Hey!sorry i havent updated been kinda lazy...school strats on monday...sucks!...oh well what can i do...ok this is chapter 11 after this i wont be able to update fast cuz of school and i have to really buckle down and study but i will try to the best of my efforts ok thx so much for the reviews hope you like

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Still my savior

chapter 11

" Visitation"

" Name." the police officer said from the front desk at the City jail

" Rin Matasumoto" I said the police nodded his head and typed on his computer

" Well miss. Rin who are you visiting?"

" Koyoru Matasumoto"

"step this way please" the officer said I went though the security procures and awaited my father sitting on a table my leg shaking franticly.

I couldn't believe that I actually wanted to see the man I hated so much, the man who destroyed my life but I had to. I needed to ask him why he did those thing to me, I couldn't move on without knowing the reason he hated me after mom died. Then I saw him I could barely recognized him he was thin and tired looking and rather shabby, he was wearing his jail uniform and handcuffs on his legs and hands, he looked up at me and he had this sad look to him. He sat down and the officer removed the handcuffs from his hands; hands that touched and tortured me

" Rin you look beautiful" he said I looked at him and looked away " How are you" he asked

" I'm getting married" I said my voice sounding dry and shaky

" Really? That's great, who is he?"

" Oh you've met him…Sesshomaru"

" No doesn't ring a bell"

" I didn't think it would" I said looking at him as though I didn't come here to talk about the weather but what happened between us, which was true. He looked at me tears forming in his eyes he looked down and the tears fell

" Rin…I-I was stupid"

" Stupid and drunk" I said letting my tears fall. I let a sob out before I continued " Why?"

" Rin I didn't know what I was doing…when your mother died it was just so hard, then I lost my job…oh god I missed her so much I needed to drown my pain and the alcohol just transformed me into a different person and I forgot about you mother…rin if I was myself I would have never hurt you, you're my baby girl I love you so much when I first held you in my arms I had so much dreams for you I would have never guess things were going to go that far, rin" he said sobbing his face red and his hands shaking

" You made my life a living hell…you took everything away from me…my dignity" I said harshly

" I know, I know I'm so sorry rin my baby" he said he raised his hands to cover his face in shame as he sobbed

I cried like I never cried before I wished and hoped that none of the abuse happened and my father and I would be okay and have a father daughter relationship.

" D-daddy why?" I cried " Mommy would never want this to happen"

" Your mother would be so ashamed of me rin…now your getting married and I always dreamt that I was going to be the one walking you down the aisle…oh rin I'm sorry"

" Dad I-I-"

" You don't have to forgive me what I did was terrible and I regret everything and now I'm in here for life."

" I came here today to face you and ask you why you hurt me so that I can move on with my life with my husband… dad I just have so many problems and this was one of the hugest ones and I feel that I've completed my task-"

" Wait rin, before you leave… I wanted to give you something" he said pulling out a necklace from his pocket

" It belonged to your mother and your grand-mother and great-mother and so on…she wanted to give it to you for your 16th birth-day, but you know I couldn't give it to you but now I can your mother wore it on her wedding and she looked so stunning; you look just like her " he said handing me the gold heart locket, I grabbed the necklace and examined it. It was real gold and had a curving design craved on, it was simple and elegant just like my mother. Tear fell from my eyes from the remembrance of my mother.

" Thank-you, I have to go…I'm never coming back this the last time we'll see each other again" I said wiping my tear-struck face

" I understand rin…be happy rin, aishiteru" he said as the officer walked up to the table and took my father back to his cell. I walked away without looking back, I was done with my father and I felt so much better I tighten my grip on the neck lace and left the jail and horrible memories.

Okay how many of you guessed that rin was going to see her father???????? Ok well this chapter is suposse to be rin's good bye to her dad and the abuse that happened between them but remember that this is somthing really hard to forget so dont think rin's over it...hope you liked plz review thx you be safe

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