had to get to her first.
When the final bell rang, Yuki hung back after school to talk to the teacher, Maya Satsuki, (I preder to call her sensei so that is what I'll call her), unsure of what to do.
"Mr. Sohma you do realize that the bell rang? You can go home." talked sensei while walking towards him.
Yuki kind of grasped at the air then spoke, "I know."
"Then why are you still here?" she questioned with a quizzical look on her face.
"I need some advice if you don't mind," Yuki said in a solemn manner.
"Sure I guess." said Sensei (I am going to use sensei from now on because it is easier than her real name.) as she sat down in a desk next to him.
Yuki averted his gaze so that sensei couldn't see his face, so full of uncertainty and worry. Even though Yuki tried not to let her see she still could see the seriousness in his expressions.
"What do you do when you love a girl but you don't know how to tell her so that she would really understand?"
A little baffled by the question, she finally said, "A girl around this age probably wants to be showed you love rather than told."
Yuki turned his head a little confused, "Really? Why?"
She gave a little chuckle half expecting the answer he gave, then said, "I don't know why. It just seems that they're more fragile at this age. I could tell you more if only you would tell me which girl we are talking about."
Yuki averted his gaze again then whispered, "Tohru Honda."
She wasn't too surprised at his answer since it was obvious that he truly cared for her.
"I figured, but what is the real problem. It seems that you are holding back on your explanations. You want my help but you really don't want my help."
She bent her head a tad bit just so that she could see a glimpse of his shimmering purple eyes.
Yuki answered in fragments that came out a little shaky, "Nnnn..no. I do want your help," he paused as he gulped down spit, "I've just never shared my problems with anything before."
Sensei jerked her head back up in amazement.
"You don't share your feelings with anyone?"
"No, I do, only with Handa-san but I can't find the heart to tell her something hurtful, but I promised her to tell someone and I'm not tight with my family. I had no one else to talk to so I came to talk to you."
"Oh, I'm glad that you came to me so, what is your real problem?"
"Remember when I told you that I loved Honda-san? Well I'm not the only one."
"Really?"
"Yeah, I love her, Kyo loves her and Haru loves her but he doesn't know that I know. He wants to get closer to her and I don't want him to." he paused and grasped at the air again then spoke, "I don't know how to react. I don't know how Tohru's going to react. Tohru is just so loving that she would try anything to make everyone happy but she can't satisfy everyone, even thogh she can let any of us go but, but none of us can let her go."
"Uuummm...I see. You do have yourself in a predicament. The only thing I can say is I hope that everything pans out and which ever one of you get her will be very lucky. She is a true treasure to have."
"I know, that is why I want to make her mine but I'm afraid to."
"Why?" she questioned.
"I had this dream where Tohru and I were on this beach and I got a craving to hold her, to touch her in ways that I shouldn't."
"So you had sex on the beach," she said in a blunt tone.
"Yes in a way but remember it was only in a dream, but when I started to get really carried away I woke up. I went back to sleep then dreamed again, this time I was in a hospital with her. I was a dad and I was happy."
"That's good so then why are you so upset?"
"Because of what happened next. When Skye finally arrived..." he was cut off by a quick question.
"Skye?!Who is Skye?"
"The baby. Skye Kanden Sohma was the name Tohru gave her."
"Oh...okay now you can continue."
"Well when I held Skye close to me she turned into a little orange tabby in front of me. Then I woke up."
"That is a little bizarre but nothing to get upset about."
"That wasn't what I'm scared about."
"Then what are you so freaked out about?"
"When I went back to sleep I had a nightmare. It was, I killed. I killed my child. It seemed like before I was really me I enjoyed the feel of blood, the feel of being cruel. But when I was me, my real me I was in the dark, I was scared. Tohru walked in and then she ran out horrified and was screaming, 'How could you?!' For the first time in my life with her, she never wanted to see," he said then a single tear dropped from his right eye as he whispered, "I never want to feel that from her. If she was ever taken from me than I wouldn't have a reason to live. I need her."
Sensei got close to Yuki and rubbed the top of his head when she saw him start to shiver.
"Tohru isn't going anywhere. Oh and there is one other piece of advice, don't push it. If she is willing to come to you than she will and if she isn't then she won't. Just relax and let love unfold before you even if it isn't unfolding in your direction."
"I don't like those odds."
"Well of course not but that is how life is. You just gotta deal. Did any of this talk help?"
Yuki turned his head and looked up at sensei with a weak smile.
"Thanks," Yuki stood up and walked towards the door leaving sensei by the desk.
"You're welcome. You can talk to me anytime."
Yuki nodded as he stepped out the door.
The walk home wasn't really that bad. He was glad that he was in a better mood, but there wasn't anyone to talk to. There wasn't a Kyo to talk to, he actually enjoyed their fights and quarrels.
Yuki walked along the dirt path kicking up dirt and rocks as he thought about what they talked about. He was determined to change. He would, he would wait and let everything pan out. It wasn't like she was his or anything, he could and would relax. Like sensei said, "If she is willing to come to you than she will and if she isn't than she won't."
At the edge of the forest, Yuki could see a figure of a car sitting in front of Shigure's house.
"I forgot. The visit!" Yuki shouted as he ran towards the house.
When he walked in the house and entered into the doors to his surprise, his worse nightmare. Tohru was sitting on the couch with Haru's hand wrapped around her.
Yeah! This one was my officially longest chapter. I am so happy! Oh her is a preview. I think that it is going to be in chapter... Uhhhhh... I don't know but here it is. In a previous chapter before this part the guys even yuki chase Tohru away saying that she doesn't belong with cursed people. They try to convince her to get her memory erased but she refuses and runs off.
Momiji walked into Kyo and his room and sat next to Kyo on his bunk. The room was dark and full of tension. The whole family couldn't bare to come out of their rooms after Tohru ran off. Occasionally, Momiji could hear Kyo cry at night.
"Kyo," Momiji began his voice very quite and sad.
"What." Kyo said a little irritated, upset and plainly and completely ready to break down.
"Is Tohru ever coming back?"
Those words seemed so thunderous and damaging. It reminded him too much of the very day she ran off. He couldn't forget the fear in her eyes. He couldn't forget the tears that she left on the cold floor that hadn't been traveled since the day that she left. These words hurt him too much to speak kindly, they ripped through him violently.
He spun around to see Momiji's face. It was soggy wet looking from his tears and his eyes blood shot red.
"She is never coming back! I don't want her back! We don't need her! We never did!" Kyo screamed while holding on tightly to Momiji's shoulders.
"What do you mean she isn't coming back? Of course she is coming back. You don't know what you are saying!" He said as he cried harder.
"No! She is never coming back I don't want her back! She doesn't belong her. She is just an idiot girl whom I wished would just stay away."
Momiji slapped him hard in the face, leaving a red spot on the left side.
"Stop it just stop it! You don't know what you are talking about! She is coming back!" Momiji yelled.
Kyo returned Momiji's slap and the yelled, "She isn't coming back! She doesn't belong here!"
This action and those words sent rage throughout Momiji's body, which caused him to punch Kyo and then knock him on the floor.
"She does belong, We are the ones that don't belong and the ones who aren't accepted, but she accepted us. She is the only on e who has ever shone us love, acceptance but instead of showing it back to her all you do is hurt her ad make her run off!" Now he stared directly at kyo his big brown eyes showing contained anger, "Kyo, she has told me many times that she loves you, really loves you but.. I don't think that you deserve her."
Momiji got up and walked over kyo heading towards the door. Just before he exited the room he added the words, "You got your wish, she is gone foe ever."
YEAH!!!!!!!! A good part right? Well if you like this and don't mind me doing these every so often than tell me. Tell me if you like my preview idea or not. Oh yeah, How do you find my story if you are just you know browzing. Well okay Bye!!!!!