Punished

I went to open the door, we were both ready.

"I just...that got out of control," he said to me. I whipped around to look at him.

"Excuse me?" I spat.

"I...I wasn't planning on doing that. I just wanted to tell you that..."

Looking at him, I saw that he was trying to break something to me.

"I just...I really like you, Panse. I didn't expect it to go that far. Fuck, I really just wanted to kiss you."

I tried not to cry. I fucked him, and he was apologizing? What the hell is wrong with this kid?

"Pansy, look at me. I have had feelings for you for awhile and I hate that I just let that get out of control-"

"Shut up," his shocked expression upset me. "You...you pulled me into a dark classroom and we, okay, went a little fast but don't you dare try to apologize your way out of it. Just tell me that you don't want to be around me. It's not as hard as it sounds.

Snape knocked on the door, actually he banged on the door.

"One second." I hollered.

"I'm not trying to apologize my way out of it. Just...well I don't even know. I'm still with Ginny and I know I pulled you in here but I didn't really think about how it would end up and us having sex was not what I even considered doing."

I opened the door. Snape looked at me, and could immediately tell that a fight was breaking out.

"Stop talking, we're going to my office. I will not report this to Dumbledore. I don't know what the hell the two of you were thinking, ditching class and wanking in an empty classroom."

They had entered the dungeons, and Harry wasn't saying a word. Pansy mainained her distance directly between the two men. She was more upset that Harry was a stupid prat who was just fucking with her than getting caught actually fucking with him.

"Sit down." The pair took a seat opposite Snape's desk but sat as far apart as possible. He noticed.

"Alright, your punishment is a detention for each of you for skipping class, thirty points from each of your houses, I want each of you to assist Hagrid for two nights, but I don't want you guys to assist him on the same night. They will be school nights, and no Hogsmeade weekend for either of you."

"No!" I yelled to the last one. They both looked really surprised. "It's just that...I made definite plans with Corrina and some other girls and it would mean a lot to me if I could go. I'll skip every other Hogsmeade trip for the rest of the year."

Snape looked really surprised at this, "You can attend this weekend, but not the following too. Is that fair?"

I nodded. He didn't even give Harry a chance to object.

"Harry you are dismissed. Pansy, I want to talk to you without him."

Harry grabbed his book that he had with him and didn't look back when he left.

"What the hell is your problem, Pansy? I know you and Draco broke up, the wanker told me but Potter? Was that suppose to make you feel better about yourself?"

I didn't reply. Snape is Draco's godfather and although he doesn't like Draco with girls, he never seemed to mind me. I wasn't sure if he was on Draco's or my side.

"I just...it just happened. I already fucking regret it okay. Don't make it worse."

He looked at me like it was painful.

"I know you've been through hell. Draco, although my godson, can be as big of a bitch as both his parents. If he bothers you, just tell me. But Pansy, you're better than both those boys."

I looked at him, and for the first time in my life Severus Snape looked like he cared.

I stood up and headed out. As I went to open the door, I turned to him.

"Thanks."

"Pansy, I know that growing up with your uncle and that side of the family must have been hard. I don't know what you've been through. But I fought alongside your uncle on numerous occasions and I'm aware that he's a very cruel man. I'm not saying, or accusing him of anything, but I just need you to tell me if anything ever happens to you, if he ever does anything to you, just tell me. I could get you out."

"Bye." And I walked out.