Hopefully most of my siblings were asleep
I went to my closet to pick some comfy clothes that could make me sleep better, and I then I saw a sky blue buttoned shirt I've 'borrowed' from Percy
Damn everything reminds me to him
I hate being in love, it's just so freaking confusing. Why does Aphrodite do things so complicated?
Can't love be simple, like maths or something? You know, when you only have one answer when there is only one possibly answer. But in love they were too many possibilities and they were some much answers. I don't even think there is a number for that
Crap, I have truly fallen
I change my clothes, now instead of demin shorts I have some sweatpants and with thank top. But I couldn't resist the temptation so I grabbed Percy's shirt
I crawled into my bed and hugged Percy's shirt, I tried so hard not to cry but I couldn't help it
I was crying so much you could swear you were hearing Niagara Falls, I hate that guy
I am so stupid, Annabeth Chase daughter of Athena crying over some son of Poseidon? Shame on me
I really don't know why I am crying anyways. I mean it was just perfect and it was so us. Percy and I together we are just natural. We are ourselves; that's why I love him so much because he could like me for me being me. And let's face it I really don't have a 'nice attitude' or whatever . and we are kind of opposites Percy always is so calm and happy and I have to admit it I'm always an smartass I don't even know how we get an hour together without trying to kill each other, Ohh yeah we have tried.
And Percy really wasn't the 'romantic type 'but he was so cute and I know sometimes he tries to be romantic but I won't let him do anything that he is uncomfortable with. And when he tries to get 'romantic' he really gets nervous. he start stuttering and sweating, it's kind of cute, though
But tonight was just perfect and I have to admit it I really liked making out with Percy in the middle of the night on the beach. But when he tried to pull off my shirt I got nervous but I was ready for that and then he just pulled back.
C'mon what kind of 17 year old guy wastes the chance of getting further with her girlfriend?
And it comes again that question that has been mocking me since Malcolm told me about their 'boys talk'. Does Percy didn't want me that way because I was bad it? It's something wrong with my body? Am I too fat? Too skinny? Whats the problem?!
Does Percy really think Drew is prettier? Well, technically she is so obviously she is trying to hit on Percy but he has been rejecting her, no? or He only has rejecting her because I was there and Perce didn't want me to got mad? When you know with guys?!
I went to sleep trying to forget everything and trying to pretend nothing happend